Chapter 9: Pride and Worship
Ye Geyan gently stroked Ye Ning's left arm, with an arrogant smile on the corners of his mouth and said, "Brother, in fact, I admire you very much. If we change our lifestyles, I will never live now. Maybe even if we barely survive, we will become a madman and a pervert!"
There is no provocation, no contempt, but there is a look that will never fade away. This kind of pride goes deep into his bone marrow.
Ye stared at Ye Geyan's movements and said with a smile, "Am I not a madman?" Or in the night family, is my image not a pervert in the family of four generations? A damn pervert? But I'm still alive and don't want to die at all.
"Would you like to hear what you said about your brother as a younger brother?"
"Would you like to hear what you said about your brother as a brother?"
"Of course, do you say it first or do I say it first?"
"You say it first, because it is likely that you don't have the desire to continue after I finish speaking."
After Ye Ning finished speaking, Ye Geyan nodded and said, "Maybe! In fact, even if you didn't kill my uncle, I still want to fight with you and defeat you without a marriage contract with Qi Dongcao, all because we are brothers. I don't want the position of the head of the Ye family, but my mother's persistence makes me helpless. I believe you can understand this the most, brother?
Ye stared and said, "Yes, my mother's words can't be violated, especially for your own good decision. What you did is not wrong. It's normal for Sanniang to want me to die. After all, I killed her brother. Although you and your uncle have no feelings, San Niang is different from their brothers and sisters."
"But you still killed him, because he wanted to kill you, but he failed."
"So he is going to die because I don't want to die. In fact, it is not worth living when he comes to me and tells me that nonsense. He didn't think for a moment. If I was really so easy to kill, how could he live until that time and he had the intention to kill me?
"I remember that I met a blind bear when I was hunting at the foot of the mountain again. Isn't it strange that I never go deep in hunting at the edge of the woods, but there are blind bears on the edge? But the reality is that it appeared in front of me and attacked me. Even if I pretended to be dead, I still rushed to me. In that case, I still survived. It's a pity that Sanniang didn't tell her brother about this matter, otherwise there would have been a table scene.
After Ye Ning finished speaking, San Niang subconsciously clenched her hands. Of course, she knew why there was a blind bear in that place, and of course, she also knew why the blind bear appeared in that place, but she couldn't say that she couldn't let people know, including her brother.
Sanniang looked at the night staring eyes on the ring, and it appeared in her mind again. At noon that day, the child dragged the sack to the dining table, chose for a while and threw his brother's head directly in front of her, and then smiled and knocked the corpse cut into several pieces in front of him!
But she can still watch, because Ye Xin intervened. Even if Ye Xin has never cared about night staring at night in 16 years, there is no disgust, which has explained a lot of problems. No matter how much Ye Xin has ever asked, can't this express Ye Xin's position? At least it's enough for her!
"So my brother is my brother, and I will never be ashamed of my brother. In fact, I often fantasize that one day my brother can grow up, stronger than me or even stronger than my father. At that time, my brother took me to face him with pride in front of those more powerful families. They look contemptuously, use strength and wisdom to make them afraid and give in. Can my brother understand what I said?"
After Ye Geyan finished speaking, Ye stared and nodded gently and said, "Maybe it's okay, everyone will regard their father or brother as their favorite idol, because there is a sense of dependence in people's blood."
"In fact, when I was a child, I also had a fantasy that my father could stand up and relieve me when those children bullied me one day, but the reality forced me to face it by myself. Are you very disappointed in my brother?"
Ye Geyan looked at Ye Ning's arm and shook his head and smiled, "Disappointed? I'm not disappointed at all. Can't I be proud that an unawakened brother can live to this day and defeat O Leiyan and Liu Rufeng?
"I'm very proud to have a brother like you. In fact, my brother's status is higher than my father's in my heart, because my brother is a real man in my eyes, a man who can support a blue sky! A man who can make me proud!"
"This is my evaluation of my brother, and now it seems that my brother's performance is enough to bear these evaluations."
When Ye Geyan finished saying this, the whole audience was in an uproar again. Who would have thought that this proud bone marrow Ye Geyan would worship his completely unfavored brother? Ye Geyan's words have completely exceeded the acceptable scope of everyone. Even Ye Xin couldn't help but unconsciously hold his hands...
