Chapter 155 one after another

After a false alarm, several people also returned to Huo's house.

This matter has not been told to too many people. After all, Huo Xiu is a popular figure that the media wants to pay attention to. The most taboo is those unproclaimed speculations. Huo Sixin is an experienced person. Although she is worried about Huo Xiu's condition, her basic habits keep her keep the news closed.

After that, Huo Xiu was taken back by Fang Kexin to rest.

But other people's mood has always been a little heavy. This is not a sign of improvement at all. Huo Xiu's physical condition is getting worse and worse, and the research institute seems to have no clue. If it goes on like this, they don't know how long Huo Xiu can last. Although he usually doesn't say it, it's not a good sign from his occasional absent-of-convening and continuous nightmares at night, but there is no solution that makes people want to break their heads.

Alliance Medicine, which has always been invive, has encountered a serious problem.

Huo Xiu himself also felt that his body might not be as good as before - but he is still young! Irony, what a great irony! Maybe this is a rare talent that God is jealous of. Are geniuses destined to be meteors in the night sky, fleeting? He didn't know, but he had a hunch that he could not get rid of the nightmare.

Nightmares scare him more than the strange scars on his body. He can rely on tough willpower to resist the pain, but in the nightmare, he is just a puppet with the power of binding chickens - his body is gradually getting rid of the control of the soul. The darkness in front of him is fatally attractive to him, but as a human instinct, he is trying to resist it in fear.

As things deteriorated, the nightmare used to sweep his whole body only when he lay down at night and closed his eyes, but now, it is like a demon who controls his weakness. It is more unscrupulous and happens regardless of occasion and time. The scene in the dream gradually became clear with the lengthening of his stay. The defensive wall built by willpower has been cut into a piece of thin paper. With just a gentle poke, he will sleep forever and fall into endless entanglement with those monsters.

Maybe he really won't live long. This is an idea that often comes to his mind in his spare time. He doesn't think this is self-abandonment. He is a person who has died once, and he is not afraid to do it again. What else in the world can make him miss? Many, but not specific. He can live for his family and career, but he can't find the motivation to move forward as before.

"sir, it's time for you to inject the inhibitor."

Fang Kexin's voice interrupted Huo Xiu, who was sitting on the edge of the balcony and meditating. He nodded gently, stretched out his right hand and said, "How many times is this?"

"Can you be more specific, sir?" Fang Kexin skillfully found the vein on Huo Xiu's arm, and the small needle of the syringe pierced it.

She has been with Huo Xiu for a long time and speaks casually, but she still maintains respect for a legendary hero. Although she changed Huo Xiu's clothes in many cases in the early stage of hospitalization, and there were almost everything she shouldn't see, so Huo Xiu also laughed at her girlish innocence several times.

"It's all right." He originally wanted to ask about the number of injections of inhibitors, but what about this? Anyway, the result is the same, and his condition will not get better.

Fang Kexin carefully packed the used syringe in a transparent bag, then moved a small stool to sit next to him and said, "Don't frown!" Maintaining a good mood every day will have a positive effect on the disease. Like me, no matter how hard it was to join the army at first, I smiled at myself in the mirror every day, and no matter how hard it was, I could come happily.

"Ha ha, you are really a little devil." Huo Xiu shook his head, "Miss Fang, can you ask why you are interested in the profession of military doctor?"

"Why?" She thought about this question for a long time. "I can't figure it out, but maybe I was born with a special affection for soldiers in uniform."

"What about now?" Huo Xiu asked her, "As far as I know, you have just graduated from school for a year and should have worked as an intern in a military hospital, but you were accidentally transferred to such a troublesome guy like me. You lost your freedom and took care of it 24 hours a day. How do you feel?"

She smiled and said, "I'm a little tired. When I got this order, the first thing was strange. Why should I be such an inexperienced intern? This will inevitably make people think of some bad aspects. The second is bad luck, as you said, losing freedom.

"But when I saw your first sight, or the names in the first row on the patient list, I found that I could not refuse this 'glory' that others wanted. You know, the famous General Huo will be taken care of by me for a long time, which will make my sisters envious.

Huo Xiu smiled softly.

"Do you think I'm naive, sir?" She asked in a low voice.

"It's a little bit, but it's also cute." Huo Xiu smiled and touched her head, "I didn't expect my name to bring so many benefits."

"You are a hero and a role model set up by tens of millions of people." Fang Kexin said, "Many people around me worship you. I began to have an impression on you when during the war, when the enemy attacked the solar system and the earth fell into panic and martial law, your move to save the alliance made everyone remember you.

