Free Life in the Northern Song Dynasty

Chapter 303 Zhou Heng's monk

"Lao San!" Zhou Tang suddenly knelt down.

"Grandma!" Zhou Heng is anxious.

"Lao San, you can't, you can't leave your family and career to be a monk! Third, you heard from your grandmother that the matter has nothing to do with you. It's because she has a weak life. It's that she doesn't have this blessing. It's that she fell into the water. It has nothing to do with you, child, do you understand? Zhou Tang said in tears.

"Grandma, don't do this!" Zhou Heng hurriedly knelt down.

"Lao San, promise grandma, ah, promise grandma not to be a monk!" Zhou Tang said in tears.

Zhou Heng nodded, and the two lines of aggrieved tears still fell down. Zhou Tang breathed a sigh of relief and sat on the ground as if he were weak.

After Zhou Tang and others returned to the room, Yue Niang hurriedly helped Zhou Heng back to the room. Zhou Heng suddenly pushed Yue Niang away, and his face was full of anger.

"What right do you have to stop me from becoming a monk?" Zhou Heng said.

"Son, don't blame Yue Niang. Yue Niang just doesn't want to lose him." Yue Niang said.

Zhou Heng sneered, pointed to Yue Niang's nose and said, "Do you really think you won't lose me?" With that, I didn't know where to get a knife.

"Ah!" Yue Niang exclaimed.

"If you dare to scream again, if you dare to call me again, you will stab me to death!" Zhou Heng said.

"Son, you..." Yue Niang sobbed.

"Hmm." Zhou Heng sneered and then said coldly, "I have thought about everything. Only death can I get rid of my sins. Yue Niang, don't blame me for being ruthless.

"Son, don't, don't..." Yue Niang cried and said.

"Now with my burden, let's sneak out through the back door. You send me to Daxingshan Temple, and then you will go your own way. Zhou Heng said.

"Father!" Yue Niang cried and said.

"Hurry up!" Zhou Heng said angrily.

Yue Niang took a deep breath and thought about it. If Zhou Heng left the house, Zhou Mao would be the only beneficiary. Thinking of this, I feel that Zhou Heng is a stumbling block, even if I go there.

However, no one took care of himself as he walked behind, and tears fell down again.

"Let's go, don't say more." Zhou Heng said.

The helpless Yue Niang had to nod and secretly followed Zhou Heng out.

In early spring, the eyes are bright and beautiful.

Yue Niang followed Zhou Heng crying, and the two walked on the slate road in the mountains one after another.

Suddenly, Zhou Heng turned around. He looked at Yue Niang with empty eyes, and then said to Yue Niang in that ethereal voice: "I don't want to owe you anything in my life. I used to promise you to let you enter the door, but now it can't be realized. When you are still young, you will eventually find someone to marry. Remember, if there is a day when you really can't live, you can go to the Zhou family to beg your grandmother. Grandma is a good person and will take you in.

Yue Niang looked at him, and tears rushed out of her eyes.

"Son, what else do you want to do with Yue Niang at this time?" Yue Niang cried and said. Zhou Heng shook his head and refused to show any affection.

"Son, please, come back. You still miss my life and death, which means that you are not married. Yue Niang whispered. Zhou Heng shook his head, but smiled gently and said, "Silly girl, I also figured it out these days. In the end, it's my fault to have someone to pay off her debts. I should pay her life. After saying that, he patted Yue Niang's hand with a smile, with a faint smile on his face.

After walking for a while, Zhou Heng suddenly said, "I'm here." Yue Niang looked up, couldn't help frowning and said, "How can it be so fast? I just sent you here? Let's change to another temple! Ah, prince! Please."

Zhou Heng turned his head, stopped and looked at Yue Niang. Suddenly, Yue Niang's tears fell down. As long as Zhou Heng takes a step here, all the emotions in his life will be blocked in the door.

"Take care of yourself." Zhou Heng said. Yue Niang cried and hugged him and said with choking, "Son, please don't do this. Don't live up to Yue Niang's deep love for you." Zhou Heng nodded on Yue Niang's shoulder. Go back quickly!" Zhou Heng urged. Yue Niang shook her head and insisted on helping Zhou Heng into the temple living in the woods.

A monk came out, Zhou Heng stepped forward and nodded to him. Yue Niang listened to him intermittently and said, "Master, my disciple has finally figured it out and converted to my Buddha." The monk nodded. Yue Niang frowned. It seemed that Zhou Heng had arranged everything early. Yue Niang looked at Zhou Heng, and he looked indifferent, as if everything here had nothing to do with him. At this time, the monk turned around and said, "Let's go. Everyone is waiting." Zhou Heng nodded, and Yue Niang took Zhou Heng's hand and entered the main hall.

In the main hall, there was an old monk in a saber, followed by several small monks, holding a plate in his hand. Seeing the old monk, he only said, "Master, the auspicious time is coming."

