Chapter 4 Who is waiting for her there

Lou Xiaoou's life has returned to calm. It seems that Mu Qian has never appeared. Occasionally, Lou Xiaoou must not hesitate to suppress it. She didn't understand why she did this, and even preferred to work overtime again and again to stagger with him.

She doesn't want to have anything to do with him anymore. Sometimes, it makes her feel ridiculous.

You can't wait to hide. Don't you really look forward to having a chance encounter with him?

When Lou Xiaoou knew that Mr. Wu of the company was familiar with Mu Qian and contacted Mr. Wu's strange eyes, Lou Xiaoou couldn't help but feel that his ridiculousness was doubled. This cognition made her embarrassed. Maybe Mr. Wu would think, why the indesolate Mu Qian would deliberately let him take care of her, an "old woman" with no long skills. Question mark

Yes, it's lonely. This is Lou Xiaoou's evaluation of Mu Qian now. In those years, the big boy who was not as bright as his eyes disappeared.

Yes, old woman, with Mu Qian's current conditions, it's easy to find a young and beautiful or successful partner, right?

So, Lou Xiaoou cut off the sharp luxury again and again.

Lou Xiaoou, who had been silent for a week, finally ushered in the weekend.

"Xiao Ou, let's go to eat hot pot tonight. One pot per person, it's twice as delicious!" Before getting off work, Yi Tian said hello.

Lou Xiaoou was about to refuse, and then he habitually chose to work overtime, but his fingers were stunned. It was so easy to meet early. If you want to meet early, why do you have to see each other in a week?

Thinking of this, she responded decisively: "Okay!"

When I got out of the elevator and walked to the door of the building, I heard many people whispering in front and next to me all the way.

"Look, the legendary golden boy and jade girl!"

"Really, wait for a thousand years!"

"I don't know how my parents gave birth. Why don't I have a star face?"

"You can also do it. It's a good comedian, haha!"

"It's not flat! I want a goddess face!"

......

"There is lively, fast, speed onlookers!" Yi Tian said with a pair of pliers across Lou Xiaoou's arm and hurriedly dragged it to the door.

The thin afterglow of the sunset shrouded the golden boy and jade girl among the population.

I don't know if it's the soft light. Lou Xiaoou only glanced at the golden boy and turned away. She looked at the face for five years and touched it for five years. She could depict his eyebrows without any hindrance when she closed her eyes. Even if time passed, her familiarity with him was still like a spring, suppressing one point. It will rebound by two points when some opportunities arrive.

She stared at the other face, a woman's face with a smile as bright as spring flowers!

That face is bright, exquisite, beautiful and confident. It completely belongs to the face of an urban woman. Lou Xiaoou even read the publicity of plunder from her face. The woman with such a face is undoubtedly successful. Even if Lou Xiaoou has worked under that person for many years and is respected as "Tao Qiao" by outsiders, she does not have the heart and opportunity to dress herself up so gracefully! It was her unwillingness and his reluctance. For this, Lou Xiaoou was more or less grateful to the man. God knows how much she doesn't want to have anything to do with that person!

In the square, the woman smiled and smiled, and her eyes flashed brilliantly. It was not inferior to Mu Qian's eyes at that time. Yes, it was not inferior at all.

But looking at it, Lou Xiaoou, who had already stiffened his whole body, began to spread a steady stream of sadness from the bottom of his heart.

Lou Xiaoou, did you see it? But why can't you see it? Why do you think it's publicity? Why do you hate others!

You are jealous!

Jealous of her grace and becoming a jade girl in the eyes of others. I'm jealous of her exquisite face and you have nothing. I'm jealous that she is not you who stands side by side with him at this moment!

Isn't it!

Yes, in the end, but because she stood opposite him, didn't she?

Obviously guessed but dare not admit it. Obviously, you agree at a glance but don't want to be honest. Lou Xiaoou, is this your attitude as a human being? The fig leaf has been pulled. Haven't you realized it yet?

It seemed that the hard stone in his heart suddenly collapsed, and Lou Xiaoou was soft all over!

"Little Ou! What's wrong with Xiao Ou? Yi Tian was shocked. Fortunately, she just pulled Lou Xiaoou tightly, otherwise she would never be able to support the other party's body that almost fell.

"No, it's okay. I have a headache. I'm afraid I'll feel dizzy later. I'll go upstairs for a while and have dinner with you next time!" After saying that, without waiting for Yi Tian to react, Lou Xiaoou opened his hand and turned back to the building.

Lou Xiaoou hid in the women's toilet and entered the entrance of the corridor. She almost stumbled on the ground and persisted for a short period of time, which had exhausted her faith for many years.

She has never believed what it would be like for him to fall in love with others!

As soon as this idea came out, the overwhelming "whwh" suddenly swept over the whole body.

It's time to cry, but my eyes turned red for a while and nothing flowed down.

So, can't her rock-solid faith withstand the impact of this scene on her?

So, does she subconsciously believe that he deserves a better woman?

He deserves a better woman.

New ideas shouted, and after the collapsed faith, a strong self-sneezing and a good feeling about him made Lou Xiaoou almost suffocate!

"Xiaoou Lou, you are so stupid! You are so naive! You are so selfish!"

What is stupid is that she has been looking forward to it for many years, after marrying another man; what is childishly is that she is still looking forward to reuniting with him, after leaving that man; selfishly, she can't let go after seeing the scene that broke her heart!

Lou Xiaoou, who was hiding in the toilet, spit on himself over and over again until night fell, until the dry throat shouted to make her return to the reality of hunger.

After waiting for the No. 1 bus for three trips, Lou Xiaoou finally embarked on the road back to the rental house. It's cold at night alone. She would rather stay outside for a while today.

