Chapter 163 Changes in Mindset
Li Ruolan looked at Fang Liwei's behavior and couldn't help laughing, "It's really like a child."
As soon as he finished speaking, he was stunned. It seemed that he was not big in the first place. Now he seems to treat him as a mature man, instead of just treating him as a child as before.
Li Ruolan sat on the sofa thoughtfully. "It is said that the female university has changed. Does this man also seem to be applicable? Now Xiaowei is becoming more and more attractive and more masculine..." She seems to have begun to be crazy.
"No wonder even if he has a girlfriend, Feifei can accept it!" She sighed again.
In fact, Li Ruolan has also reflected on herself these days. Is she right to do this? The final answer is obviously negative, especially when she lies in the big ** at home, she will blame herself. But correspondingly, lying alone in the big **, she couldn't help thinking of Fang Liwei's bed, Fang Liwei's cuteness, and Fang Liwei's strong body... Thinking of these, she felt that she was surrounded by happiness, and that little self-reproach was thrown away.
It is completely helpless for her and her nominal husband to finally get married. The two have never loved each other. To be precise, Li Ruolan has never loved each other and has never tried to cultivate feelings. It's just the fact of husband and wife. Moreover, she also knows that her husband has a lot of women outside. Of course, she doesn't care at all. Anyway, she has been living separately for a long time, and it is impossible to separate. She can only have deep helplessness and plan to live day by day, just like this for a lifetime.
With the passage of time, she gradually lost interest in men, and gradually developed to the point that she even lost her sexual interest, so her husband said that she was sexually indifferent. Later, she also acquiesced that she really didn't have much interest.
But in contact with Fang Liwei, she found that she felt obviously different about him and other men, and she couldn't help liking him. She felt strange, but couldn't find the reason. Do you want to talk about Fang Liwei's handsome? That can't attract Li Ruolan at all. She has met a lot of handsome men, and she is not a person who judge people by appearance. Do you want to say that Fang Liwei is excellent? That's even more difficult to talk about. How old is it? It doesn't fully meet all the conditions of an excellent man. It's almost the same to say that he has that potential. In the end, she can only boil down to the fact that Fang Liwei is too special for her. Maybe this is the legendary fate.
When the two were lying on a ** for the first time, she touched Fang Liwei's arm and found the feeling of excitement and electricity, which made her extremely excited. This proved that she was still a healthy woman, a woman with normal needs, and a woman who was looking forward to being loved.
But after thinking about it, it seems that only Fang Liwei can awaken her instinct. Only in the face of Fang Liwei can she behave like this. Why is it like this? She was a little scared, and there was a deep sense of helplessness in her heart. After all, it was impossible for two people to do anything.
Although she was helpless, driven by curiosity and desire, she still came the next day. This contact made her a little unable to extricate herself. She had to admit that she had fallen into it. With Fang Liwei, she feels happy, happy, happy, and won't think about those annoying things.
Especially the text message from Fang Liwei received that morning. She had a feeling of love. Yes, it was this feeling that had never been before. The sweet feeling from the bottom of her heart made her experience the beauty of life and the coming of her own spring.
The proportion of self-blame has become less and less. She wants to pursue happiness. Of course, without affecting her family, after all, the consequences are not what she can bear. More precisely, she doesn't want to bring trouble to her mother's family.
And the current development of her and Fang Liwei has made her very satisfied. As long as they don't make a final breakthrough, she thinks that she has neither betrayed her family nor hurt anyone, so she doesn't have so much guilt in her heart. The key is that she has found happiness.
If you don't make the final breakthrough, isn't it a betrayal of the family? What she did had actually been beyond the normal scope for a long time, but she didn't want to admit it, or that was within her acceptable range.
But people stick to the bottom line and respect the family, which is still valuable.
There is less self-reproach. Of course, she began to have corresponding ideas, so Li Ruolan decided to come here today. This is what she has been looking forward to in her heart. It would be perfect to live with them every day and get along with them day and night like Zeng Xinfei.
This can only be a good wish. If there are any bad comments, it will not be worth the loss. And if you come to your sister's house occasionally and stay for half a day, there will be no negative impact.
She now wants to pursue happiness and is a little like walking on thin ice. It is not so easy to master this balance, so she feels very stressed, but it has become impossible for her to give up her pursuit and continue to return to the numb life as before.
Li Ruolan knew that Fang Liwei's school time would not be 20 minutes away, so she came to the downstairs of Fang Liwei's house in advance and waited, and wanted to see this little man she always missed immediately.
Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom and the out-of-tune singing, Li Ruolan smiled and found that the bathroom door was not closed. She had a little idea. Do you want to go and have a look?
Before she made a decision, she heard a "pop".
Then there were two more cracks.
