Chapter 338 How can you give up your gentleness?
Chapter 328 [How can I give up your gentleness?]
The hot water did not seem to wash away the dream in Jing Feng's mind. Instead, it became clearer and clearer. The pain in his heart made him curl up and stuff himself into the hot water. Time flies by bit by bit. His brain seems to be getting farther and farther away from the dream, but his heartache has never been reduced. .
I don't know how long it took. Jing Feng felt that there were footsteps walking back and forth around him. At this time, the familiar voice also sounded in his ear. He only heard her say, "Mo Yan, how's it going? He's all right."
"Your Majesty, don't worry. He just drowned. He has been suffocating for too long, so he fell into a coma. Concubine Jing's body has always been strong, and he will be fine. The minister pricked him with these needles, and he will wake up soon. On the contrary, your body is still very weak, otherwise, Let's do it here first."
"I'm defenseless!" The familiar voice sounded again, it was the emperor! Jing Feng's heart trembled again. He opened his eyes eagerly, just to see if she was well. He struggled to open his eyelids as heavy as a thousand pounds. What he saw was Mo Yan's handsome face. His eyes turned, and he finally saw Jing Li sitting not far away.
She is wearing a pink palace costume today. Although her face is still a little pale, she is obviously much better than before. He never knew that the pink clothes were so suitable for her. The pink softness decorated her like a pink jade doll, which was very beautiful, very soft and dreamy.
Seeing that he had been staring at himself, his eyes were eager as if he wanted to swallow Jing Li's whole body into his stomach. That enthusiasm ignored all the people around him, as if she was the only one in his world, and he was a little embarrassed to be looked at by his eyes. Jing Li's face gradually floated with a layer of pink light.
"Are you... all right?" Jing Li walked to the bedside and looked at him with a stunned face. Jing Li couldn't help opening his mouth and reaching out and touching his forehead. Her movements woke up Jing Feng like a magic spell. He suddenly got up at a loss and quickly turned his head to one side. Then Nuonuo said, "No! It's okay."
"You, such a big person, you can drown in a bath. It's really not easy to worry." Jing Li smiled and said this matter easily, but she knew in her heart that everyone knew that bathing and drowning was definitely not what she saw on the surface, but Jing Li didn't mention it, and it was not easy for everyone to say anything.
Jing Feng's face turned red, but it gradually turned white. He remembered the dream before drowning. He didn't dare to look at Jing Li's eyes. In fact, even he didn't expect that the dream had such a great impact on him, just like... The man in the dream was him, and the woman in the dream was Jing. So far away.
When he thought of this, his body was suddenly stunned, and then retreated several times in a row. He leaned against the edge of the pillow and dodged Jing Li's small white hand. His movements, not to mention everyone, even he himself was shocked. Jing Li was even more stunned. Looking at her hand in mid-air, she silently took it back and turned around. Her body was cold, and no one knew what she was thinking.
Jing Feng was actually afraid. He felt the trembling in his heart. It was just a dream. He knew it! But he couldn't separate his dream from reality. He didn't want to escape from Jingli, but... He didn't know how to face her. At this time, Jing Li's cold voice sounded, "You all retreat."
"Yes!" Everyone answered in unison and gently raised their footsteps to leave, but just as Mo Yan also turned to leave, Jing Feng suddenly took his hand, without a half a word, but the begging in his eyes was so sincere and clear that he was afraid of staying alone with him? This cognition made Jing Li's face cold in an instant.
"Mo Yan, you step back." Jing Li said coldly. He was very concerned about Jing Feng's reaction. Mo Yan looked at Jing Feng in embarrassment, then reached out and pulled his hand. He turned around and walked out of the door. This time, there were only two of them in the whole room. Jing Feng turned his face to one side. He was not afraid to look at Jing Li, but did not dare to face it. .
"But can't you think about it for Qing'er?" Irrespecting his cold attitude, Jing Li sat by the bed and reached out to hold his hand. Jing Feng wanted to pull back his hand, but in an instant, he was held by Jing Li. Finally, he turned his face and looked at Jing Li puzzledly, and Jing Li also smiled indifferently: "What's wrong? This is the first time you are uncomfortable with me. What can't you say? Do you have to do this?"
Jing Feng looked at her smiling face, and his lips were open but he didn't say anything. Seeing him like this, Jing Li had to sigh and say, "I know that you are reluctant to give Qing'er to Zhichao to take care of her, but since ancient times, the queen has been responsible for educating the prince, and I'm also for Qing. How are you? Your palace is not too far from the East Palace. You can go to see her at any time, right?
"Your Majesty..." Jing Feng finally opened his mouth, but he didn't seem to pay attention to what Jing Li said, but said sadly, "Your Majesty... Do you love the man named Xuan?"
In a word, the whole bedroom was immediately quiet. Jing Li was silent, but the face with a smile finally sank down. She looked at the most familiar face with a complicated look. When the name Xuan was said in his mouth, Jing Li's heart hurt involuntarily. She turned away from her body, and it could be seen that she His shoulders were trembling and he said in a hoarse voice, "Why did you suddenly think of asking this?"