"Hero, what about the bear?" Huo Xiu said, sighing that no one would ever see his decadent and fear of the unknown.

"shir..."

Huo Xiu interrupted her and said, "Prepare clothes for me. I'm going to clean up."

"Well, I'll prepare it for you right away."

The injury on his body is destined that he can't touch the water, but it doesn't mean that General Huo hasn't bathed for more than 10 or 20 days. There is a collective cleaning scheme commonly used by warship soldiers as the first choice. He stood in a special bathroom, surrounded by sonic oscillators and ultraviolet sterilization devices. The machine works together to shake off the imperceptible dust on the surface of the skin, and then ultraviolet rays to disinfect the whole body. This simple process is more useful than rubbing the body with chemical cleaning agents mixed with water, and there are also stickers. More than a dozen sets of incense schemes, but this is more popular with women.

He stood quietly against the wall, waiting for the end of the process.

A sense of sleepiness is coming.

In the blink of an eye, everything around him disappeared again and was replaced by the familiar darkness. He broke into this abrupt world again.

is not all darkness. There seemed to be a remnant sun hanging in the empty place above his head, and the light spread everywhere. He stood ** with his body and penetrated into the sticky ** between his toes. The familiar smell in the air became heavier and heavier. He stood for a while, but the brightness could not last. The light was gradually swallowed up by the darkness, and the horizon in the distance became more and more model. The field of vision is getting narrower and narrower, as if before the darkness came.

It seems to be a moment? He was surrounded by monsters, and the strange touch quickly narrowed the distance between them, and he turned around and ran away. Where is the way to life? Unfortunately, there was no result. He couldn't run away. He was surrounded by the monster tide, wet and hot, soft, but the touch was more obvious.

His body is lost in their enclosure. The brain was forcibly poured into a hot object, and the blood rolled up with bubbles. Panic? Afraid? But what frightened him even more was that his soul was gradually sublimating these factors into a sense of relief. No, it's not just that simple, but also joy and excitement. The resisting soul stood on the same line as the body, and he could no longer find any way to resist.

But it's not a pity. He is now very happy that they surround him, cover him, intersperse him, and no longer separate from each other. He is even satisfied with this. He is very satisfied with being a member of them.

They?

The whispers in my ear finally became clear. What are you talking about? He tried to listen, but the last trace of strength was still trying to cover his ears. A certain fact told him that if it went on like this, he would completely fall.

"Don't leave me."

At that moment, he shed tears.

"Join us!"

He decided not to leave. With the common sublimation of body and soul, he will always wander in this space, even if he turns into a puppet, just for that simple sentence. There is no reason to hinder him from changing the idea buried in his heart. Maybe... he has never refused.

"shir?"

The knock on the door shocked him. He reflexively touched his hand on his thigh and tried to pull out his pistol to fire. But there is nothing. He still enjoys the "waterless bath" bare. It seems that he has just been distracted for a short moment. That feeling has completely gained the upper hand, and even his firm soul has begun to rebel.

"I'm fine."

He changed his clothes in distress. During this period, he was thinking that he really wanted to become like that? That hot, wet, soft... indescribable monster in the dark? Just think of a feeling, a few vague whispers far away in the sky?

After walking out, he looked down on himself in a sweat.

He didn't know what he looked like now, but obviously made Fang Kexin a little worried. She took a towel, stood in front of him, gently wiped his forehead, and moved gently, so that he could experience the wet and soft touch of the dream again for a while.

He patted Fang Kexin's hand away like an electric shock, and his movements were very rude. She let out a suppressed exclamation, which should have been scared.

"I'm sorry, Miss Fang." He hurriedly said, "My brain is a little confused. I don't know you're helping me... Forget it, I'm sorry!"

"It's okay, sir." She said, trying to smile.

He sat down on the sofa in the living room and lowered his head. Fang Kexin sat next to him carefully and wanted to take care of him, but she was afraid of causing his disgust.

"Miss Fang."

"What's the matter?"

"Can you get me a bottle of wine?"

"Well, I'll go."

She came back soon, took a bottle of wine and two goblet, put it on the table, poured a little for the two cups, picked up one of them, and said, "Shir, no matter what trouble is, didn't you stick to it? Such a difficult thing is not a problem for you, and I think these will be solved sooner or later!"

"Thank you for your blessings." He said that he took a sip of himself, which was still a long way from dawn the next day. He didn't know how to spend it.

He is afraid of the feeling of losing control just now. Alcohol may be a good way to paralyze.

"Born me another bottle."

"But..."

"No, but this is a military order!"