Chapter 86 It's hard to collect
When she woke up again, the pillow seat beside her had already cooled down. After Qiu Yao opened her eyes, she was distracted for a moment, and then she was ready to reach out and support herself to get up. The soreness of holding her hair and moving her whole body suddenly made her cry bitterly. She frowned and raised her eyes modestly. The dense kiss marks were still as clear as before.
Qiu Yao couldn't help regretting her hasty temptation. The pregnant woman made her feel that there was indeed a secret on Bai Qi's body. The original vague fragments in her memory gradually became clear, but it was still difficult for her to connect it, so she chose to talk from Bai Qi's mouth, and it turned out to be an extremely unwise practice. She just After testing a few words, he directly explored her bottom line with his actions.
The gains really outweigh the losses.
Looking at the pupils of the bed slowly tightened, Bai Qi was indeed very obscure to her, and those things were enough to make her decide to leave.
Is that why you want to hide it? The sound of Xie Qiuyao was like a sharp awl piercing her chest, which made her feel painful even with a breath.
Since Bai Qi has thought that she has remembered everything, it may also mean that she can ask everything bluntly.
Of course, she won't be so stupid, and she doesn't have a chance to do that. After that night, Bai Qi didn't see her again. Qiu Yao knew the concerns in his heart, so she would not make fun of herself.
He glanced at the increasingly strict guards at the door. Qiu Yao got up and walked to Xi'er, who pushed the door into the inner dish.
"How is the pregnant woman who has madness now?"
Maybe she is grateful to Yu Qiuyao for letting people hurt her medicine. Xier, who has always avoided answering Qiu Yao's questions, rarely opened her mouth to solve her doubts.
"I heard that I gave birth to a boy and then died of excessive blood loss." Xi'er prepared the vegetable cloth, stepped back two steps, and restrained her eyes silently.
Qiu Yao was sad and didn't move her chopsticks to the food in front of her. "Try to let someone bury her. What should the child do now?"
"I have been adopted by a woman."
Qiu Yao hesitated for a moment before saying to herself, "I hope he is a good man to adopt."
Xie Qiuyao... Did those things really happen before she traveled or did she forget them when she did it herself? No matter which one it is, it is the bad result she planted by herself. Now Bai Qi strengthens the guard to prevent her from escaping, but she doesn't see her. Originally, she was supposed to take her on an expedition for fear of change, but Qiu Yao suddenly felt a little melancholy.
"Bear a word to the general for me," Qiu Yao put down the raised chopsticks again, and looked at Xi'er standing aside seriously. "Say that I have figured it out."
Xi'er nodded and bowed and withdrew from the door. Qiu Yao thought that it would take more than half a day to see her. Unexpectedly, he walked into his room soon after the news spread.
"I have something to say to you," Qiu Yao sat upright and looked directly at the complicated white face in front of her. Then she got up and took his left hand with bite marks. "Maybe you have hidden a lot from me, but I have seen everything you have done over the past year. I want to say that if I am willing to forgive what you have done before. Why, can you still treat me as before?"
After saying that, even Qiu Yao was a little surprised. She didn't want to cut off all the way out for herself, but she didn't want to be trapped in a cage full of doubts. She was at a loss about the previous things and panic about the following things. Since some things had been forgotten, she simply let it go.
Bai Qi looked down at her holding her hand, as if thinking about the truth of her words. After a long time, he said, "I won't take you on this expedition."
"I know that no matter what decision you make, I will not object." Even if she is imprisoned here for several years, she is willing to prove her intentions.
Bai Qi was slightly surprised, and then regained his composure. "Maybe one day you will remember everything, and you will regret what you said today." How should he respond to her? Her attitude changed so fast that even he couldn't react, but, so what? He has his own way to keep her by his side, whether she wants it or not.
"I won't regret it. Instead of having different dreams and deceiving each other, it's better to be honest with each other. Maybe you have done something wrong with me before, but that's me in the past. As long as you are sincere now, why not start all from scratch?"
Bai Qi frowned slightly, raised his hand and put his hand on her shoulders, locked her sincere eyes, was silent for a long time, and suddenly stroked her palm and laughed, "Okay, the lady will wait for her husband to return."
Qiu Yao looked at the back of Bai Qi's departure with some dullness. Her original determination suddenly became a little nervous. Since she was determined to get rid of the relationship with the past, why would she be so uneasy now?
The feeling of loss surged into her heart. Qiu Yao sat at the table weakly, as if there were countless voices arguing and arguing in her heart.
As soon as the words came out, it was difficult to collect the water. She thought that she had identified him. In this case, she should no longer struggle to stagger and step out of the bedroom. Qiu Guangmei, and there were many more followers around her. Qiu Yao didn't mind. She walked to Ali's room and took him out and enjoyed the afterglow of the warm day.
But there is really a kind of regret in the world that made people feel unbearable. Today's determination is not enough, but many years later, when she thinks of every word just now, every word is bloody.
In the 32nd year of King Zhaoxiang of Qin, the State of Qin sent troops to attack the State of Wei until the capital of Wei. Wei sent generals to rescue Yuan and was defeated by Qin. Wei offered a warm land to seek peace.
