Chapter 201, don't remember

I'm back... I'm back.

Xinyi really wants to say this to him, and then tell him that he will not leave and will be by his side all the time. But before he spoke, he was choked by tears first.

He got up and walked in her direction. The moonlight dragged his shadow to the elder.

Because of the disaster of prison, he lost a lot of weight. Although after several days of rest, his face was not as pale as before, but more or less bloody. He was smiling, as soft as the smile on the corners of his mouth, just like the moonlight shining in his eyes. Don't cry. Why do you only cry when you see me?" Mu Fangjin came forward and pulled her into his arms: "I'm not dead... Why are you still crying? Come on... Second brother hug, little sister, don't cry."

But Mu Fangjin's words were obviously counterproductive. When Xinyi heard this familiar name, it was obviously more difficult to suppress the pain in his heart and was covered with tears. I wanted to take a closer look at his appearance, but I only saw a mystery under the moonlight.

"Xinyi...don't cry." He stretched out his hand and wiped his tears for her: "It's really ugly when you cry..."

She stared at him and tried to hold back her tears, but in the end, she still curled the corners of her mouth and couldn't help choked: "It's ugly... Don't look ugly!"

When he saw her at this time, he lowered his head and gently kissed her lips: "Stupid girl, how can you not look at it..." He said softly, "I haven't seen you for a long time. You don't know how much I want to look at you again." As Mu Fangjin spoke, he reached out and stroked her long hair: "Obviously there are a lot of things I want to say to you... but after seeing you, I can't say anything," he lowered his eyes and smiled. I guess you must want to say that this cell that has been sitting for so long has fooled me, right?

Xinyi shook his head and grabbed the skirt on his chest with both hands. I'm the same... I obviously have a lot to say to you... but I don't know where to start."

"If you don't think about it, don't think about it." His eyes are as gentle as water. You seem to be thinner. I heard that you have been unpleasonable these days. What? Did he make you feel uncomfortable with him? Did he bully you?"

Xinyi flattened his mouth and only shook his head. No...if not." ...I'm thin just because of my heart disease. Just because... I miss you so much. He treated me... in fact, it's not bad."

"That's good... That's good." He lowered his eyes and couldn't help repeating it.

"What about you?" As soon as Xinyi blurted out, she took a cold breath: "Yes, I'm sorry..." She hurriedly apologized: "The previous thing... It was because I didn't take good care of my family, so I let the old lady and Linger..." She didn't go on, just closed her eyes tightly and didn't even dare to look at him: "It's my fault... It's all me... OK..."

"It's not your fault." Mu Fangjin said softly, pressed his palm on her head and gently rubbed it: "Actually, you have done a good job. Don't blame yourself." When he said this, his eyes also turned red: "It's normal for my mother to be too old to stand such a blow and stimulation. I have never blamed you... On the contrary, I want to thank you and Wen Xing, and you can help me protect this family in the end."

Xinyi listened and did not answer, but snuggled up in his arms and felt his breathing and heartbeat.

...it's that familiar.

"You have also lost a lot of weight... I haven't made up for it when I got home these days." Xinyi hugged him and slowly closed his eyes: "You are not in good health. The eldest brother always asked you to pay attention to it when he was there. Why don't you listen to this now?"

"What's the hurry... How many days have you been released from prison? Even if you want to recover, it will take ten days and a half months..." He put his chin on top of his head and kissed his hair with his head down. But it's better to see you today, and I think you will recover faster.

Xinyi heard this and laughed with tears: "Second brother, what did you say? Have I become a good medicine that can help you recuperate?

He also smiled and bowed his head and kissed her on the forehead rudely. You said it yourself... What's wrong? You'll be fine if you eat something."

"Glossy tongue." Xinyi stretched out his hand and poked him in the chest: "Brother, when did you become so good at talking? This really scares me." She subconsciously looked up to look into his eyes, looking forward to his familiar sneer and scolded her with a 'promise', but only saw his soft and spoiled eyes in the moonlight, which made her blush and lowered her head in an instant.

This scene made her forget her identity and that she had married another woman. Still like a little girl who doesn't like the world, she can act coquettish in his arms.

