83 The unrepentant sacrifice of true love, the persistence of life and death

The yellow leaves fell to the ground, and the autumn colors were everywhere. The remnants of the sunset were still reluctant but could not stop the progress of time. They burned the last trace of warmth with endless attachment and left the earth. The whole sky became a light gray gloomy tone, making the frustrated people even more depressed.

"Floating life?" Xiaowei stopped him who had lost his soul.

"It's okay." He only said a heartless word in plain. How could such a gloomy expression appease the person who loved him with nothing? Xiao Wei looked at him heartbrokenly, and now everything he said was pale and powerless. She didn't persuade him any more, but silently sad together. For a moment, it seemed that there were a lot of heartbreaking things in the hearts of the two people, and even it was a little difficult for them to breathe.

This kind of experience is the most tormenting. It gave hope in the first second, and took it back fiercely in the second, which made people at a loss. What Fusheng is most worried about is that a hundred years later, his big limit will arrive. At that time, Xiaowei is still a remnant soul. Where should she go? Who can protect her for themselves? He couldn't help reminding him of Yan Junlai. In this world, only Yan Jun is the one who loves Xiaowei and him. If only he were still there. Don't worry until you give Xiaowei to him, but...

The evening wind blew and lifted his clothes, and bursts of coolness penetrated into his clothes from the collar and cuffs, making his body cold. What is colder than this body is this heart. When will it warm up?

"Fu Sheng, you once promised me something, do you remember?" Xiaowei changed the topic and wanted him to get rid of the current troubles. They didn't have much time to get entangled in this tasteless trouble. They could hear that Xiaowei was not only as simple as changing the topic, but also asked and inexplicably uneasiness in her tone. She always had this kind of uncontrollable frustration. She was afraid that Fusheng would forget his promise. She was afraid that Fusheng would remember but didn't agree to take her there. He was afraid that Fusheng could not stand loneliness... Without the body, she thought more than before, and it was a little extreme. She feels that everyone in the world hates her and regards her as a burden.

"Hmm. You mean to go to the world of Pangu's founding god. Fusheng said with certainty.

"Yes, let's leave here and go to the place where there are only the two of us, okay?" Xiaowei stared at him with big eyes, waiting for him to nod with a smile in her eyes. She was confident that she would agree. After so many things, they are very tired. If there is a quiet place where there are only two of them, no one else can find them. They can live freely there. What a wonderful life. Fusheng will definitely not refuse. However, when she heard Fu Sheng's words, she was not so confident.

"I'm sorry, Xiaowei, I have to go up. I can't accompany you there." If Fusheng doesn't look at her, is he afraid or something? Anyway, he sat on a stone and looked into the distance, as if not, with empty eyes.

"Why? You promised me." Xiaowei put down his hand and stood up. There is an unconcealed pain in my eyes. I thought you wouldn't dislike me? Am I wrong? Her heart hurts like a knife.

Fu Sheng was silent in her questioning and buried his head deeply between his arms. He has never done this kind of action. In the past, he was an upright god and omnipotent. However, at present, he is really worried. His limited life can't accompany Xiaowei forever. If they enter that world, they can't get out. What should he do if he is not there after that? Let her be lonely forever? It feels terrible to think about it.

Death is not terrible. What I'm afraid of is that the people who stay can only fill the rest of the days with memories. Only now does he really understand why Xiaowei would desperately sacrifice his life to save him. It turned out that the person who survived was the bravest, because he needed more courage to support a person's loneliness.

"Why? Fusheng, do you regret it? Do you dislike me?" Xiao Wei said the fear in her heart. She couldn't touch his body, as if she couldn't even catch his heart. Her heart was about to break. She was ready. As long as he said something regretted, she would leave him. Ren Qiyang burned her, let the devil bully her, and Ren Tianlei tore her.

"What else are you talking about?" Xiaowei became more and more incomprehensible to him. Some of the angry tone is also aggravated. But in this way, Xiaowei felt even more uncomfortable. Just as he was about to speak again, he was interrupted by a female voice.

