Chapter 111 My Heart Is Dead

"After you suddenly disappeared in Yuncheng, in fact, I have been looking for you. I have searched all over Yuncheng, all the cities near Yuncheng, and finally found you in Yuecheng...

In fact, I should have thought of it for a long time that Yuecheng is your hometown. Although there are also bad memories buried here, it is the place where you were born and raised...

Do you know that that day was a peach-green and colorful spring. On the shore of the beautiful Moon City Lake, I saw you holding a little girl and walking leisurely by the lake...

I suddenly thought stupidly, if I were still alive with your child, would I be so old? If that child is also a girl, will it be... The more I look at it, the more I think that girl looks like you..."

Tears couldn't stop falling down, and the sight in front of her was blurred. The pain that had passed was cut her heart inch by inch like a sharp blade. Even if it was painful, she could not cut those terrible memories. She gritted her teeth and replied, "Fu Boxuan, don't expect any more..."

However, the other party did not stop the statement because of her threat and pain.

"I quickly found someone to investigate. Only then did I know that the little girl next to you was named Bai Shu'an... They all said that you had never been married, and the child had followed you since he was a child..."

"So what? You didn't dare to ask him at the beginning, but why do you say this now? As I said, our child has long been dead, dead..." Lin Manyin's ferocious face and hoarse voice made a painful roar, but did not make Fu Boxuan in front of him retreat.

He took a careful step forward, clenched a fist with one hand, and suddenly hung on his chest. His body staggered and crooked. Finally, he stood firmly and continued to say in a hoarse and dull voice, "Don't be excited. Listen to me. After I found you, I encouraged Zhou Hongwen to hold the dance competition and relaxed the conditions to allow all amateur players to participate, because I was afraid that you would not hesitate to miss such a good opportunity in order to hide your identity, so I came up with this method. As a result, you really came...

Then, I helped you become the head of the Yuecheng Song and Dance Troupe smoothly. I know that dance and singing are the favorites of your life...

After that, I have also created opportunities again and again. I hope you can take the song and dance troupe to Yuncheng to perform, but your attitude can only refuse...

I know that you still hate me, so I don't want to go back to Yuncheng if you don't want to see me. The last time because of the change of Chunhua Theater, you finally went back. I only dare to look at you from afar... Over the years, I can only use the hands of Zhou Hongwen and Yun Wei to help me take care of you, protect you, and that The child..."

"Don't say any more, please don't say any more!" Lin Manyin raised her hands and covered her ears. Suddenly, she let out a crazy roar. Her trembling body leaned weakly against the corner of the wall. The world in front of her became spinning, and the fishy sweetness in her mouth suddenly gushed out...

Why should she let herself know all this? She would rather live in the abyss of pain than know all this terrible thing. She only hates him. She said she would hate him all her life. She doesn't want any of his alms... Why is all this...

Her mood has completely collapsed, and her weak body lost all the supporting power in an instant, and only gradually slipped into the corner of the wall...

Fu Boxuan rushed over, hugged Lin Manyin, who suddenly fell in his arms, knelt on the ground, and pleaded bitterly, "Qianqian, Qianqian... Everything in the past was my fault, but now, now that you know all this, aren't you moved at all? Can't you really forgive me, even if it's for Shu'an, can't you give me another chance?"

However, no matter how pious and hoarse the voice is, when Lin Manyin has the strength to stand up again, she still broke away from Fu Boxuan's arms without hesitation, and then wiped the blood stains on the corners of her lips. She left the living room of the Yun family alone...

*****

"All this is like a dream. It's a terrible nightmare!"

In addition to Fu Boxuan's suspicion of Bai Shu'an's life, Lin Manyin concealed Bai Shu'an. In fact, Bai Shu'an learned the truth from Aunt Man's story.

Fate is round and round. Is it reincarnation or doomed? Aunt Man struggled to avoid Fu Boxuan for 16 years, but in the end, she was told that everything around her came from him.

How much love is needed to make Fu Boxuan insist on 16 years of persistent protection, and how much deep hatred is needed to make Aunt Man choose to escape and refuse even if she knows the truth...

That's why Aunt Man pushed off all the performance activities in the song and dance troupe. She plans to return everything to him!

"Is it really unforgivable?" Bai Shu'an looked at Aunt Man full of worry and muttered this sentence. In fact, she had an answer in her heart for a long time, but she wanted to know more reasons.

"Forgive me?" Aunt Man's body did not move. She only looked at the cold snow in the yard and said slowly, "When the opportunity was in front of him and easy to get it, he didn't cherish it. He even felt that it was a burden, a burden, and a shame with no future... In this case, in addition to giving up, in addition to staying away, I can do it. What... If a city is too close, it will completely disappear in his world... Once heartbreak is not enough, then twice, or not, then completely smash and leave forever..."

Bai Shu'an looked at Aunt Man's pale and haggard face. She sighed at her as if she didn't understand it. She hesitated and asked, "Aunt Man, is there ever between you and Chairman Fu..."

Aunt Man suddenly looked back at her, and her eyes were intertwined and complicated, but she said, "Shu'an, in short, you have to remember that for a man who has voluntarily given up on you, don't give her any chance. If you accept him again, you will go the old way in the end... My heart, as early as 16 years ago I'm dead, and now I won't be shaken by anything he does..."

"Well, no matter what decision you make, Shu'an will support you." It seems that Aunt Man has made up her mind, but she doesn't know what the song and dance troupe should do in the future.

"You don't have to worry about me. I will completely let go after I find a suitable successor for the song and dance troupe. Besides, I have to watch you investigate the past bloody case clearly. Aunt Man sighed, as if to comfort her heart. She stretched out a hand and gently stroked her shoulder. "Now, tell me that you have found any clues in Luo's house for the past six months. Also, why didn't Luo Hanfeng follow you back to Yuecheng this time?