Fifteen minutes away, she hopes it will be longer, a little longer, but no matter how long it is, she will arrive at the station.

The walking path is still lively, and it is not stagnant at all for her, a frustrated person. The fragrant cooked food wrapped around her nose, but the noisy fast food restaurant suddenly burned her eyes. Looking back in a daze, Lou Xiaoou accelerated her pace. She didn't want to face these noisy crowds for a second.

The crowd reminds her of the pitiful shape all the time.

It's not lonely to live alone, except for those who realize that they are a poor person.

When Xiaoou walked into the community, he silently found that he had not bought dinner tonight at all.

"What a stupid." Lou Xiaoou muttered that the words she had repeated for a long time were more than she had said in recent years. Forget it, you can have a bowl of noodles tonight.

With a snow-white street lamp, Lou Xiaoou lowered his head and walked to the "Buildings 3-4" where he lived.

The park was quiet, and suddenly there was a sound of footsteps that did not belong to her. Suddenly, twice, it was not heavy, not fast, but very directional, because the man blocked the stairs that Xiaoou was about to climb.

Lou Xiaoou looked up indifferently, and this time, she was shocked to take a cold breath!

"How do you know I live here?" Lou Xiaoou blurted out.

"I saw you in the afternoon." Mu Qian did not answer, but said such a sentence seriously.

Under the white and blurred street lamp, Mu Qian's face looked extremely unreal, and half of her face was silent in the dark, which made Lou Xiaoou unable to see his dark look. When Lou Xiaoou asked, she immediately fell silent. She didn't know why she did copywriting, so she was really stupid.

As for Mu Qian's words...

Lou Xiaoou glanced at him intentionally or unintentionally and turned his head uncomportably. What he meant, he saw her, she lost her temper? Then he didn't follow her back to the building and didn't follow her upstairs, did he? No, no, right? So, he didn't see her ugliness, did he?

So, how long has he been waiting here?

Mu Qian gently turned to the beginning and didn't look at her: "I didn't eat."

He uses affirmative sentences.

"How do you know?" Lou Xiaoou immediately said strangely. Looking at his quiet eyes, there was suddenly a kind of embarrassment that was seen through.

She could have eaten outside before coming back, but she didn't, and he actually guessed?

A little thought trembling and wanted to break out of the ground. Lou Xiaoou felt a crack in his dry heart, which was the joy of seeing the sun, rain and dew from afar.

"It's promising!" Lou Xiaoou scolded himself.

There was no time to understand the emotions similar to desire, Mu Qian opened his mouth.

"Go out to eat or eat at home?"

"At home!" Lou Xiaoou immediately replied that whether it was for hygiene or to avoid the lively crowd, Lou Xiaoou has become more and more accustomed to cooking alone for so many years, but when she spoke out, he immediately regretted it. Maybe he could eat face to face with him and go back to eat. Will he... together?

Lou Xiaoou, what the hell are you doing?!

Mu Qian didn't look as entangled as her. Hearing the words, he stepped forward and saw that she didn't move. He turned around and said, "Let's go."

Lou Xiaoou opened his mouth and followed him in a tze.

The night is quiet, and the community is also quiet. The quiet Lou Xiaoou carefully stepped on the long and straight shadow of Mu Qian, just like in those years. However, when she thought that it was not the same as before, she couldn't help falling behind again, and then she gently walked out of Mu Qian's shadow and walked out of her independent shadow, small and long.

A plate of crispy roast duck and a bundle of vegetable hearts, Lou Xiaoou looked at Mu Qian taking out his wallet and then picking out the notes with his slender fingers. He remembered the scene of shopping in the supermarket with him in a trance.

At that time, both of them were students and had no money, but every time they went to the supermarket, it was definitely Mu Qian who paid for it. Lou Xiaoou was not a girl who loved to spend money. Of course, he knew how to save money for Mu Qian. Most of the time, he was afraid of hurting Mu Qian's face as his boyfriend, so he chose some snacks, not much, not expensive. Then one time, when Mu Qian paid for the money, Lou Xiaoou smiled and said, "Mu Qian Muqian, do you know what is the most handsome action of a man?"

"What is it?" Mu Qian lined up and asked with a smile.

"It's like paying!" Lou Xiaoou raised his eyebrows and laughed after saying that.

Mu Qian laughed: "Where are you going to see the jokes?"

"I won't tell you!" Lou Xiaoou withdrew behind him with a smile and queued up with him.

At that time, Lou Xiaoou didn't know that it was similar to jokes. Mu Qian had seen a lot on the Internet, but looking at his little girlfriend's complacent appearance after his success, Mu Qian would always be happy. Well, it's good for her to giggle like this, Mu Qian thought.

"It's a little late. You can eat after stir-frying vegetables." Mu Qian said, and his low words called back the distracted Lou Xiaoou.

"Oh, oh," she answered twice and looked at Mu Qian's quiet eyes, and became embarrassed for a moment. "That's right, there is no pressure cooker. If you use an electric rice cooker, you may not be able to eat immediately after cooking vegetables, and you have to wait for a long time."

"Do you have noodles?" Mu Qian asked.

"Yes." Lou Xiaoou replied in a hurry.

"Is it okay to have noodles tonight?" After saying that, Mu Qian glanced at Lou Xiaoou and seemed to skim over Lou Xiaoou's stunned eyes.

"Yes." Lou Xiaoou nodded.

The two of them went back.

Lou Xiaoou, who followed Mu Qian's back, stared at his hand carrying vegetables, and inexplicably felt that he was more angry because of this. Joke, when did he get out of smoke? He is a man and not a god!

Looking at the meat and vegetables, Lou Xiaoou couldn't help thinking that in the year of graduation, she and he often ate two simple dishes together, and roast duck was her favorite.