Chapter 33 Hate and impermanence

Seeing that Su came out of the upper room and did not enter the outside room, he lowered his head and walked into the wing room, and Rong Yui also hurriedly followed.

"What?" He asked in a low voice, vaguely feeling that the situation did not seem to be good.

The candle on the desk swayed, and the wind blew from the west. Seeing that Su hurriedly closed the window, he turned around and said, "It's strange that the general said that his wife was pregnant, but I had passed the pulse and didn't have this symptom. It's just blood stasis! Big blood stasis!"

Rong Yu was quite surprised to hear it, "Can you take a closer look? It has been more than two months. Why is it gone?

"I'm also thinking about it!" Seeing Su Dao, he had no way to start holding the pen. After a long time, he hesitated and said, "Is it possible for General to be sure? If you are really pregnant, this is not such a thing, so it seems that it is difficult to do..."

Rong and his eyebrows got cold, "If you have anything to say, it's okay for you to say it."

Seeing Su frowning, he said, "Pregnancy has become blood stasis. If the first head did not diagnose the wrong pulse, there is only one - the child has become a stillborn child, and the blood is piled up and cannot be discharged. At present, it is necessary to pass through the scriptures, so that the red flower can dredge the blood. Otherwise, if you hurt your wife's foundation, you can't even save your life, not to mention being pregnant again.

A small lamp only illuminates the square table, and other places are dark. The red light outside slanted in from the threshold. He stood in the light and shadow and felt in a trance. What the hell is going on? He is simply confused, such endless disappointments! Waiting for the child to grow up, how did it become like this overnight? He trusted Su's medical skills. He used to be a famous figure in the world. Because he committed an accident in those years, he was later asked to save him from the knife and placed it in Zhuangzi. He said that blood stasis, then the cause of the disease can be assured. But what about Bu Nuan's other side? Can she believe it?

See Su urged, "Lang Jun, don't make up your mind. Now is not the time to hesitate. I'm afraid that something big will happen later!" He licked the pen and opened the prescription himself, "It's not a day or two, but at least more than three days. The stability on the surface is just a surface. Once it attacks and breaks the internal organs, the immortals can't be saved. He has always been straightforward, and Rong Yu didn't hide in front of him. He said without saying, "You have nothing to miss at present. You are already dead in the womb, and there is no problem of whether it is guaranteed. If I had treated my wife two days earlier, there might still be a glimmer of life. By now, it's too late to be melancholy. I immediately grabbed the medicine and boiled it and sent it here. It doesn't matter if this is gone, so that the green mountains don't have to worry about firewood. As long as the interest adjustment is good, there will be no need to worry about adding a son and a half daughter in the coming year.

He urged him tightly, and he didn't have time to think too much. You can give up anything horizontally and vertically. As long as you protect her well, you can conceive again when the child is gone. He gritted his teeth and said, "I took the medicine now. When will it come down?"

See Su said, "The weight is heavier, and you can see red in half an hour."

He even trembled with his heart, "Does it hurt?"

I didn't know how to answer this question. I thought for a moment and said, "The pain is always painful. A small birth is the same as that of a college student, and it even hurts a little. Dasheng is ripe and natural. The small labor is like a persimmon. If you want to remove the cover, you have to tear off the belt meat. Does it hurt from a knife? The blade is deep, up to half an inch wide. It's different to lose a child, and it's full of stomachache. Who can stand a knife wound with such a wide stomach?

Rong Yu frowned more and asked in panic, "Is there any way to suffer less?"

The light shone on his gray face, and he shook his head, "You can't fall down until it hurts."

It doesn't hurt... He heard this and got a layer of trembling on his back. At this point, she can't help but ignore it! He lowered his head and sighed and clenched his fist and said, "Go and take care of it. Be sure to keep her." His eyes were only gloomy, and his voice became more and more sluggish. He muttered, "I won't avoid you... I can't live without her."

Seeing Su was shocked, he looked up and looked at him in confusion. They have known each other for more than a year and a half. When he fought against the Western Turks, he also followed them with his name. He probably knows something about how cold he is. Now when I say this, I think my life is tied together.

He felt that the burden was heavier and hurriedly bowed down humbly. "Please rest assured that you will do your best and live up to the general's trust."

Rong Yu nodded, patted him solemnly on the shoulder, and walked out of the wing with his robe.

When I returned to the upper room, all the panic seemed to precipitate to the bottom of the air. In the brilliant lights, the cigarettes lit in the three-legged copper incense burner slowly rotated indoors. Steping into the threshold, there is a solid warmth and tranquility in the room. However, this tranquility is like a huge shell, which grips him to death, making it even more difficult for him to speak.

She lay behind the hanging curtain. Probably after the previous labor pain, everyone around her was dismissed. Rest there quietly, as if nothing had happened, and it was a peaceful Tsinghua atmosphere. He was not sure how to talk to her about the child? I'm afraid it's not easy for her to take medicine.

He was hesitating when she stood up and said, "What?"

He came to his senses and quickly stepped in. She changed her smiling face, stuffed the velvet quilt on her back tightly, and said, "Why did you get up? How about now?"

She smiled with the weakness of her illness, "The pain was only for a moment, and now it's better. I don't know what it's like for others to have a baby. I'm so disaster-prone that I don't have to burden you.

He frowned. It was not that she took care of the child. It was clear that the child took care of her. Sure enough, it shouldn't be. It's going against the sky. If you make a mistake, you will be wrong. You have to let the mistakes blossom and bear fruit, and the crime will be added! He leaned forward and sat at the head of her bed. She leaned on his shoulder, so lightly that her breath fell. He heard her say, "Don't worry about me. I'll hold on. It's not easy to get to this point!"

