Chapter 9 I'm Not a Hero
The next morning, Lin Yu found him lying **.
"Where is this?"
"Have you finally woken up? This is the house we rented outside. In the future, this will be used as a place for our training. There happens to be an empty room.
Lin Yu subconsciously touched his clothes and said, "For good, everything is normal."
"I didn't say anything strange last night, did I?" Lin Yu asked carefully.
"No, I didn't say anything." Li Xiaolu said with a smile.
Lin Yu was relieved, and Li Xiaolu continued to say, "That is, I just said a person's name dozens of times. By the way, who is Xia Mengqi?"
Lin Yu's expression was distracted for a moment when he heard the name, "Xia Mengqi? I don't remember."
Xia Mengqi, an extremely familiar name, Lin Yu thought he had already forgotten it, but he didn't expect that the name had already been engraved in his heart.
4 years ago, Lin Yu just started playing war3, showing his extraordinary talent.
"Xiaoqi, I joined the WE team today. There are many powerful masters."
"Really, you are finally in the team."
"Haha, when I win the championship, I'll take you out to play."
"Well, I'll wait for you."
"Remember to come and watch my game."
Soon, Lin Yu joined the daily training as the youngest newcomer of WE.
Lin Yu is very serious and training very hard.
Gradually, Lin Yu's level is getting higher and higher, and most of the original masters have lost more and won less when they met Lin Yu.
"Lin Yu, will you accompany me to go shopping this afternoon?"
"No, I still have training. Let's do it tomorrow."
The next day, Lin Yu was nowhere to be seen.
"Lin Yu, shall we go to the cinema in the evening?"
"No, I still have training. Let's do it tomorrow."
The next day, there was still no one.
"Lin Yu, shall we have dinner together later?"
"No, I still have training. Let's do it tomorrow."
The next day, there was still no one.
......
Tomorrow...Tomorrow...
Only one day, Lin Yu participated in WCG, and the former WCG champion Duk was defeated by him. Lin Yu called Xia Mengqi to tell her the good news.
"Hey, Xiaoqi, I'm Lin Yu."
There was a man's voice on the phone, "Are you looking for Xiaoqi?"
"Are you?"
"I'm her father. Xiaoqi is in the hospital now. Xiaoqi..."
"What's wrong with Xiaoqi?!"
"Xiaoqi had a car accident when she went out last week. I heard that she was rushing to buy tickets for a game. Fortunately, the rescue was timely, and her life was no longer in danger..."
Lin Yu listened quietly and made no sound. The joy of winning the game is gone.
Lin Yu didn't remember how he hung up the phone, took a taxi, and rushed into the ward.
Xia Mengqi still has a familiar smile, faint, and she sits quietly **.
"The competition is all a competition! It's all because of me!" Lin Yu shouted, even some hysteria.
"I've been lying here these days and thinking a lot. Lin Yu, let's break up."
"Why?" Lin Yu was shocked.
"You really work hard for your game, and many people envy your talent. I know that the game is very important to you and your dream, but have you ever thought about me?
Lin Yu listened quietly and said nothing.
Xia Mengqi continued: "You are always very busy, and we meet less and less often. But I'm a woman. I can't be as romantic as other couples, but I need you. I need you to accompany me, but you can't do such a simple thing.
Lin Yu didn't say anything.
"I'm scared, because I gradually find that I'm used to the days without you, and my feelings for you seem to fade. Only one day, I realized that I don't love you anymore."
"Let's break up." Xia Mengqi looked out of the window and said faintly that Lin Yu could not see her expression.
Lin Yu left, and Xia Mengqi looked through the window and watched Lin Yu disappear in sight. She had already burst into tears.
"Thank you." I'm sorry. Lin Yu didn't remember what he said at that time. Only these two words seemed to have been said countless times.
The next day, Lin Yu did not continue to participate in the competition...
"Xia Mengqi, I don't remember."
Everyone will have their own story.
The door of the ward was gently pushed open.
"Is it really okay not to tell him the truth?" If Lin Yu had left later, he might have seen the speaker, which was exactly Wang Ying standing in front of Lin Yu now.
"Cry, he is already gone." Wang Ying walked to Xia Mengqi's hospital bed and gently hugged Xia Mengqi's head. Only she knew what had happened, and only she knew how contradictory Xia Mengqi's mood was just now.
"Xiaoying..." Xia Mengqi had already cried silently and kept shrugging her shoulders in Wang Ying's arms.
"He also said that he didn't like him and cried so sadly." Wang Ying said with a caring face, "Don't worry, the hospitals in Germany have been contacted, and you will get better."
"Do I really get better?" Xia Mengqi raised her head, and her face was already full of tears.
Leukemia, one of the five terminal diseases in the world, Xia Mengqi was actually not seriously injured, but during the examination, she found that she had suffered from leukemia. For a moment, she had a feeling that the sky had collapsed.
She thought of her parents and Lin Yu.
Since Lin Yu fought with others for the first time when she was a child, she knew that the boy had become an important part of her life.
Lin Yu is her hero.
But now that everything is over, she whispered to herself, "Lin Yu, I don't remember."
"She must want you to be a hero." Wang Ying smiled and said, "Let's go out to eat something and start dota quickly."
Wang Ying understood when she saw Lin Yu's lonely eyes. Xia Mengqi was still in Lin Yu's heart. Lin Yu did not forget, but chose to give up.
Sometimes giving up a relationship requires more difficult efforts than chasing a relationship.
"If you are well, it won't be sunny." Such a sentence suddenly appeared in Wang Ying's mind. Perhaps for Lin Yu now, Lin Yu is satisfied that Xia Mengqi can live a good and happy life.
But Wang Ying still understands that Lin Yu still has the shadow of Xia Mengqi in her heart.
Lin Yu was stunned how he was a hero. If the hero's price was to lose her, Lin Yu would rather not have anything to do with the word hero.
"It's a pity that I'm not a hero." Lin Yu looked out of the window and said lightly.