Son, you miss me

Yongmingyan Extra [Yongmingyan]4

(IV) Summer breeze

You lost the black iron, and I want you to get it back. In fact, this is not a strange thing. It's just natural.

It's just that I lied to you.

The Xuantie, as early as the second time we met, when you went to interrogate the store, I had already found it. Yes, it was where you first abandoned it.

But some debris covers it so that you don't see it. I don't know if you will forgive me for such selfish and cunning behavior. In fact, what I want is very simple... I just hope you can stay with me for a little more than a moment.

But I understand very clearly: if we have to describe everything between us in one word, it is probably... a mistake.

Only the moment you looked up at me, I felt that the noise of the whole market was completely silent... There were only soft wind in my ears.

Maybe our meeting was wrong from the beginning. Such a wrong encounter made me meet you by mistake at the wrong time... Then, the wrong... I can't help loving myself.

When I recall all this, I don't even know when I fell in love with you.

At least, at the beginning, the little dwarf with a black mouth and stubble was talkative and needing to be beaten. It's just that pair of eyes shining with the brightest sunshine in summer.

It flashes and makes people love and pity involuntarily.

Even if you warn yourself countless times, as an avenger, many loves are unnecessary. Too many emotions involved in it can only make you physically and mentally exhausted and wear away the remaining strength.

But.

Even if all this is wrong, I can't go back. Even if I understand that he is afraid of you is the best ending.

But so what? I just like to look at your smile and even smile together. I just like to stand beside you, silently hold an umbrella for you, hold you in your arms, and look at your shy appearance... and then I also have a fever on my face.

I have thought countless times that if I am not a descendant of the Yong family, if I am just an ordinary person with the most ordinary life, can I boldly pursue, confess my feelings, propose marriage... and then grow old together like all happy people.

It's just this hypothesis, which is just a luxury for me.

You don't know how beautiful you were in the moonlight when you sat in his arms and played the piano that night.

Looking back at the friendship in his eyes, I don't mean that I can't understand it. I really want to turn around and leave and never see you again, but I seem to be nailed and stupid in place.

I'm actually fine.

It's just that my heart suddenly hurts.

I really want to bless you generously, but in the end, the words have come to my mouth, but in the end, I still pretend to know nothing to you. Xinyi, please don't blame me for being selfish. I just hope I can stay with you longer... Even after knowing the truth, I can't stand that Mu Fangjin is the son of someone related to the destruction of my Yong family.

When he left, Fang knew that he had broken his brotherhood with Mu Fangjin, which was just a moment of anger. And leaving Mufu, I'm afraid it's an empty word if I don't see you again.

I want to leave the capital and stay away from where you live, but in the end it is delayed again and again.

Until that day, I met him again.

"Yong Qinghui." When he spit out the name, I was slightly shocked. For 17 years, no one called me that anymore.

"...Who are you and how do you know the name?" I asked tentatively, but my eyebrows had already frowned nervously.

"My name is Shige." He answered neatly. I know you, just because when you grow up... you are really like your big brother.

The second prince... He is the second prince!

I haven't seen him again for 17 years. When I first met him, I didn't even recognize who he was. However... this is reasonable. After all, I panicked at that time and only remembered the vague outline of the person who held me. Your Highness..." I lowered my head and said, "Although this thanks have been 17 years late, I still... Thank you for saving me."

"You don't have to be polite." Shige said lightly, "I saved you because I was a good friend with your eldest brother. My father was unfair in those years, and I just didn't like it... It's just a pity that I was so weak that I couldn't stop the disaster." He paused and then asked, "So Dr. Yong, are you... would you like to help me again now?"

After a few months after following the Second Highness, I heard from several old advisers that the Second Highness was demoted from Beijing, and it was precisely because he failed to plead for the Yong family at that time and broke into the Yong Mansion and rescued me. In anger, he voluntarily exiled 800 miles to garrison the border for the country.

That year, he was only 17 years old.

Now that His Royal Highness returns to Beijing, he is bound to fight for power with the third prince. It's not that I don't know the close relationship between Mu Fangjin and the third prince, and I can't fully endure the humiliation of killing the son of my father and enemy.

But he is my lifesaver after all.

Moreover, he also promised me that when he ascended the throne one day, he would be known as Yongjiaping.

Shige thought for me and asked me to endure until the day the death of the old emperor and his accession to the throne. Maybe there is nothing wrong with this. At that time, I will avenge more than 100 people of my Yong family with his hand. Even if I get revenge, I will not risk my life.

So I did everything I gave him to me with peace of mind. Although I know that if His Royal Highness really ascends the throne, Mu Fangjin's life will never be better.

But I have no choice.

It was night. I sneaked into Mu's house with others, explained everything, and deserted. After all, I ran to your bed at the great risk.

Although I just wanted to stand in front of your door and leave quietly for a while. But I finally couldn't help pushing open the door and carefully entered the door.

On the masonry under his feet, a white moonlight fell on the ground.

I gently walked into the room and looked at the blurred figure in the curtain. I stopped and stared quietly. The night is so quiet that even your light breathing can be heard clearly. I can't help warning myself that I can't get any closer... I can't get any closer.

But in the end, I still couldn't help moving my heels, came to your bed, and gently lifted the curtain.

I think about the reunion day and night... It's not like this, although today I can only choose this to look at you again... Even if you don't know.

He moved his eyelashes slightly, and then let out a soft moan. You didn't wake up, but such a small action made me bend my mouth. He stretched out his hand and hung in mid-air, and then hesitated for a long time before gently touching your cheek with his knuckles. It seems that this will make me miss you a few minutes.

But I was wrong.

This kind of indulgence can only make me more and more unyed to you.

Realizing this, I hurriedly pulled back my hand, but the wide sleeves seemed to hang on something and took it to the ground. I reached out and picked it up, only to find that it was a sachet that was placed on your pillow...

I sent you a sachet.

This discovery has rekindled my thoughts about you. Xinyi... You also care about me, right? Otherwise, you won't hang it all the time or put it on your pillow! Right!

I stared at your sleeping face and forgot how to breathe in an instant. The ghost bent down and gently kissed your lips. My drooping hair brushed your cheek, and you seemed to feel itchy. You reached out and scratched it, then turned over and fell asleep again.

Xinyi... You said, how nice it would be if I could look at you like this all the time.

If only I could bring you back to me...

The sound outside the door made me come to my senses. I hurriedly got up and left quickly. Looking back, only the curtain swayed gently, as if the night wind had blown by.