The head of his heart was pinched fiercely, and the pain made him stop breathing. He turned around and took her and said awkwardly, "You don't have to force it. This is gone. You can take it again later."

He obviously felt that his muscles were stiff. She looked up and said, "What is this? What did Lang Zhong say to you?

In a single sentence, she has raised her thorns all over her body like a hedgehog, which can predict how difficult it will be next. He tightened his arm, "Num, see Mr. Su say that the child has died... Don't be afraid, he will bring you medicine and drink it."

She was stunned and stupid. He didn't dare to look at her face, so he had to hold her tighter and tighter. But she pushed him away and lowered her eyelashes and said, "What a quack, he's talking nonsense!" The child is in my stomach, and I know whether it's good or not. A few days ago, the medical officer in the princess's mansion only diagnosed the pulse, which was clearly safe. Why did he died a day and night here? You drive him away, he's going to hurt me!"

Rong Yu went to pull her, "You are obedient, and your medical skills are second to none in the Tang Dynasty. He has been with me for six or seven years, and I can trust him.

She looked at him coldly, "You can trust him, but I can't trust him. What's your calculation for talking so much to me?

He suffocated, "Why do you say that? I'm also sad that the child is gone..."

Is he sad? She knew that he was really going to break his wrist. It turned out that all the previous things were fake. After covering it for a long time, the fox's tail will finally be exposed. He calculated the child in her belly, and the words by the pillow last night were still in his ears. Who knew that he really had such thoughts! Her true feelings fell into the mud, and she couldn't wait to die at this moment! She is blind. Why is he such a person?

She had no choice but to bow with a trace of hope and humbly bowed, "If you don't want us, let me take him away." I promise not to marry Lan Sheng. I can leave Chang'an and go far away. I will never appear in front of you in my life. Go and marry Zhixian and go back to your original track... I will never say a word."

He was disappointed. She never really trusted him. She treats him as a bad guy, a rival/molester, and still says such things at this time. But he doesn't blame her. Regardless of body and mind, she suffers more than him. He only had a kind explanation, "Nuan'er, we all talked about it before, didn't we? I will never shirk my responsibility for you. You must listen to me this time. This is for your own good.

As he spoke, he saw a bowl of medicine outside. He looked in through the mantle, put it down silently, but retreated.

She is like a great enemy. Has the medicine been prepared? Did he say that the child was stillborn or stillborn? She feels that Xiaolangjun is clearly alive. Can the occasional abdominal pain prove that he is dead? She stared at him fiercely, hugged her stomach, and clenched her teeth. "What are you going to do?"

He moved his dry lips, "Warm, the blood can't come out, which will endanger your life. Take the medicine, and I will always be with you. I won't go back to Chang'an until you take good care of yourself.

It's all lies! She couldn't listen to a word! Obviously, I haven't seen Hong. Why do you say that the child is gone? He lied to her to drink medicine, which was all in his plan! She watched him break the mantle, and a blue and white porcelain bowl was placed on the rose-purple embroidered tablecloth. The bowl was thick and black medicinal juice was like ink. She was panicked, staggered back a few steps, and suddenly hit the red paint pillar, shaking her heart and lungs.

He came over and said, "Warm..."

She shivered, "I don't drink! Never!"

He gradually blurred his vision, but his mouth was resolute, "No! You have to drink this medicine. Do you still want to die?

She looked at him stubbornly, "Shen Rongyu, what is your heart made of? You said believe me, but it's just a delay, isn't it? You have never treated him as flesh and blood, and you are trying to get rid of him. I'd rather kill the wrong one than let it go. I finally saw the general's scheming!" She moved her terrible eyes to the bowl of medicine, opened her eyes and repeated repeatedly, "I don't drink... I don't drink!" You have to give me abortion pills unless I die!"

He silently endured all her doubts and cross-up. Who knows how painful he is? He doesn't have much time, and she may collapse at any time. Like a silver powder tank full of water, how fierce is it once the embankment breaks? If you wait until that moment, it must be out of control.

He took the first two steps and said, "If you want to scold me, it's time. Now be obedient, I won't hurt you, and you will always remember this!"

She has retreated to the corner and there is no way out. He forced him over, and she had no choice but to kneel down and beg him, "Let me keep him!" I don't have anything. You can do it, uncle! For the sake of my mother, take pity on me, my niece who did something wrong... Don't kill my child... He is also your child!!"

He raised his head and swallowed his tears, "There is no child. You have already died in the womb. Don't you feel it at all? Why is your lower abdomen cold? Why is it so painful that it is heartbreaking? Where is someone who looks like a child? You have a stillbirth in your stomach, do you understand?"

She shook her head, "It's been fine, but it's been bumpy these two days, hurting my vitality, and I'll be fine after a while." She crawled at his feet and kowtowed repeatedly, "Auncle, I was wrong! I fall in love with people I shouldn't love and think about things that belong to others. I made a mistake! I will never dare to do it again. Leave the child to me! I love him so much, I can't live without him!"

He pained and hated and put his hands under her armpits and set her up. "Get up! What are you talking about? Do you know how much it hurts me so much? Who said you had nothing? You still have me! If you want a child, I will give it to you, and we can still conceive again. This is dead. It's a curse to stay in your stomach. He will drag you to death!"

She almost hung on his arm and turned her face and stared straight at him. "Have you made up your mind to kill him? I won't ask you anymore, but I'll tell you that if the child is gone, I will never live!"