160: Surprising news
Su Yushi has asked himself many times about this question in his heart, but the answer has always been only that one. He doesn't love her, and naturally doesn't understand her heart. He doesn't love her, but... In this palace, he needs a queen to lock the concubine in the harem for him.
Yes, because he is an emperor, there are not many treacherous ministers in the court, but also many. The concubines in the harem are basically a tool for those concubines to consolidate their position, and which concubines are favored will also have a certain influence in the court. And her queen has no back mountains and the father of the richest man. She is an emperor. Later, it was of certain help to the court and the emperor.
Su Wei smiled bitterly and squeezed the corners of her lips. It turned out that everything was just that she was sentimental. Falling in love with an emperor is a tragedy in itself, and falling in love with an emperor who uses herself is even more tragic.
Those words such as "at least I have a reason to stay with him", "at least I can still be used by him", "at least I am useful to him" and so on are not what she would think.
"Jier, I told you a long time ago, don't be moved by the emperor. It will always be just us women who are hurt." Zhu woke up and pulled her into his arms and sighed gently. When she first met her, she already felt that she had fallen in love with that man. She thought that she was special and the emperor was also special, but in the end... she still guessed wrong.
Your Majesty, you will always be the most ruthless one. Only ruthless, unrighteous and desire can you be a good emperor.
"Don't be moved by the emperor. They are the supreme of 95 and will not give up their rights for anyone. If you fall in love first, then you must be the first to suffer first."
The sentence that Zhuxing said two years ago is still so clear and true.
Su Wei raised his eyes and looked at Zhuxing's beautiful face full of loneliness, and his eyes were a little empty, with a strong sadness, as if recalling the past.
They...referring to the former emperor and Yuan Yijin. Su Xiaoxi wrapped around her waist and relied on each other. Zhu Xing, like her, was a poor woman. Falling in love with the emperor was doomed to tragedy. Zhu Xing must love the emperor very much.
In this world, love may not be the only one, but the people who lose their favorites are so painful. We don't lose those who can't live, but that kind of pain really remains in our hearts. Those children whose hearts can't bear it will end in the stupidest way. Pain.
She and Zhuxing seem to be strong, but they are actually fragile, but they are used to protecting themselves and hiding their vulnerability. Only people with the same mood and the same pain can see through each other's vulnerability.
"Sister Zhuxing, if I lose love, I won't do anything stupid, because in this world, there are other people who care about me and people I want to care about. He doesn't love me. I can love him alone. When I can't stand it, I will learn to forget him. As long as she can do it, she will try her best to cheer up for love, not what she can do. "After all, I'm not alone, and there are so many people who care about me. How can I be willing to let them feel sorry for me?"
Zhuxing smiled. She sat on the ground with Su Yuxi, with her back against the stone wall, put her hands on her knees, and looked at her head: "If you can think so, that's the best. Xiaoer is a unique girl. She won't regard love and her husband as everything. She smiled, "Ji Er, I'm the concubine of the former emperor. You are the queen of the emperor. According to your generation, you call me aunt."
Su Yushi looked at the woman in front of her who seemed to be at most five or six years older than her, and her aunt really couldn't say it. She is still so young. When she entered the palace as a concubine... How old was she?
Zhuxing knew what she was thinking. She held her hand with both hands, and her soft voice had a faint and depressing feeling: "Actually, I like you very much that you call me sister, but..." She turned her head. Age or something is a woman's sacrifice, and she doesn't want to say it for such a beautiful woman, "Ji Er My son is much older than you..."
Su Yushi seemed to feel a flash of lightning from the sky and thundered her... What did Zhu Xing just say? Her son? All bigger than her?? How can it be!
Zhuxing is no more than 25 years old, and her son is over 19 years old, which is simply impossible! Su Yu pulled the corners of his mouth, swallowed his saliva, and asked in disbelief, "Zhu Xing... Sister, aren't you kidding me? Your son is older than me, and my grandson has married.
Zhu Xing is very satisfied with her appearance and knows that no one will believe that she is a mother with a 20-year-old son, but now, she still said slowly, "Zhu'er, will I joke about this if I have nothing to do? My son is...yuan Yichen."
This is really a bolt from the blue. Su Yuxi opened his eyes wide and stepped back a few steps. The one who was scared really had nothing to say. Originally, Yichen was Zhuxing's son!! It's really hard to believe, but... Zhu Xing and Yuan Yichen really seem to be a little similar.
Su Yu said in a trembling voice, "Are you... really Chen's mother? You didn't lie to me, did you?"
It means that my egg hurts today, so it's so small,
I slept until 1 p.m. and found that Wenmu had a code. I quickly typed more than 2,000 words. The boss called me and sent leaflets to clean up.
Nima, am I a slave?
Then == I'm in the Internet cafe now, and I haven't eaten all day, so... 22:05, I should go home or I can't go back. I'll make up for today's tomorrow. Good night, dear friends