Chapter 139 Intimate Communication
Chapter 139 Intimate Communication
"Yan'er, I don't know if you can understand that feeling. In the past, although I was a person, I was very familiar with that world. I have colleagues and bosses. But suddenly coming to this world, I feel that everything is strange. Even when I woke up, this pair of bodies were hung with fatal wounds. The man named Prince, with his nostrils facing up, threw me a letter of divorce, and ignored the injury on my body at all.
"Yan'er, you may never realize that when you need help and someone to lead you, you get a bigger disappointment. What kind of mood is that? I feel that I am an alien of this world, and I feel that I can't integrate into this world!"
Mo Qingcheng said this, paused for a moment and suddenly told Yaner about what she had just come to this world. She felt as if she had experienced another helplessness. It is said that it is torture to mention the past, and it seems to be true. Mo Qingcheng blinked his eyes and fell back into his memory.
"After that, I came home and quarreled with my sister again, although I was aggressive, although I argued with reason, although I beat her. But I'm still unhappy. I feel that the world is full of hostility to me! And what about me? I don't know anything about the world. Although there are memories of two generations, they can't be used in the previous life. All the memories of this life are occupied by the cruel king of literature.
The breeze gently blew through Mo Qingcheng's face, entangled her broken hair and stroked her face, as if comforting her and protecting her. Mo Qingcheng opened the corners of his mouth slightly and gently tasted the taste of the wind. Then he opened his arms, as if to embrace the wind. In fact, she was also embracing the wind. She hugged the wind, left the tree branch, slowly sank, and finally landed safely on the ground.
Mo Qingcheng raised his head, looked at the swallow still on the tree, and squinted and smiled sweetly. The sun shines on her eyes, face and body. A circle of soft light marks faded out, so beautiful that people dare not look directly at it. Yan'er looked at Mo Qingcheng like this, and Mo Qingcheng also looked back at Yan'er like this. At this moment, this picture is so warm that people's hearts are warm.
Yan'er also learned from the appearance of Mo Qingcheng and gently closed her eyes. Let the sense of touch, hearing and smell control herself at this moment. She smells the fragrance of grass, the smell of rice in the smoke, and the unique fragrance of her wife. I heard many things that I couldn't hear before, such as the joy of birds, the whispers in the breeze, and the warmest and clearest voices about everything in the world.
The tears on the wind dried swallow's face gently blew her face again and again, as if to wipe the tears away. The sadness in Yan'er's heart seems to have been stirred by this breeze, and her heart is now slowly full of tenderness. Yaner muttered to herself, "Don't you want me to cry?"
Mo Qingcheng looked at Yaner and did not interrupt her or answer her self-spoken. She looked at Yan'er so quietly, waiting for Yan'er to open her eyes again. Because Mo Qingcheng, a two-time man, knows that there are some things that are the best only if you think clearly. What others say and do can only play a guiding role, and can't make any decisions for this person. Therefore, whether you can get out of this hurdle or not depends on Yaner's own.
Yan'er sat quietly on the tree branch and became fascinated for a while. Then, learning from the appearance of Mo Qingcheng, he also stretched out his arms to embrace the air. She felt that this breeze embrace was like Wu Dong's embrace, like him rushing out of danger in his critical moment; as if they had met again after a long separation, Wu Dong hugged her heavily, as if he wanted to be separated again; and it was like an occasional light embrace to the depths, with shallow but affection.
Yan'er, who fell safely, still closed her eyes, as if she was recalling the hug just now.
"And then?" Yaner looked at Mo Qingcheng and asked, "Then how did you survive?"
Mo Qingcheng smiled with admiration and answered Yan'er's question. There is a saying in the world of my previous life that if fate closes a door for you, it will definitely open another door for you. At the beginning, I was like a horn, immersed in my own negative emotions and couldn't extricate myself. Everyone seemed to be bad to me, and everyone seemed to be using me. I was constantly alerting the people around me and vigilant to the world. It seemed that if I slack off a little, the world was about to eat. I'm the same."
"The first person who makes me feel warm is my grandfather. In fact, it can't be said to be "me", but only the former Mo Qingcheng. But after being together for such a long time, I really regarded him as my own relative. I told you earlier that I am an orphan, so I have never experienced the warmth of my relatives since I was a child, but I feel it from my grandfather. Sometimes I wonder if fate is compensating me, because I didn't experience the warmth of my relatives in my previous life, so fate let me cross here and give me a chance to experience my family affection again.
