How to become a lover

Chapter 13 Confession

"The most important thing is that you eat happily." Lan Tian raised his glass and touched her.

After drinking a few glasses of beer, Sun En was also a little drunk. He also said something that he usually didn't say.

"You know, I'm really disappointed in you. We could have been friends. In my mind, you have always been a good senior and a good man.

However, it really makes me feel a little disappointed to see that you are so ruthless to Yishan. Why did you treat her like that? Didn't you ever love each other deeply?

Are you men the same? At the beginning, I promised you everything and was very good to you. After a long time, I said that there was no freshness, and then cheated.

Why can't you men end up like us women? Why are you so greedy and have to think twice? Isn't it enough to just be with your loved ones?

She took his hand and kept asking him why.

"Whether you change your mind or not is not limited to men, but also women."

Looking at Sun En, who was lying on the table with his eyes closed, Lan Tian smiled bitterly.

"You accuse me of being ruthless to Yishan, maybe, but if the two people no longer have the original feelings and still insist on being together, they are just torturing each other.

Or, you will feel that I'm so cunning, but when I'm with her, I'm really too young to know what I really want. When we grow up, we will face more and more **, and then we will know what we want.

I have been with her for many years and say that I have no feelings for her, but I know that I only like her, but not love her... Or it used to be love, but my love for her is too weak to be vulnerable in the face of other interests.

She and I are both children of poor families. If you want to change your life, you have to work hard to climb up and do anything... I don't want to go back to my poor days. I want to get ahead, but she doesn't think so.

She just wants to keep me and don't let any woman get close to me, but she doesn't want to keep up with me. This is the main reason why I broke up with her, because our ideals are different from the outlook on life and the pace is different, so it is better to forget each other than to help each other.

Originally, Sun En, who thought he was drunk, suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him with confused eyes.

"You have said so much, just to say that you don't love her anymore. What kind of pace is different is all an excuse... As you said, Shuxue will break up with me one day. I can't blame him if he wants to be with other women? He doesn't love me anymore. There must be something wrong with me. I don't deserve him, right? Then tell me what's wrong with me before he wants to be with her..."

As she spoke, she lay back again, and then there was a cry of her sleep.

Looking at her fixedly, he stretched out his finger and carefully touched her face, feeling the temperature from his fingertips.

"There's nothing wrong with you. He doesn't know how to cherish you, if..."

After that, he did not go on, because he had seen a man in a suit come down from the driver's seat and walked straight towards them.

Yang Shuxue came forward and first nodded to Lan Tian.

"Thank you for calling me and telling her here."

Then he bent down to come to Sun En and smelled a gust of wine and couldn't help frowning.

"She drank a lot?"

"Two bottles of beer."

Although he didn't say anything to blame, Lan Tian knew that he was blaming herself for making her drink too much, so he explained.

"If you don't let her get drunk, I can't keep her and wait until you come to pick her up."

Yang Shuxue smiled at him and accepted his words.

However, he was not in a hurry to take her away, but asked leisurely.

"Did she tell you just now why didn't she go home?"

After separating from Cao Jingjing, he was a little bored and sat in the bar for a while before returning home. But when he came home, he found that Sun En, who should be at home at this time, was not there.

At that time, he had a bad feeling, so he called her, but her mobile phone turned off, and then called her friends and family. They all said they didn't know her whereabouts.

He began to feel anxious and didn't know what had happened to her. Just as he drove around looking for her, he received a phone call from Lan Tian, saying that she was with him.

"She seems to find you behind her back and with other women." Lan Tian paused and went on.

"If you really still love her, treat her better and don't break her heart again."

Yang Shuxue looked at him meaningfully and then smiled gently.

"Don't worry, I haven't changed my mind. This is just a misunderstanding, but I will solve the factors that upset her as soon as possible. She is really happy to have you as a friend who cares about her so much.

Lan Tian's heart tightened and understood that Yang Shuxue was wary of him, but on the surface, he was angry and leisurely.

"I have known her for three years and have always regarded her as my sister, so of course I don't want to see her feel a little wronged."

"I can guarantee that she won't suffer any more grievances in the future." Yang Shuxue replied calmly.

***

Suddenly sitting up from **, Sun En woke up from the nightmare and stretched out his hand with a cold sweat on his forehead.

Looking up at the familiar ceiling and Yang Shuxue lying beside her, he knew that he had returned home.

