Chapter 81 Night Grievance
There is a curved moon in the sky, with a dim, faint green edges.
The population of Shen's house is not large, there are only a few masters, and there are 3040 servants. Because the mansion is very large, people are scattered. For example, places like Meiwu are simply wandering outside the world.
Four fields are cold, only the continuous sound of insects, creaking high and low, straight into people's brains.
She struggled to find his face in the dark. It's not that I can't see it clearly. After all, it's not the moonlight that can't see five fingers. The outline of the person is clear, and I can only see the expression clearly. It is blurred, like a veil.
He was obviously shocked, followed by silence like night.
Bu Nuan wanted to cry so much that she resisted desperately and asked again with a desperate tone, "uncle, do you like me?"
His heart was in a mess, and he couldn't figure out what her question meant. He dared not answer rashly. What's wrong? When she said this, he fell into the abyss in an instant. He couldn't even open his mouth. For a moment, his nose was sore, and tears were about to pour out.
He suddenly realized that all this finally had an answer. His feelings for her have long crossed ordinary family affection. His domineering, autocratic and unscrupulous possessiveness actually comes from his love for her. It is not the elder's care for the younger generation, but the purest love between men and women - he is deeply immersed in mud, especially unconsciously. Every time he poses to control her with a noble posture, it turns out that the most unbearable person is himself!
He didn't dare to look or think, and kept deceiving himself until she asked. Although I was not sure whether his series of abnormal actions made her see the flaws, he suddenly woke up. It turns out that he also has the ability to love others, but it is too dark, and his feelings are deep into the bone marrow, but he can't see the light. Just like his soul, it is shiny on the surface, but in fact it is almost deformed.
Who can't love, but fall in love with his niece? What a cruel reality! Did she notice it? Will she look down on him and laugh at him behind his back? He felt ashamed, such as the general of the town army and the governor of the North Gate, so it was nothing more than that!
The sky above his head seemed to fall, and he couldn't catch it. He was panicked and had no way to ask. He wanted to escape from here, but he couldn't. She was waiting for his answer. If he showed a little bit, what face would he face her in the future? This love is destined to be buried in her heart. Even if it takes root and sprouts, it has nothing to do with her.
He practiced his ability to become calm early. Before the battle, the top of Mount Tai did not change his color. Is it more difficult for a girl to deal with than an enemy general? He forced his composure and said in a cold voice, "What do you like or not! Is that how you talk to me? It's because I'm sympathetic to you that I can't watch you jump into the fire. Your father and mother handed you over to me, and it is my primary responsibility to protect you. I treat my head and nephew equally. Today, if someone else is in my house, that's what I mean.
Is it heavy to say? Maybe it was too heavy, and her fingers gradually loosened, separated from the back of his hand, and slid weakly down. How much he wanted to keep her and cherished the softness in his chest, but unfortunately he couldn't. It turned out that his love debt should be at this. So many women threw herself into their arms and looked down, but they ended up like this! Why her? If it were another woman, he would not have to be so timid, and things would be much easier. How is it now? This situation is a disaster for him, and it's not a disaster for Bu Nuan!
He couldn't help smiling bitterly. She came to Chang'an, and the only thing she relied on was him. She must trust him very much. He should be the same as the shade! What would she do if she knew that her uncle was in love with her and had feelings for her outside his family? Will you be afraid and spit on it? So he would rather she be afraid of him than see a disdainful look in her eyes.
He heard her choking for a moment and nodded, "My uncle said it very well. It's my Meng Lang. Uncle, don't be surprised. I just asked you whether you like it or not. It's just to ask for mercy. It doesn't mean anything else. I thought it was Xiaofu to be incompetent to ask my uncle's consent. I went to Lantai for He Lan. There are rumors outside how bad he is..." She held the bluestone steps and moved her lips, but she didn't know what she said. She just muttered, "I don't think he's bad. He has his last choice. Who doesn't have many difficulties in life? A family doesn't know the suffering of a family. Anyway, I'm willing to be with him. I... don't care about the future. Even if he is abandoned, I'm willing to.
The lines are not long, she said so badly! She must save her face. He is a tough man. Maybe he knew her mind, but he just pretended to be deaf and dumb and keep everyone's face. He was still kind and did not scold her harshly. Now she should give up. What can happen if she loves her uncle? What's more, he has a marriage contract and will get married before the winter solstice. Zhixian knows that she is really going to die of shame.
All her courage is like an upside-down hourglass, blinking away. Only then did she know that she was not strong, and her cowardice was almost pitiful.
Rong Yu was speechless, which was an unprecedented despair. Her words were like a sharp blade, dividing him into pieces. Love can be defeated, and reason cannot be allowed. I can't tell whether it's his selfishness or not. No matter who she loves, Lantai will never let her go.
