Chapter 56 Anyway, I'm a mother

Xiao Jing locked herself in the room when she got home. Zou Weijun stayed at the door after talking to Wang Lanzhi and Xiao Xiong about the inspection report. He was not in a hurry to knock on the door. He wanted to give her time and space. Zou Weijun knew that Xiao Jing was more difficult to accept this matter than anyone else. The room has been very quiet, and there is no sound of falling or crying. Zou Weijun sat cross-legged on the floor and waited quietly.

Xiao Xiong has never left the study, and Wang Lanzhi also appeared once. She sent lunch to Zou Weijun and whispered, "Let's eat!"

Zou Weijun raised his head and looked at Wang Lanzhi with some confused eyes. He said, "Mom, how's the chief?"

Wang Lanzhi looked at Zou Weijun. His eyes were always shining, which always made people feel majestic. She only saw such a confused look when his mother died. Wang Lanzhi was distressed for a while. She touched the top of Zou Weijun's head and said to him, "Xiaojun, your father has me! Don't worry. No matter what happens, you should calm down. Xiaojing hasn't experienced anything big, and the pressure has left you alone.

Zou Weijun's tears almost came down. There has always been only pure respect and less warmth between him and his mother. Wang Lanzhi's movements and words made Zou Weijun feel the love of a mother. He smiled and said to Wang Lanzhi, "Mom, you can rest assured that Xiaojing has me."

Wang Lanzhi squatted down and stared at Zou Weijun's eyes and said with a kind smile, "You don't have to be so strong in front of your mother. Mom knows that you feel uncomfortable."

Zou Weijun's tears finally flowed down, and he buried his head in Wang Lanzhi's arms and cried silently. Wang Lanzhi gently hugged Zou Weijun, like a sleeping baby, slowly shaking and saying nothing. Zou Weijun, who cried bitterly in Wang Lanzhi's arms, relaxed his tense nerves. While sitting at the door of the room and eating in his mind, he repeated the situation this morning. He didn't know why he felt something was wrong. Although he could not be sure for a while, Zou Weijun believed that his feelings would not be wrong.

Zou Weijun was eating, and the door opened. Xiao Jing was about to sit on the floor like him. Zou Weijun immediately put his coat on the ground, and then sat down to continue to eat. The husband and wife sat on the floor face to face for a meal. After putting down his job, Zou Weijun asked Xiao Jing, "Are you full? Is your daughter also full?

Xiao Jing lowered her eyes and nodded and said, "I'm full, and my son is also full."

This dialogue is what the couple must say after every meal since Xiao Jing became pregnant. But today's sentence made Xiao Jing feel painful. Big tears fell from Xiao Jing's big eyes like broken pearls. Zou Weijun went over and picked up Xiao Jing and approached the bedroom. He did not put her down, but let her stay in his arms. The two sat quietly without talking. For a long time, Zou Weijun felt a sinking in his arms and looked down at Xiao Jing. She had fallen asleep. Zou Weijun found a comfortable position to sit **, took the quilt beside him to cover Xiao Jing, and moved his body to make Xiao Jing sleep more comfortably.

Zou Weijun found that Xiao Jing's hands were always on her lower abdomen and slept very uneasily, so he covered Xiao Jing's little hands, and both of them put their hands on Xiao Jing's lower abdomen. At this time, Zou Weijun suddenly felt a fetal movement. He opened his mouth in surprise and looked at Xiao Jing's lower abdomen incredulously. It turns out that fetal movement is like this. This is definitely the most magical thing in the world. He and her children grow up day by day. How can he be willing to...

Xiao Jing, who slept in Zou Weijun's arms, was awakened by this fetal movement. She firmly protected her lower abdomen with her arms and said vaguely, "My child, my child, my child." Suddenly, Xiao Jing rushed into the arms of Zou Weijun and cried to him, "He is our child. How can you let me give up? Jun, I want him, I want him."

Xiao Jing's tears pressed hotly on Zou Weijun's body through her clothes, and the tears in front of her had not turned cold, and the tears behind her followed hotly. Zou Weijun gently said in Xiao Jing's ear, "Don't think about anything now. Sleep well and everything will be fine."

"You are a big liar. I don't want to sleep. I want our children."

Zou Weijun clenched Xiao Jing's hand, put it on her lower abdomen, and said to her with a smile, "The child is here, and I'm here too. Jing, obedient, can you sleep?"

Xiao Jing held Zou Weijun's hand tightly and firmly protected her lower abdomen, as if only in this way could she feel safe. Zou Weijun obviously felt that Xiao Jing's body was soft. He listened to her exhale and heard her say, "Army, guard us, don't leave us."