The old monk nodded and said, "As soon as he entered Buddhism, he broke the dust. Have you figured it out?" After saying that, he looked at Zhou Heng. Zhou Heng turned his head and looked at Yue Niang. At that time, Yue Niang couldn't help crying. Take care." Zhou Heng said. Yue Niang couldn't help nodding, "Son, please." Yue Niang was so choked that she could hardly speak.

After saying that, Zhou Heng went to the fore and knelt down without looking back. Please ask the master to cut off the disciple's fate. Zhou Heng said. The old monk nodded and said, "Is there anything else you haven't done?" Zhou Heng looked back at Yue Niang again and sighed. Yue Niang cried and almost reached a weak state.

"Let's go." Zhou Heng said. Let me finish reading it." Yue Niang cried and said.

"Don't look. It's the same when I see it." Zhou Heng said.

Yue Niang shook her head and just wanted to be a small tree in her life and guard Zhou Heng in the yard. It's enough to look at his daily rest. Let's go." Zhou Heng said again. Yue Niang shook her head vigorously and rushed forward regardless of her body.

The old monk frowned and said unhappily, "Please come back. Zhou Shizhu's fate has been broken." With that, he waved his hand. At this time, three or five little monks rushed up, pulled Yue Niang hard and walked out of the main hall.

Yue Niang was dragged by the monks and shouted heartbreakingly, "Son, son." It seems to be the hissing of a child who has lost his mother. Zhou Heng finally turned around and only said, "Go well." After saying that, he turned back. Yue Niang couldn't help shouting, "Son, son." Zhou Heng is not looking back. In Yue Niang's tearful eyes, the door of the main hall was closed.

At this time, the monks let go of Yue Niang. Yue Niang ran over a few steps and rushed to the gate of the main hall. He lay on the ground and cried, "Son, son, I shouldn't have allowed you to be a monk!" Yue Niang kept crying, but she didn't impress the people in the world at all.

When Yue Niang cried with little strength, the door opened. Yue Niang saw several little monks who were about to go out. When they saw Yue Niang, the Buddha was like air and passed by Yue Niang. Yue Niang got up in a hurry. I saw Zhou Heng kneeling in front of the Buddha, wearing a monk's clothes with a bare head.

Zhou Heng's dust fate was broken like this. The only thing he had to do with the world was the Song Keren handkerchief in his pocket. That was a very ordinary handkerchief, but it was his last concern for Song Keren.

Until the day Zhou Heng died, he still held this veil. At that time, although he was already a very sincere old monk, he still had this veil close to him.

This handkerchief is the only connection between him and the mortal world, which is the last attachment to the woman he owes in his life. When he died, he held the handkerchief tightly in his hand. Waiting for the moment when death came, he still missed her. Looking back on him and her past, those happy and sad pasts rushed into his mind again, as he recalled all the time in every peaceful past.

He missed many things in his life, but the biggest mistake was to lose that woman. He knew that maybe the woman had forgiven him, but he could never forgive himself in his heart. Perhaps his debt to her in this life can only be repaid in the world.

When the darkness came again, he knew that he could no longer guard the woman with his thoughts, let alone miss the woman between heaven and hell. He knew that all this was over, and he could not recall everything about her again. At this moment, he only felt infinite sadness. He only wanted to live one more second in order to recall everything about the woman again. So, he smiled gently at the distance where the woman was with the last bit of strength in his life.

Then, he saw a smiling face at the end of the darkness. That's what the woman looked like when he opened the cover. It was a shy and beautiful face.

And all of that has become the original bubble.

Zhou Heng, who once got up early to recite "Happy Journey", finally came out of the house. When he came out of the Daxiong Hall of Xingshan Temple, he had a faint smile on his face.

Yue Niang cried sobly, and she lay down to pull the corner of Zhou Heng's clothes. Unexpectedly, Zhou Heng gently pulled out the corners of his clothes.

"Lord, go back. Say goodbye today. I won't see you in this life." Zhou Heng said.

Yue Niang couldn't help it anymore. She only said that the money in her heart, and the family business of those Fang families could not be exchanged for Zhou Heng's words! She finally only understood what she really wanted in her heart.

"Son, please, Yue Niang is wrong. Yue Niang should not agree to the prince to be a monk. Prince, how do you tell Yue Niang to go back? Yue Niang cried and said.

"The dust returns to the dust, and everything is over. Please come back, donor." With that, Zhou Heng turned around and left the Daxiong Hall with the monks.

In the days of the spring exam, Zhou Heng stayed here for a while. He had been acquainted with the monks here for a long time. At that time, he joked that he would come to a monk one day.

Now, I really think about it. He has gone out of the house, and the past has become true.

Zhou Heng stood on the steps next to the hall and forgot to glance at the gate of the temple. From there, there was another world. Now, he will have a quiet and quiet world.

"I will use my whole life to atone for my sins." Zhou Heng muttered.