Chapter 104 Resentment

"Isn't it something?" She turned pale in an instant, "Are you going to push me to someone else again? Are you so selfish that you just give me away in order to get rid of me?

He also sank his face, although the pain was uncontrollable. Maybe he is really selfish. He has been fighting hard for this all night. From last night to now, he has been thinking about people floating. He never knew that mental pain was so tormenting that it could break people down. Like a spear, it points directly at people's hearts with the momentum of destruction, completely penetrates him, and nails him to the pillar of morality.

He is reluctant, but what can he do? Shame on the family? Make the world despised? He never cares about his external things. He fights on the battlefield, kills a bloody road, and kills an official career, a large part of which is for his mother. His mother is not the direct wife. Even if she is raised, the side room is not even as good as the step wife. It's not that the Ming media is getting married, and they can't get the title of the court even if they hold the family business. In fact, he has always been indifferent to fame and fortune, just to give his mother a commanding title. So if he is asked to give up everything he has now for love, he can really not hesitate...

He looked back at her - but she, she is still young and childish. Now I am impulsive and will blame him in the future. Complaining against him for being vicious, complaining about his hypocrisy, and complaining about his conscience. What's more, he can't bury everyone involved in this matter, whether it's the Shen family, the Bu family, or the Ye family. It's not a matter of one or two people, but the reputation of the three families. She can be reckless now, but can her enthusiasm last for a few days? The little girl's curiosity and ignorant affection for the opposite sex may be abandoned in a blink of an eye. People who have no foresight must have immediate worries, just in front of them. In case they reach an irreparable time, they will be defeated by both sides.

In fact, he is full of panic. He can see that he and Bu Nuan are both insecure people. Such feelings themselves are deformed. They are all speculating that the other party loves them so much that they don't devote themselves. Doubt, uncertainty, and trembling are endless nightmares.

"I don't want you to hate me in the future." He tried to restrain, "Before you entered the palace, Princess Yangcheng mentioned marriage. I know Lansheng, and I can see that this trip is very serious. When you are full, you always have to consider the future support. Now it seems that Lan Sheng is the most suitable.

She felt that she had been treated unfairly and was straight, "Have you asked me what I mean? You are arbitrary and arbitrary, and you impose your ideas on me. What's the basis of you? Just because I love you? Do you feel at your mind when I get married? Don't you have a bad conscience?" She gradually got out of control and cried painfully, "You can not love me, but you have no right to interfere with my future!" Even if I'm a sister-in-law, I have nothing to do with you. Don't worry, I won't bother you or damage your reputation. You just need to become your relatives, be your supreme general and governor, and take your smooth journey as a eunuch... Just think that there has never been me."

He had a splitting headache and knew that she had misunderstood, but he couldn't explain it. The more sticky it is, the more difficult the road behind it is. Simply be ruthless now, and this is the time when the liver and heart are broken. After the pain, calm down, and maybe you will figured it out.

" Bu Nuan, I always thought you were a self-introspective person." He frowned at her, "People don't just live for themselves. You and I can't have a future. You know this better than me, don't you?"

She shook her head, "I don't understand! All I know is that I love you, and I want you to love me too!"

She is frank and stubborn. If there is no blood bond, why should she say this in anger!

He could hardly support it, and the easily built shell was cracked by her, which could not be closed and spread to all sides.

"Auncle," she begged and pulled his robe, looking at him pitifully with big eyes, "Don't you love me? I don't believe it. You obviously love me, but why don't you say it?"

He was extremely embarrassed. He gritted his teeth and said, "Love or not is not the point. Don't say this. If you are heard, the consequences will be unimaginable."

She squeezed her lips and a mocking flower floated at the corners of her mouth. He put his hands and stood alone, and his voice became thin and sharp. "Do you hate me for not being self-respecting and dragging you into the water?"

He was annoyed that she kept belittling herself. She didn't understand his heart, but if there was a way, he would not embarrass himself and embarrass her. Is his life going well? Which man is willing to give up the person he loves? How much pain does he have to endure? How many knives should he put in his heart?

He was a little angry, "Let me ask you, if I marry you, will you marry me?" Put aside everything, ignore the punishment of Tang Lu, and marry your uncle without hesitation?

It's like pouring down a basin of cold water, and even my heart is cold. She has never thought about this question, and now she suddenly wakes up when he mentions it. Yes, she can't. If it's not for herself, she can't even be fake and can't involve her parents. She is for him, like building a tall building. After so many years of hard work, he is finally going to be covered with tiles. She can't destroy his Taoism.

Rong Yu saw the hesitation on her face and couldn't say anything about her feelings. Of course, he was willing to see her reaction, but once he really faced it, he couldn't bear the despair - sure enough, she was not fully prepared! Love him like a child can't forget the toys he can't get. One day, when you have it, you will start to regret and disdain it.

"So don't get into the horns anymore. You have a lot of opportunities and a magnificent life. Don't waste it on your uncle." He swallowed the bitterness and pretended to pat her on the shoulder easily, which was completely the posture of the elders to the younger generation. "In this way, find a time to show your parents first. Send someone to send a letter to Lan Sheng tomorrow, and I'll talk to him..."

