Chapter 11
After a week of marriage, Wen Yu and I took the bus back to Dongguan. Jiaojiao still hasn't come back. She is not as fast as I am. It may take her a month to come back. I miss her very much.
I took my notebook to the place where I first saw Jiaojiao. Subway.
I greeted the boss's wife and ordered a cup of lemon tea. I wanted to sit down where I used to sit, but I looked back and found that I had become a human there, which was a little familiar. He played with the wood in his hand. When I looked up, I happened to see me. It was him! Six years. I was shocked to see him here. It's a little unnatural. I don't know whether to leave or go to say hello. I feel as unbearable as cat scratching in my heart. Just as I was struggling with what to do, he had come to me.
"Why are you here? Don't you come even if you see me?" The voice is still evil. Nothing has changed. His voice. People won't forget it if they listen to it once.
I smiled slightly and was a little stiff. Looking up at him, he still has deep double eyelids. The long eyelashes are curled up. I used to make fun of my eyes for looking like women. It's more eye-moving than a woman. It's like an endless black pool. I once stepped in. I was deeply addicted and almost died there.
"Ha ha, I'll come over for a drink"
"Come and sit"
"No. I have something else to do."
He just looked at me fixedly. I knew he saw that I just didn't want to sit there. I don't look into his eyes. Just look out of the window. He sneered. He put his hand on my shoulder and whispered in my ear
"Come and sit" in the same tone as six years ago. With a little order. With irresistible.
I walked with him to the window position I liked. After sitting down, he began to chag about why he followed him and why he was a little afraid of him as he was six years ago. It's irresistible. I hate myself like this. That's how I broke myself into pieces six years ago.
The boss's wife brought me the lemon tea. He looked at me and smiled at the corners of his mouth.
"Do you often drink lemon tea?" I know why he asked, because lemon tea was his favorite. I often drink when I'm with him.
"Hehe, no, occasionally." My fingertips slid back and forth on the edge of the cup. I don't know what to say. Facing him. I can't say anything. He is the first person I love. His name is Lin Hao. I have loved him for three years. But it will take six years to forget. But now, I still can't resist his words. Ha ha, it's really ironic.
"How are you doing now?" As before, the speech is simple and neat, and there is no superfluous word.
"Very good"
Quietly, he continued to swing the wooden products in his hand. I looked out of the window. I don't want to see him. I'm afraid. But I can't say what I'm afraid of.
"Mobile phone."
I looked at him in astonishment. He put his hand in front of me and said again, "Give me your mobile phone"
"What are you going to do?"
"Bear it."
I put my mobile phone in his hand, watched him type a row of numbers, and dialed it out. Then his mobile phone rang. He put his mobile phone in my hand with satisfaction. I have something to do. Let's go first."
When you get up and come to me. He bent down and whispered in my ear. That's it. Then he walked straight out of the subway. It left me trembling slightly. Restless. I suddenly finished a whole cup of lemon tea. The hand trembled gently. His whisper in my ear was played back over and over again.
"It's great to see you again. Do you know that in the past six years, there has been no second person around me.
"It's great to see you again. Do you know that in the past six years, there has been no second person around me.
"It's great to see you again. Do you know that in the past six years, there has been no second person around me.
When he got home, he still clenched the mobile phone he had held in his hand, and it felt as cold as iron, just like he had been as cold as iron to me. The picture of memory slowly opens like a scroll in front of you. I closed my eyes and watched slowly.
When I first saw you, there were light blue work clothes in the factory. The beige mask covers half of your face, leaving only a pair of eyes. I think I will never forget those eyes. Deep double eyelids. The long eyelashes are curled up. I often laugh at your eyes like women, but you don't know that I fell deeply in love with them at that time.
How did you come to me? Ha ha. It was robbed from another woman, a woman who doesn't love you.
At that time, you had an operation. I went in from you until you came out, but the woman you so-called favorite was playing with her mobile phone and making boring phone calls with other men. It was not until you came out that she turned around and hung up, I am convinced. At that time, when I saw you being pushed out, there was no trace of blood on your pale face. Those eyes that fascinated me were deeply hidden in my eyelids at this time. She doesn't understand heartache without seeing Reiki. Just like at that time, you didn't understand how distressed I was. I don't understand. I can't wait to suffer those sins for you. I asked for leave to take care of you for a week. An inch is inseparable. Maybe you didn't know that I was very happy at that time, because she didn't feel sad. She is not here during your seven days in the hospital. She didn't come once.
I thought about it at that time. After such a thing. You should also see her heart for you. After this incident. You should also see it clearly. My heart for you. Until the day she was discharged from the hospital, she finally appeared miraculously. Take your hand and walk in front of me with you. I'll walk with your mother behind you. That road is really hard to walk. I couldn't wait to go up and tear you up all the way.
Your illness has finally healed, and your relationship with her is finally over. Unfortunately, my summer vacation is over. I'm going to leave the factory where I know you and go to study somewhere else. In the last few days, my friend told me with a joke that you saw my good. Pursue me again. I said helplessly with a smile, it's really late. Ha ha, it's really late. What if I'm with you? You are so unruly. Unrestrained. I can't tie you up beside you. What's more, we meet once a week. Actually, I know. With you. My last chance is to shed tears. But I still want to be with you. Because as long as I can see your face. When I hear your voice, my heart is broken. I am also willing to go with the wind.
You hold my hand. We walked on the shady path of the park. In the summer evening, the wind blew so cool, and the air smelled sweet. Sticky. Just like my heart. It is also sweet and sticky. Later, I learned that my heartache was unbearable to cut the blood flowing out of my arm for you, which was also sticky, sweet, but fishy sweet.
Later, we were in a long-distance relationship. On your QQ, the first woman appeared. We broke up for the first time. Recontinuation. The second woman appeared and we broke up again. Recond again. By the time I broke up for the third time, I had cut more than 20 bloody wounds on my wrist for you. At that time, you always asked me that you were such a smart and calculating woman. Why are you so stupid to hurt yourself so much? Let me tell you, it's just because of the unbearable heartache.
Finally, we completely broke up and went our separate ways. In the past six years, how can there be no second person around you...
The bell...
The ringtone of the mobile phone rang. Wake me up from the memories of the past. It's Jiaojiao's phone call
"Hey"
"At last, I miss you. Do you miss me?"
"Think"
"I still have some time left with Hu Han. I miss you so much. Are you lonely at home alone?"
"This empty room... It's so lonely." I followed her voice and said brainless words
"Uh-huh. The end... At the end, "
"Diaojiao, good boy, I have something else to do. I'll call you later, "
"Well, well, I'll wait for your call. Come on, kiss me"
"Hmm."
Put down the phone. I shook my messy brain. He raised his hand and slapped him in the face. Looking at the almost invisible traces on his hands. Tell yourself. My love. It's called Yan Jiao.