Bai Qi had no defeat in his life. Qiu Yao was not worried about what would happen to him in the battle. The news of Qin Bing's victory was sent back to Xianyang City before Bai Qi's division returned to the court, but she didn't expect that the first thing Bai Qi did after he came back to the palace was to lock herself in the room for a day and a night.
Across the falling flowers in a courtyard, Qiu Yao looked at the brightly lit study and finally did not disturb him.
"Ayu 1, Ayu, they said that their father is back. Let's go and have a look." Before the sleepless sleepiness of the night, Qiu Yao was interrupted by a childish child's voice. Qiu Yao, who was a little bed-like, was a little depressed. She sat up and gently pulled off Ali's little face, and then got up to wash.
The little Ali beside him has been a little impatient. He heard that his father had returned triumphantly yesterday. He was excited all night, but he still couldn't see his longing father. He couldn't help but feel a little anxious.
"Xier, go and ask the general if he can get out of the house." With the comb in her hand, Qiu Yao looked at Xi'er behind the bronze mirror and couldn't help worrying.
Got a positive answer. Qiu Yao restrained her son who kept shouting, sat aside and watched him have breakfast. While thinking about how to see Bai Qi later, the man in her heart had already stepped into the door.
When Bai Qi entered the door, he saw Qiu Yao getting up happily and walking towards him. The depression in his heart inevitably dispersed a lot. Turning to see the boy who threw his bowls and chopsticks at him, his eyes couldn't help but stop.
The stagnation time is too short, so short that Qiu Yao can't find it, and this is Bai Qi's intention. He almost held him in his arms as soon as Ali jumped up, and his face was full of his father's love and mercy.
Qiu Yao's heart moved, and a warm mood suddenly infected her.
"I just came back yesterday, and there are a lot of things to do. I won't be free until now." When he spoke, Bai Qi hugged Ali to his chest and seemed to inadvertently block Qiu Yao's sight. Unexpectedly, the child who was jubilant just now suddenly calmed down, and his clear eyes were so wide and looked straight at him.
The words paused slightly, and Bai Qi gently put Ali on the ground, "This child is so old."
"Yes, I have been thinking about his father who was leading the army outside for three days since the beginning of the record." Qiu Yao held Ali into her arms with a smile, but found that he was a little unusually quiet. She couldn't help asking more, "Isn't it, Yichu?"
Ali blinked and looked at Qiu Yao innocently. He nodded heavily and hesitated for half a second before cracking his mouth and said coquettishly, "Ayu, why don't you call me Ali?"
"If you are three years old, you can still use the name of this baby," Qiu Yao was relieved and turned to look at Bai Qi with a smile on her face. "I originally wanted to wait for him to have a good breakfast. Have you ever used it?"
"I've used it," Bai Qi withdrew his sight of Ali and walked to Qiu Yao. "After this autumn and winter, go on an expedition with me."
Is this what she has passed in the past two years? Qiu Yao was a little happy and sad. She smiled and said "Okay", but her eyes couldn't help turning to other places. Her thoughts were about to start wandering, but he turned his head back.
"Don't think too much." Bai Qi had a faint smile on his mouth, and his long and narrow phoenix eyes narrowed slightly, with a faint gentleness. That was rare on Bai Qi's body. Qiu Yao was slightly stunned and then nodded.
"It's time for Chuer to practice martial arts." His eyes fell on the delicate face that he couldn't take his eyes off, and his white smile became a little unpredictable.
This child is very much like Song Yu.
"Didn't you say that you wouldn't let him fight with these soldiers?" Qiu Yao frowned slightly.
"I didn't say let him join the army, but as a man, he must have a skill, not to mention my son of Wu Anjun."
Qiu Yao was silent and looked down at Ali, who had been staring at Bai Qi in her arms, and then nodded slowly.
"I happen to be free these days. Why don't you let him practice with me first?"
She didn't know what she was worried about. She always felt that she had missed something important. "Don't be too harsh on him. He is still young."
Bai Qi smiled incompetently, and then turned around and walked outside the house. "I still have some things to deal with. I'm afraid I'll come back later for the king's banquet tonight."
Leaving Qiu Yao's yard, Sima Jin still stood outside the door in black, as if he would not leave that position no matter what the factors affected him.
"Miss Yan is waiting for the general outside the door."
Bai Qi paused, and then turned around and walked out of the gate. The originally clear sky became gloomy. There was a carriage parked outside the door, and the guard bowed to Bai Qi. The curtain of the carriage moved, and a pair of white shoes stepped out of the carriage.
"Yan'er." Bai Qi called softly, with a distant sense of discord in his voice. Seeing Yan Gong's body again, his eyebrows frowned more tightly.
"You didn't salute me before."
There was a faint smile on her mouth. Avoiding Bai Qi's words, her stunning eyes quietly looked at her long-so-so-so-sugged handsome face and slowly opened her mouth.
"Does the general only remember other people's children, but forget his own flesh and blood?"
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1 Ayu: This is the pre-Qin name for his mother. In fact, the name of his parents should be a little later. In addition, he can use A Weng for his father, but you also know that Bai Qi's character is too... The encyclopedia has been popularized