He Lan Extra

My name is He Lanminzhi. I was born in a humble family. Originally, I was just the son of a small official, a mediocre and most ordinary person. But because I have a famous aunt, my identity became noble on the day when this aunt was in power.

My father He Lanyueshi died early, and I grew up in the hands of a woman. Since I can remember, there have been all kinds of women around me. I was buried in a pile of powder. They dressed me up, dressed me in beautiful skirts, and raised me like a girl.

Actually, I hate such games. I'm a man, but they make fun of me and ignore my dignity. However, I can't attack, because my grandmother, Mrs. Rongguo, likes it, and I have to please her.

At that time, my mother was busy going in and out of the palace and didn't care about me at all. She said that I have grown up and am almost fourteen years old, and I can learn to deal with many things by myself. My mother is technically incompetent, but she is the enlightening teacher who taught me to live a smooth life. She often said that people should judge the situation and firmly grasp what they have won. If you don't have the ability, you must learn to protect yourself and compromise. It is not easy for us orphans and widows to gain a foothold in this prosperous world and live a comfortable life. In this materialistic era, what can't be used as a bargaining chip? Whether men or women have beautiful faces, at least you already have the capital to play.

When I have no ability to resist, I can only choose to submit. Mrs. Rongguo spoiled me very much. Every time she passed me over, I ate at my desk and slept with her. I'm not young anymore. I got my first room six months ago. So the doomed tragedy was not spared after all.

This is an unbearable experience, and I don't want to face it until I die. But it is undeniable that it has brought me tangible benefits. After the two uncles were exiled, I changed my surname to Wu for the sake of Chengzong Temple. Tired officials went to Lantai Taishi Ling, Zuo Sanqi Changshi, and finally attacked the Duke of Zhou. For a foreign surname with no merit, it is already the highest honor, isn't it? But so what! I hate this world and myself. My indulgence, depravity, and luxury are all because of my self-abandonment. No one can understand the depression in my heart. I'm not that bad, but my reputation is already notorious.

The only comfort is that I'm still young and I can wait. Fortunately, I am a Xianbei person. Xianbei people are not forbidden to have close relatives. I can also use this point to find a step for myself. Over the years, I began to question why I care about those irrelevant comments? I live as if no one is alive. Anyway, I don't expect death to be detached from hell. That's it!

I thought my life was probably like this, but God's kindness made me meet Hong. He is like a light shining into my gloomy life.

He is my cousin, the crown prince, and the most expensive person in the world.

I still remember that midsummer, when Mrs. Rongguo had her birthday, the queen went back to her mother's house for the first time and entered the palace of Taiyuan County with a vast group of people. I have always been uninterested in socializing, so I just watched coldly. Neon clothes, full of pearls, I saw a teenager wearing a brocade robe and a purple gold crown. There is no dazzling beauty, but it has the most touching eyes in the world. He has been very quiet, with a faint smile on the corners of his mouth. Unlike me, he is well integrated into this pompous secular world, not flamboyant and calm.

I can't explain why he aroused my interest, and I began to pay attention to him. I didn't know until my birthday that he was Li Hong. Unlike ordinary princes and princesses, he is the lord of the East Palace, the origin of the sun and the moon, and has supreme authority.

My relationship with him is not far away, two cousins, but they are separated by nine heavens. He was spotless, and I became more and more self-absorbed. Sometimes something too perfect can trigger people's desire for destruction, and I have a different impulse for him. From the Buddha to the devil, I want to see him change like this.

I pay attention to him. The closer I get to him, the more surprised I am. Who would have thought that His Royal Highness would coax the child? When the family was reunited, even the queen became an ordinary woman who went home to save her relatives. The elders gossiped in the hall, and the children were happy all over the world. Our age difference is not big. When Xian and Xian are wrestling fiercely under the grape shelf, Hongzheng is holding the peace that is only one year old and watching carp by the lotus pond.

"This is Aye, this is A Niang." He pointed to the three-tailed fish of different sizes and looked at it. "The smallest and most beautiful one is Ling Yue."

Taiping is still young, and he has to twist it in his arms. He turned around, made a face, whistled at her, and muttered, "The water can't be touched. My mother knows what she is going to scold. You are obedient, and my brother sings to you. I really hummed the Nanshan song, and the spring flowers and autumn moon came.

His temper is really excellent, and I can't handle such a person.

He gave the child to the wet nurse, turned around and saw me. He didn't say anything, and even the seemingly smile disappeared. I know that he has heard of my bad reputation and he looks down on me.

Coincidentally, he has been studying in the forbidden garden and has been specially taught by Taifu. One day, His Majesty suddenly felt that he was too mediocre and ordered him to learn more and communicate with others. He finally came down from the clouds and came to me. I have nothing but confidence in my appearance. So I approached him and was unscrupulous. At first, he was disgusted, always impatient and even ignored. It doesn't matter. I have always been patient and have plenty of time for me. Two years passed in an eye. Gradually, I found that he could sit down with me. The speech is getting closer and closer, a little like grinding in the ears.

I will never forget that day. I lost my studies and everyone was gone. He pushed that he would read the book again and sent out the chamberlain beside him. At that time, I had nothing to do and took pleasure in flirting with him. There is no one around in the school, and I am in my arms.

