Chapter 91 Hate has become a sorrow

"Do you hate Ruan Lingqiu so much?"

In the past 20 years, although Bai Shu'an's life was not rich, her heart was always full of all kinds of warm beauty and expectations, until she learned that her mother died inexplicably...

In the face of Luo Tianqi, who is most likely to be her mother's enemy, every time he feels his love and care for him, his tough and hard heart will be uncontrollably shaken, and even inexplicably become soft...

Why is the seed of hatred buried so deeply in Luo Hanfeng's heart that he has to pay all the price and time to plan all this?

The upright figure facing the darkness suddenly raised his head, as if to see the mystery in the distant night sky. Unfortunately, the dark curtain outside was gloomy, and there were few stars in the air, leaving only a cold moon hanging in the air.

He took a deep breath of cold air, turned around, sat down in the sofa chair opposite her, with a wry smile on the corners of his lips, and asked self-deprecatingly, "You only see her loss now, but do you really understand the pain I have suffered in the past? Hate, in the past few years, it is because of the hatred for her that has supported me to the present. I don't know what else is worth living.

She obviously refers to Ruan Lingqiu. In the past, she knew Ruan Lingqiu's attitude towards him. She also knew that in the eight years when she lived with Ruan Lingqiu in the United States, he must be very lonely, but that lonely years were said by Luo Hanfeng himself. She never knew that it would be so dark and terrible.

At this time, Luo Hanfeng lowered his head, like a helpless child, and his eyes were full of confusion and helplessness. For the first time, she found that he was so vulnerable.

"Once, I regarded her as my own mother and tried to do my best in everything, thinking that it was the way to please my mother.

Whenever she sneered at me, I think in my heart that I must not have done well enough this time that my mother doesn't like me, so I must work harder next time.

But she seems to have the natural potential to exploit my weaknesses.

When I was 8 years old, I didn't speak English well. She actually went to school and told the teacher that my intelligence was underdeveloped, which caused the teacher and classmates to look at me with colored glasses, thinking that I was inferior and no one wanted to be friends with me.

In those two years, it was the piano and music that accompanied me through the most difficult moments. Because I played the piano well, I gradually changed the teacher's view of me and gradually established confidence.

In order to prove my ability, I studied hard. Finally, when I was in middle school, I became the best student in all subjects in my class. Even the teacher had to admire my amazing progress.

It's just my mother, but she doesn't get happy because of it...

I'm very afraid of water, but my mother insisted that I accompany Jingmin to learn to swim. Once, I almost drowned in the swimming pool, but the mother who sat comfortably by the pool looked at my dying face, but there was a proud smile on the corners of her mouth...

When she was 12 years old, she suddenly felt compassionate to hold a birthday party for me and invited her neighbors and all her classmates. Just as they sang birthday songs for me enthusiastically, she suddenly shouted in horror and took out a string of diamond necklaces that she had lost for a long time from my schoolbag, in front of In front of my father and all my classmates and friends, I was a thief with unclean hands and feet... Ha ha ha... There are really many things like this..."

Listening to him make a harsh self-mocking sneer, Bai Shu'an quickly raised her hand to cover her red and confused eyes. A large area of water slowly flowed out of her fingers, and a shocked heart was twisted to pieces, and she dared not face his decadent face again.

"I remember I told you that when I was 15 years old, I spent a month making a song in order to participate in the state's youth composer competition, but the piano score disappeared the day before the competition... Do you know where it went?"

Luo Hanfeng looked up at her with a complicated look, with a trace of pain in his eyes, and continued, "In her study, it was my father who saw it by mistake...

It was that summer that year, I finally understood the root of everything... It turned out that from the beginning, I had made a mistake... That was really a big mistake..."

A cold wind suddenly brushed, rolled up the large curtains by the window, danced wildly with the wind, and suddenly swept the glass vase on the piano rack. The bottle fell to the ground, making a harsh crack...

This familiar voice brings Luo Hanfeng's thoughts back to the midsummer eight years ago.

That afternoon, he was going to go to the library to review his homework, but he went home early because he suddenly felt unwell.

Through the large and gorgeously decorated living room and walking up the second floor along the circular stairs, a sharp and harsh curse, accompanied by the crisp cracking sound of porcelain falling to the ground, suddenly penetrated into my ears.

This tragic voice came from his parents' bedroom. He was surprised and unconsciously walked outside their room...

"Luo Tianqi, I hate you. The biggest mistake in my life is to fall in love with you. I don't listen to my father's advice, and I have to marry you with all my heart..." Ruan Lingqiu has cried hoarsely, and his hoarse voice contains sad anger, which makes Luo Hanfeng, who is gradually approaching the door, stop.

"Well, I've put up with you for so many years, Ruan Lingqiu, how many good things you have done. Don't think I don't know anything. Over the years, I've turned a blind eye. I just hope you can treat Xiaofeng better. But you, you not only don't repent, but also become more and more vicious. I've never seen you like you. What a vicious woman.

You know that Xiaofeng likes piano and music best. Why do you hide his painstakingly written music so that he can't participate in the competition and make his wish fail..."

Dad's voice was equally full of anger and even determination. This was the first time Luo Hanfeng saw his father lose his temper in front of his mother.

