Chapter 78 Cold and Warm Self-Knowledge

On the second day, Yuyu changed the appetite of the previous two days. She desperately took medicine and drank water to eat. After eating and spit it out, she continued to eat. Qingsong was shocked by her.

Yuyu quickly got better. He contacted Cheng Zichen and asked Xuanqi to write to Xuanyi every day to ask about his own situation. No matter how short Xuanyi is, she will reply to her. In the middle, I took time to come over for a few meals.

Sometimes Yuyu also feels a little funny. She is so close, but she still has to write letters, but she also knows that Xuanyi is really busy. The war ahead is unknown, the two royal generals are missing, and there is uneasiness in the stability of the war. I know about that, and someone in the government must know that this sudden trouble for the Li family... It's worth playing.

Yuyu also understands that in this case, it is generally not necessary to die, just to be disabled. It's just official fame and fortune, no matter how illusory it is. What's more, it's hard to say what will happen to the Li family. These people are too anxious. However, when Yuyu thinks like this, she can't help but doubt a person, the person she doesn't want to suspect the most. Every day, Yuyu silently told himself in his heart that he would not. Even if he didn't believe in himself, he should believe Xuanchen. Although he was a bastard, he was very smart.

While analyzing Yuyu, he entrusted people everywhere and sent people to comfort his sister. Yuyu opened the letter left by Xuanchen and sent the letter to several ministers in the court.

The only thing that gratified her was that Yulan didn't need her to comfort her. Yulan really grew up. When he knew about this, he kept comforting Yuyu.

The family's father is in prison, and the others are only being monitored for the time being. Yu Xiao Yuzhi was temporarily suspended, and only the identity of the Yulan Forbidden Army was not affected - at this time, Yuyu understood why Zhang Yaoqi transferred Yulan to the Forbidden Army at that time. Although it was just a guess, it should be inseparable. It turned out that this person knew the news at that time, or had a hunch. Politics... It's really terrible.

A week later, Zhang Yao came once, "Don't worry, you don't have to worry about your life." I said this sentence. Yuyu was finally half-hearted.

Three days later, the result came out. He was demoted to a small town before promotion. There was no position, but a technical worker. Yuzhi was dismissed and Yu Xiaoguan was reinstated. Yu Yu breathed a sigh of relief. After all, it is still their hometown. They are familiar with each other, and even the houses are ready-made. And his father was finally released from prison and heard from Yu Lan that he had not suffered anything.

Yuyu asked Zhang Yao to bring 5,000 taels of silver tickets and fifty taels of gold to his family.

Cheng Zichen hasn't been here since that day, and the 10,000 silver tickets have not been returned. Yu Yu didn't care, but she inevitably felt a little sad. She had an intuition that the Huang family should have done nothing to help in this incident.

This storm is finally over,

It's just that everyone inevitably has to bear the pain of separation. Since then, the family has been far away from each other, which is inconvenient. Yuyu thinks that as long as people are fine, and after all, in modern times, work and study are thousands of miles away, and they also enter the palace early here. It is rare to see them all year round, but they are used to it.

There is a lot of noise here, and there is still no news from Xuanchen.

A month later, Xuanyi married Huang Yuenuan, the right wife.

Yuyu has nothing to do every day. This state makes her hate it. Xuanchen and her brother-in-law Xuanze don't know where they are. No matter what the situation is, it must be very good, but what about myself... Stay in this exquisite and comfortable cage every day, drink tea, eat snacks, write and draw and caress. Qin...

Yuyu thought of these inexplicable troubles. When she finally messed up the strings when she was playing the piano again, Qingsong said lightly, "Girl, don't worry."

Yu Yu seemed to hear the sound of nature and grabbed Qing Song's shoulder. "What do you mean? You know where he is, right? You know he will be fine, right?

Qing Song didn't move. When Yuyu calmed down a little, he said, "I don't know. I mean, it won't be good for you. The only thing you can do for the Second Highness now is to take care of yourself. Look at you, how thin you are."

Yuyu is slender. During this period of time, he has lost weight quickly because of piles and piles. She eats very hard every day. In fact, sometimes Qingsong is distressed when she looks at it. The way she eats is like stuffing it with chopsticks, but even so, Yuyu is still losing weight quickly.

She seems to write, draw and play the piano every day, but Qing Song knows that she is also forcing herself to do these things and keep her daily life, so that she can barely support the little poor belief in her heart.

The dose of the sleeping fragrance that Qingsong puts on her pillow every day has also increased. Qingsong can't. Although she knows that the gradual increase in the amount of medicine is not good for her, she will collapse faster if she doesn't sleep. Qingsong sometimes felt that she lay with her eyes open at night, as if she was afraid of sleeping.

Yuyu is really afraid of sleeping. In this kind of life now, she doesn't know if there is some despair in it. She was afraid that she would go back to the modern world when she fell asleep. She knew that once she went back, she would forget what happened here. She was afraid that she would never come back. Although she always wanted to go back at the beginning, now... this place has become a part of her life.

In fact, she doesn't know whether she loves Xuanchen very much. After all, some are just some little romances. She knows that the ordinary and friction of life will slowly wash away this little romance. Now because of the worry-free material conditions of life, I have these leisure to deal with these little emotions. What about the future? This is the palace, where the political rights struggle is the most fierce and cruel. During the period when Xuanchen disappeared, what happened in his own home has fully proved this point.

Yuyu believes that there must be more fights that have nothing to do with her, but she doesn't care.

However, it was also because of this that Xuanchen asked for an order to marry Mrs. Zuo, which moved her even more. Yuyu's father is too straightforward, so that their family will not only not become the help of Xuanchen in politics. At present, it is still a drag. Several brothers and brothers have been promoted under the care of Xuanchen. However, thinking of this, Yuyu couldn't help thinking that Xuanze didn't know what he thought about these things, and maybe it was also helpful.

Thinking about this over and over again every day, Yuyu knew that she was very concerned about Xuanchen no matter what. When she didn't get the exact news from him, she really didn't want to leave like this. It's just that the round trip of this dream is not according to her will. She doesn't know whether there is any wavering or despair in her heart. After all, when she wakes up every morning, she often feels very tired and often has "another difficult day." Such an idea.

But Yuyu still falls asleep drowsily every day - he can still sleep so well. It seems that I really don't love him very much - Yuyu thought with a wry smile.