"My husband... I just feel that he is very sorry for the emperor, very sorry, very sorry, very asshole." She answered in a low voice and naturally took Jing Li's words, but he didn't notice Jing Li's slightly changed look. Jing Li looked at him and saw his low imitation. She whispered, "Where did you know him?"
That dream... Suddenly made Jing Feng's body tremble. It was not until this time that he seemed to understand what he was saying. He raised his eyes and looked at Jing's puzzled eyes, and his face said in a panic: "Your Majesty... The last time I had a dream, I grabbed my husband's hand and cried for his name Xuan, so... So... The minister will remember it."
It's that dream again. Jing Li couldn't help sighing. It seemed that the side effects of that dream were really big. She couldn't help smiling bitterly and said, "Feng, I'm really fine. It's just a nightmare. When I wake up, nothing happens. Come on... Tell me what's wrong with you today."
"Your Majesty... Does that Xuan really look like a minister?" Irremarked by Jing Li's persuasion, Jing Feng raised her eyes, full of pain in her eyes, a little at a loss, a little panicked and a little scared. Looking at Jing Li with such eyes like him, Jing Li couldn't say a word for a long time. She turned around and said coldly, "It's just the character in the dream. I can't remember. In the future, you Don't ask. If you just want to do this, not Qing'er's business, then I'll go back to the palace first. You... If you miss Qing'er, you can go to see her at any time, and I will personally issue an order.
After saying that, I don't want to look at that face. Although it has been many years, once a person's heart is hurt, it is really difficult to heal. But what Jing Li never thought was that she just turned around. Who knew that Jing Feng suddenly muttered to himself, "I will not forgive the man who deceived you. Man, he actually wanted your life for other women, and he actually..."
"What did you say?" Jing Li suddenly turned around, and Jing Feng was still muttering to himself. He was stunned by Jing Li's sudden roar. At this time, Jing Li narrowed his eyes and strode to Jing Feng. He grabbed his collar with both hands and roared, "Who are you?" Who the hell are you? How do you know that he plotted against me? How do you know that it was for other women?
"I... I..." Jing Feng's face suddenly turned pale. He didn't expect that his unconscious murmur caused Jing Li to have such a big reaction. At that moment, he was also shocked. Mo Yan, who heard Jing Li's low roar outside the door, immediately rushed in. Seeing this scene, he immediately stepped forward and hugged Jing Li tightly. On his shoulder, he said in a hurry, "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you, Your Majesty?"
Jing Feng was silent, and Jing Li did not answer Mo Yan, but her body trembled slightly. Mo Yan's shock pulled back her thoughts. She looked at Jing Feng and saw his pale face and trembling lips looking at her in horror. There was confusion and innocence in his eyes. Could it be... Are all these hallucinations?
Recently, she was really too tired. She shook her head vigorously. Jing Li closed her eyes. When she opened it, it was already clear. She looked at Jing Feng faintly, and then turned around and left. Mo Yan looked at Jing Feng apologetically, and then said, "Brother Jingfei, have a good rest. The emperor is in a bad mood and not in good spirits these days. I'll go and have a look."
After saying that, he immediately ran out and followed Jing Li. Jing Li walked quickly. I don't know why her heart also beat very fast. She kept thinking about Jing Feng's words in her mind, but another voice immediately sounded in her mind, opposing her guess.
Jing Feng grew up in the palace. He can't be Xuan. Jing Li knows this better than anyone else, just those words... How did he know that? Is it really just what you said in your own sleep? It's not impossible to think about it. Jing Li's heart has calmed down a little.
"Your Majesty, are you all right?" Mo Yan looked at her worriedly. Jing Li did not look back, but just nodded silently. Then he leaned back, leaned into Mo Yan's arms, and said indifferently, "What time is it now?"
"It's not until noon, your Majesty." He answered softly and casually stretched out to pick up the hair that fell on her face. Jing Li sighed and smiled, "I'm asking how many months it is!"
"March!" Mo Yan still answered obediently, March! Jing Li's heart sank, and there were still five months left. She was about to leave here, but there were still many things in her heart that she couldn't let go, but if she didn't leave, there would always be a regret in her heart.
"Mo Yan, you could have gone back to be the king of your medical family. In the future, there will never be less glory and wealth than in my palace. Do you blame me for forcibly leaving you?" Looking back and looking at Mo Yan's handsome little face, a kind of pity rose from her heart. Among all her concubines, Mo Yan was the most silent and well-behaved person. She felt sorry for him and was even more reluctant to part with him.
Mo Yan smiled and stretched out his hand to hold Jing Li in his arms more tightly. He lowered his head and dropped a kiss between her eyebrows. Then he whispered, "Wonor and rich, how can I accompany you? Although I don't have the literary talent like the queen Qiansui and the martial arts talent like the little master of Jingfei, I am willing to use the medicine I have learned all my life. The skill is to protect the emperor's health all his life.