For a long time, my father has only dared to express a little weak objection to his mother's cold satire, and has never been so angry and criticized. Today, this tough attitude makes Luo Hanfeng's nerves tense in an instant.

"I want you to be nice to that evil seed, Luo Tianqi, dream about it. The reason why I haven't killed him over the years is that I want you to watch me torture him well in your lifetime. ** He... In my eyes, he has nothing to do with me. It's a shame to raise him. One day, I will... "

"Pup", a crisp and loud slap hit Ruan Lingqiu's face neatly, and then there was a hoarse roar, "Luo Tianqi, how dare you hit me... Why don't you just tell him that I'm not his mother at all? Why am I so stupid to help you feed him? It's been 8 years, I've been raising him. He has been here for 8 years. Why didn't I be ruthless and throw him directly into the street from the beginning..."

Evil, not mother...

Luo Hanfeng stood dullly at the door, and his tense nerves suddenly became dizzy. It was dark in front of him, as if the sky would collapse at any time...

He finally understood why his so-called mother never gave himself a smile. The more perfect he did, the more she hated it.

It turned out that she was showing off her strength to him. Under her clutches, she let him know that she couldn't do anything.

It turned out that he did not live in this family as soon as he was born, but suddenly broke into the world as an uninvited guest eight years ago...

She is not his biological mother, so where is his biological mother?

His head swelled in an instant, as if it would burst at any time, but the quarrel in the room continued, and even intensified.

"If it weren't for me and my father, would your Luo family have today? I'm afraid that Luo Tianqi has long been discredited and lived on the street. My father is right. Men are not trustworthy...

Did you marry me just because I was Ruan Zheng'e's daughter? What do you think, Luo Tianqi?

You married me, and with Jing Min, you even brought back that evil seed...

I tell you, Luo Tianqi, since the day you brought that evil seed home, I have told myself that I will never forgive you in my life... I hate you, I hate you..."

Ruan Lingqiu's scolding turned into howling, crying, and endless insults...

He scolded the eighteen generations of the ancestors of the Luo family, scolded Luo Tianqi for what he did, and finally smashed everything in the room...

From beginning to end, Luo Tianqi didn't say a word. A long time later, when Ruan Lingqiu finally calmed down a little, Luo Tianqi seemed to have exhausted all his strength and calmly said the last sentence: "Ruan Lingqiu, things have reached this point. Maybe I can only choose to leave here with Xiaofeng."

After saying this, Luo Tianqi walked out of the room with a desolate look, but saw his son, who was already pale because of shock, in front of the porch.

Ruan Lingqiu's crazy roar came from behind him, "Luo Tianqi, you go, get out of here. After you leave, you will never come back..."

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It was because of this accident that Luo Hanfeng learned about his background. Luo Tianqi made up his mind to leave the United States and return to Yuncheng to start a business. From then on, he really escaped from Ruan Lingqiu's clutches.

On the day when he left home and went to the university campus, Jingmin advised him not to leave. In front of her, he smashed his beloved piano and said the most decisive words...

Luo Hanfeng's thoughts were immersed in this painful past buried by time. This time, he did not expect that he could summon up his courage to confess to Bai Shu'an.

Over the years, this trauma buried in the bottom of my heart has been like a cancer. Although it has made me suffer a lot, it seems to have infinite power, which has supported him to this day by day.

But on that day, when he finally defeated Ruan Lingqiu and looked at her sad and painful appearance, he did not relieve the pain in his heart. Instead, he grew the terrible loneliness in his heart more and more.

It turns out that this is not what you really want. Is it because you are too greedy?

At that time, Bai Shu'an suddenly came to his mind. Since he had her in his life, he found that he began to expect more...

The wedding he gave her, the heart of sea blue to her, and the love he gave her... How much did she feel?

At the beginning, she promised to sign the agreement. Was it really just for a Chunhua Theater, or that considerable compensation?

Even if she changes someone else, will she send herself into the tiger's mouth so happily?

Through these days of getting along with him, he can clearly see the affection in her eyes, but if she really has him in her heart, why didn't she leave Du Ruomin on the night of the costume press conference, even if she walked on the stage?

It's Du Ruomin again. It turns out that she has never forgotten him in her heart...

So he can only stand in the dark and stare from afar...

At this moment, he straightened his head and looked at Bai Shu'an, who had been covering his eyes tightly with his hands, and looked at the water from the large levee in her eyes.

The long-depressed grief in my heart finally broke out. My eyes were heavy and my nose was sore. I had to raise my head and tell her the last truth in a hoarse voice: "Yes, after returning to Yuncheng, when I saw Jingmin's painful appearance, I really couldn't bear to tell her the truth, which made her worse."

After saying that, he slowly stood up and walked to his room.

After walking out for a long time, a hoarse and painful voice came from behind him, "You mean, Jingmin is not so sad because of the Ruan Group. Why is that?"

"It's Qingyu, it's Yu who broke her heart." Luo Hanfeng fixed his body and said the last sentence. With the opening and closing of the white lacquer wooden door, the decadent figure gradually disappeared into the dark passage.

Bai Shu'an then turned her head and looked at the direction he left. This was the end of her hardship, and he finally took another step away from her...

The turbulent tears came out of my eyes, and my eyes became blurred again...