chapter 82
The street lamps on both sides of the street are like sparse stars falling on the world. Although they are not comparable to the dazzling of the rainbow, in the night shrouded by a single black, they are covered with a layer of enamel beauty, shining yellow street lamps with gem-like luster, quietly standing near the tall trees, isolating the noisy **.
Rong Chengxian and Shen Xiu, who seldom know how to walk. To be precise, Rong Chengxian and Shen Xiu, who rarely have the opportunity to walk, have unconsciously walked through the prosperous area. The road ahead is a straight downhill, and the road is smooth and neat. Under the cover of the night, it gives people a deep and distant feeling.
"Are you all right?" Looking at the childhood sweetheart beside him, Shen Xiu expressed concern with a little worry: "Since just now, your expression has been very strange, and your face seems to be paler than usual. It's not the white of your skin, but abnormal white."
"Ah," Rong Chengxian, outside the Shenyoufang, came to his senses in Shen Xiu's greeting, but obviously he was absent-minded and answered Shen Xiu's question: "Probably the reason why he is rarely gets sunburned."
"............" Rather than Rong Chengxian's unwillingness to answer, it should be more pertinent to say that he didn't listen to all his questions at all. Was it because he was frightened by what happened in Rong Cheng's family just now?
Shen Xiu is a person who is not very good at self-self-criticism. Usually, he relies on instinctive reactions to do things, which is more in line with his style, but the other party is Rong Chengxian. He is a friend he cares about very much about. Shen Xiu is very embarrassed to review his behavior and wants to find an inappropriate place from it.
Chairman Rongcheng's face was indeed not very good. Although Chairman Rongcheng, who was hit by Shen Xiu from the beginning of the meal, tried his best to mobilize his smile, his whole facial features were extremely inconsistent with his mood, giving people a strange feeling and opening Shen Xiu's eyes.
After quickly going through what he had done, Shen Xiu did not find any place as a problem. It was not that there was no problem, but that he determined that what he had done was completely correct without guilt.
"Wouldn't you go back so late?" Rong Chengxian, who finally recovered, had no spare time to think of the fact that he was still outside so late, but instinctively cared about others as usual.
"Although it's so late..." Shen Xiu looked over worriedly with the idea of 'there's really no problem with this guy': "Aren't you also outside?"
"Oh, right..." He lowered his head in a hurry and said nothing more. Just when Shen Xiu thought he was going to be silent and didn't plan to talk anymore, he suddenly heard him say, "Thank you for tonight."
"What happened tonight?" Which one should I thank? Did you go to Rong Cheng's family to have dinner with him? Or is it something that does not give in to Chairman Rong Cheng during the meal? Or did he give up taking the car back at this moment and accompany him to walk aimlessly on the road?
Calculation, it seems that a lot of unexpected things happened tonight. If it hadn't been for the sudden wanting to help Rong Chengxian say what he should say, Shen Xiu would not have thought that he would have been lucky to see Chairman Rong Cheng's angry and distorted face, but it was a pity that he could not take it down, otherwise he would take that kind of photo. The film is handed over to the magazine, which may be a big hot topic.
I didn't plan to say anything in advance. It's not wrong to ask Shu Xing. I went to Rongcheng's family for the reason that Xiaoxian is a friend, so that he would not be embarrassed by his father. This is also an excuse, but for Chairman Rong Cheng, he will always be the same. Outsiders, although those words are not said by unrelated people by name or clearly, they are beyond their own scope, that is, that is, the meaning of crossing the boundary.
He knows very well about his own sweetheart. If he doesn't say anything, I'm afraid he will never have the courage to say it. The truth is very simple, but many people don't want to face the truth. Even if Chairman Rong Cheng's means are more ruthless, he will not take action against Shen Xiu in trouble. Seeing Xiaoxian being suppressed by his father's words. When he couldn't afford it, Shen Xiu felt that it was very hard to endure it, so he said it.
In fact, it's not a big deal. At most, it's just some high-sounding truths. Xiaoxian is no longer a few years old. Rong Chengli or Xiaoxian has the right to choose their own life. No one likes to be manipulated, even if he is very dependent on his brother and sticks to his side. People who are inseparable will not like to be asked to do anything, and if there is no love, it will never work.
It's easy to figure out these things. Shen Xiu doesn't think that Rong Chengxian can't figure it out. He just doesn't have the courage to open the cage called 'Chairman Rong Cheng'. Shu Xing is the key that finally appeared. Rong Chengxian, who has held the key in his hand, is willing to open it or whether he can have an unwavering letter. Shen Xiu can't help if he goes out.