Zou Weijun gently rubbed Xiao Jing's face with his lips, and the breath of the two people was entangled in the air, as if this was a lifetime. Xiao Jing put her body strength into Zou Weijun's arms. She suddenly remembered the sentence she saw in a book: "Only your arms are the safest place in the world." She felt sleepy and wanted to sleep.

In the next few days, Xiao Jing and Zou Weijun consulted a lot of information about Down syndrome and consulted some experts. Most of the advice they received was to let them give up the child. In the past few days, the child in Xiao Jing's belly has been very lively. Xiao Jing always feels incredible fetal movements. It seems that she is talking to her and seems to be calling her "Mom" and seems to be saying to her, "Mom, don't give up on me."

Although Xiao Jing still eats and sleeps as usual every day, she still quickly became haggard. Except for Xiao Zijun and Lily, who have already lived in the Xiao family, even Dongfanghong, who has brought his family together now come and forth every day. Every time the three people quarreled with each other as if nothing had happened, just so that Xiao Jing could smile happily. All the people were waiting for Xiao Jing's decision. All of them became cautious for fear that any wrong sentence would make Xiao Jing sad.

Xiao Jing, who just knew the results of the examination, was completely immersed in her sadness. She couldn't figure out why her child had Down syndrome, why so many children were healthy, and why she was her own child. She felt that she was the saddest mother in the world. Xiao Jing was unwilling to let Zou Weijun accompany her to read the materials and consult experts. After one disappointment after another, she saw Zou Weijun's fatigue and sadness. She seemed to wake up a little. As the child's father, Zou Weijun must be as sad as her, and he still has to grit his teeth and be strong, just to support her sadness. Xiao Jing wants to be strong for him.

Later, Xiao Jing found that her parents were always smiling carefully at herself. Every time she took an extra bite, her parents were as happy as the New Year. Every time they saw her frown, their parents became at a loss in an instant. It seems that Xiao Jing has become a barometer of her parents' mood. When she is happy, they are happy. If she is unhappy, they are at a loss. Xiao Jing wants to be strong for them.

Later, Xiao Jing found that Lily was not sleeping and followed her every day, like the bodyguard she hired. Xiao Zijun hardly goes to work and tries to make her happy every day, like her kindergarten teacher. Dongfanghong actually came to her to report every day after work. She never mentioned her son, but only talked about telling jokes to Lily and Xiao Zijun, as if she had suddenly changed her naturally aggressive personality. Xiao Jing wants to be strong for them.

Today's dinner table is full again, with the same stiff laughter and cautiously talking and laughing. Xiao Jing suddenly asked, "If my child is a low-competent child, will you dislike him?"

Dongfanghong didn't want to blurt out. She said, "Children are angels for mothers. Your angels are different from others. I have no reason to dislike an angel."

Xiao Jing said with a smile, "I never knew that Xiaohong was still a literary young woman."

Wang Lanzhi said to Xiao Jing, "There is no question of dislike at all. Whose children love? Xiaojing, we all love you, so we will also love your children."

Xiao Jing nodded seriously, looked at Zou Weijun, and said to him, "If I insist on leaving this child, will you hate me?"

"What do you think?"

"You won't."

"Then ask! I will be the best father, because I am already the best husband.

Zou Weijun's boastingly aroused widespread dissatisfaction, and the most dissatisfied was his father-in-law, Xiao Xiong. Xiao Xiong pretended to be serious and said to Zou Weijun, "Zou boy, don't brag first. If you surpass me, I will say that you are the best."

Wang Lanzhi happily tore down her husband's platform. She said to Xiao Xiong, "Don't be complacent, you! At most, it's qualified, and it's the best! How old will Xiaojing be? When will you talk? You didn't wet the bed that year? What she is most afraid of and what she likes the most..."

In the face of such a powerless wife, Xiao Xiong had to admit defeat obediently. He quickly interrupted Wang Lanzhi's words, "Honey, forgive me!" The people at the table laughed very happily. Except for Xiao Jing, no one had seen the usually upright and majestic commander Xiao Xiong, who was so afraid of his wife at home.

Zou Weijun muttered to himself and said, "Are you afraid that your wife will also be infected?"

Xiao Xiong heard Zou Weijun's words, and he said in a strong voice, "Zou boy, you're right." Then he laughed relaxedly, and others laughed without knowing why, as if to dispel the haze these days with laughter and drive the sadness and pain out of the house with laughter.

The next day, when Bai Yali learned of Xiao Jing's decision, she suddenly felt completely confused and said a lot of words. She deliberately magnified the danger and deliberately said everything very badly. She wanted to scare this seemingly delicate woman. Xiao Jing listened calmly to Bai Yali's words, and she secretly prevented Zou Guard from interrupting her words. After Bai Yali had nothing to say, Xiao Jing looked at Bai Yali with big eyes and said to her, " Dr. Bai, I understand what you said, but you forgot that I am a mother anyway."