"Floating life?" There was a pleasant, gentle and sweet voice behind Fusheng, mixed with worry, joy and a strong lovesickness.

Fu Sheng turned around and saw a beautiful woman in yellow, who was Jinxi.

She was originally a beautiful appearance, but she was covered with a layer of haggardness and faint sadness. Her eyes crushed the affection and looked straight at the floating life. Before Fusheng could react, Jinxi fell into Fusheng's arms the next second.

When Xiaowei saw this scene, he secretly hid in the jade flute and cried secretly. She used to be comparable to Jinxi, but she will never give up with her proud bones. However, now she doesn't even have a body. What else can she argue with others?

Fusheng did not pity for her sister because of her sister's journey, and there was a pitiful haggardness on her face. No one could impress him except Xiaowei. He was a cold stone god. Fusheng pushed Jinxi away. On the one hand, he was not afraid of Xiaowei's misunderstanding, and on the other hand, he was really not used to contacting other women other than Xiaowei. Jinxi, who was pushed away, looked at him in a daze, as if there was pain in his eyes.

"Lord God! You can't treat my mother like this. My mother has really paid a lot for you. A maid next to Jinxi called injustice for her master. Fu Sheng looked at the maid faintly without any expression in his eyes. In the matter of Jinxi, he could only say that he was sorry for this woman. He admitted that his marriage with her was just to escape from Xiaowei, but he used her as a shield. She is the most innocent here. But who can really control the relationship? He is the same, and so is Jinxi.

"Hit up! How dare you be presumptuous in front of God!" Jinxi stared at her fiercely, even if the little girl was helping her speak, no one in her mind could be blasphemous or disrespectful. The little girl quickly closed her mouth and lowered her head and dared not do it again.

"Fu Sheng, I know you don't want to see me. I also know that you don't have me in your heart at all. In this case, in this case, you can give me a book of rest. From now on, I have nothing to do with you. Jinxi said tremblingly, and his voice was a little choked as if he were crying again.

Fu Sheng was a little shocked. When she heard her say this, even Xiaowei in the jade flute stopped crying. Look at Jinxi silently. Jinxi Zhanyan smiled and said, "Don't look at me like this. I also have my own pride, but I don't want to be entangled in such mistakes anymore."

"Thank you!" The corners of Fusheng's mouth rose slightly, and his eyes were full of gratifying joy.

Floating life, is it only then that you will look at me? Jinxi thought sadly in his heart.

"You don't have to thank me. I have another condition." When Jinxi said this, the tenderness in his eyes did not diminish, but there was a kind of firmness in his eyes, as if he had made up his mind.

"What are the conditions?" Fu Sheng raised his eyebrows to look at her, and the emotion that had just risen faded away.

Jinxi saw his mood. I couldn't help shaking my head and sighing, "Are I really that stingy in your heart? Forget it! My condition is very simple for me to save you.

When Fusheng heard her words, he was stunned at first, and then seemed to be more relaxed. He felt a little sorry for misunderstanding her just now. I don't need anyone to save me." Fusheng refused her without any hope. How could he not know that if he wanted to help him continue his life, he would disperse all the cultivation and soul. At that time, the dance was to save Yan Jun, so there was only a trace of wandering soul left. What doesn't Fusheng want to owe her? Even if he really wants to survive and stay with Xiaowei forever, it is not based on debt to another person, otherwise he will not be happy.

Jinxi looked away, and a touch of sadness flowed out. He sighed and said, "Just think of it as atonement for me."

"Atonement?"

"Uh-huh!" After a long silence, she gritted her teeth and a sweet smell spread to her throat. She said again, and her tone was heavier:

"Actually, in fact, I have already put some people around you."

"Oh? Did you arrange Yan Jun? Fusheng had already expected to blurt out. At the beginning, he doubted Yan Jun's identity, but he never found who was behind the scenes. This time it was really as he expected.

"Yes, I know you will see through it with your cleverness." Jinxi still looked at him with admiration, with a strong affection in his eyes.

