Chapter 1 Feixu Qingming

Time passed quickly. In a blink of an eye, April has reached the time, and Liu Xu has grown up. When the wind blows, the world flies. On a sunny day, I turned out all the clothes locked in the box for the winter to dry. The bamboo poles in the garden are row after row, and the raw silk materials are washed like water in the breeze, which has a smell in old memories.

The gold embroidery on the clothes is hot in the sun, and the cloth warms like to walk through the corridor of silk and satin. Smell the fragrance of last year, sweet and melancholy. It seems to be very familiar, but I can't remember anything. She was ill for a while and had a blank memory. I only remember that Xia Jiajiulang suddenly died, and her asthma was also very severe, almost killing her most of her life. So my father left Luoyang's job and took her mother and her to Chang'an to report.

Chang'an has always been the place she yearns for, but after she recovered, her mother was unwilling to let her go out. Liu Xu flew all over the city, saying that she couldn't suck pollen and had to wait for the flowers to fade to go out. That's okay. It's been like this for the past 15 years. Although she is not grian, she has gradually gotten used to it. Let's have flowers. She and Peony have never had a fate.

"Warm." She was at the other end of the garden, and her mother greeted her in the porch, "Come and take medicine!"

She reluctantly went over and wanted to vomit when she saw the medicine bowl. "Do you want to drink it again?"

Mrs Bu said, "There are still two doses of medicine this time, and it will be fine after eating it. Drink it while it's hot, and it will get more bitter when it gets cold. She looked at the other side of the corridor and waved to someone from afar. "You are safe now, and you also need to be served in front of you. Your father bought two girl in the West City, both of whom are older than you. They are vegetarians who are determined not to marry. The big one has a look and is also considerate. It's just right to take care of your heartless eyes.

Bu Nuannuo responded and poured the medicine into the orange tree bonsai when her mother was unprepared. I lamented that this orange will not be delicious next year. When it is watered with medicine, the fruit must have a medicinal smell and is very bitter. He also rushed to joke, "Father bought such a big one, not to ask for a partial house!"

Mrs Boo poked her on the forehead, "If you talk nonsense again, let your father hear it and beat you!"

She smiled with a smile on her face, and the two maidservant came to her one after the other and saluted in front of her. Mrs. Bu said, "Their hometown's name is rough. You can give them another one. You don't have to be too persive, just call it smooth.

She squeaked her lips, "There is no good name at this time." The Book of Songs talks about Wei Yu and Yao, and Yang Zhuan Rong Dao. Just call it Weiyu Weiyao!" The two maidservant thanked her for her kindness. She vaguely remembered the people around her and asked, "Mother, where are the jade furnace and Xiangong? I didn't see them when I woke up. What about the wet nurse? Why is it gone?"

Mrs Bu lowered her eyelids and said, "The old house in Luoyang wants people to watch. I can trust them and ask them to host in their hometown!"

She grinned and sat on the box and continued to turn over her idle books. Mrs. Boo sighed gently. How dare she leave them in Chang'an? If you don't intention to leak, it won't be a big deal! God still favored her warmth and lay drowsily in ** for four months. As soon as she woke up, she actually forgot the past. This is a good thing that you can't ask for. If you can't remember it, the pain can be written off. Everything is over. Just like a piece of white paper, whether you want to draw landscapes or flowers and birds depends on people's meaning.

She reached out and stroked her temples, but it was very clear. After such a great difficulty, I didn't have time to take care of it. It looked like the wind was blowing down.

"Eat more today. You always eat a ball like a cat. How can you do that!" Mrs. Bu paused and said gently, "Your grandmother also said that she would ask big fish and big meat to nourish you. Now they are full of daughters-in-law. You can't find your mother-in-law's house in your life."

She didn't think so. "It doesn't matter if I can't find it, I don't know how comfortable it is to stay with you and my master."

Mrs. Bu breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, "Someone is like this! Other girls look forward to leaving the cabinet when they reach the age. Do you want to be an old girl?

She looked back at Weiyu Weiyao, "Why don't you take me with you as a vegetarian? Shall I recite Buddhism with you?"

Wei Yao, with a long face, smiled and said, "The slaves only eat vegetarians and chant Buddha when they are vegetarian."

She was curious, "What is flower vegetarian?"

Weiyu said on the side, "It's just a few days in a month to be vegetarian, and it's usually the same as everyone else." Fu said to Mrs. Bu, "I think you can try it. Most of the people in our village are vegetarians, who have not only cultivated their merits, but also can prolong their lives."

Mrs Bu originally heard them being so tricky. The master is not like the master, and the slave is not like a slave, which is a little disgusted. Later, when I saw Bu Nuan's interest, I didn't care so much. It's good to be a vegetarian and recite Buddha's name, and peace of mind is very important. She was so impatient that she couldn't pay attention to it. She was so eager to grab it in her hand immediately. This habit is not good, and it needs to be changed. He said, "Take her with you! She is young and depends on you to take care of her. You did a good job, and I won't treat you badly.

Weiyu Weiyao answered in unison, and Bu Nuan closed the book and said, "I remember that I invited several nuns to preach the scriptures in Luoyang. The walnut in their hands was beautiful. The nuclear of the pimple took out 500 arhats and stringed it with yellow wire. Mother, I also want it. Shall we go to the temple for a day?

As long as she opened her mouth, Mrs. Bu didn't agree and said, "I'm afraid you won't grow up. If you want it today, you'll change your hand tomorrow."

