Chapter 50 Leave

"Woo-woo...wow~~~~" I covered my head with a thick quilt and cried as if the sky had collapsed and the earth had sunk.

Zhai Luo sat next to me and persuaded in an extremely helpless voice, "Moer, don't cry, okay? It's just your appearance. I don't dislike you. Anyway, isn't the poison solved now? Your medical skills are so good that your face can definitely be cured.

Zhai Luo has been sitting beside me for a long time to comfort me. He has repeated these words over and over again, and there is nothing new. His voice is dry, and my ears can hear the cocoon. It's not my fault that I reacted so much. My whole face is like dried old bark, and the dander rises layer by layer, which looks extremely disgusting.

I hid in the quilt and howled vigorously, covering Zhai Luo's sight with the quilt. Listening to these two words that he repeatedly persuaded me outside, I hid in the quilt and almost laughed, and then I pulled my throat hard and pretended to cry a few times...

When I was in the basement, I only cared about my body, and there was no mirror underneath, so I forgot that my face might also molt, and it scared a lot of people when it came out. Taking off the skin in front of them will undoubtedly make them look like monsters, so I simply pretend that I don't mean to be disfigured, and find another time to use this as an excuse to escape...

Anyway, I won't stay here for long. It's better to leave quietly than to be reluctant. Just think of meeting each other as a dream! Maybe I can help them a lot now, but I know that I am a disaster. The crazy uncle will definitely look for me everywhere. If he finds it here, maybe they will lose their lives for me. I don't think that crazy guy is a kind-hearted guy.

"You go, you go! They don't want to see you. Get out of here, no one should come in again! Get out!" I hid in the quilt and cried heartbreakingly, and I played my temper quite unreasonously, kicked the bed hard and smashed the bed.

"Okay, I'll go out. Take a good rest yourself." Zhai Luo couldn't resist me, so he had to leave first. Before leaving, he told me uneasyly, "Mo'er, we are all friends anyway!"

"Get out!" I shouted again, and Zhai Luo was so scared that he quickly fled.

I continued to cry for a while. I felt that there was really no one around, and my voice gradually decreased. I quietly lifted the quilt, exposed a small crack, observed around, and found that there was really no one left. Then I took a sigh of relief. I jumped down from **, ran to the front of the basin, applied a wet towel to my face, and slowly moistened the "old bark" on my face.

This old bark face is really frightening to me. Maybe the person who has been disfigured by sulfuric acid is not as ugly as mine, right? Fortunately, I know that this is just a superficial illusion, otherwise I really don't have the courage to live. Whoever has a beautiful face will be painful if he suddenly becomes so nauseous, right?

At this moment, I suddenly thought of Qinyin, the princess who was disfigured when I was furious. I don't know how she is now. Without me or the old man's medical skills, I'm afraid no one can save her, even my crazy uncle is terrible, because he is studying poison. For him, poison is everything.

I began to feel guilty, but when I think of those dead cats, my heart hurts so much... How can she do that? Alas! Forget it, if there is a chance, cure her. After being disfigured for so long, she will be punished.

My face was almost wet. I turned to the dressing table and wanted to tear off the skin in the mirror, but I found that the bronze mirror on the table was missing. Why is there no mirror? I wonder: Is it Zhai Luo who is afraid that I will be sad? Ha ha, I didn't expect this guy to be quite careful.

I shrugged my shoulders helplessly and walked back to the basin. Alas, let's make do with the reflection!

No wonder people say that "thick-skinned, two-skinned" are all swear words! I held my "face" and was shocked: "Such an ugly face, the scolding is really fierce enough. The history of China's five thousand years is really connotative. Any sentence has proof, rigorous!"

It has completely recovered. I can say that it is a blessing of misfortune. Now my whole skin has become tender and radiant, giving people the illusion that it can be broken with a finger, just like a shelled egg.

I touched this face that is more beautiful than before and couldn't help laughing: I don't know if he will be amazing if I see Shangguan Yiran again now? Thinking of Shangguan Yiran, my heart suddenly shrank, as if I had been cut by life, and it hurt so much! There was also a feeling of being crushed by a stone in his chest, and he was so depressed that he could hardly breathe. Little white face, why do I still miss you?

Unconsciously, I had covered my chest and squatted on the ground, and my face was already full of tears. Love, how sweet it is when it comes, how painful it is when you leave! I grabbed the clothes in the heart position with my hand fiercely, gritted my teeth and swore: In the future, I will never believe in love again! The little white face really made me understand what it means to hurt my heart.