"Who else?" Fusheng still looked at her quietly and couldn't see the joy and anger in his eyes. He knew that it was impossible to leave Yan Jun alone, because in the end, Yan Jun had completed them and had defected to them.

Xiao Wei also heard their conversation, and his eyes were incredibly wide open. She never thought that Yan Jun was the one who planted around them to destroy her and her floating relationship at the beginning. However, he didn't do that, so is the injury on his body a punishment? She couldn't help recalling that she saw the deep gully wound on Yan Jun's body for the first time in the mythical beast world, and now she still feels very painful. I can't help but shed tears of gratitude in my eyes.

"Qin Feng." Jin Xi said again, interrupting Xiao Wei's thoughts. Turned her attention back.

"Yes, I underestimated you. What a scheming woman." Fu Sheng said indifferently.

"Floating life? I like you in this way. I love you so much. Jinxi completely put down his self-esteem with endless sadness and heartache, and cried and begged him to forgive himself.

"What else is there that I don't know?" Fusheng didn't give her more opportunities to confess, and decisively interrupted her.

Some things are buried in the heart for a long time, which will spoil the heart. Jinxi was originally an arrogant and pure god. She is the proud daughter of heaven, but she can't help it for the sake of love. After saying everything about her and finishing her wishes, at least she can go clean.

"I, I was injured that time, but I actually hurt myself. After you left Xiaowei that day, I went to her and made a bet with her, saying that you would not come back to her again. The gambling period was one month. If she loses, she will never see you.

After

, I hurt myself in order to hold you back. It's a stupid way, right? But it really works. You took good care of me for a month. I was really happy during that time. I even hope that I will never get better, so that you can stay with me forever. Speaking of this, her eyes were full of tears, but she gritted her teeth and didn't come out.

She originally thought that Fu Sheng would hate her after hearing this, but he was very calm as if they were talking about others. If Fusheng had heard this before, he would have hated her very much, but now he has seen everything. But with only a hundred years of life, why should she be entangled in these boring right and wrongs?

"It's all over." Fusheng didn't want to pursue it, and he didn't want to pester her too much.

"I don't even have the right to make you hate." Jin Xi said sadly, the old look in his eyes disappeared, and his eyelashes drooped down, which could not cover the loss of his eyes.

They were silent for a while, and the wind could hear the sound of airflow from their side. Everyone's bodies couldn't help trembling because of the excitement in their hearts or because the cool wind cooled their bodies.

After a while, she said quietly, breaking the calm between them. Fusheng, you still have too many worries. You still have to stay with Xiaowei forever. Let me help you." Jinxi said without regret.

When Fu Sheng heard that they stayed together forever, he held the jade flute tightly and didn't give her an answer quickly. Xiaowei in Yuxiao was anxious to hear their conversation. She had a selfish heart that she wanted to get eternal life, but she didn't want to owe emotional debts. If Fusheng accepts the help of Jinxi, will Jinxi always live in Fusheng's heart?

"Floating life? Floating life? What do you want to think? Are you going to promise her?" Xiaowei was also entangled by his silence and hesitation.

In fact, at this time, Fusheng was not entangled with her help at all, no matter who it was? He doesn't need others to sacrifice his life to save himself. He wants eternal life, but not in this way. He has been hesitating to answer, but to consider how to refuse her, so that she will give up. He knows his sister very well. He is stubborn and believes that he will do something desperately to complete it. Some people don't give up without hitting the south wall. Even if she hits it, she will stick to her point of view and keep running.

"Since you are like this, it's not easy for me to refuse." Fu Sheng's eyes stared at her. When Jinxi heard that he promised, a gratified look appeared on his face, and a sweet smile jumped to the corners of his mouth, and his eyes were full of smiles.

"Floating life? No, what are you going to do? Xiaowei in the jade flute almost jumped out. She never thought that Fusheng would agree to her request.

