Chapter 198, his voice

Xinyi looked back at him, and then lowered his eyes and smiled, "I don't know what method is, but your current method will only be counterproductive, but it will make you more and more frustrated."

"I thought you could make a little change after we got married. But I can't see... I can't see when you can care about me a little. Zhuo Xinyi, is it because I killed Yong Mingyan and separated you and him, so are you going to revenge on me like this now?

"I admit that I did hate you when you killed Yong Mingyan. But if you must think this is revenge, I apologize first. I'm sorry that I want to forget him. It's still time.

"He was released today, innocent."

Xinyi's body trembled slightly.

"It's just that I can't restore my official position, and I'm still beaten back to be a small servant." He stared at her coldly: "Are you happy?"

She lowered her eyes and said no.

"I thought you would cry and beg me to put you back to him."

"It's not necessary, because... it's impossible."

Yi Beichen turned his head and didn't look at her: "It's better if you know it... On the contrary, Mu Yushi should also be a reasonable person. It's good to know that you have married as a woman, and you shouldn't think about it."

Xinyi didn't say anything and turned around and walked out: "I have a headache and want to go back to rest first."

He did not stop him, but stared at her back until he could never see it again.

Although he is married, Zhuo Xinyi can live openly in his home and can appear in front of him whenever he wants to see him. It's just that he always feels that the physical distance is closer, but the distance between his heart is getting farther and farther. Now Zhuo Xinyi is completely different from her former...

Yi Beichen even regretted the decision at that time. He loved the obedient Xinyi who liked to stick to him in the past. Even when he went on an expedition for thousands of miles and found the marriage letter in his arms, he could think of her and smile.

I just saw her now, but I only felt that the little girl in my memory was running farther and farther, so far that I couldn't catch up with her.

He lay alone **, staring at the curtain in a daze, as if the footsteps she had just walked out were still in his ear.

'Second brother~ I want to eat honey balls. Auntie's cooking is delicious. I haven't eaten enough. Can the second brother help me get some more? Second brother is the best! Promise Xinyi~'

He turned his head, but didn't see the little girl with big eyes holding the corners of her clothes. But there are only empty rooms and cold bluestone bricks.

At the beginning of the lanterns, the night is getting darker. Xinyi's cat is still in a daze in his room. Mu Fangjin should have returned home... It's really a good thing that he was innocent and released from prison.

Second brother, although his family has been dilapidated, at least he is still alive, isn't he? In the future, don't provoke anything more. Be a small official and marry a daughter-in-law, but don't forget the incense of your family.

Thinking of this, her heart was in a trance and pain.

The person who could accompany him should have been hers.

The eyes are dry, but I can't cry.

While she was preparing to change her clothes and go to bed, there was a sudden knock on the door, and then the maid pushed the door open and just announced "Miss Perrin is coming". Before the voice fell, Perrin hurried into the door first. "Sister!"

"It's so late... Why are you here?" Seeing this, Xinyi quickly pulled her down and saw a smile on her face, thinking that she was also here to tell herself the good news.

"The eldest sister really has no conscience. If I hadn't been afraid that the eldest sister would have been worried about him, I wouldn't have come in such a hurry at night."

"Shh." Xinyi looked around and saw that the people were leaving the room. Then he stared at her: "Be careful. This is no better than our home."

Pelang realized that she was reckless, quickly covered her mouth with her index finger, said gently 'Oh', and sat down in front of her. Sister, have you heard that Mr. Mu has returned home now? Now Lord Li, Lord Zhong, and Mr. He are all at his place, saying that they want to celebrate.

"I know." Xinyi replied, "Yi Beichen came back today and has already told me about this."

"Why... I thought my brother-in-law wouldn't tell you such a thing." Peilan frowned and asked, "Hasn't he always hated Mr. Mu? How could I tell you about his recent situation?"

"He just mentioned it. Although he does hate A Jin very much, he also knows that it is impossible for me to exclude A Jin in my heart now." She smiled bitterly, "Or it can be said that he is doing what he likes intentionally or unintentionally."

After listening to this, Peilan nodded convincingly: "The eldest sister is reasonable, but... but you and your brother-in-law can't continue like this..."

She looked at Perlan faintly: "I know, this is also what I'm worried about. I blindly miss Ajin, but after all, it is a long-overning relationship. Now he has been released from prison, but in my heart... I still can't rest assured..."

"Do you want to see him?" Perlan rushed to say.

