Chapter 5

If the meaning of "true" is misunderstood and the weight is reversed, it becomes "unreal".

-Tagore's Bird Collection

Using white to describe my first love is not pure, but hazy and confused. If it is the pure concept of white giving me my first love, this is wrong. I ran on the empty streets from beginning to end, knowing what I was pursuing, but I didn't know that what I was pursuing was not on the same runway.

In my senior year of high school, I read desperately, just thinking about going to a university with my sister and the spiny bird. In fact, I don't just want my sister and the prickly bird to be so far away from me. During my adolescence, I like prickly birds, and I have always liked prickly birds.

In the last year of middle school, my sister and the prickly bird left. They were admitted to a university in the same city as they wished, which made me jealous and gratified.

The school of junior high school and senior high school is very close to home, so I didn't choose to live in school. The last summer of high school, in that period of youth, the period when first love often happens, if there is still my first love here. The restlessness of adolescence, which is also a normal man, will have a fantasy object.

In the depressing summer, I just finished lunch. As usual, I went back to the classroom to prepare for the math exam in the afternoon. A letter appeared in my math book. The envelope was pale pink, obviously a girl's.

Love letter? Is it wrong? However, the letter on the envelope said, 'Xia Shu, I like you.'

Boys are more or less happy to receive this kind of letter. I'm not an alien, and some vanity in my heart makes me secretly happy.

The handwriting is beautiful and square. She is a beautiful girl. I have a unique view of handwriting. This is my little quirk, and I have never found that I didn't know my quirk at all before I wrote these words.

I don't remember much about the content of the envelope, but the writing is ordinary, there are no very rhetorical sentences, and there is no unclear expression.

The important thing is who does this handwriting belong to? This is the most important thing. My eyes moved to the lower right corner of the letter.

Hu's swing.

Is it her? The girl sitting behind me is a very beautiful girl who likes to wear red clothes. In the class, there are many boys who love her secretly. Such a girl is so inconspicuous to me...

I didn't react at all. To be precise, I don't know what the reaction should be. On the way home that day, Hu Swing followed me all the time. Only then did I remember that Hu Qian's home and my home are in the same direction. Moreover, if you think about it carefully, she and I really want to be in a school from kindergarten to now.

I didn't know what to say, so I slowed down. Try to make her keep up with me.

I thought nothing would happen when I came home like this. Suddenly, a pair of cold hands grabbed my hand, and my fingers trembled slightly.

"Xia Shu." Hu Qiuqian called my name gently.

"Hmm." I didn't break her hand. Strangely, a wonderful feeling came from her hand to my heart.

Hu Qiuqian squeezed my hand slightly, and I could feel the cold sweat in her palm.

"Xia Shu." She looked at my eyes with her big eyes and said faintly, "I like you." After saying that, her beautiful face turned red, and then she was calm. It seems that there is no need to be afraid, and there is a feeling of release in my heart, which is much more relaxed.

"That's good."

I don't know why I said that. I really don't know. If you ask me for my answer again today, I guess it's still the "good" answer to her.

Looking at the thick trees on the roadside, I couldn't help but meditate. Gradually, I feel that my pace is very light.

Always swear "no regrets, no regrets this summer." Is it okay? Don't forget. In the long river of years, we meet specific people and do specific things.

It seems that some elder has said "what age do you do", which has always been very suitable for the boys and girls of our era.

Hu Qiuqian took my hand like this, and I took her hand like this.

Love happens by chance and ends suddenly. Love happens inadvertently and is lost inadvertently. However, we didn't think so much at that time. At that time, I didn't think it was a mistake to respond to Hu Qiuqian's efforts.

On the way home from school, Hu Qiuqian held my hand like this, with ten fingers clasped together. I inexplicably reminded me of my sister holding my hand and saying, Xia Shu, if my sister is not here, the prickly bird will always hold you. Then turn your head and ask the spiny bird, right? You will treat Xia Shu like a younger brother, right?

Every time I say this, I feel that my sister is telling me what happened. I would grasp my sister's hand tightly. It was not until my sister cried in pain that I loosened it slightly.

The prickly bird took my hand and said to me, Xia Shu, I will protect you like my sister.

Hu Qiuqian and my behavior attracted the attention of the school. In the afternoon, we walked together, read the raw English words together, and thought about the tedious and boring function formulas in our heads.

For good, my academic performance is rising rapidly under the careful care of Hu Qianqian, and the school did not trouble me with Hu Qianqian at that time.

On the one hand, my efforts are that in the atmosphere of everyone around me burying their heads and nibbling thick books, it gives me the thrust that must assimilates the people around me. On the other hand, I miss my sister and the prickly bird more and more.

In the year since they left, I wrote a lot of letters to say hello. From the reply, I can feel how beautiful the college life of my sister and the prickly bird is so beautiful that I am so scared that I think that they will forget me.

Many years later, I recalled my first love, and all the traces were buried in the ground by the yellow sand swept in.

Probably I haven't really loved it. This kind of bastard's behavior is associated with the obscene man who cheated the girl's heart in the movie, and I unintentionally played this kind of bastard.

Wrong choice, there is no hesitation in the world of love. My hesitation and inaction led to various mistakes later.

Hu Qiuqian asked me about this kind of inaction and asked me to give a clear response. The bastard's answer, I don't know.

"Your current efforts are not for my college..."

I have never thought of such a problem, and the purpose of my efforts is still clear.

"I really don't know."

Hu Qianqian always thought that my unremitting efforts were to go to college together after graduation. It's just wrong. I didn't think about it, not at all.

Hu Zan is the top student in the class, surrounded by many auras throughout the year. I'm an ordinary person who can't be ordinary anymore. From time to time, my rebellious behavior will also cause a headache for the school.

"Haven't you thought about it?"

"No." To be honest, I must be honest with it.

Hu Qiusen slowly smiled and said with a wry smile, "You are a ruthless animal."

"I don't know." He licked his cracked lips and turned away from the topic and said, "Go and drink coke. I'm so thirsty."

Let's stop the topic.

I realized that I couldn't get rid of it and took her into the farce.

At that time, I thought the final ending would come.