188Who is lucky

Enter the room and ask the girls to put a few plates of the newly sent fruit.

The two of them chatted while eating, and they were also happy.

At this time, a little girl in a green jacket entered the door and saluted regularly: "The eldest son said that the stove was over, so he would go back to the palace, so that grandma didn't have to wait."

Qu Leyao was pounding the melon seeds with great interest. Hearing this, she was stunned, but quickly nodded: "I know, go down."

Cheng Xueyan couldn't bear to look at her deliberately hidden loss. She quickly turned her eyes and pretended to look elsewhere, but saw a needle and thread basket on the soft couch of the carved flowers, so she brought it over. One of the extra-large insoles was particularly eye-catching, so she picked it up, but only half of it was embroidered... A lotus flower opened alone in the lotus leaf. Under it is an equally lonely mandarin duck.

"The person he usually misses most is you, but because it is inconvenient for men and women to visit you in the inner courtyard. I wanted to call you today to make him happy to continue the relationship between brother and sister, but I didn't want to..." Qu Leyao's voice was full of apology.

"It turned out that my sister-in-law called me to please my brother..."

The words themselves are right. The key listener is Qu Leyao...

She hurriedly changed her words: "Is this insole embroidered for her brother?"

Qu Leyao immediately blushed, and the delicate color was lined with pink rouge, which was unparalleled. Even Cheng Xueyan was stunned. I really don't know how her brother turned away from such beauties.

"How do you know?"

"Do you still need to ask, which person in Dijing has such big feet as him?"

In a word, the whole room is happy.

Qu Leyao laughed and cried, raised her hand to let the girls withdraw, then sat next to Cheng Xueyan, took the pair of insoles, pulled out the needle on it, and carefully embroidered it.

Cheng Xueyan couldn't help thinking of the dragonfly hanging under Cheng Cangyi's eyes on the day of the Dragon Boat Festival. Presumably, Qitong was also such affectionate and affectionate when she embroidered. While embroidering, thinking about how to give it to your heart, the expectation full of girl's shy thoughts...

Her brother is so happy that he has won the hearts of two excellent women in the world. Unfortunately, if he accepts one, he will lose the other. This may be the reason why he tried his best to avoid it. I just don't know if Qu Leyao knows all this, if...

"What are you thinking about?"

A soft question came from his ear, raised his eyes and looked at her sparkling eyes.

"Are you thinking about Mr. Gu Sanzi?"

Who kicked away the gravel on the shore and fell into the heart of the lake, stirring up water...

She remembers that she has forgotten this person. How could she...

She hurriedly avoided her eyes and didn't know how to answer.

"If you don't speak, you will acquiesce." Qu Leyao smiled deliberately: "I have nothing to do all day. I just want to chat. If I say something wrong today, don't mind..."

If you don't mind, she is going to... leave.

"A long time ago, I thought that marrying a good person would be the happiest thing in my life, but now I find that everything is far from as simple as I thought." She sighed: "My mother is the daughter of Zhizhou. Although she is not noble, she is also a person of status. She also has a younger sister, who is more beautiful than my mother. In her teens, many famous families came to propose marriage, but she fell in love with a subordinate in the house. Naturally, the family disagreed, so she forced her to die and finally became this marriage. The family couldn't accommodate that person, so she moved to the countryside with him. I don't know how much I will suffer when I get to that place. But every year when my aunt comes to see us, she smiles. She became old and her hands were rough, but the smile was happy. Sometimes, my mother also asked her if she regretted it. She shook her head and was bitter, but her uncle was sincere and good to her. She never let her interfere in the life in the field. Originally, she wanted her to live a life in which she would reach out to eat in the house, but she couldn't bear to work hard and learn to do housework. I used to think that she was forced to look happy, until the moment when I saw my uncle reluctantly handed over the package to her when he sent her, the eyes of the two people..."

Her voice stagnated: "Auntie has no children so far, but the two are like newlyweds, inseparable. As the saying goes, with too many flashy decorations, you can't see people's hearts clearly. Now that I think about it, my aunt is a smart person, and she has made a choice for herself to live a happy life. In fact, what does it matter if there is any food or not? What does it matter if a married man is promising? What does it matter if there are descendants and lanterns? As long as you can be sincere, it's better than sitting alone in front of the candlestick* alone..."

Suddenly, I found that I wanted to enlighten Cheng Xueyan, but I unconsciously leaked my personal thoughts. She hurriedly stopped her voice, but saw that Cheng Xueyan was in a daze, so she didn't say much. There were some things that she had to figure out. Just like her... Who can persuade her? Although she knows that no matter how well she is, she won't look at her, even if it's just a casual glance, why doesn't she give up?

Because this is her choice.

She recognized this person as early as when he rescued him at Ganlu Temple. My father went to Cheng's house many times to propose marriage, but there was no response. According to her family background, this is impossible to happen unless...

