Chapter 117 Helpless to let go

Bai Shu was stunned. Thinking of the long talk with Zhang Jinyan by the river this afternoon, her thoughts were suddenly confused. "That..." After thinking for a moment, he slowly spit out, "This afternoon, Mayor Zhang came to the store to find me and invited me to go to the riverside for tea."

"Mayor Zhang!" Luo Hanfeng's long arm suddenly stiffened, and his gentle eyes gradually darkened. He asked blankly, "Why did Mayor Zhang suddenly come to you?"

"He, he is for the sake of the theater... He said that he wants me to be the dean of Chunhua Theatre." Bai Shu'an suppressed her voice slightly and looked at Luo Hanfeng's suddenly withdrawn arm, and her ruddy face slowly turned white.

Luo Hanfeng immediately had doubts. According to reason, Luo Shi is the only investor of Chunhua Theater, and as the director of this project, Zhang Jinyan should ask for his own opinions before making this decision.

Moreover, during the just passing Spring Festival, Zhang Jinyan took advantage of his status as mayor and tried his best to ask him to stay in Yuncheng, accompany Zhang Shiyao's teacher who came from afar to inspect the advanced equipment and magnificent structure full of humanistic atmosphere of the theater that was about to be completed. At that time, why didn't Zhang Jinyan reveal any mouth?

Ten thousand steps back, the original reason why Bai Shu'an came to Yuncheng last summer was that Lin Manyin was entrusted by Wang Zhiyi, the late president of Chunhua Theater, to cheer for the Yuncheng government, but he achieved an opportunity with Bai Shu'an.

In a word, since Wang Zhiyi's death, his mediocre son Wang Xian has never been one of the backup candidates for the dean. Luo Hanfeng has always been convinced in his heart, and when he helped Bai Shu'an win this project at the bidding meeting, he has always believed that it was just indirectly helping Lin Manyin complete the legacy of his predecessor. That's all.

But now, why did Zhang Jinyan abandon Lin Manyin's interests and put this position in front of Bai Shu'an...

Luo Hanfeng was puzzled, but he stared at her with his deep eyes and seemed to ask casually, "Did you agree?"

Bai Shu was at ease and couldn't help lowering her head. She had never mentioned the kindness and resentment between Aunt Man and Fu Boxuan to Luo Hanfeng. At this moment, in the face of his questioning eyes, she once again chose to escape. Aunt Man hated most of her life and hid the depressing wounds, and she could not pour it out to him.

So, he bit his lip and replied faintly, "I said, I will consider it. I'm just afraid I can't do it..."

Her words were not over, but she suddenly looked up and found that his original calm eyes were full of disappointment. She knew that the little trust they had just created between them disappeared in an instant because of her persistence...

The nose was sore in an instant, like a slit in the throat, and for a moment it was speechless.

The two were silent for a long time. Luo Hanfeng seemed to have adjusted his mind. He turned back a few steps and sat calmly on the edge of the bed. He smiled at her and said quietly, "So, you two talked about this topic late at night in the afternoon?"

Looking at his eyes that became estranged in an instant, Bai Shu'an took a deep breath and pressed the pain in his heart. He reluctantly held the back of the carved white lacquer wooden stool behind him. He sat down slowly and said slowly, "Mayor Zhang is very enthusiastic. We drank tea together until the evening. Seeing that the sky had turned dark, he insisted on inviting me to stay. Dinner... He prepared a table of local specialties in Yuecheng and talked with me about home..."

Knowing that the person opposite had no intention of listening to her nagging, he still couldn't stop saying the statement.

At that moment, she sat in the hall by the river and looked out of the window at the colorful fireworks blooming in the air. In fact, she also thought of him.

Thinking of the many accidents between each other in the past year...

Think of the web of the heart that is gradually intertwined because of those accidental encounters...

Entangled to this point, the opportunity to this point, even if the continuation of life is only as short as the bright fireworks in the sky, it will not feel a pity, at least in the most beautiful time of life, the colorful chapter will bloom in front of him...