"Dong Dong Dong..." The sound of knocking on the door pulled back my thoughts that I was immersed in pain and couldn't help myself. I wiped my tears and asked, "Who is it?"

"Miss Moer, the head of the family asked me to make some porridge for you. Do you want to drink some?"

I quickly hid the garbage (that is, what I tore off my face) under the pillow, and then I got into the quilt, covered my head with a quilt, and shouted outside the door, "Let it on my table. I will drink it if I want to drink it."

The door was opened with a squeak, and a man came in and said to me in an almost mocking tone, "Miss Mo'er, are you really in so pain?"

I felt uncomfortable for a while. Did I disfigure them so happy? I thought I had a good relationship with them... It turned out that I was just sentimental." Get out!" I said coldly to the person who came.

"It seems that you are really unhappy?" The man said arrogantly as if he didn't hear me, "You are ugly and have such a bad temper. If it goes on like this, you will become an old monster sooner or later. Do you have any strange diseases? I don't know if it will be contagious?"

There is a pain in my heart. Is that what they think of me in their hearts? My voice was even colder: "Get out of here!"

"What? Are you ashamed and angry? It's the truth that people don't say it. It's really like what our boss said. It's domineering and retarded. What kind of person do you really think you are? If you are a little self-aknowledge, you should quickly pack up and get out of here. We don't raise idle people here, let alone welcome stupid women like you. Bah!"

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, but I lay in the quilt and kept shivering, leaving only one thought in my heart: It turned out that I was really so unlikable...

"Ha ha, ha, ha ha ha..." I suddenly laughed crazily: Am I domineering? Am I naive? Do I hate it? Am I stupid?

Suddenly, the quilt was lifted, and regardless of the dark sky outside, I began to pack up. Since I'm not welcome here, I'll just leave. Why are you annoying here?

Zhai Luo and others saved my life, and I also used poison to control the officers and soldiers and saved their lives. During this period, I used their money to collect medicinal materials to detoxify, but I also treated many diseases for them. They and I don't owe each other! There will be nothing to do with it in the future.

I packed up my things with a cold face while thinking about where I was going next. But I found that I had no place to go. It's ridiculous that there is no place in the world to accommodate me? Forget it, in that case, I'll go through it myself! I don't believe it. My Xiaomo has been taught by the old man for 18 years, and I can't live with both medicine and poison?!

When I thought of this, I had packed my luggage. It was all Zhai Luo asked them to go to the foot of the mountain to buy for me. Although it was not as valuable as when he was around the little white face, it was very suitable and was already the best material in the town. I'm a little sad. Will Zhai Luo, who is so kind to me, really hate me so much? And when I healed their wounds, the sincere smiling face... All this made me feel that everything I just heard was an illusion.

No! I suddenly calmed down. If Zhai Luo really felt so bad about me, he wouldn't be so good to me. If he just wants to use my medical skills, he will continue to lie to me and will not send someone to slander me because I am disfigured. Has anyone been framed? I completely calmed down and was ashamed of my previous resentment. How dare you not believe in the partners you identify so much that I still have the face to say that they are friends? Xiaomo, Xiaomo, maybe it's you who are really insincere, right?

Looking at my packed luggage, I sighed. Now that I've packed it, let's go! Anyway, I was going to leave, wasn't I? However, I still have to tell Zhai Luo about the spy. I looked at the painted white wall and suddenly remembered Zhai Luo's personality, and a spoof idea emerged again...

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In the sky, I easily crossed the night checkpoint set up in the stockade and left this place that saved my life and brought me countless joys. It's just that I didn't find that at the place of the sentry card, a white figure was silently looking at my departing figure.

"Is it true that the head of the family won't stop her? Even if you send her..." A middle-aged man said reluctantly.

"No, it's too small here. It's not the place where she has stayed for a long time. She should go further." The white figure was Zhai Luo. He smiled and said, "This silly girl, do you think I can't see that she is fake crying? He is so stupid that he thinks he is smart. I hope she won't be sold for the number of people." I didn't hear what Zhai Luo said, otherwise I would have to kick his face full of peach blossoms, because soon after I was really sold...)

"Let's go and accompany me to see what the silly girl left us." As if he had decided that I would leave a souvenir, Zhai Luo took the lead in walking towards my yard. I believe that what I left behind will be unforgettable for the rest of his life...