It's not that she didn't expect it, but she really likes this man so much that she only hopes to stay by his side, even if she looks at him silently.

Coincidentally, she realized her wish, but when everything was real in front of her, she found that even silent attention became extremely difficult.

You can't blame his indifference, you can only blame your greed.

On the wedding night, she looked at the swaying candlelight all night. At dawn, she cut her finger and dripped blood on the white silk...

It doesn't hurt. Maybe that's what she deserves.

From the moment he lifted the lid, his eyes had announced all this to her. What the emperor gave marriage is just "marriage", but not happiness.

Why can't happiness be given?

She didn't understand, but she didn't regret it.

Maybe one day she will regret it, but before this day comes, she will work hard to learn to be a good wife, even if only in return for him.

In this way... it's already happy.

"Song..." She took a breath of cold air.

It turned out that he was only distracted and stabbed his hand.

This sound also brought Cheng Xueyan back to her senses and saw that she was hurriedly sucking the blood beads from her fingertips. Somehow, I remembered the pair of gloves. The man rode a horse and threw it into his arms as if nothing had happened...

Sitting silently for a while, she got up and said goodbye.

Cool at night invades the bone.

Cheng Xueyan wrapped in a brocade and silver ratskin cloak and looked at the deep night sky.

Star pearls dotted in the night sky, soft and quiet. After watching it for a long time, it seems that my thoughts have drifted to the infinite distance.

There are still seven days left, and there are still seven days left for New Year's Eve. As soon as the New Year's Eve passes, the New Year begins, and winter... Is it over?

The bottom of my heart suddenly tightened.

Ghost said that she left in winter, so... she only has seven days left.

seven days......

Suddenly stepping into the sky.

Bitong hurriedly held her, but found that her hands were as cold as night, and people kept trembling.

"Does the girl feel uncomfortable?"

Cheng Xueyan shook her head and nodded again. She unconsciously followed her two steps and suddenly stopped and turned around.

Just now, she seemed to hear a call, gently, trembling, rubbing against a trace of coldness...

Yan Ran......

Bitong also looked back for a while.

The wind lamp shakes the soft light. Outside the light, it is dark, as if a pair of eyes are hidden in it to wait for them. It is so close to itself, as if it can hear the breath of cold air, and it seems that it can touch the cold nose tip with a fishy breath...

Bitong was a little scared: "Girl, this Xinyuan is cold, let's go quickly..."

At this time, the sound sounded again, but this time it was overhead.

pick up the lamp and look at it...

A dead leaf hung on the treetops in a strange posture, and the wind blew and sounded.

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Cheng Xueyan returned to the Yanran Pavilion and fell ill. Within three days, she lost a circle of weight and did not enter the water and rice.

Song Guan's three fingers were put on the slender wrist that seemed to break with a gentle touch, but he didn't find a reason for a long time, so he had to open a prescription for nourishing qi and blood. Although I wanted to care about the beautiful woman, I knew it was superfluous, so I quietly retreated.

Bitong is in a hurry.

She has reported the girl's condition to her, but it is useless. She just said that after seeing the doctor, she took the medicine according to the prescription. She also knew that her wife didn't like girls and lost face because of the previous two things. At this moment, she was eager for the girl to die of illness. And the master has not returned for many days, because the end of the year is getting closer, and the Ministry of Ceremonies also needs to prepare for the New Year in the palace. As for the eldest son... she saw Qu Leyao. Qu Leyao was useless. She could only send thousands of ginseng emergencies. She thought that it was because of her many mouths that night that Cheng Xueyan was depressed and fell ill. As a result, she was worried about getting sick.

Bitong sent the fried soup to Cheng Xueyan's lips, but she turned her face away.

It has been like this for the past few days, even if there is medicine, he doesn't drink it, and he looks like he is determined to die.

Bitong finally couldn't help crying: "The girl took a sip. Even if she doesn't think about herself, she should think about the maidservant. If the master sees that the girl is so ill, the maidservant... The girl has always been the most kind and considerate. Now how can she be cruel..."

"It's useless," Cheng Xueyan's dry lips moved slightly: "Those who should go always have to go..."

"How can a girl know it's useless if she doesn't try? Dr. Song said that the girl was just cold, and she would be fine after drinking a few pairs of medicine. Please don't say such depressing words. I'm scared..."

"Go and bring our baby..." Cheng Xueyan said with a sigh.

Bitong wiped her tears, sobbed to hold the brocade Doge dressing box, and then went to the dark space of Dobog to get the key.

Cheng Xueyan can't even hold the key.

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PS: I found that there will be two more black tickets at a fixed time every Monday. I hope this friend must insist that the key is not to change the 4 for me at the same time next week. I don't like that number. Of course, I won't object if it is in advance. O(∩_∩)O Thank you