Chapter 85 Struggle

not far from the door, Qingsong knelt on the open space, with thorny grass under it, holding a stone in his arms. In the sun.

Xuan Chen stood in front of her.

"Is she awake? Is there anything wrong?" Qing Song finally couldn't help trembling and asked.

"Wake up." Xuan Chen said, "Get up."

Qing Song shook his head and continued to kneel. Get up and don't be seen by her. Xuanchen said and walked out.

This is a small village. These are the two outermost small courtyards, next to a hill. Xuanchen walked to the back mountain.

Qingsong closed his eyes, two lines of tears fell, and slowly put down the stone and stood up. He walked to the Yuyu door and looked at the door in a daze.

After a while, there were almost unheard screams from far away from the back mountain.

Zhang Yaoqi looked at Xuanchen calmly and slowly tore off the man's skin along the wound, and then slowly wiped the wound with leaves, which was a kind of herbal leaf that could reduce inflammation.

The man's face has been deformed, "Ah, we all said, we all said, isn't it okay? Kill me, please!"

"Hmm." Xuan Chen sneered, "No, I will consider it after watching your wife and daughter like this."

The man's eyes widened, and the other three began to shout hysterically, "You will go to hell like this."

"Oh? Hell? Very good, I hope... I can see you there." Xuanchen smiled gently.

It is rare for Zhang Yao to see him laugh so clearly and shivered in the sun. The person who was killed by himself at that time was really... very lucky, wasn't he?

Just thinking about that scene, Zhang also regretted killing him. **/Wife and daughter, rape woman, such a person will die.

Xuanchen concocted the other few in accordance with the law, and then wiped his hands. "She's awake." Zhang Yaoqi opened his mouth and wanted to ask, but finally he could only ask, "Has the fever subsided?"

"It's better."

Zhang Yaoqi nodded, "I'm going to replace Qingsong."

"You don't have to go. I asked her to get up. You all remember it for the time being. Don't let her see it." With that, he turned around and left.

Xuanchen came to the hut on the left and pushed the door in.

Xuan Ze sat **, and Yanran was feeding him medicine. Seeing Xuanyi coming in, he quickly put down the bowl and sat aside. Xuan Ze looked at him and asked, "How's it going?"

"The fever has subsided. I'm awake." Xuanchen said calmly.

"That's good." Xuanze laughed.

Xuanchen didn't answer, "How are you?"

"Take your time, and you can't be in a hurry."

Xuanchen nodded and went out.

Xuanze saw the person who was kneeling outside as if he were sitting there from the moment he opened the door. ( Is Yuyu really just injured? Xuanchen never abused his subordinates.) Looking at the medicine handed over by Yu Yanran. ( This woman seems to know something and is always silent.)

When Xuanchen came out, he saw that the door of Yuyu's room was open. Yuyu was holding Qingsong and saying something. He approached and faintly heard, "Are you all right?" How about Yanran?" The sound sounds a little difficult, intermittently low.

Yuyu saw Xuanchen, immediately let go of Qingsong, hid back to the room and closed the door.

Qing Song looked back at Xuanchen with tears on his face.

Xuan Chen stood silently for a while, approached, pushed the door, locked it, and knocked. No one answered, "Yuyu, open the door."

There is still no movement. "I count three times, and I won't kick the door."

"One"

"Two"

"Three"

The door still didn't open, but Xuanchen finally didn't kick it. He bowed his head and stood in front of the door. Standing silently. Qing Song stepped back and stood aside.

After standing for a while, I suddenly heard the sound of the bowl breaking.

Xuanchen flew up and kicked the door open with a bang. The door panel hit the wall and made a loud noise. While the wood chips were flying, Yuyu sat by the bedside, bending down to touch a piece of broken porcelain, and looked at him with his head in a daze.

Xuanchen quickly came forward and pulled up Yuyu and hugged him. "What are you going to do?"

Yu Yu was shocked, "P pick up, pick up the bowl."

Xuanchen seemed to be worried to look at her up and down, and then hugged her tightly.

Yuyu was about to push him away when he heard a sob in his ear... Yuyu was stunned and pushed Xuanchen, but he couldn't push it away.

It was not until it was wet seeping into his hair that Yuyu was convinced that Xuanchen was really crying... His heart was sore that he slowly reached out and hugged him.

Why are you crying... Why are you crying? Don't cry... Yuyu gently patted Xuanchen on the back.

Qingsong gently closed the door at the door.

The current situation looks a little strange. Obviously, Yuyu has been hurt, but it seems that she is comforting Xuanchen.

Yuyu was scared by Xuanchen's tears. She never thought that such a person would have tears. Then came the heartbreaking pain. Maybe what I was worried about was these things, which would not only hurt me, but also hurt Xuanchen.

When I really saw Xuanchen's sadness, the pain was so sharp that it far exceeded Yuyu's expectations.

Such a sharp pain so high that the internal organs burst open, but tears could not be shed. All the emotions were piled up in the body like this. Yu Yu only felt a headache, and then fainted.

When he woke up again, he was woken up by Xuanchen. When he opened his eyes, he saw Xuanchen's anxious look.