She remembered something and said, "Lan Sheng asked my uncle to send a message for me, and said that I thanked him for his kindness and asked him not to wait for me. I'm afraid of disappointing him and I'm sorry for his love."
He slowly stood up and said, "I will pass on this to him. From today on, you can live in the house for me. Don't care about anything, don't ask anything, just be your daughter."
She tilted her head with a sad smile in her eyes, "Are you going to delay me, uncle?" What can I do if I stay in Shen's house all the time? When a girl is old, she always wants to be a serious wife, a house filling or an aunt. The feast that never end in the world, can you keep me for the rest of my life? If you really want to do this, you can make people talk behind your backs. What's the intention for someone who doesn't know to be an uncle? The old niece refused to let go, and it was rumored that there would be nothing on his uncle's face?
A thunder exploded above his head, and he was poked to the pain, feeling that his dignity had gone away with the falling flowers and flowing water.
Her words are harsh, but she is right. That's how he is now. She became more and more disobedient. If it hadn't been for the old lady's questioning, he would have wanted to put a seal on the door of the Yanbo Building and imprisoned her. He would not have asked her to come out in this life! He thought he was a little crazy. In the past, he had never had such an ambition. He regarded her as a private property, but she didn't want to cling to him. She was very independent and wanted to pursue her love. Even if the damage is predictable, it is still moving forward.
He can't do anything. She said that he delayed her and he couldn't afford such a name.
He was heartless and looked at her garrasily, "Didn't you say it was forced? Why did you turn around and change your statement? I really can't figure you out. How many eyes do you have? How many more words are true?"
She felt insulted. Why didn't he reflect on himself? If he hadn't dealt with her like that, she would have done her best with him now. Now to gag her, it's all her fault - her biggest fault is to fall in love with him!
She pretended to be disapproving, "If you want to meet him every day, don't you have to enter Lantai!" I didn't want to abide by those rules, but I couldn't have both fish and bear paws, so..." She really couldn't support it. She said in front of him that she loved Helan, entered a vicious circle, embarked on a road that could not be turned back, and pushed him farther and farther away.
She doesn't want to do this, and she also wants to live a peaceful life. No matter how indifferent he is to her, as long as he can look at him from afar, she is satisfied. But no, he took her in love, and she couldn't implicate him. If she makes his eunuchs fall and even goes to prison for it, how can she be worthy of him?
She covered her face and said, "uncle, if you hurt me, let me go. Don't embarrass me."
She came to the end of the road in a trance. After saying that, she couldn't change her mind. He is tired and doesn't want to care about it. Stop it, let her go! After all, he is just an uncle. With this title in his life, he will be a nephew until his death. Know how much torture you are, don't bother her. How innocent she is, don't let his obscene thoughts affect her.
He lowered his hand and said, "Have you decided? This matter is related to the rest of your life. Can you figure it out?
She chok, "Yes, Nuan'er figured it out."
He sighed deposedly, "In that case, I will definitely let He Lan marry you." As he spoke, the corners of his mouth sank, "My Shen Rongyu's niece won't make people small..."
It's just that! He tasted some suffocating palpitations. After a long time of pain, my heart became dull and empty.
She was a little panicked, "No, no, don't bother my uncle. I will take care of my own business."
She doesn't want him to intervene. If she can really let go, she will be super born. He turned around lonely, and his complicated feelings involved several people.
He moved forward in a daze, and he couldn't stay for a moment. My mind was full of paste, and most of the time was difficult, like walking through purgatory. The back was soaked in sweat, and the silk material was close to the waist, which was disgustingly wrapped.
"uncle." She shouted behind him and grabbed him with a crying voice.
He opened his dry eyes, and a light weight on his sleeve was involved. The feelings were so turbulent that he tried his best to suppress it, and his teeth were sore.
She said sadly, "uncle, you hug me... just once. Can you give me a hug?"
Rong Yu never thought that she would say this and looked back at her in surprise, "Why?"
She whispered, "Don't ask why... there is no reason."
He panicked and even his voice trembled, "This doesn't work..."
She reached around his waist for a moment, touched it like a dragonfly on his chest, and immediately let go of her hand. He said with a smile, "Did the general change the tower today? Du Yu's taste is too spicy, and it's better to live alone. As he said, he stepped back, "Wait a minute, let me go first. I'll be afraid if I'm left alone."
If two people can't go together, then let her leave first. After all, there is nothing more heart-whes than looking at his back and watching him go far away.
She staggered and entered such a cold June night! She shrank and held her shoulder, bursting into tears.