Chapter 48 Still a Coward

(Hey~Alas~╮(╯▽╰)╭~, every time I log in to the author's area and see the tangled collection, the bug really have the impulse to swallow it~~ Its fluctuation is very stable. It always hovers between 268 and 269, and it doesn't go up and down. The bugs are so depressed that they want to take a piece of tofu to death... See the red ticket is fast. It's close to 700, hey hey, I don't know if I can break it today~~ One more thing, today's update is late, because I went shopping with my friends last night and came back late... Well, it is still necessary to explain it to you, the report is over)

It's still the bamboo forest, and the confrontation between the two continues.

"Your body, your heart, can only belong to me! It can only belong to me! It belongs to me..." The same domineering, the same strength, and even the tone is like this. Really, is it just a coincidence?

Why can his words evoke her memories of him that she once wanted to erase, as real and touchable as the reappearance of the scene?

The eyes are a little complicated and contradictory, and unspeakable emotions emerge in my heart that I can't even control. The faint sadness, the faint joy, full of each other, inseparable. But in the end, it was the last touch of calmness, reason, and indifference.

-This woman!

Adjust your breathing, straighten your waist, and look straight at the man's hazy facial outline. Through the veil, she can't see his eyes clearly, as if she can't guess what he is thinking at this time.

But does the man on the opposite also think so? There is no way to know.

The two stood opposite each other without further action. The sea-like bamboo forest, the green sky, and the two people in the forest seem to be a little small, as if they can ignore them in this endless green.

The silent look at each other isolates everything in his eyes, as if there is only one left in heaven and earth...

..................

Time flows quietly like running water, but it looks even more confused.

Finally, someone moved. Have you made a choice?

Xi Xinmiao finally has a foot, slow but very steady, as if every foot has been carefully considered.

On the contrary, the man opposite looked under the veil and had a moment of pause after seeing the woman's behavior, but finally he did not move again, waiting for the woman to approach. Is this her choice?

The gray eyes without any anger seem to have been given a gorgeous color in an instant. It turns out that the dead gray can also be so eye-catching!

Xi Xinmiao didn't know that the man's long-lost eyes would shine again because of her approach. Now, she just wants to reveal the answer she wants to know with the impulse in her heart. She knows that she is a little irrational now, but, just...

It seemed to take a lot of effort, and Xi Xinmiao stood in front of the stranger she felt familiar with. He was very tall. She had to look up slightly to look at the eyes under the veil. However, at such a height, she unexpectedly did not feel rejected! Doesn't she hate being looked down on the most? Is it because she also feels the man's normal vision?

Yes, men don't look down on themselves like those at the top, just equality, and perhaps with a little spoiling?

This cognition shocked Xi Xinmiao, and then got rid of these inexplicable ideas. She didn't need unrealistic fantasies, never!

Do you want to solve the mystery?

Slowly raising his hand, the man did not move, and the woman was about to solve the confusion on himself. Although he knew that the woman would be extremely disappointed when she saw his true face, if she really revealed it. Maybe he was unwilling to have a trace of luck: Maybe she will find something else... Just, is it possible?

When it is about this, the grayscale in the eyes seems to be a little thicker...

The woman paused in the air, as if she was struggling.

Do you pick it or not? At this time, Xi Xinmiao wanted to laugh and smiled bitterly! She is usually vigorous and decisive. She has never made her feel embarrassed or hesitant to happen. The positioning is always fast, accurate and fierce, and never procrastinate. Unexpectedly, today, it seems to be facing a great enemy. Did God see that she was used to being arrogant, so he came to punish her today?

It's just a very simple thing that can be solved by raising your hand. Can't you do it by yourself until now? What's the matter!

Suddenly, the man's words just came to his mind, such an oath, so stubborn, so strong. What's wrong with her? Because of a similar sentence to what he said before, is she out of control?

What are you looking forward to? What are you afraid of? What are you resisting again? When you hope to lift the veil, what appears in front of you is a face you expect to appear? Or do you just want to be lucky because of coincidences?

Wake up, and Joan! It was you who expelled him, you stabbed him, and you ignored him! It's you, it's you, it's all you!