He read solemnly there, "All treacherous ministers want to follow the heart of the Lord to get lucky. If the Lord has something good, I will praise it; if the Lord hates it, I will destroy it..."

I passed by, "I read a dove today, and there are a few words that I can't understand. I want to ask Your Highness."

He raised his head with clear eyes, "Which words?"

I thought about it, brought the Book of Songs here with a smile, and said with those few words, "Sure gentleman, his manner is the same. His instrument is one, and his heart is like a knot. Dare to ask Your Highness, what does it mean?

I looked at the flowing eyes and approached him, hoping to see even a trace of panic in his eyes. His nose brushed my temples, and he said, "A gentleman of good character, his appearance is dignified and consistent, and his inner integrity is as firm as a rock... My heart is a bandit, and I can't turn it."

These two sentences don't seem to be connected. I thought about it and wanted to ask him. Unexpectedly, it was such a coincidence that I turned my face, and his warm lips could rub my lips, and then it was fixed...

My heart jumped and I felt a little surprised. Just as I was about to withdraw, he caught up and pressed me hard on the edge of the table.

I was surprised at first, but I came to my senses in just a moment. In terms of flirting, I will never lose to anyone. As if it was logical, I immediately took the initiative and kissed him back. After all, he is too young and clean, and his mastery is really limited. His experience is disproportionate to his size, and he hangs his hands like a confused child.

I don't know how long this kiss lasted, and we were very involved in each other. After separation, I felt dizzy. It was strange that I was panicked, which was very unreasonable. I know myself. I always wear a mask on my face, and my pleasant appearance to others is just a sign. I have a hard heart, cold and hard. My original intention is to find a noble person to accompany me and roll in hell with me. If you do it for a long time, you will be lonely. I want to have a companion. But I didn't expect that I would fall in love with him, which was far beyond my expectation.

My life is a gorgeous farce, and I am servile to be glorious and rich. Now we should continue to degenerate, fall in love with men, and completely become a plaything. I can't help laughing, but unfortunately I'm not a woman. If you change your gender, you can find another excuse for yourself. How to deal with it now?

Hong's expression is different from before. He smiled strangely, "Do you know why I came to learn too much? It's not my father's intention, but my own request. Didn't you expect it?" He blew in my ear, "My heart is a bandit, and I can't turn it."

Has it been premeditated? After two years, it was too calm. However, what should happen will eventually happen. I know that this relationship will encounter countless difficulties and obstacles, but who can take care of so many people who indulge in it? Finally, it came to Tianhou's ears, and many things happened one after another. Even if he is a man, he can't help it.

When the pressure on both sides is high to a certain extent, I consider whether to find a woman to get married. So I met Bu Nuan, a girl with a very similar personality to Minyue.

She is beautiful, more beautiful than many women I have seen. That's an unsecular and detached gesture. Although I hate most women, I don't hate her at all.

When she saw her for the first time in Yanjiaofang, she was a little shy and scared when she was with Lan Sheng. I'm trying to figure out how to get close to her. I think I can experiment with her. If I can successfully transplant love, then I will be lucky and earn my life for nothing. If not, it doesn't matter. At least one shield, and I have been doing well as usual.

But the plan can't keep up with the changes. I never thought that she had a famous uncle who was not easy to mess with. I had to calm down and redeploy. Fortunately, I grabbed her and finally put her into the Lantai. What I didn't expect was that this girl and I were the same kind. Dare to think and do it, but she actually fell in love with her uncle. In this way, I have a bosom friend, and many words that I never mention to others have told her. We have a pitiful friendship between us. She can trust me and I can trust her.

Soon after, the news of Hongding's marriage came, and the queen chose Yang Sijian's daughter for him. My suffering suddenly became unprecedentedly huge, love turbulent, my mother died, my sister died, and it was my turn next. I don't care about the consequences, and it's easy to pinch my shortcomings. It drove me into a hurry, and I ignored it more and more. Obviously, on the edge of life and death, if you cherish your life, you should restrain it. I'm not afraid of death. I just hate Hong's inaction. So I broke the jar, and even if I exchanged it with my life, I would make him not get married.

I did it. Miss Yang was deposed, and I also put myself in it. I was finally exiled to Leizhou, and it was Bu Nuan's uncle Shen Rongyu who escorted me. Fortunately, it's an old acquaintance, and there is still some care. He showed me the secret letter of the queen, and I knew I would die. I thought he would do it himself, but he didn't. He prepared horses and tangles for me to leave Middle-earth and go south. He took a big risk for Bu Nuangan. On the contrary, what did he do for me? I don't want to take it, I just feel insecure. From beginning to end, he failed to give me a promise.

I've been thinking about whether to go or not for a long time. I'm not afraid of death. If I leave, it's also to see him again in the future. However, life and death have been predetermined for a long time. I sneaked out from under the wall and heard them talking about Prince Hong's new concubine. At that time, I was really frustrated, and I didn't even have the last hope, and it was in vain to live.

I took off the reins and hung them on the beams of the pavilion and pulled them. It was reliable and strong. When I put my neck up, it calmed down. The fire tree and silver flowers of this life have gone, and the thunderstorm in my ears is also far away.

Far away... far away...

I can't hear anything.