The years can't be quiet, but the fetching of this life is doomed...

The thousands of entanglement in my heart have not yet settled, and Bai Shu'an's trance statement stopped abruptly...

Luo Hanfeng withdrew his far-reaching eyes, looked sideways at the window of the cold moonlight, and said calmly, "It's very late. If you have finished speaking, go back to bed first!"

"One more thing..." But after Luo Hanfeng gave the eviction order, he unexpectedly interrupted him. With a slight flashing eyes, he stared at him and said calmly, "Mayor Zhang suggested that I present my art for the theater's celebration party, and I have agreed..." He paused and continued to add, " At that time, I will perform on the same stage with Brother Ruomin.

"I don't agree." Luo Hanfeng suddenly turned around, and a blunt and unreasonable answer made Bai Shu'an feel warm in his heart.

She pressed the throbbing of the bottom of her heart, pretended to be cold, and asked quietly, "Why?"

Luo Hanfeng's handsome face blushed slightly, and his lips and tongue, which had always been sharp and argued, seemed to be sealed in an instant. After a long time, he slowly spit out a sentence: "You are my person... I mean, you are my nominal wife. Of course, the decision you make must be approved by me."

Bai Shu'an smiled secretly. In the final analysis, he had hers in his heart, and at this moment, what she wanted to hear from him was much more than that, so she pretended to be angry and said, "This is not written in our contract. The theater is one of the important projects invested by Luo's. Moreover, if Brother Min is now well-known and plays with him, he can not only publicize the opening of the theater and enhance the reputation of the Luo family. It can also fully show the talent of my young grandmother Luo and further consolidate the peaceful image of our husband and wife. I don't think there is anything wrong with it.

"In a word, I don't agree." Luo Hanfeng's face turned red to white. Without thinking about it, he only emphasized this sentence again.

Bai Shu'an felt a little speechless. There was a hidden anger in her tone. She raised her voice and said, "I have promised Mayor Zhang that whether he is the dean of Chunhua or not, this program must be performed..." He raised his eyes and looked at him angrily, suppressed his voice and slowly floated out a sentence, "Unless, unless you can say a It's enough and completely convincing me." After saying that, he deliberately got up and planned to leave.

"Come back." Luo Hanfeng suddenly got up and came to her like a wind. His long figure blocked the way, and he eagerly grabbed her arm with one hand, as if to see her completely clearly. His helpless eyes were deeply locked the slightly impatient and red and beautiful face in front of him, but for a long time, he didn't say a word.

All the time, he knew that she had a lot of things to hide from him, because he was the same, he felt at ease that it was a fair deal and nothing else.

However, now, the heart that is bitterly suppressed by her has long been uncontrollable to get more. Thinking that night, he was alone in the corner of the stage and watching her communicate with Du Ruomin, he was furious.

He can't imagine where he should put himself if he promised them to be on the same stage and watched them make physical contact again and again?

However, how to tell her about this backlog of troubles...

It's not that she is afraid that she will reject her feelings, but that there is a deeper and heavier secret buried in his heart, one that makes him almost breathless, and the other is a secret that has made him feel inferior and wandered for many years, and will still be at a loss...

This secret turned into a terrible nightmare, tormenting his heart day and night. Gradually, he wrapped himself in a hard shell and refused the intervention of the world.

Until this moment, he still doesn't have the courage to say to her, because he can't even face his heart calmly. He is always afraid of losing more. He doesn't believe that there is true love in the world... He can't even fully trust his biological father...

Bai Shu'an was stunned and looked at his tightly clenched arm slowly loosening. A heart full of wings instantly fell from the sky to the bottom of the valley and cracked into broken bones, leaving only a cold shell and turning into a stone pillar...

After a long time, she finally raised her head, resisted the tears that came out of her eyes, turned around and strode away. After a while, the beautiful figure slowly disappeared into the narrow darkness...

In the dim yellow light, only a slender and lonely figure was left alone...