She struggled to separate his hand, "What are you talking about? I didn't hide anything from him except his background! You don't have to say anything, of course he knows!"

Yong Yucai remembered the way Lan Sheng looked at him at that time - with sarcastic, pitiful and hateful eyes. He said that Nuan'er was interested in people and asked him again and again. He never mentioned it. It turned out that he had already known it. He was angry that he looked like a fool in his eyes, didn't he? He looked coldly at him and didn't want to tell him.

He sneered, "It's very good. In this case, there's no need to talk too much. First of all, explain your matter to him. He told the princess's son-in-law that it was his family and let him make his own decision. You deserve him, and it's not easy to hide it for a lifetime. If he can accept it, everyone will be happy. If not, your parents don't have to talk about it and make other plans.

Bu Nuan looked at him, and the fierce sadness overwhelmed her and swallowed her.

Do you have any other plans? He has so many plans. If he doesn't get rid of her, will he have trouble sleeping and eating? So she is so annoying to his eyes! She doesn't understand. Since she is a difficult problem, why would he kiss her? Because is it fun? Is it ridiculous to see her fascinated by him?

"I don't know when it will be enough for you to tease me. I often hear that my uncle is cold. I didn't believe it before, but now it seems reasonable. My uncle took great pains on Warmer and made me feel sorry! I'm in a hurry to get rid of it with me and think so much. There was only a slight light left in her eyes, like a crushed sunlight, little by little dark. "I knew it would be very tired. How can a person like you make me love as much as I want? You always try your best to make me hurt. I hurt. Do you have a sense of accomplishment?

He didn't expect her to say that. What kind of person is he in her eyes? Pretending to be a high-level hypocrite? Whether it was angry or heartfelt, she made him fall into the abyss. It turned out that their existence was to hurt each other, burn themselves, and hurt each other.

"Where is your good upbringing? Just talk to the elders like this?" He pointed to the garden gate and said, "Get out! I don't understand the rules at all, and I won't be allowed to enter my place without permission in the future. Can you remember it?"

As if she was slapped hard, she was embarrassed. That kiss has no meaning and represents nothing. Souls are intertwined and squeezed, which has nothing to do with the body. His mind was still clear, alienating her, building a high wall, and trapping her in the siege.

She took two steps back. "My uncle taught me a lesson. I was too presumptuous to weigh myself. When you wake up in the future, please rest assured, uncle. He bowed to the blessing and said, "I'm bothering my uncle, and Nuan'er will leave."

He watched her walk down the steps and slowly towards the other side of the corridor. The corners of the clothes floated, turned around a row of shelves climbing the vine moon season, and gradually faded away.

The wind in June made his eyes astringent. He leaned his back against the pillar, and his legs seemed to be drained, and he sat down weakly.

Is this dealt with? Is it for her sake? Are they both complete? Why didn't I feel relaxed? I only saw my sore heart bleed, numb, so painful that I couldn't breathe. It seems that he has walked in hell and has completely changed.

The sound of drums outside the courtyard was thumping, and it was dark at the beginning of the lanterns.

The Bu family held a lively dinner to show their kindness. Bu Nuan did not participate, which was expected. She doesn't know why she is crying in the house now! He couldn't stop choking when he thought of this. He ate a lonely meal and forced himself to deal with a few words. He was really overwhelmed.

For good, there was He Lan. He came on time and relieved his encirclement. He Lan knows everything about him and Bu Nuan. He Lan is a meticulous and delicate person who is quite considerate. Seeing his depressed appearance, he guessed nine out of ten, so he was particularly active. The nonsense made the Busher dizzy and reduced the need for him to deal with it.

"Rokuro, why don't you eat more?" Shen sat next to him and blindly gave him dishes. "Is it too hot to have an appetite? Can I change the plum wine for you?"

Rong Yu said, "Sister, don't worry. I don't like to drink. There is no way to shirk it in the officialdom. When you get here, you can rely on it, and you don't care about your brother-in-law.

Shen said, "That's natural. He doesn't care about me." I asked about the other three sisters of the Shen family. I heard that several nieces had promised them. Thinking about my daughter, I couldn't help crying and sobs, "What do you think warmer should do?" She felt difficult in her own heart, but she didn't show it in front of me and his father. My warmth is so clever, God is unfair, and I have encountered this thing!"

When Rong Yu made her cry, she became more and more uncomfortable. In Bu Nuan's suffering, he played an even worse role. He was ashamed and remembered her and couldn't help asking, "Is she in the room?" How about it?"

Shen shook his head repeatedly, "It's nothing to look at, but I don't want to talk. I'm not happy, and I'm afraid that I won't say it. I don't understand the situation at present. Inexplicably, he entered the palace. Originally, he could still be nervous about Luo's marriage, but now it's going to be delayed.

Their sister and brother spoke, and He Lan also listened. Mrs. Bu didn't know that it was wrong for Warmer to enter the palace, otherwise she would have kicked him out by now. He touched his nose with a guilty heart and said with a smile, "Madam, don't worry. Warmer has a good marriage. Maybe she will come to the door tomorrow!" If she doesn't find a good family within two years, and she will stay at home to ask for marriage two years later, will it be okay for your wife?