"Ha ha!" For Mo Yan's words, Jing Li's mood inexplicably improved. She snuggled more tightly in Mo Yan's arms, and then whispered, "My life is really long. I am very happy and happy to have you."
"Your Majesty... In fact... I have a saying that I don't know whether to say it or not." Mo Yan hesitated and looked very cute. Jing Li smiled again, reached out and pinched his soft little face and said, "Who did you learn from? It's so gentle. You can say anything in front of me."
"Your Majesty, you... want to go back to the past, right?" After several thoughts, Mo Yan finally asked. She really didn't expect him to suddenly say so. Jing Li's body was suddenly stunned. She wanted to turn back, but Mo Yan hugged him more tightly in her arms. Her back was against his chest. She couldn't see his face, but Mo Yan said, "We are your concubine. You are everything to the servants. Please forgive Feng's failure. In fact... all of us have a strong feeling. Your Majesty... all kinds of things in recent days are explaining that you... want to leave, right?
"How could you... know this?" Jing Lijue's own heart was cold, and her inexplicable panic immediately filled her mind. She had such an idea, but when her concubine talked to her face to face, she panicked. She thought she could let go of everything, but now it seems that she still doesn't want to let them down.
"Why go back to the past? Is it because... Queen Yin? Or is it because of that Xuan?" Mo Yan whispered, and the warm heat was in Jing Li's ear, but her body was more stiff and colder.
"Mo Yan!" After a long time, Jing Li seemed to find her own voice. She turned around and looked at Mo Yan's clear eyes and her reflection in his eyes. Her voice trembled slightly and said, "Do you... do you know about this?"
"Uh-huh!" This time, Mo Yan did not hesitate to focus on his head, and then held Jing Li's face in both hands. He leaned over and kissed her cold lips and said, "From your search for the great wizard, and from the wizard's way back to the past, the queen began to notice it, and in many ways, we felt very strange, but In the end, we also came to the conclusion that you wanted to go back to the past.
"You all know, so why don't you leave? You know... You know that I will leave you in the future. Why don't you go back to the doctor? He was a little stupid and a little panicked. Mo Yan smiled indifferently and put his forehead on her forehead and said, "We have accepted us as a concubine from the emperor. Since we become the emperor's man, each of our wishes is to protect the emperor, never leave and watch each other."
"Don't leave... Don't give up! Help each other...watch!" Jing Li was stunned and muttered these words repeatedly. Suddenly, her eyes turned red, and crystal moving tears fell on her face. She whispered, "After listening to your words, I know how selfish I am. I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I won't go back to the past after saying it. Although I have colorful moon jade and moon stone in my hand, I can almost guarantee that I will come back after I go back, but I still dare not tell you that I will selfishly trap you in the palace one by one..."
"Your Majesty!" Mo Yan muttered and kissed Jing Li's trembling little mouth. Her lips were cold. Mo Yan tossed and suck, as if he wanted to pass on the temperature of his whole body to her. After a long time, when both of them were out of breath, Mo Yan let go of her.
Jing Li's body was a little weak. She leaned against Mo Yan's shoulder and whispered, "Mo Yan, would you like to hear a story of me?"
"Uh-huh!" Mo Yan answered in a low voice, but he bent his body and picked up Jing Li horizontally. Jing Li was shocked by his sudden behavior. He quickly put his hands on Mo Yan's neck and looked up at him puzzledly. Mo Yan was still gentle and clear eyes, and still a calm and reassuring look.
There was just a smile on his face. He bowed his head and kissed Jing Li and said, "Before listening to the story, I have to give a needle for the emperor. You have lost too much blood and your body is too empty. I don't know what a long story it is, so... go back to the bedroom first."
When Mo Yan walked for a short time while holding Jing Li and talking, Jing Li seemed to suddenly understand Mo Yan's words and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth and say, "Okay, little thing, it's getting harder and harder for me to guess. I remember... When I first saw you... You were naive and innocent and became an adult in a blink of an eye."
"Uh-huh!" Mo Yan answered softly, then hugged her into the palace, put Jing Li on the phoenix collapse, bent down and took off the phoenix boots for her. Then he turned back to get his own medical box. However, before taking the medical box, he went to the door of the palace again. He didn't know what he said to Linglong in a low voice. The slaves and maidservants on duty immediately dispersed. The whole bedroom immediately became extremely quiet.
Mo Yan came to Jing Li with a needle and lifted her sleeves. When she saw the crisscrossing wound, her fingers still trembled slightly. She bent down and kissed the wound with her lips. Jing Li smiled and rubbed his hair and said, "Good boy, it doesn't hurt."
"My husband... how lucky I am!" Mo Yan whispered, then raised his eyes and stopped what he was going to say. He turned his voice and said, "Your Majesty, you can tell your previous story. People from the palace are coming and going, and it will be much safer to come back here."