Chapter 92 Things are human
"Xuan Chen, I'm tired." After Yulan's funeral, Yuyu said to Xuanchen one day. She is a little afraid now, as if all happiness is fragile.
Give marriage - war, Xuanchen's departure, disappearance - with the news of Xuanchen - humiliation - big marriage - loss of brother... What will happen next?
Xuanchen hugged her, listened to her say this, and was gently shocked, "Yuyu, don't say that. Don't... leave me."
"I didn't want to leave you."
"Don't leave this world..."
"? What are you talking about? I won't look for a short time." Yu Yu said.
"No... Don't lose hope for the world, at least... not when we are still together, okay? Promise me. I will make you happy."
"Xuanchen, you are my greatest happiness in the world." Yuyu said softly.
"Xuanchen, why did you go to the mountain after you disappeared at that time?"
"If you are scattered, you can only go to the place where there are few enemies. Xuanze is injured and can't walk far. He is afraid of being found and hiding there."
"Xuanchen, why does the emperor seem to be very... very... let you go?"
"Because I'm fine."
"..."
Two years have passed.
"Xuanchen, why am I not pregnant yet?"
"Don't worry... Do you really want to have children?"
"I want yours." Yu Yu paused and said blankly, "I don't know why... I think I seem to... have a child." After saying that, he smiled again, "It feels so stupid."
"Yuyu... If there is another life, would you like to be with me?"
"another life?"
"Yes, for example...for example, in another world"
"another world?"
"Yes."
"Do you mean the afterlife?"
"It's true."
"Yes, in any world, in any life." After Yuyu finished speaking, he suddenly smiled and said, "But you have to be so good to me that I have to have you, so that I will always meet you and fall in love with you."
"Xuanchen, look at the new clothes I made for you."
"Well, the craftsmanship is getting better and better."
In the spring of this year, Yuyu met Huang Yuehan and Cheng Zichen on the hunting ground. "What is a thing is wrong" Yuyu whispered to Xuanchen. Xuan Chen didn't say a word.
In the evening, Xuanchen and Yuyu had just finished dinner, and the emperor came.
Several parties have seen the gift, "Go and ride a horse." The emperor said.
Yuyu also had a slight nostalgia. When he came to the place where he rode the horse at that time, Zhang Yao and Wang Fatty were also there. Several people rode forward slightly along the familiar route and came to the small pond where Yuyu fell into the water at that time. The emperor said, "At the beginning, you fell into the water here."
Yes... The people at that time... Without Yu Yanran and... Huang Yuenuan, Yuyu thought in a daze that everything was wrong... Someone was no longer there.
Xuanyi still remembers that at the beginning, it was the fall that made her realize that the girl who usually laughed was already a big girl, and it was also at that time that she realized that her feelings for her were not so simple.
Now, I am the emperor, she... is the wife of my royal brother, the only wife... In retrospect, I can't hate it. If it's me, can I marry her as Mrs. Zuo? If it's yourself, can you marry her as the only wife? At the beginning, I thought that the second brother could do it, and he could do it himself. Now he understands that he can't do it.
Several people were silent and walked forward quietly and came to the sea of flowers. There were two people sitting in front of the sea of flowers. Yuyu was stunned and approached. It was Cheng Zichen and Huang Yuehan who stood up and greeted the emperor.
For a moment, Yuyu felt that he had returned to the hunting many years ago. They sat by the sea of flowers, talking, laughing and playing.
"Would you like to pick some flowers?" The emperor said softly.
Yu Yu came to her senses and smiled, "Okay." Looking at Xuanchen, the other party nodded slightly.
Yuyu and Xuanyi walked into the sea of flowers, "You say, I'll pick it." Xuanyi smiled at her sideways, like that afternoon many years ago.
Yuyu also pointed to a flower with a smile. The two gradually drifted away, and Xuanchen shouted at the beach, "There are snakes."
