Chapter 167 Unprepared Heartbreak

Many years ago, in this small playground that felt a big panic but now seems to be able to walk in a few steps, in those lonely and helpless years, so many curious about why other children have mothers but don't have themselves, in those days when they are young but always lonely, they can't see In the coming time, the appearance of Zuo Tianyi is tantamount to shining a ray of sunshine on her dark vitality, so she is not so much his angel as his savior. Otherwise, her childhood may be really glorious, not even a friend, not even a memorable past.

So many times, they leaned their shoulders, looked at the same sunset, and said all kinds of heroic words after growing up. At that time, he was a good friend he identified and never gave up for the rest of his life.

At that time, he smiled and made himself feel at ease. More than ten years later, it was still this playground, this round of sunset, or this person, but not that face. At this moment, she looked at the handsome man who seemed to have ripples in her clear eyes. Suddenly, there was a moment of throbbing and Panic.

It was only for a short moment. Dai Zhi came to his senses, smiled carelessly, and then gently pounded him and muttered,

"Why do you say so touching and annoying? I know you are good to me. Don't worry, even if you can't find me, I will pester you."

Zuo Tianyi was a little helpless about Dai Zhi's dullness. He pulled back the girl who was about to escape from him and clamped her shoulders with both hands, forcing her to look into her eyes.

"Xiaozhi, you fool, how can you understand? Fifteen years ago, since you first broke into my life, you have never left your heart. At that time, when you were young, I knew that I was not qualified to give you any promises, but I swore in my heart that I would protect you all my life and let you open it. Happy heart. For more than ten years, this belief has never changed. You know, in these 5,000 days and nights, I didn't miss you on the first day. That time I saw you again in the antique market, I still recognized you at a glance. I have always been by your side, just hope that one day you will see it.

Zuo Tianyi's dark eyebrows frowned slightly, and his charming eyes reflected a little glaze-like brilliance, full of Chu Chu's deep affection. He looked at Dai Zhi's bright eyes and said gently but affirmatively,

"Xiaozhi, I like you."

At that moment, the children's laughter seemed to stop, the sunset seemed to stop in an instant, and the breeze suddenly disappeared. Dai Zhi only felt that the whole world was silent.

There is no sound in silence, as if the whole world has paused at this moment, but why can you still hear your obviously disordered heartbeat?

Until this moment, Dai Zhi didn't believe her ears. She fixedly looked at the man with a clean and bright smile and beautiful face in front of her. His face was serious and so thick that she could hardly breathe. She couldn't lie to herself anymore. I'm joking with myself.

He likes her...

But all this is still difficult for her to accept. She has always regarded him as her eldest brother. In fact, whether he was a child or now, he has always been by her side like a big brother, accompanying her when she is sad, and with her when she is happy. Sharing together, secretly helping her, and doing everything for her good, she has always thought that it is the friendship of childhood sweethearts, the true feelings of sharing difficulties, and the love of brothers and sisters without blood.

But today, he told her that he had fallen in love with her since 15 years ago?

All this came so suddenly that she didn't have time to accept it and didn't know how to accept it.

What's more, she is now different from before. In her life, there has been another man. That man is completely different from him. He is domineering and cold. Sometimes he makes her hate her teeth, but at her most difficult time, she saved her like Prince Charming. She doesn't know if it's because For gratitude, she only knew that since his appearance, she had the courage to live until now. Since his appearance, no matter how many times she told herself that she couldn't think nonsense, he relied on her mind and lingering. His indifferent look, rare smile, and occasional childishness, she remembered that he appeared. Suddenly, disappeared suddenly, and confessed suddenly, but it was in this surprise that he penetrated into his life little by little. Isn't love so unexplained...

And before she had time to tell Zuo Tianyi, which was of special significance to her, to share the good news with him, he told herself such a fact that made her overwhelmed.

These days, she has been busy preparing for the birthday ceremony and has never had the opportunity to tell him alone. Originally, she came out of Grandpa Shu, and she was ready to take this opportunity to tell him about her and Heliandong, but now...

Zuo Tianyi waited for this moment for 15 years. He wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, never let her go, and prevent her from being hurt again. He knew that she had suffered a lot, and he also hated why he was not with her. No matter how difficult it was, he could accompany him.

But it doesn't matter. His life is so long. He spent 15 years waiting for her to grow up. For the next 50 years, he can stay by her side and be inseparable.

He smiled slightly stunnedly, looked at the silly belt that seemed to be stunned, scratched the tip of her delicate nose with his hand, and muttered gently,

"Fool, you're not stunned. It doesn't matter. I know it's hard to accept it all of a sudden. I'll wait for you. The day you accept me, I've been waiting for 15 years. Are you still worried about these days?"

With that, he pretended to smile relaxedly, as if to make the atmosphere a little easier.

In fact, he can't deceive the little sense of loss spreading in his heart.

Yes, a sense of loss.

Although he would also worry that she would not accept it after he confessed his feelings to her, he was still a little uncomfortable at this moment. What's more, she did not refuse herself, and he was already a little lost.

He thought that even after so many years, even if the former self did not leave much trace in her heart, he could understand and accept it, but now, when he comes back and puts aside his transformed appearance and identity, she should be more or less moved by the care and attention he has been around her.

But now it seems that he overestimates himself.

Although she is a little frustrated and heartbroken, at least there is still hope, isn't it? They still have a lot of time to get along with each other. He believes that one day, she will fall in love with herself, and there will be such a day.

Dai Zhi noticed the forced smile on Zuo Tianyi's face, and there was a moment of heartache in his heart, but no matter how cruel it was, the truth was. After all, she wanted to tell him, and he would eventually know that at that time, it might hurt him more.

"Brother Zuo," Dai Zhi moaned and didn't know how to tell him.

"Actually..."

She lowered her head in silence and suddenly felt that this sentence was so difficult to say.

Her big bear, her most trusted left brother, the most brilliant star-like figure, she really can't bear to hurt him...

Zuo Tianyi couldn't help sinking when he saw Dai Zhi's embarrassed expression.

Does she want to say that she has always regarded herself as a big brother, or does she want to say that without him in her heart, there will be no him?

Thinking of this possibility, Zuo Tianyi couldn't help but feel heartache. He was so confident and proud that he was an unattainable person in front of everyone, but in front of her, he always seemed to be inexplicably unconfident.

The more you care, the more afraid you are of losing.

He shrugged his shoulders relaxedly. "If you want to say something, just say it. It doesn't matter."

Dai Zhi took a deep breath, raised his head, and looked at the afterglow of the sunset. He washed his beautiful face like spring moon and summer willows, and finally summoned up his courage, word by word,

"Actually, I... am... with He Liandong..."