"How do you feel? Do you want some porridge?" Xuan Chen said worriedly that he had been lying for three or four days without eating.

Yu Yu nodded, and Xuanchen went out. After a while, he brought in a bowl of porridge and fed Yuyu with a spoon. The porridge has been cooked so bad that it is almost rice soup. Yuyu quickly ate a bowl.

Xuanchen put the bowl away and wiped Yuyu's mouth with a towel. Yuyu began to shrink into the bed again. Xuanchen didn't force her. He just sat by the bed, helped her tweak the quilt, and touched her forehead with his hand. "Don't burn. Let's sleep a little longer."

Yuyu didn't say anything.

Xuanchen sat by the bed and listened to her breathing gradually stabilized. At night, Xuanchen lay on the outside of the bed all night. In the night, Yuyu screamed several times. Xuanchen patted her to wake her up, and then watched her escape from her arms and shrink in the corner of the wall, with her eyes wide open, and finally slowly fell asleep under weakness.

Xuanchen couldn't fall asleep all night.

In the next few days, Xuanchen was almost inseparable. No matter how Yuyu let him go, he was firmly guarded. He didn't want her to slowly retreat completely into his own world. He must keep her by his side. He believes that he can do it. And he knew that she was more afraid of seeing others than himself. So except on the first day when she opened the door and asked about Qingsong, Yanran and the eldest prince, she never talked to anyone else.

Xuanchen is gratified about this, at least she is willing to eat from his hands. When she had a nightmare at night and held her, she would subconsciously drill into her arms and call her name, but quickly ran away after waking up.

Such a woman made Xuanchen very sad. He knew that she would not face it. If he just doesn't love himself, he may feel better, but when she subconsciously nestled in his arms after sleeping at night, Xuanchen's heart seemed to be torn apart by life. She subconsciously longed for his love to protect her, but she felt that she was not qualified, right? In fact, he is the one who is really unqualified. Let her go alone and get hurt like this again.

After Yuyu woke up this time, he recalled what happened that day, which was vivid in his mind. Every feeling is still clear, and memories are painful, but she can't help recalling it over and over again. That kind of unbearable and humiliation, although she knows in her heart that it is not her fault, the shame and pain of being humiliated will not be diluted, and the embarrassment of facing her beloved will not be alleviated by it.

She just won't commit suicide because of this, that's all. On the first day, when Xuanchen rushed in and hugged her, she soon knew that Xuanchen was afraid that she couldn't think about it. She won't. But this does not mean that she has the courage to fully face what has happened and Xuanchen.

Especially Xuanchen said that he found her, so he saw it. She looked dirty and abused by others. Thinking like this is enough to make her tremble.

On the third night, Xuan Chen finally couldn't help falling asleep. At night, Yuyu woke up. It was not a nightmare, but just thirsty. In a daze, he saw Xuanchen sleeping next to him, with one arm still on his arm, in a guard-like posture.

His eyelashes are still wet, and his eyes are red... Has he cried again? Yuyu gently stroked his fingers on his eyes, stained them with some moisture, and then put his fingertips into his mouth, bitter, the smell of tears.

Yuyu was a little sad. Looking at the moonlight outside the window, she felt a little frustrated. Why is it like this? Shouldn't you be happy to see him? Why did this happen? What should we do in the future? Can you really pretend that nothing has happened, marry him with peace of mind, and then live sweetly? It seems that it can't be done, at least it can't be done at present.

Yuyu is even afraid to look at him now. I'm afraid of seeing disgust and indifference in his eyes, and I'm afraid to see pity and heartache in his eyes. No matter what kind of emotion, it reminds her of the fact that she has been humiliated. And what's more sad is that such abuse has been completely displayed in front of her loved ones.

Yuyu knew that such thoughts and emotions might be unhealthy, but she couldn't do it and couldn't give it away.

A month later, Zhang Yaoqi and Yu Yanran took the eldest prince Xuanze to the nearest big city, Wuning City, to inform the city guard, and returned to the capital two weeks later. The emperor named Xuanze the king of Yong'an and Xuanchen the king of Jiuling. Xuanchen did not attend the ceremony.

Yu Xiao returned from victory and worshipped the general of Dingguo. Lord Li has made great achievements in water control and was promoted to the third grade.

Zhang Yao left the palace privately, but escorted the eldest prince back to the palace. The achievements and demerits were offset, and he was still the general manager of the Imperial Guard and Yan Yun. The emperor wanted to marry Yu Yanran to the eldest prince, but Yu Yanran resigned.

Yu Yuyu only heard the people in the village say that the eldest prince was crowned king, and the prince of the Li family returned with victory and worshipped the general.

Yuyu still lives in that small mountain village with Xuanchen and Qingsong. He bask in the sun every day. Qingsong cleans. Xuanchen cooks and takes care of Yuyu, pours tea, pours water, combs his hair and washes his face, and Xuanchen comes in person.

Yuyu is still a little afraid of seeing people. He always stays in his yard. Even when he sees Xuanchen, he still speaks little. Most of the time, he is silent and rarely smiles. Xuanchen just accompanied her in a daze and went up the mountain to play some game every other time. The firewood, rice, oil and salt that I usually eat are bought from the people in the village.