"I don't know if I should see it or not." Xinyi lowered her head and covered her expression: "I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I will be more and more unable to extricate myself after seeing him. But I always think that it's okay to see him this time as the last farewell..." Xin Yi subconsciously clenched his fist and grabbed the material at the hem of his clothes: "Peilan... I don't know what to do."

Pelan saw her like this and lowered her eyes: "Actually, Mr. Mu... also intends to do the same. I heard from Mr. He that he also asked me to tell you his desire to see you. If you don't refuse, let it go. If you also want to see him... then you will only talk about lovesickness later. After three years of mourning, he also went to prepare for a transfer to the place and no longer became an official in the capital.

She looked at her tightly clenched fist, then slowly close her eyes and was silent for a while, but first got up and took out a copper coin.

"Elong sister..."

"If you encounter something that can't be decided... throw a coin, you will know what to do." She looked at the copper coin and took a long breath: "If it's positive, I'll go to see him. If it's the opposite... I won't see it." After saying this, she flicked the copper coin with her thumb like a coin.

The copper coin flipped and flew out, but the direction was a little off. She did not catch it, but let the small copper coin fall in one corner.

Xinyi still sat in place and did not mean to get up to pick it up. At this time, she suddenly said, "I've decided... I'm going."

"But that...copper money..."

"Losing a coin doesn't have to really throw the result," Xinyi looked at the direction of the copper coin: "But at the moment the coin leaves, which side do you really expect in your heart? So I decided... to see him again, and finally confirm that he is safe, so that I can start a new life with Yi Beichen at ease.

Plain listened and sighed: "If you decide, we should also start planning..."

"yi Beichen looks at me tighter than the prisoner now, for fear that I will run out... You haven't seen me, I can't even get out of this gate. Only you come to visit me, and there is no possibility of going out at all... So you must find some way." Xinyi raised his eyes and looked at Peilan for a long time. Suddenly, his eyes lit up.

"Sister... What did you think of?"

"Peilan, now only you can help me..." Xinyi grabbed her hand and clenched it tightly: "Be sure to help me! Now there is only one way... Perlan, no matter what, you must do me this favor!"

That night, when Peilan left Xinyi's room, it was late at night. When he went out of the door, he was questioned by the doorkeeper for a long time before letting him go.

In the following days, Peilan came almost day and night, saying that her sister was not feeling well these days. She came to talk to her sister about her family to relieve her worries, and she left at the same time every day. Perlan never forgot to nod and smile at the gatekeepers, and then quickly stepped into the carriage and left.

A few days have passed, and it is already late spring, and the flowers on the trees are full of branches. Xinyi also often enjoys flowers in the courtyard to pass the lonely days.

A begonia in the courtyard is in full bloom, and she also likes to stay under the tree. Since you don't like to be a long-tongued woman with those concubines, why don't you let her have the interest in enjoying flowers?

However, a person is really too lonely. She looks at the flowers on the treetops, the number of days, and day by day. She can't wait to know how many flowers and leaves there are on the tree.

Just after noon, Xinyi finished lunch and went out to enjoy the flowers. Seeing the flowers blooming on the trees, he couldn't help asking the maid to take a bottle and prepare to fold a piece of begonias to enjoy in the room. While the maid ran back, she replied at the same time, "Madam, Mrs. Tian is here and is coming to see you."

"Mrs. Tian?"

Xinyi was confused, but her voice came from behind: "Xinyi! I finally saw you!"

It was not until he saw someone coming that Xinyi couldn't help exclaiming: "Dong'er!?" The person who came was Cheng Wandong. She had been pregnant for more than four months, and at this time, she could also see that it was a little inconvenient to have a big belly. When Xinyi saw her, he quickly stepped forward to help her, afraid that she would fall down: "Why are you here?

"If I don't come, I can't see you." She looked at Xinyi anxiously: "I saw you stay at home, as if you were forbidden, and he treated you like this!"

Xinyi smiled and lowered his voice and said, "Ajin is fine. Isn't he afraid that I will run away with Ajin? Naturally, you have to take care of me."

Cheng Wandong's eyes were a little disdainful: "I thought he should spoil you, but I didn't expect it to be such a field... If Sister Peilan hadn't mentioned it, I wouldn't have thought he was so cold."

"It's not cool, but we just don't want to talk to each other." Xinyi said and smiled gently, "It's you. Why didn't you come to see me after marrying me for a long time?"