As you wish, he left and someone else came. Just because of a few similar words, did he want to erase your determination? Let me tell you, it's useless and can't be erased. Don't you think you are hypocritical when you want to get a self-comforting answer like this? Don't let yourself spit on yourself, wake up!

He suddenly recovered and looked fixedly. There seemed to be all kinds of emotions flashing in his eyes. His fingers curled up slightly and clenched into fists, as if he had exhausted all his strength. He hung down and hid in his sleeves. The accidental touch with the cold fabric could make the tip of his heart trembling sober.

Turn around, "I hope I won't see you again." After leaving a word, I will definitely leave. He is not him. She said to herself in her heart.

She can always implement the parting so simply, without hesitation, not caring, and always simply.

Is this self-deception? I don't know. Anyway, God will give the answer in the future.

............

She still left before him! Even if she promised to remove the mask, she didn't want to look at it.

Unexpectedly, I was still lost, and the depressed and unutterable uncomfortableness in my heart swept over again and did not disappear. He should have expected it, shouldn't he? What is he still looking forward to? Looking at her desperately trying to take off her hat, he suddenly had an impulse: he wanted to bet once, and one waywardly and unilaterally worked hard for the answer he also wanted to know in his heart.

So, he, who should have left, stayed and told her such strong words. If you want to see the face, promise your body and mind. In this way, will she continue?

He waited, uneasy, worried, but with hope. Now think about it, isn't it ridiculous?

Seeing her distraction for a while, he knew what she remembered. But he is not in a hurry. He will wait for that uncertain answer...

She looked at herself, and her eyes were complicated. He saw that her eyes turned from blurred to indifference, but he didn't know that the light in his eyes also faded.

Just when he thought there would be no result, she actually moved! She really came to herself!!

How can this kind of lost ecstasy not make him excited? She didn't notice that his hand had trembled slightly at the moment she came. And the starlight in her eyes, because of her approach, shines again! Does she know: Is it all because of her?

In her beating heartbeat, she was already standing in front of her. She looked up at herself, even if she couldn't see clearly.

She raised her hand. She should know what the consequences would be if she raised her hand.

It was too early for her to be happy. Her hand finally had no further movement. The veil seemed to be as heavy as a thousand. She finally stopped there, and his heartbeat also stopped there, waiting for the final judgment like a prisoner.

It turned out that all the beauty is fantasy, and the foam under the sun will eventually break. She left without seeing it, leaving herself with a lonely back, like laughing at her ignorance.

......

The slender and well-knitted fingers touched the brim of the hat and took it off. The face that Xi Xinmiao just wanted to see but couldn't see is finally ** between heaven and earth, unobstructed!

Xi Xinmiao must have thought that this time, she guessed wrong. The man's appearance is not outstanding! It was the only outstanding chin and the unspeakable temperament around her that gave her illusion. In particular, those obscure gray eyes without any color make people dare not look directly, afraid of touching the darkest fear and confusion in the bottom of their hearts.

However, it is those gray eyes that are now dim and sad, full of unknown sadness, secret but real.

At this moment, people have to think of the world's supreme blue eyes, as if the owner of these eyes really has a lot in common. But even if it's common, after all, it's not the same person.

And Xi Xinmiao resisted, and always, he was alone...

The woman's figure has long disappeared in the intricate bamboo sea, and she can no longer find any shadow. The man behind her has been watching her leave, without stopping, not leaving, just like a stone sculpture, lifeless.

Are you still leaving? Didn't you stop without solving your doubts? Why did you choose to retreat this time?

The corners of his mouth are overflowing with a man's wry smile. Helpless, even more powerless. In the end, you still can't take that step. Coward, you coward, you are so eager to know, but you are afraid to know. Are you afraid that you can't face your heart after knowing it?

A man seems to be used to touching the thumb of his right hand, but only the thumb of his right hand. You will find that there is a slightly pale complexion, which is not the same as the surrounding skin color. When he touched his skin, he came to his senses. He let go of his hand and stood with his hands on his back.

"If this is what you want, then go on like this. What you want, I will always give it to you, and it will always be given to you..."

A whisper-like murmur floated out of the man's mouth and dissipated in an instant...