Yuyu and Xuanyi came back with a smile. Xuanyi said, "Brother, you were jealous at that time."
Yuyu looked at Xuanchen in surprise. Xuanchen did not answer, but Yuyu felt that there seemed to be a suspicious blush on his face.
Yuyu sat down and handed the golden flowers to Xuanyi.
White is the main, decorated with some blue flowers, and then with a large number of beautiful grass leaves for Cheng Zichen.
I casually tied a bunch of colorful colors for Huang Yuehan, but Huang Yuehan did not receive it.
The happy atmosphere froze in an instant. Yu Yu's hand stopped in front of her, and Cheng Zichen took it from the side. Yu Yu lowered his head silently.
"Your Majesty, the little woman is a little uncomfortable, and the little woman will leave."
Xuanyi said coldly, "Exquirely."
Cheng Zichen was frightened for a moment, "I..."
"What? Are you not feeling well, too?" Xuan Yi said coldly.
"No." Cheng Zichen said.
Huang Yuehan's body stiffened and finally left alone.
Silent... After Huang Yuehan left, Xuanyi said coldly to Cheng Zichen, "Kneel down."
Cheng Zichen knelt down and left.
Yuyu was a little confused, yes... he lost his brother, and then... killed Huang Yuehan's sister. Although I hate her, I think of a living life, to some extent, because of myself, I disappeared...
It turns out that the most irreparable thing is life.
After the hunting, Yuyu was a little stuffy. Huang Yuehan looked at her and made her uncomfortable. Sometimes she did psychological construction for herself, and Huang Yuenuan also killed Yulan. When thinking about this, she will feel much better, and the heart occupied by anger seems to be more energetic.
Yu Yanran is still so beautiful, but... she is very lonely. She looked at Xuanchen with deep eyes. Yuyu sometimes wanted to tell Xuanchen that you could marry her. But I still care a little. Such a beautiful woman will find it difficult to resist as a woman, not to mention Xuanchen.
That night, at the bonfire party, everyone sang and danced and drank. They were very happy. Yuyu drank some wine and watched it quietly for a while. Xuanchen was pulled on the stage again. Yu Yu quietly left the table and came to the woods next to him. He sat down and looked at the bustle over there from afar. A man also left the table and came to Yuyu. It was Yanran.
Yu Yanran walked straight to Yuyu and sat down, "Do you also think it's noisy?"
"Ye-huh."
The two sat silently for a while, "Why don't you...marry?" Yuyu asked. I don't know why she feels that Yanran won't be angry
"No one wants it." Yanran sighed.
Yuyu smiled, "Obviously you don't like him."
Yanran was silent for a long time, "The people I like don't like me."
"Who?" Yuyu had an answer in her heart, but she still couldn't help asking
"Meng Xuanchen." Yu Yanran replied frankly.
Yuyu didn't expect Yanran to be so frank, but she was stunned for a moment. He turned his head and looked at her, was silent for a while, and then said, "That's always getting married."
Yu Yanran looked at her and smiled, "Are you so confident that he won't marry again?"
"No, I never thought about it."
"Oh?"
"Really, I never thought he would never marry again." Yuyu looked at Yanran with a smile and said frankly, "It's not that I'm not confident that he doesn't love me enough, but it has nothing to do with love. He is the prince. And...and I have no children." Yuyu said frankly, "So I won't stop him from remarrying, but to be honest, if it were you, I would be under a lot of pressure. But even so, I won't stop him.
"Why?" Yanran looked at her fixedly.
"Why?" Yuyu lowered his head and thought for a while and smiled, "I don't know. If he likes it and he needs it, let him live the way he wants." He nodded, "That's it."
After hunting back, in the same year, the Huang family collapsed, and Lord Huang was slicted and never hired. Huang Yuehan was indignant. Cheng Chen came to find Yuyu, "Is that so?"
Yu Yu was stunned, "What's the point?"
