Chapter 86 This Teenager
Chu Yun kept smoking, and Lin Ruoxi accompanied him silently without any noise.
It was not until Chu Yun finished smoking that Chu Yun said, "Woman, do you want to go out for a walk in the moonlight?"
Lin Ruoxi glanced out of the window. There was no color, and even the stars could not shine, but she still nodded.
The location is still Pinghu Park on Yunhua Road. Now it's a little late. It's already dark. By the way, there are fewer people in the park. On the contrary, I occasionally see a pair of couples hugging in the trees. Thinking that she and Chu Yun are also such a combination, Lin Ruoxi can't help blush every time.
Maybe if it were normal, Chu Yun had already laughed, but today, the uncle was surprisingly silent.
Lin Ruoxi can see that his mind is related to the monkey, but she doesn't know whether it is appropriate for her to ask,
About half a circle around the Pinghu Lake, Lin's patience was finally exhausted. Obviously, she was an uncle and pretended to be deep, so she asked rudely, "You are worried about monkeys."
Her subtext is, hasn't his mother agreed? What else is there to worry about?
Chu Yun laughed dumbly. He took Lin Ruoxi's hand and walked to the bench by the lake and sat down.
"Won, let me tell you a story. Are you interested?"
Lin Ruoxi curled her little mouth, but she didn't interrupt Chu Yun's words.
In the story of Chu Yun, there is also a teenager who was 16 years old that year.
He met a group of friends in the game. In that era, it was very simple. There was no ridiculously high house price. There was no saying that he could not marry a bride without a car or a house. In that era, what he wanted most was to grow up quickly and get rid of the shackles of the so-called "home".
The teenager felt like a bird imprisoned in a cage, locked in this small cage. They told him what to do, or maybe what not to do.
He is a captive bird, but his heart is longing for the sky.
There will be an opportunity for everything. For a teenager who had been depressed for too long at that time, the opportunity to change his daily life is a person who agrees with his talent,
In the era when e-sports was considered to be lost and dreamy, it was not easy to do this.
And the other party is still an adult. He promises that his talent can blossom and bear fruit and move towards a higher and larger stage.
The teenager thought that even if he was cheated in the end, he admitted that he was young and not frivolous. He just wanted to look at the vast sky and wanted to break free from the shackles on his feet and walk on the free clouds.
The more he does this, the more contrary to the expectations of the family,
At first, he could still rely on concealment, but it was impossible for him to be buried in paper all the time without being exposed by repeated truancy records and absences, but his persistence and stubbornness did not make this matter any better, but escalated the quarrel again and again, making his relationship with his family more and more noisy. The more stiff,
Rebellion was the main theme of that era. Teenagers, like young people in that era, yearn for freedom and pursue their dreams.
He didn't understand why his father was so opposed to him. He didn't listen to himself at all. He never spent even a second to understand his hobbies and dreams. In his father's eyes, as long as he thought it was wrong, it must be wrong. What kind of thought is this? Hasn't it been decades since the cut?
So, in the eyes of the teenager, he and his father are completely from two worlds. Don't talk about any communication. It's impossible. He is eager to prove himself, prove his talent, and prove that his choice is right.
He didn't say anything. Maybe he didn't understand it at that time. What he wanted to do most was to make his father agree with himself.
This opportunity will finally come one day,
It was a final election of Warcraft. Those who win can go to Beijing and compete for the first place in the country.
The night the teenager got the one-way ticket to complete his dream and the promotion place, the teenager clearly remembered that he was excited all night and couldn't even sleep at all. Whenever he forced himself and tried to empty it, a scene popped up in his head: he held the prize high on the high-profile stage. Cup, the e-sports fans below are shouting his name...
Dreams seem to be within reach,
But in this world, in addition to dreams, people bow their heads and meet more setbacks.
The teenager never thought that when he told his father about it in a flaunting tone, he could not refuse. More than that, after that, the teenager was imprisoned.
The teenager felt depressed and unable to breathe. His life was a doll with a wire in his father's hand. He resisted crazily. He roared desperately, but for his struggle, only his father's cold eyes and hot slaps in the face,
So, the teenager thought of "escape"
In that era, there were not a few people who ran away for their dreams.
The teenager also wants to be like them, relying on his own efforts and determination to hold up the sky. Compared with this narrow cage that can't accommodate his dreams, the teenager would rather face the rain and wind outside.
He secretly took out his private storage, which was not enough. He asked his buddy who had been taking care of him to borrow it. He felt that this feeling was a great adventure in his life, with a little fear, a little confusion and tension, but more about the endless longing and excitement for the future. This emotion could not be suppressed. It seems that it will burst out from the small chest at any time,
Although a lot of preparations were made in advance, the plan was still not realized in the end.
The teenager thought too simply about the words parents and adults. Obviously, he did not hide his serious father from his abnormal behavior. That day, the train to Beijing was about to leave, but his father blocked the door.
That was the most hysterical time in his memory. He completely broke out and was desperate. He pushed his father away. He found that his father was actually not as tall as he remembered, and his strength was not even able to catch up with his growing self. He was overjoyed, and the last obstacle disappeared. When he moved towards the big At the door, his father said a word to him: If you walk out of this door today, and when the father and son become people of the world, his heart ached and tears fell down in dismay, but his stubborn temper dragged him to keep walking out,
He kept stepping out. Although he was slow, he was very firm.
When he finally saw the blue sky overhead, when he finally felt that he was holding fate, fate played a joke on him.
The father spit out a mouthful of blood and fell heavily on the cold floor.
The teenager's world became a gray-white fixed frame. At the moment before, he was shattered with the hope of running to the future. He stood there in a daze, watching his mother anxiously call for help, and then looking at the adults who kept pouring in, he supported his father to leave.
When the story comes here, it's time to end,
But at the end of the story, there will always be an end,
Many years later, the father became older, and the teenager finally grew up.
When the family was finally able to eat around a table with kindness, my father occasionally talked about the rebellious past with apologies and feelings. However, the grown-up teenager just smiled and said that it was just an unrealistic dream when he was young.
Who should apologize to whom? He is no longer young. He is already very clear.
No one did anything wrong in this matter, and my father and myself did something wrong.
After listening to Lin Ruoxi quietly, she did not foolishly ask who the teenager in this story was.
She just asked him: Are monkeys the same as the teenager in this story?
Chu Yun shook his head with a smile and looked at the sky without stars.
"Poor the hearts of parents all over the world, but what's wrong with chasing your dreams?"
Lin Ruoxi looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish that sentence.
"So, I can't persuade the monkey to turn back."