"I quarreled with my sister at home and really felt that there was nowhere to go. At this moment, none of the things in my memory can help me. My only feeling at that time was panic, which was real panic. I, a retired woman, could not stand in this world!"
"My grandfather loved me and sent someone to find me. In my memory, my grandfather has always been a person who is well-behaved and abides by etiquette. I was sent by my husband's family to leave the book. I think my grandfather must be annoyed with my brainless granddaughter. He sent someone to find me and must have wanted to take me back to put me under house arrest. I don't want to do this! Therefore, I refused these people's request to take me home. I even hid it secretly to avoid my grandfather's people.
"But he was still found by his grandfather. He came to me in person. One never smiled in his memory, the other never said soft words, and the other was a family owner who had never endured other people's cold words. When I roared hysterically, when I was cold and sarcastic, when I was unreasonable, I kept looking at me with a warm smile, saying good words to persuade me, and always promised me that I would never treat me badly.
"When I used all my strength and finally stopped resisting. The old man, who was over half a hundred years old, took my hand with his rough hands and whispered to me, "Woman, let's go home. Don't be afraid. If you have a grandfather, he will take good care of you. At that time, when I heard that sentence, my nose was sore, and I cried out with pain that had been suppressed for so many days. I'm afraid of the world, but those hands, uncomfortable but warm, give me full strength and make me suddenly feel dependent.
"After that, the old man, for the sake of his disappointing granddaughter, made a scene in the court, relied on the old and sold the old. He insisted on asking for an explanation and ruined his reputation in vain. Even when I fell in love with Helian, I was hesitant to marry again, because if I remarry, it will inevitably have a bad impact on my father-in-law. The rumors outside will say that my grandfather's tutoring is not strict, and he has taught a shameless granddaughter, which has covered his grandfather's reputation in vain.
"My grandfather is more free and easy than me. He sent someone to secretly investigate He Liancheng. I even had a lot of contact with He Liancheng, all for me. Grandpa even asked He Liancheng to marry me as his wife, otherwise there was no need to talk about this matter. I am a married woman, and my grandfather is indeed a little harsh. But I know that my grandfather is testing Heliancheng for me to see if Heliancheng's love for me is true. He felt that his granddaughter didn't marry the right person for the first time. He was also wrong and didn't stop his granddaughter in time. This time, he wanted to take good care of his granddaughter!"
"In the face of such a grandfather who is dedicated to me, my heart is really soft. I feel that fate is really very kind to me, which makes me experience the family affection I have never experienced before in this life. I'm also afraid because I'm a magpie's nest. These family affections don't belong to me, but I'm still greedy for gentleness. For the first time, I want to quietly listen to fate. He is my grandfather and I am his granddaughter. That's all. He is good to me, and I want to be twice as good to this grandfather!"
"Yan'er, do you know? The family affection of this life is like a fairyland for me, which makes me intoxicated. I gained family affection and He Liancheng's love for me. This good time was like I stole it. But I don't want to go back. I just want to hold it tighter, hold it tighter, and cherish all this.
Mo Qingcheng breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Yan'er, and stretched out his right hand towards Yan'er.
Yan'er looked at Mo Qingcheng's outstretched right hand and shook her body. Although Mo Qingcheng didn't say anything, after listening to her long series of stories just now, Yaner knew what Mo Qingcheng meant. She is telling me that she wants to be my support, just like her grandfather.
Yan'er hesitated. It was not that she didn't trust Mo Qingcheng, but that she suddenly didn't know what to do. Mo Qingcheng was not in a hurry. His hand kept his previous movements and looked at Yan'er with encouragement in his eyes.
Finally, Yan'er stretched out her right hand and slowly held Mo Qingcheng's right hand. Mo Qingcheng smiled and told Yan'er firmly, "You leave it to me for the time being. I will treat you well with Wu Dong's share. I will wait until there is a worthy person who can treat you well and is willing to sacrifice everything for you. When it arrives, I will give you to him!"
Then, Mo Qingcheng said domineeringly to Yan'er, "From today on, you should eat well, practice hard, dress yourself up, and don't cry or torture yourself anymore. Because Wu Dong will be distressed when he sees it, and I will also be distressed.