He took a long breath, pulled a piece of tissue paper casually, wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, and looked at the electronic watch on the cabinet. It was only four o'clock in the morning.

She wanted to lie down and sleep again, but she closed her eyes and lay down for a long time, but still couldn't sleep. She felt a burst of irritation, so she got up and went into the bathroom to take a hot shower.

After coming out again, I found that Yang Shuxue also got up, turning on the bedside lamp and reading a book.

found that she came out after taking a shower. When she climbed into bed from the other side and was about to lie down, he opened his mouth to say to her.

"Don't you have anything to ask me?"

Sun En sat up again and looked up at him.

"How did I come back?"

"Lan Tian called me and I'll pick you up."

"Hmm."

Waited, but didn't listen to her continue to ask, and he narrowed his eyes.

"Don't you have anything else to ask me about this?"

Sun En's pupils tightened and squeezed his lips, but did not speak.

Seeing this, Yang Shuxue sighed secretly and put her in her arms as if admitting defeat.

During the time he sent her home, he had been thinking about whether Sun En accused him of being with other women and whether that woman had said something in front of her.

In fact, it is not difficult to guess what she will say to her, nothing more than that he has changed his mind and is now with her.

Before going to bed, he had already thought about how he would answer if he questioned him after she woke up, but now she didn't even ask, which made him a little frustrated.

At this moment, Sun En was also in a trance.

Yang Shuxue really changed her mind and was with Cao Jingjing behind her back?

There is a saying that when a man cheats, his wife is always the last to find out. But she doesn't think so. If there is really anything wrong with the man around her, how can she not find it as a woman who pays attention to him?

She doesn't know other people, but during this period, they have been facing each other day and night. There is no reason why she can't feel whether he really has another woman.

However, she did witness that he and Cao Jingjing hugged and kissed together last night...

She felt very uncomfortable, just like there was a knot, and the result of hard pulling became a dead knot.

At this time, Yang Shuxue opened his mouth, and his voice was as low as a harp, but Sun En was concerned about what he wanted to say.

"I heard Lan Tian say that you think I'm behind your back and with other women. I don't know why you have such a misunderstanding, but I can swear that you are the only one in my heart from beginning to end.

Sun En was silent, as if thinking about the credibility of his words. After a while, she raised her head and looked into his eyes.

"Last night, I saw a man who looked very similar to you hugging and kissing a woman near the restaurant. Did you say that I recognized the wrong person, or was it true?"

Yang Shuxue wanted to say that you were wrong, but he knew better that the consequences would be more serious if he said this.

"You are not dazzle, that should be me."

Hearing this, Sun En had a cold face and struggled to stop him to hold her, but he couldn't let her leave. Instead, he held her tighter.

"Listen to me, I was forcibly kissed. She took the initiative to hold me and kiss me. I'm the victim."

Although this is true, when Yang Shuxue said it herself, she also felt unreliable and thought that she would definitely not believe it.

Strangely, after hearing this, she really stopped struggling.

"You mean that she took the initiative to seduce you and disrespect you, but you don't want to?"

Yang Shuxue twitched her mouth and always felt that her words sounded awkward, but he still nodded firmly, "That's right."

"I knew that she deliberately said that in front of me, in order to make me suspect and then follow her, in order to let me see the scene of your kissing." She said hatefully.

"You are so wise."

He kissed her happily. Unexpectedly, he thought she was so understanding. He said a word or two and believed him. However, he soon found that he was too happy too early.

"It's normal that she has an intention with you, but with her personality, she shouldn't just do such a scene in front of me. Hasn't she done anything to you except force you?"

Sun En looked at him with a deep and sharp look, and he was stared at by her and was scared all over.

"If I tell the truth, will you treat me lightly?" He looked at her sadly.

She looked at him fixedly, and for a while, she nodded patiently.

"Frank and lenient, resist strict."

"A week ago, she asked me to go out to meet. I didn't want to go, but she mysteriously said that it was about you, so I went.

I didn't expect her to be so despicable and shameless that she took medicine in the wine. After that, she took me to the hotel... After that, that kind of film was taken..."

Yang Shuxue stared at her face and stammered to tell what happened that night.

He knew that if he didn't say anything about it, Cao Jingjing would also find an opportunity to tell her. Instead of waiting for the east window incident to happen in the future, it would be better to say it first. Maybe he could be given a light sentence.