Chapter 0252 Xu Qian's Attachment
"Mom, are you all right? Why did you turn off the light? Let me show you. Xu Xueer walked into the room and came to the bedside table to turn on the light. Xu Qian was stunned. After the light was on, Xueer would definitely see Lin Feng here, and she was still lying in **. At that time, there was no way to explain, so she must not let Xueer turn on the light.
"I really have nothing to do. Go back to my room and go to bed quickly." Xu Qian quickly got up and stopped Xu Xueer's movements. She took her hand and walked out and said, "You still have class tomorrow, and you are about to take the high school exam. If you don't have the energy to go to class tomorrow and delay the exam, let's see how I deal with you."
"I know." Xu Xueer suddenly nodded aggrievedly, and then said in a pitiful voice, "Mom, I'm afraid, can I sleep with you?"
"It's not good." Xu Qian blurted out, and then felt that she was a little too serious and said softly, "Xueer, you are an adult. Do you have to learn to be independent? You won't follow me for the rest of your life, will you?"
"I just want to be with my mother for the rest of my life." Xu Xueer felt a little wronged in her heart, but listening to Xu Qian's intention, it seemed that she wanted to send her out. She didn't want to grow up. When she grew up, she felt more or less separated from Xu Qian, no longer hugged like before.
"Silly girl, you always want to get married in the future, right? How can I be with my mother all my life? Xu Qian said with a sneer, stroking Xue'er's hair and sending her to the room.
"I'm not getting married. I want to take care of my mother." Xu Xueer suddenly looked back at Xu Qian and said seriously, as if she had made another promise to Xu Qian.
"All right, go to bed quickly." Xu Qian didn't care much. She didn't want to be separated from Xue'er, but her daughter will get married when she grows up. No one can stop this. Even if she can stop it, Xu Qian will not do this. Sooner or later, her daughter will have her own destination.
What about yourself? Is Lin Feng his own destination? No, I don't know if I have a relationship with Lin Feng. She is an adult, and her mind and body are mature, but she is blank in love. When she is old, it doesn't necessarily mean that she is emotional. If you tell someone that she has never been in love, most people will definitely not believe it.
"Mom, what I said is true." Seeing that Xu Qian was not together at all, Xu Xueer said what she said stubbornly again. Although she was usually a little nonsense and even a little rebellious, her feelings for Xu Qian in her heart could not be replaced at all. She knew that it was not easy for Xu Qian to raise her.
At this moment, she remembered what Lin Feng said to her in the cinema. She really went a little too much. She shouldn't talk back to her mother. She shouldn't listen to her mother. Lin Feng was right. It's not easy for her mother to pull herself up alone. There is no man in the family, and it's really not like a family. .
"I know." Xu Qian squeezed her lips and smiled and said, "At that time, our mother and daughter will be protected for life."
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'll be obedient in the future." Xu Xueer suddenly lowered her head and whispered. She knew that Xu Qian loved to know that it could be seen from the monitors and alarms installed in the house. She was afraid that something would happen to her. After all, there was no man in the family, and she did not have a father.
She hates the father she has never met. Why did she abandon herself and her mother? Is her mother not beautiful? This has always been Xu Xueer's doubts, but she can't investigate at all now, because she has no clue at all.
"I know Cher is the most obedient, Ann." Xu Qian looked at Xu Xueer and closed the door of the room with great relief. The smile on her face also froze at the moment when the door of the room was closed. Tears rolled down at this moment, covering her mouth with her hand and leaning against the wall. She couldn't cry.
Is it hard to raise Xueer alone for so many years? This is an undeniable fact. She also has half a hundred grievances in her heart. Don't she want to have a warm home and a man who can take care of herself? However, she was worried about Xue'er's suffering and had been suppressing the idea of finding a boyfriend. Until now, she met Lin Feng that day.
But did she have any feelings for Lin Feng before? Even if she gives her feelings, she can't get any reward. There is only physical needs, and no sincere feelings. This is not what she needs. Lin Feng has a girlfriend, and the two can only be regarded as a deal.
What she can do now is to vent. Crying is a kind of venting, but she can't cry out yet. Who can feel that uncomfortable feeling? Maybe she was wrong at the beginning. Xue'er, who didn't have a father, was obviously a little rebellious, and sometimes she even did it strangely, just like checking whether she was a virgin.
If it hadn't been for Xu Xueer's original idea, she wouldn't have had sex with Lin Feng at all, so that the current situation can't be changed at all. She has jumped into a dead end. Although Lin Feng is very kind to her, she finds that this is not what she needs at all. What she wants is the nourishment of love and a man. Can Lin Feng do the care of people? He is a person with a girlfriend.
She is very aggrieved in her heart. She never thought that she would be a lover for others one day. The word lover was despised by her in the past, but she was so ironic? I have all kinds of hardships in my heart, but I can't tell Xue'er. After all, Xue'er is still young now, and she can't talk about this kind of thing. After all, it's not a light thing.
Relying on the helpless crying on the wall, she originally accepted her fate, but Xueer's words of apology made her feel a lot. The grievance in her heart was vented at this moment. Tears flowed along her cheeks on the hands covering her little mouth, and her body kept twitching.
Now she has another question. If Lin Feng said at this time that she would leave herself and never look for herself again, how would she react? Happy to celebrate? Xu Qian would never do it. She found that she didn't want Lin Feng to leave. What a horrible idea it was.
Maybe she has never been loved by a man. Although she is cared for by Lin Feng, although she is not the care of love, she can still feel the warmth. She enjoys this feeling very much. Xu Qian keeps scolding herself in her heart. She is really too cheap, and she will be reluctant to give up Lin Feng. What is this?
At this moment, an arm stretched out and hugged her tightly. The owner of the arm did not say anything, so he held her tightly in his arms. Xu Qian knew who the owner of the arm was. She clung to his arms tightly and sobbed in a low voice.