Chapter 078 Isn't it too disrespectful to the working people
"If you are tired, don't show off your ability. Sleep for a while." I really can't bear to look at Yang Xuan like this.
After all, this little brother has been with me for several years, and suddenly I feel that his departure was a fatal blow to me - so my tone softened. Or give him two middle fingers!
"I didn't expect you to tell my mother." Yang Xuan finally showed his fox tail after lying down - I know that the storm will definitely come, but it's just a matter of time.
Isn't this he still can't help it? Or can't you help knocking me--? Isn't it like this?
Yes, I don't deny that Yang Xuan is very smart - but the more he is like this, the more it shows that he is anxious and uncomfortable now. As the saying goes: cleverness is mistaken for cleverness.
"I told you before that my main purpose today is to tell your mother about this matter. Who made you indifferent just now? Is it over?" I don't deny that there are some jokes in my words, but this joke is also to hide my heart - isn't it?
Suddenly, I felt that Yang Xuan was also much more sultry. I don't know why he had such an idea, but can't he see the sultry in his heart?
"Can't you think about how I feel?" Yang Xuan stared at me: "Yes, if I go to study now and stay away from you. But have you thought about how I feel? Well, even if you haven't thought about it, then you touch your heart and ask if it just hurts? You are running away!"
After saying these words, Yang Xuan softened like an airless balloon. The body was pressed on the seat like a house collapsed - of course I know why Yang Xuan looked like this.
Yang Xuan always seems to be indifferent to one thing, but sometimes he cares much more than us who talk about it, but I didn't expect this matter to be such a big blow to Yang Xuan - if you go, you won't skip classes like you in high school. You're stupid! But I think Yang Xuan must not have thought of this now.
Of course, what can he do even if he skips school? Can he really escape from four years of course? At that time, there will be a distance between us, and the distance between us will be as wide as vision... But has Yang Xuan ever thought about my feelings?
"I'm running away! Can't you think for yourself?" I couldn't help swearing: "What do you look like by my side every day?" I know what's on your mind now, but believe me. This is just a momentary impulse. You will slowly forget that there is still a me in the world, and you will find someone you love at school. Me? You can probably forget it. Time will prove everything."
Bang! I can't believe what happened in front of me. Yang Xuan's eyes were red and gave me a slap in the face - how could he hit me? How could he be willing to hit me? How could he beat me when he always asked me?
I really can't believe it.
"Yes, I am a child in your heart, a child who has not grown up. You must not have believed a word of what I said! You have always treated me as a child. Yang Xuan cried, which I didn't expect.
I have known him for several years, but I just haven't seen him cry - I treat him as a little adult, but I don't think he is just a child now.
Yes, I don't deny what Yang Xuan just said, because I have always regarded him as a broken child.
Now his tears prove this even more!
But when I reacted from Yang Xuan's slap in the face, there was no trace of crying on Yang Xuan's face - his face changed so quickly.
He took my hand and put it gently on his cheek, but suddenly exerted force.
Bang! It's much louder than the one I just heard. But it hurts more than the slap that Yang Xuan just gave me - heartache!
This child is unreasonable. Does he really think that I can relieve my hatred if he asks me to slap him again? No! I didn't care about the slap he just slapped me. Because that's what I deserve.
"Little child, I always treat you as an adult." I gently stroked his cheek, but my voice choked.
I don't know when I stopped the car, and the sun outside the window shone on my face, which was extremely warm.
I now know how to treat Yang Xuan, although I don't blame him for slapging me in the face...
"Big pig, let's drive back. I have something else to do. Let's go first." Yang Xuan grabbed me and put down one of the hands that was still touching his cheek, and then opened the door and walked down alone.
Even the name has been changed. Of course, I know that Yang Xuan has guessed what I want to think about those things between him and me. But I still can't believe that he will walk so resolutely, not even a little hesitation.
When Yang Xuan went away, I lay on the steering wheel alone and cried loudly...
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After crying and venting, I still drove to the base. I don't want to be in the mood to do some business because of what happened between Yang Xuan and me - although I'm really in a bad mood now.
Everything outside the window seems to have faded. Now I know that Yang Xuan is so important in my heart, and I regret it - if possible, I would rather not tell Yang Xuan's mother these things today, but it's too late, isn't it? Now that it's over, I won't be sad about it anymore.
When I arrived at the gate of the base, when I was about to open the door, I looked at my face on the window - although it was mine, I seemed to see Yang Xuan...
"Little Zero, prepare a basin of cold water for me!" I said coldly to Xiao Ling.
Xiao Ling's face was slightly surprised, but when he saw me looking at him, he did not refuse my request. But I didn't see Xiao Ling's slightly teased smile when he turned around.
Actually, I didn't do anything if I wanted cold water. I just wanted to splash it on me and let me get out of Yang Xuan's matter. After all, my state is really a little - bad.
walked into my room and looked at the bedding that had not yet been folded. My heart still hurts like a needle, but only once.
This quilt was used by me and Yang Xuan, and it still had the smell of Yang Xuan's body, but I didn't dare to touch it, because I was afraid that my tears would drip down.
Why do I feel that I didn't harm Yang Xuan now? It was Yang Xuan who harmed me.
Maybe he will never return to this ** surface in the future, but how long can he stay on this ** surface?
I sent the only owner of this bed away.
"I said, what do you want cold water for? Do you want to drink? This is not good for your health." Xiaoling's complaint came to my ears.
But when I saw a basin of water in his hand, I didn't blame him again - just closed the door to see the guests off.
After Xiaoling left, I looked at a basin of cold water but dared not splash it on my head, because doing this is equivalent to forgetting Yang Xuan - I admit that doing this is useless and may make me sick, but this is my habit.
When I want to forget a person, this pot of cold water has the same effect as Meng Po soup in hell. But if there is really a hell, then Meng Po soup will really make people forget everything. This pot of cold water is just a bowl of Meng Po soup for my psychological balance...
I picked up this pot of cold water that was as effective as Meng Po soup - when my heart was about to pour it on my head, a voice came into my ears.
"I said, dinner is coming soon. You don't have to take a cold shower, do you? Didn't I wash your clothes? Isn't it too disrespectful to the working people? The bad voice was slightly taunted, which made the basin full of cold water in my hand inadvertently slip from my hand...
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