After his younger brother finished speaking, Ye Ning also stretched out his right hand and gently scratched his cheek and said with a smile, "Do you want to listen to my evaluation of my brother?"
"Of course, I don't expect to make my brother proud, but I have been working hard in this regard!"
"Unfortunately, you not only make me proud, but also give me a sense of shame. Now if you go out of the night house and tell people that you are my brother, I will even feel ashamed. Now you don't deserve to be my brother at all."
After Ye Ning finished speaking, his hand suddenly pinched Ye Geyan's cheek and smiled, "Don't you feel unconvinced?"
"Yes, I don't think I will be a disgrace to my brother, let alone make my brother feel ashamed!"
Ye Ning looked up at Sanniang on the stage and smiled and said, "I believe that under Sanniang's education, my younger brother has his own unique views on etiquette, military, politics, geography and customs, right? But these achievements are reasonable in my brother's eyes, because of his pride.
Isn't pride right? The jackal is proud of etiquette, power, the strong, and even his father. Phoenix is proud. His blood flows with pride at birth. This pride will even be brought to the coffin with his death. However, the elder brother is proud of everything, even life, death and the sky. The cold-eyed world! Why am I proud to make my brother feel ashamed? Is it because my strength is not as good as the jackal or because my face is worse than that of the phoenix?
At this moment, Ye Geyan's mood was even out of control. He allowed others to despise him and allow others to insult him, but he absolutely couldn't accept that Ye Ning's eyes were ashamed because of him, which not only directly hurt his pride, but also stabbed his self-esteem.
"My strength is not as good as the jackal, and my appearance is not as good as that of the sparrow, but you are proud of me, not that the sparrow is not a jackal, so my strength, appearance and even ability have nothing to do with a person's pride. How many years has the sparrow's family been passed down? After Ye Ning's question, Ye Geyan subconsciously replied, "Thousands = generational inheritance, never decayed."
"Yes, the pride flows in the blood of the sparrow family, but they still inherit it for thousands of years, so the sparrow is qualified to be proud, have the right to let pride flow in its blood, and even take this pride to the coffin and leave it to his son for his descendants."
"The jackal is proud. The wolf itself is a proud animal. The reason why they can achieve the status of a generation of hegemony on the grassland is not only because of their strong strength, but also because they can pick up their tails to be dogs when necessary?"
After Ye Ning's eyes finished speaking, Ye Geyan snorted and said, "I really can't. I can't crawl at people's feet like a dog. What about my brother? My brother will not live like a dog, and my brother is not supported by a thousand-year-old family, but my brother is still proud of everything. What does my brother rely on?
After Ye Ningyan finished speaking, he touched his trousers pocket and said, "What do I rely on? If I really say so, I'm afraid that 16 years of accumulation have made me crazy. For 16 years, I have lived a life worse than a dog, but I wandered among beasts like a wolf.
After saying that, Ye Ning suddenly smiled and said, "Ye Xin is not a good father. He didn't raise me or educate you. Sanniang is a good teacher but not a qualified mother, because although she wants to, she can't educate you, and the elders of the family do not have a qualified existence. They are all moths. They don't even cultivate the consciousness of their heirs, so they have been like you as long ago.
"My eyes are your brother at night. Although I can't watch you grow up, I can't accompany you, protect you, educate you, and there is no way to stop you from taking a deformed path, but as your brother, I have the responsibility and obligation to lead you to the right path."
Ye Ning looked back as he said, and finally stopped when he was only one step away from the edge of the ring. He looked at Ye Geyan standing in the middle of the ring and said, "At this moment, you have been waiting for a long time, right?"
"Ha, ha, ha, yeah, I've been waiting for a long time at this moment. I've been worried that there would be no chance, but today my brother can finally meet my wishes. In fact, I hope that my brother can beat me, because I still expect that one day my brother will take me to face their contempt with pride in front of those stronger families. The look makes them feel afraid and give in with strength and wisdom. I hope my brother won't let me down! Don't break my childhood ideals!"