Thinking of this, her eyes darkened, and then said in a hoarse voice, "A Jin...I...we..."

But Mu Fangjin interrupted her and said to himself, "If you really want to hear these beautiful words... I can tell you every day."

Xinyi was stunned and then suddenly looked up at him: "Ajin... What do you mean by that?"

He frowned slightly and stared at her, approached her, and said gently in her ear, "Li Chen is ready for all of us... Xinyi, would you like to come with me?"

What...what!?

"Go? Where are you going? She was stunned and then stared at him and said in surprise, "I... I'm married. Why can you still say such a thing to me?"

"I don't care... I don't care about anything." Mu Fangjin held her tightly in his arms and said softly in her ear, "I dare not think that you are with other men every day, or even share a bed with others. Xinyi, you came here today because you care about me, right? Because you also miss me, you tried your best to escape to see me. Right? Xinyi... You said you liked me, you said you wanted to be with me... Don't be separated again..."

Her eyes gradually dimmed, and the arm hanging in the air hesitated for a moment, but still hugged him, "Yes... A Jin, I like you. ...But..."

"No, but." He whispered to her and said, "I have figured out that now that Perlan will be left in Yi Beichen's house, Yi Beichen and she are at least friends and will not do anything to her. Besides, you also said that Perlan likes him. If Perlan takes your place, I don't think she will refuse, right? Seeing that Xinyi didn't say anything, Mu Fangjin continued: "Even if it's a big deal, it's just a woman's business. At least San His Highness and A Chen's family will take care of it, so as not to let Yi Beichen make too much trouble. In the future... in the future, we will hide our names and find a paradise where no one can find us and spend our lives together. No one disturbs us, only the two of us, only us..."

"Is this... elopement?"

"I'm sorry, I can't think of any other way." He hugged the woman in his arms tightly: "Xinyi, after I wanted to see you, I made up my mind to move to another country and not return to Beijing... I will never see you again in my life. But Li Chen's words really make sense. We just have nothing. We can't... we can't even lose each other, can we?

Yes, even if they leave, Peilan and Banxia are also taken care of by the Yi family. No matter what Yi Beichen is, Yi Beiyou, the elder brother of the Yi family, cares about them at least from the beginning. No matter how bad it is, there are Li Chen and He Zhigao. When their younger brothers and sisters grow up, they don't need to worry about themselves.

but...

"It's you, Jin, who ruined your reputation in this way. How can I, a married woman, still deserve you?"

"Don't be silly." He held Xinyi in his arms: "We're leaving now. Don't think about anything. Yue can't tolerate us, so let's go to another country. The world is so big that there is no place for us!"

Her eyes became more and more dim, with her eyes down, but there was no more strength. He held his clothes in his hand, clenched and loosened. Finally, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength and said, "No."

"...why." Mu Fangjin was stunned and then looked at the woman in his arms: "Why not? Do you...do you fall in love with him?

She shook her head slowly.

He frowned: "Isn't it... already... pregnant with his flesh and blood? ...It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. If you give birth to the child, I will treat him like my own son!!"

"No...no!" Xinyi quickly retorted - he was pregnant with a child. It was clear that Yi Beichen didn't even touch her!" It's not like that..."

"In that case, why can't you come with me?" He loosened slightly, pressed her shoulders with both hands, and half bent his body to level her eyes: "Xinyi, since you don't love him, what on earth makes you inseparable from him? Is it money? Status? What on earth did you like about him!?

"It's not what you think." Xinyi lowered his head and didn't even have the courage to meet his eyes. Jin... Anyway, I'm already his wife. Do you think it's really appropriate for me to leave everything with you? I can see that he loves me very much, even if I am no longer the Xinyi he loves deeply... But..." She paused, as if she was organizing the appropriate wording to convince him: "We can't be so selfish... leave everyone behind. The road has to go forward, and you can't go back..."

"I never thought... you would say that."

"This is the decision I made when I decided to see you at the beginning..." Xinyi lowered his head and said quietly, "I have already decided to meet you, finally say goodbye to you, and then put down everything between you and us and live with Yi Beichen. After all, he is my husband anyway.