Rong Chengxian, who was confused, didn't know what Shen Xiu was thinking at this moment, but answered instinctively: "It's about walking with me."
No, thinking so, Shen Xiu didn't express it, but he still felt quite frustrated. He didn't know that he had a purpose to appear in Rong Cheng's family. Unexpectedly, he didn't feel that he didn't speculatively talk to Chairman Rong Cheng in order to let him face the problem as soon as possible?
"I said..." I wanted to consider the appropriate words. After thinking about it, I didn't have a thorough understanding of feelings, or Shen Xiu, who was completely confused to a certain extent, couldn't come to the conclusion of what words were appropriate, so I had to go straight: "Are you going to wake up without hiding it all the time? Also, do you think he really doesn't know?
Rong Chengxian didn't know about 'shu Xing and Shen Xiu' for a long time. It's not that Shu Xing wanted to deliberately hide it, but he didn't feel that it had anything to do with their relationship, and he simply didn't say it. Until recently, Shu Xing said that he had met Shen Xiu, but in Rong Chengxian's understanding That probably happened after meeting the god, so today Shen Xiu mentioned Shu Xing, and Rong Chengxian did not feel abrupt and confused.
Ah? Do you think Shu Xing will know?" I never thought that Shu Xing would know what he had been hiding. Rong Chengxian was stunned by Shen Xiu's words and couldn't help standing in the middle of the road. Fortunately, this was a walking road, and there were no round-trip vehicles passing by.
It seems that Shu Xing is really right. As the person concerned, Rong Chengxian has not felt his recent abnormal behavior at all, or he does not feel that he has the possibility of being seen through. Shu Xing can eat him to death. There must be a reason for this. Shen Xiu, who had been a little confused before, now has a feeling of opening up. How to put it, the childhood sweetheart in front of him is really easy to cheat.
"Don't you want to talk to him? I haven't really liked anyone, but I can't give up my own things to others like this. Emotions should not be a person's problem.
"What you said is not wrong," on the night of early spring, there was still some cold, rubbing his slightly frozen red fingers. Rong Chengxian remembered that last winter, he and Shu Xing walked on the snowy streets. The streets were full of people, full of festive atmosphere. No one would pay special attention to the two of them, especially when walking. On the smoky park path, I felt his cold and woke up and held his hand to keep him warm.
At that time, Rong Chengxian was afraid of being seen and wanted to break free from Shuxing's hand in a panic. Shuxing smiled and put his hand into his coat pocket. The winter night seemed to be very long, but the road was a little short. If he could go on, could he reach the end of happiness?
The dry palm comes a temperature higher than your body temperature. The desire to warm yourself is also conveyed to yourself through the skin that touches each other. Not only do your fingers feel warm, but also a heart beating in your chest can also feel another kind of temperature.
What Shen Xiu said is not wrong, and his heart will not go in the wrong direction, but he has to give up and must give up, but... Why do he feel so sad when he believes in this? The temperature is gradually decreasing on his fingers, and the heart used to maintain his life state in his body seems to be filled with lead at this moment. Heavy breath can't come out.
It didn't rain in the sky, why did ** splash on my hand? Rong Chengxian, who looked up to confirm whether the sky had changed, saw a worried look on Shen Xiu's frowning face.
"Why..." He raised his arm and raised the palm of his hand in front of him. His eyes wandered in the black sky and Rong Chengxian in the palm of his hand looked at Shen Xiu doubtfully: "Isn't it raining?"
Just now, there was a transparent** splash on my hand, but why? Why isn't it raining?
The heart is like a broken corner, which can't make up for the original shape. The human heart is an important organ to maintain the body's function. Why can't the heart die together because it is too desperate?
The crystal beads of water, mixed with a sad mood, slid down from the eyes without restraint. The awakening that has lived in his own heart is a person who is allowed by himself and without reservation. If you remove it from your heart, you will cut it down one after another. Without a wake-up heart, will it be disabled? Missing shape? Will there be a day when the heart is no longer complete to heal?
What do you need to fill the gaps in the heart? What else... can be filled?
The water line flowing through the cheeks was stored by the cold wind of the night and sank into the confusion of the night. With a difficult breath, accompanied by a burst of convulsions in the chest, the black sky above announced a night that was difficult to see the starlight.