Chapter 9 Five Years

Looking at everyone leaving one after another, Long Xiaoqi** the corners of her mouth, smiled and left.

The wheel of the years rolled quietly like this, without taking away a trace of anger, and there was no ripple. It passed unconsciously. When someone sighed and didn't grasp it, they knew that regret was too late. But the years are still running forward, and even if you roar loudly there, it will not look back and look at you.

Five years! Exactly five years! Long Xiaoqi has been here for five years! No one can see him, let alone feel his existence, even his grandfather and his parents. Long Xiaoqi stayed alone in this world for five years, watching her growth and the changes of her family. Perhaps it was because she experienced that unknown space that Long Xiaoqi was able to calm down and not go crazy in endless loneliness.

Watching the sun rise and set every day, watching the clan practice martial arts desperately every day, and watch herself grow up every day, Long Xiaoqi also has bursts of feelings in her heart. I am just a passer-by. Just like now, I can only watch things happen, but I can't change the result of things, and they are just passers-by in my life. They come and leave in a hurry, leaving him only a good memory. Perhaps, many years later, when Long Xiaoqi remembered this past again, he would feel satisfied, because he saw through the true meaning that many people could not figure out in their lives, and he experienced things that many people dared not think of. Even if you know what the result can be, you are not powerless to watch the end. After all, people have to live in reality. People can only change what hasn't happened yet.

For five years, Long Xiaoqi's face has not looked mature or old because of the passage of time. His body and his face still stayed at the age of 16, but his heart has reached an extremely horrible level. A person who can stand loneliness for five years, and no one talks to him, no one talks to him, or even looks at him. Then he is either crazy or a person with great enlightenment.

"Yujia, I don't know when I can see you. How are you?" Long Xiaoqi knelt on the ground and said softly. He always misses the two people in that world. He has never forgotten his mission. However, the blow of extermination made him feel that he was very contradictory. Whether to continue to sink in the world or return to his real self. By the way, father, father, he is still alive. Maybe no one has spoken with him for many years. Long Xiaoqi seems to have lost her language function, stammered, and vaguely spit out a few words.

"God, God, I want to go back. I still have something to finish. I want to go back." Suddenly, Long Xiaoqi raised her head, as if she remembered something, said hurriedly, and looked around with blurred eyes, as if she were looking for something. Take me away! Take me away!" Long Xiaoqi breathed quickly, as if he was one step later, he would be swallowed up by this broken world and would always stay in the endless void.

The scene in front of him suddenly became blurred. The houses were shaking violently, the trees were shaking constantly, and the clans were running and shouting. The dust from nowhere rolled up gusts of wind, overturning pieces of tiles and taking away one family after another. The whole world collapsed, and fragments fell on the ground one after another, like a meteor. Although it was beautiful, it was the beginning of the disaster.

"No, no!" Long Xiaoqi knelt on the ground and cried feebly, and her hands had been inserted into the soil. He couldn't bear to see his clan die in front of him again. Although this was just an illusion. Although his relatives and clan had died, he still couldn't bear to see that his heart was fragile after all, and he still couldn't accept this inexplicable disappearance. Why did God take away my relatives again? Why did he do this?" Long Xiaoqi stood up and roared loudly, but was soon annihilated by the deafening earthquake.

Time is not only a kind old man, but also a poisonous woman. When he comes, he will bring you health, money and honor, but when she leaves, she will cruelly take away everything given to you. Even if you pray, she will not even look at you and throw you into the endless abyss. . In this way, people lose, lose and recover, endless reincarnation, and eternal life is destined to live painfully.

Suddenly, a golden light fell from the sky, and Long Xiaoqi couldn't open her eyes, but the cries and shouts around her became smaller and smaller. Has the world sunk? Long Xiaoqi didn't even dare to open his eyes. He was afraid to see the scene of corpses and the extremely distorted faces caused by pain. The golden light kept shining in front of him, giving people a warm feeling, as if they had returned to their childhood and their mother's arms. Long Xiaoqi slowly opened her eyes. He knew that no matter when something happened, he had to face it bravely. Even if it was a serious consequence, the descendants of the Long family would never be timid and afraid of things.

However, when he opened his eyes, he was shocked. The Long family lived safely, with a happy expression on everyone's face, and there was no trace of collapse of the house, and even those cracks disappeared. On the sky, there are a few big golden characters hanging, and Long Xiaoqi will not forget, because it is these words that accompanied her to come to this world. From the gate of life, the child returned to the clan to wait for the soul to be refined. The past drifts away with the smoke, and the time is ripe to return to the real body. The clan of the Long family seems to be invisible. The martial arts practice and the game are pleasant and comfortable, which is a harmonious and comfortable picture.

"'The child returned to the clan to refine his soul from the gate of life. The past drifts away with the smoke, and the time is ripe to return to the real body.'" Long Xiaoqi kept saying these words. Are these words about me? From the door of life, soul refining, drifting away from the past, and returning to the real body. Do you want to tell me something?" Long Xiaoqi was puzzled. He felt that he was on the edge of the answer, but he could never know the answer. Maybe that's why God asked me to come here! The past drifts away with the smoke, and when the time is ripe, it will be real. When I uncover the answer, I may return to the real world!" Thinking of this, Long Xiaoqi was relieved. The world is born because of him and will be destroyed by him. Everything here is just the moon in the water and the flowers in the mirror! You can see it, but you can't touch it. When you want to have it, it will be broken like a mirror.

"Haha, I've been here for five years and wasted five years. That's my life!" Long Xiaoqi stood on the hillside like a madman, ignoring the eyes of the world, laughing at the stars in the sky. At this moment, he finally realized that when he came, he would be at ease. Now that he has come, he will have a down-to-earth experience life. When the time is ripe, he will naturally return to the real world.

"What a pity! It's pathetic! I actually wasted five years like this, wasted this good intentions, and lived every day between the contradiction between pain and happiness, happiness and sadness. If it hadn't been for what happened today, maybe I would have been trapped here for the rest of my life and finally depressed for the rest of my life. Hey! All this is just an illusion, and I'm just a passer-by. Why do we have to interfere with each other and want to turn the world around!" After saying that, Long Xiaoqi shook her head helplessly. For himself, he didn't know whether it was wise or stupid. However, whether it is wisdom or stupid, it is no longer important. In his heart, there is already an answer.

Confused Long Xiaoqi's heart knot for five years, and in such a specific environment, it was actually untied in this way. Whether it is right or wrong, good or evil, Long Xiaoqi will no longer have to live in this world in pain and contradiction, and no longer have to worry about her relatives and clans about everything. She smiles at all aspects of life and tastes sweet and bitter.