Li Ruolan smiled and said, "Is this stinky boy revenge?" Thinking of this, she stood up and walked to the door of the bathroom. "I'm just going to see which part he took." Come on, I found a reason for myself.
Fang Liwei had no intention of revenge or attracting Li Ruolan's attention. He just remembered that Li Ruolan was likely to slap her buttocks, so he slapped herself a few times to find a feeling. After shooting, he was more convinced of his idea. He continued to hum unknown songs with a smile. Even if he knew the name and hummed out of his nose, he couldn't tell what the song was. It could almost be said that it was his own song.
Li Ruolan lay on the crack of the door and secretly looked in. She saw Fang Liwei with his back to the door and applying bath liquid on his body. The wide shoulders, showing an extremely beautiful inverted triangle, a strong waist, which seems to be able to stand up the burden of a lot of money, and the tight buttocks are full of explosions. All of this makes Li Ruolan fascinated, which is the image of the perfect man in her mind.
Fang Liwei turned his back to her, but he could appreciate it unscrupulously. He didn't have to worry about being seen. He couldn't help blushing and warmly. His pink cheeks had climbed up and blushed, which was even more delicate. He felt a little dry, and he subconsciously licked his lower lip.
After applying the bath liquid, Fang Liwei turned around and took the shower, which scared Li Ruolan and hurriedly turned behind the door. Isn't peeping so easy to do? He was highly nervous and worried.
Listening to the sound of the shower inside and the out-of-tune singing, Li Ruolan patted her swollen chest and quietly walked to the bedroom, muttering, "It looks exciting, but it also tests the heart!"
After washing, Fang Liwei came to the living room in big shorts. He didn't find Li Ruolan. He must have entered the bedroom. His heart began to **. Thinking about the obscene thoughts in his mind, he walked briskly into his bedroom.
Li Ruolan is lying ** closing her eyes to refresh herself. In fact, she is recalling the scene she saw in the bathroom.
Fang Liwei looked at the beautiful thing lying on **, closed the door with his backhand, went to bed impatiently, lay down next to Li Ruolan, grabbed the soft one next to him, and clasped his fingers together.
Li Ruolan just clasped his fingers, still lying quietly with his eyes closed, and there was no follow-up action. He was a little anxious. This was not what he wanted. "Auntie, are you sleepy?"
Li Ruolan gave a gentle hum when she was a little lazy, but she still kept that posture.
What's this? "You don't move? All right, buddy, I'll move." This one took the initiative.
He raised his body, took Li Ruolan's distant shoulder and moved it to himself. He wanted her to lie on her side.
Li Ruolan cooperated and lay on her side and stared at Fang Liwei with enchanting eyes, as if asking him what he was going to do?
Fang Liwei lay down, grabbed Li Ruolan's other hand and put it on his chest, and then moved the hand to his abdomen. It was not too much, but the request was the same as before.
Li Ruolan smiled, and her tender hands swam on his chest. She laughed and enjoyed it with her eyes closed.
It's rare for the little guy to take the initiative so much. She was willing to do it, but she said coquettishly, "I'm sleepy and asked me to give you a massage." Well, it still treats this situation as a massage.
The man immediately opened his eyes, a little shining, and stared at Li Ruolan without blinking. "Aunt Lan, why don't I massage you and sleep more comfortably?" There was undisguised excitement in his tone.
Li Ruolan was a little moved and casually asked, "Where is the massage?"
Fang Liwei subconsciously looked at the unusually towering chest and swallowed his saliva. It was really promising.
"If you massage me where it's comfortable, I'll massage it for you!" The answer to this question is really a little good. Although it is not clear, it has been pointed out, and both of them understand it.
Li Ruolan's eyes were a little dodged. She didn't dare to look directly at Fang Liwei's burning eyes. She was afraid of being melted and agreed to his unreasonable request, "How can that be?"
"Why not? It's just a massage. Besides, no one will know." It should be regarded as the secret of the two, so that Li Ruolan can easily accept it.
When Li Ruolan heard this, she hesitated, but shook her head again. "Let me massage you. Aunt Lan doesn't need a massage." Seeing that Fang Liwei still wanted to insist, she stroked his cheek and said gently, "Be obedient, Aunt Lan is for your own good, and you should also think about it for Aunt Lan."
What else can Fang Liwei say? He can't force it. He nodded a little and lay down and closed his eyes. But the soft touch and hot breath from his lips made him open his eyes wide in an instant, and then responded excitedly.
After the hot kiss, Li Ruolan looked at Fang Liwei in front of her with affection, and really gradually fell into the little man's inadvertently woven love network. This feeling made her unable to stop. Only after experiencing it can she have a deep experience. That feeling of love really makes people extremely happy, and it seems to let go. Some worries and the idea of being desperate to enjoy everything.