"If it hadn't been for your instigation in front of the emperor, how could the emperor have treated the Huang family like this? If you have anything to come to me, you don't have to do so! Isn't it just that I didn't marry you back then? Do you always remember the hatred? Why are you so cruel? Fortunately, I didn't marry you back then. Isn't it enough for you to hurt Huang Yue Nuan?!!" Cheng Chen scolded angrily.
The jade language is silent.
Qing Song came forward and said, "Gong Cheng, please take care of yourself."
What else did Cheng Chen want to say? Qing Song clapped his hands, and several guards came up next to him and dragged Cheng Chen out. "Let go of me. I can go by myself." Cheng Chen struggled desperately.
"Let go of him." Yu Yu said lightly, and the guard let go. Cheng Chen turned his head and looked at Yu Yuyu angrily and went out.
Yu Yu sat down in the chair dejectedly, "Qing Song, am I really going too much?"
"Madam, Qingsong doesn't think so."
In the afternoon of the same day, Yuyu came to Yulan's tomb and sat for a long time. "Laner, what do you want your sister to do? Did my sister do something wrong?" Yu Yu gently stroked Yulan's tombstone.
When Xuanchen came back at night, Qingsong reported this matter. Xuanchen touched Yuyu's hair, "Why do you feel sorry for people who are not worth it?"
"It's not for him, Xuanchen. Am I really vicious? At that time, I really felt that I wanted Huang Yue Nuan to die."
"Yuyu, if you hadn't dissuaded me at that time, she would have died at that time."
"But...if I don't make trouble..."
"She's going to die too."
"Why..."
"You don't need to know..." Xuanchen touched Yuyu's hair
"Xuanchen..." Yuyu hugged Xuanchen and went into his arms, "You marry another one."
"Why do you say that?"
"I can't have children."
"What if I can't? Are you going to marry another one? Xuan Chen said with a smile.
"...That's different. Why don't you try to marry one first?"
"Aren't I trying?" Xuanchen said and picked up Yuyu and walked to the bed.
A month later, Cheng Zichen retired from his wife.
When Yuyu heard Xuanchen say it casually, he looked at him in shock, "What about Huang Yuehan? What should I do?"
Xuanchen did not answer her question, "Do you remember what I told you? Impulsive and irresponsible. It's impulsive to come to you a month ago to insult you. Now it's irresponsible.
This guy is still jealous... "Well, you're right." Calm down, "But why?"
"That kind of family, why did you choose Huang Yuehan at the beginning? Now you can abandon her for the same reason."
"What about you? Why did you choose me? Yuyu asked mischievously, and suddenly remembered that they had said that Xuanchen had been paying attention to himself since a long time ago. "Try, when did you... notice me?" Yu Yu held his chin with his hand, leaned on the table, and tilted his head to look at Xuan Chen.
"I noticed you when you fell into the water and I went into the water to save you."
Yu Yu was stunned, and Xuan Chen answered so fluently.
"That was the first time I saw you." Yuyu muttered. Then, she suddenly frowned. Why...why didn't I have any impression before I saw you?" He frowned and thought, "No, it was before drowning... I should, should have seen you... Why don't you have an impression?"
"It's too small. I'm scared, so I forget it." Xuanchen's voice is very quiet and gentle, and there is a kind of relaxing magic.
"It doesn't seem to be... I don't have any impression at all, and I can't even write. I haven't learned to write since then. You taught me... Why?"
"Are you scared after drowning?"
"No...no." Yuyu frowned and recalled desperately.
"Yuyu, come here."
Yuyu looked at Xuanchen blankly and walked obediently to him. Xuanchen stretched out his hand and held Yuyu on his lap. "Don't think about it. What does it matter? Aren't we fine now?"
"You should ask that you love you." Xuanchen kissed her forehead in a quiet and gentle tone, "It's in every moment."
Yu Yu was stunned. I didn't expect Xuanchen to say such sweet words...