"However, I heard that if I spread spiritual power, I will not be 100% successful. Jinxi, if I guess correctly, is it that your internal strength has not fully recovered due to the last serious injury? In this way, if you do it, you will lose both sides, and even your life may die at the same time. Fu Sheng said that he looked at Jinxi in front of him and saw that her surprised expression wavered again. He was half successful. In fact, what he said makes sense. The last time he danced to send spiritual power to Yan Jun, nothing dangerous happened with the help of the old Pluto, but their master Nuwa was no longer there. They really don't have any divine power to help them now.

"What can I do to succeed?" Jinxi asked Fusheng suspiciously, and his happy face just now is a little gloomy.

"If you can take the essence of ten thousand years of ginseng, it should be able to resolve it, and you will get twice the result with half the effort. The possibility of success has also greatly increased. Fusheng's eyes have been shining. He knew that as long as he said that, Jinxi would help him find him, but at that time, Jinxi would never see him again.

"Tseng immortals for ten thousand years? Where can I find it? Jin Xi asked and looked at him doubtfully. Fu Sheng looked at her expression with satisfaction. Yes, she jumped into the trap he set.

"I have been immortal for ten thousand years. I also went to see it in those years, and even passed by it. However, it was delayed by other things, so it was not caught. This spiritual thing, cunning, is not so easy to catch. If it was easy to catch, it would not have existed in the world for so long.

"Well, I still don't know where to find it?" Jinxi has heard so much, but there is still no news that is really useful to her.

"For ten thousand years of immortality, it is capricious and can transform the appearance of all living things in the world. It can be said that it is everywhere. As long as you persevere, you will definitely find it with your strength." The floating life came slowly, and his tone also became easier.

"This, it's not easy to hear you." Jinxi is a little embarrassed. She was afraid that she would not find it in such a short time, and Fusheng could not wait for that day.

"Real? Since my sister thinks it's very complicated, she doesn't have to run for me. Fusheng's tone was slightly unhappy, which was also deliberately cold. Jinxi would not hesitate to agree.

"No, okay, I'll look for it now. You must wait for me. Where can I find you when I find you? Jinxi hurriedly agreed and raised her questions again.

"At that time, I will naturally get the news, and I will come to you."

"It's a deal!" Jinxi didn't have the confidence to confirm it again.

"It's a deal!"

"Okay, cherish it!" She said nothing more and disappeared in front of him with a stream of light.

At this time, Xiaowei came out of the jade flute and kept watching the streamer of Jinxi disappear in the direction of the sky. They were silent for a long time, as if they didn't exist here.

"Do you know all about it?" The floating and empty voice jumped in the air, and they were tacit in each other's hearts. Which one hundred years of life pain made it difficult for them to say. It's just that no one wants to break this layer of paper, but now you can no longer hide it or pretend not to know.

"Well, I've known it for a long time." Xiao Wei said this sentence with heartache. She really wanted to never know that this was exposing her old wound in her heart, and a layer of bloody pain was covered with the old scar. When will her heart no longer be scarred?

"Ha, I still can't hide anything from you." Fusheng pretended to be relaxed and said, deeply enduring the heartache and helplessness. He couldn't leave anything for her. He could only find a support for Xiaowei, at least he didn't care after he left in the end.

"Floating life? Are you euphemistically rejecting her? Ten thousand years of immortals no longer exist. Xiaowei looked at him and said again. Long before they went to Xianling Mountain, they were swallowed by the tiger demon, and there was only one in the world.

"Yes." Fusheng didn't look at Xiaowei and muttered.

"You, don't you regret it?" Xiao Wei said quietly.

"I'm sorry, Xiaowei. I can't sacrifice the lives of others because of myself. I can't stay with you forever." When saying these words, Fusheng's voice was obviously hoarse. What made him so sad?

A breeze blew, and the frost hair on his temples floated up. There was a stinging pain in Xiaowei's eyes. Nothing can be changed? It is true that he will soon leave him forever.

"It doesn't matter. This is my favorite floating life. Thousands of years ago, Xiaowei said that if you turn into nothingness, Xiaowei will be together. Xiaowei held his hands, with a smile on his face, with a sweet destination in his smile.