She thought for a moment and said, "I look at my grandmother's bodhi beads. It's good. I'm a little angry." He looked up and said with a smile, "Will Uncle Rong Ye go back to Chang'an for his grandmother's birthday next month?" And my little uncle, I haven't seen him for many years. I heard that he will come back in Quanzhou tomorrow?

Mrs Bu's heart skipped, "My uncle is busy with official business and is not in Beijing all year round. Just come back, and you still have to do it in the North government. Where can I see you when I have time? You'd better settle down, write your words and read your book!"

She didn't insist. She held her cheek and said, "Grandma will take me with me!" I'll take Weiyu Weiyao, how about my mother?"

Her expression is exactly the same as last year in Luoyang. I like to join in the fun and like to get together. It's okay if Mrs. Lin is her own grandmother. If there is such a thing in the middle, how can she treat her sincerely? She is unprepared, and she can't let her be alone with Mrs. Lin. He said quickly, "I heard from my mother that my grandmother, like my little uncle, doesn't love other people's noise. Do you want to do merit in front of the Bodhisattva in the upper temple? My mother turned around and prepared the ingot candles and sent them to the eastern house, and asked her grandmother to bring them to the abbot of the temple. If you are not in good health, the Bodhisattva can also understand you.

In fact, she really wants to go out for a walk. Going up the mountain is just an excuse. There's really no way. It's good to retreat and go to Shen Mansion to have a look. She changed her sad tone, "Then I'll send my things to my grandmother, which makes me more pious."

Mrs. Bu saw that she was pitiful. It was calculated that Rong and did not return to Beijing today, and there were not so many taboos. She led it, and she was not afraid that the subordinates would talk harshly. Then he said, "When your father comes back from the government office, I will tell him and accompany you through the house." He asked tentatively, "Do you remember the General Blue who came to see you yesterday?"

She said, "I can't remember. I used to know him before? Why did you come to see me on a special trip?" He said shyly, "This man is really interesting. He said something I don't understand... Mother, have I ever been married to him?"

Mrs. Bu was helpless. Lan Sheng was a long-hearted person. He thought that after such a long time, his head should have faded by one li, but he didn't. During Bu Nuan's illness, he often came to see her and sat in front of her bed for two hours. No wonder it was difficult for him, so she didn't insist on it like that. Seeing people's hearts over time and retaliating selfishly, I can't hold on for so long. Speaking of which, he and Liulang are young, and she saw him twice when she didn't leave the cabinet. An upright young man is not as scheming. Now let's look at Bu Nuan. If it's interesting, she's not going to interfere.

If there is a vacancy in your heart, you have to fill in quickly so that you can settle down. Even if you see Rongyu one day, you are not afraid that their old feelings will rekindle. To be honest, this is a little suspected of scooping meat and sores, but there is really no way. She is afraid of it, and she is afraid of regenerating variables. Everyone in this matter can't stand the repeated blows. Tomorrow she will find time to meet Rong. When he arrived in Quanzhou, he didn't know that Bu Nuan had woken up, and he didn't know that she had forgotten all the bad things after coming to Chang'an. She needs to know how to meet him and take this good opportunity to put aside all the previous things. The two people's separate lives without offending the river is a rebirth for Nuer, and it's not true for him!

Fortunately, she knows him, and he has always been heavy. I did something ridiculous in the next year, and I didn't regret it after calming down. Now if you ask him again, he may not have this earth-shaking determination. Everything depends on Mrs. Lin's paranoid education, which has instilled him a harsh and almost deformed mind since childhood. He can't be greedy for enjoyment, follow the rules, follow the rules, give up all small pleasures, and aim to get ahead, which is the only direction of his life. He is used to this way. It was like this when he was a child and still like this when he grew up. It is also a favorable condition. Be patiently make it clear to him that nine times out of ten is feasible.

Mrs. Bu looked at Bu Nuan, "What do you think, how about General Lan? Does it make you feel good?"

She was a little embarrassed, "The thick eyebrows and big eyes look like a little white face."

Mrs. Bu was choked by tea and coughed a few times and asked, "What's better than Jiulang?"

Her face was dull, "I can't remember what Xia Jiulang looks like."

Mrs. Bu was stunned and nodded, "Okay, I forgot everything that shouldn't be remembered, and there is less trouble. As for you and General Lan, there is some connection. Let me ask you, do you have that idea about him? As long as you nod, I will talk to him."

She was shocked at first sight, "Is my mother in such a hurry to send me?" I remember that I have no brothers and sisters. Don't you feel sorry for me?"

Mrs. Bu brushed her hair, "How can you! There is no parent who doesn't care about their children, but you are always old. Do you know that a woman should get married? Mother should think about your life and don't delay your good years. General Lan is a stable man. You let him go before you fell ill. Just because your illness has moved the wedding date, now you have made your own decision. Do you want to get married? Or ask the official media to talk about the marriage?"

She can't answer. This General Blue is not bad-looking. He also spoke warmly with her, as if he knew her very well. But she really forgot that the past was far away and vague, covered with heavy fog and could not be blown away. Sometimes when I wake up and don't know where I am, a long figure comes in in a trance. If she doesn't get close and a few steps away, she will burst into tears just standing there. This dull pain is very familiar. She is waiting for that person, but it is by no means General Blue.

"I don't want to get married, can we talk about it later?" She hooked her little finger and opened the hair that fell on the corner of her mouth and hurriedly said, "Let's raise something. Let's go to the general's house now!"