Chapter 136 Give yourself a reason to give up
Linger, what should I do with you like this? Nangong Mo lowered his head slightly, and then printed his lips on Shen Qingling's pale and bloodless lips at this moment.
"Ninger, don't let me down, okay?" Nangong Mo said gently to the woman in front of him. Even if he knew what he said at this moment, she didn't know it at all, and he wanted to say these words.
On the other side, the imperial study.
"Zheng Yan, I'll leave this matter to you." Zheng Yan returned to the palace with Nan Gonghe and heard Nan Gong He's words.
"He, can I ask you a question?" Zheng Yan's eyes twinkling like peach blossoms stared at the extraordinary man in front of him, with a faint smile on the corners of his lips.
"Well," Nangong He answered faintly. In fact, he had some guess in his heart what Zheng Yan wanted to ask.
"He, you like the woman just now," Zheng Yan said such a sentence. It was not so much a question as a statement. He seemed to be very confident and said to Nangong He.
Nang Gonghe looked up at him, and then nodded without any hesitation. For Zheng Yan, Nan Gonghe did not intend to hide it.
"The woman just now is General Shen, the famous city, right?" Zheng Yan suddenly looked at Nan Gonghe and asked. He just returned to the capital recently. As soon as he returned to the capital, he heard such rumors, and the most was about the intelligent woman dressed as a man.
"Well," Nangong He didn't look at Zheng Yan, but answered gently.
"He," Zheng Yan said hesitantly, "There is a saying that I don't know whether to say it or not." In fact, when Hua met the woman, he saw that He had special feelings for that woman. Although he was a little confused about where the woman attracted the somewhat indifferent man in front of him at this moment, he was still sincerely happy for him. In so many years, he has never seen Nangong He show such an expression to that woman. However, just now, when he saw the figure of Nangong Mo and the servants of Shen's house facing Nangong Mo like this, he finally knew that He and that woman were just predestined after all! He couldn't bear to see Nangong He show such a painful look, so he wanted to tell him that since the woman did not belong to him, then give up! However, there is still a trace of hesitation in his heart. Is this really right for He?
"Zheng Yan, if there is anything, just say it directly!" Nangong He seemed to see the hesitation in Zheng Yan's eyes and said to him lightly.
"He, King Mo also likes General Shen!" Zheng Yan opened his mouth, but at the moment when the voice fell, he received Nangong He's cold eyes. In his eyes, there was an expression that even his brother could not see through and understand.
"Well, yes." Nan Gonghe's voice was full of bitterness. He really didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit it.
"You should let go." Zheng Yan's voice is faint, but if you listen carefully, you can still hear that there is a little persuasion in the words. Since the king of Mo also likes that daughter, and he can see that the maid of Shen's attitude towards the king of Mo is like the appearance of the new uncle. Presumably the person in the heart of the woman admired by everyone in the capital is the King of Mexico!
"Zheng Yan?" There was a little stiffness in Nangong He's voice.
"He, maybe I shouldn't say this, but "short pain is better than long pain." Why do you insist? Moreover, if I guess correctly, the person the woman likes should be the King of Mexico!" Zheng Yan said truthfully, although these words are not good for Nangong He, they are also facts. What a true truth! So, He, have you seen it clearly? It's time for you to let go. Really, it's time to let go.
"Zheng Yan, do you even think so?" There was no expression on Nangong He's face, but there was a deep feeling in his voice. What on earth should he do? If it's really so easy to let go, he will try his best to let go. However, it's easy to say. Once it's really done, how can it be as simple as it is said?
"He, I don't even think so," Zheng Yan looked out of the window and then said, "He, I know you should have seen it long ago. That woman likes King Mo! Since her heart is not on you, why do you have to be so persistent? He truthfully expressed his thoughts in his heart.
This is indeed the most real idea in Zheng Yan's heart. Although this is indeed very difficult for Nangong He, it is also an indisputable fact. Since that woman's heart is not on him, why force it? It's better to just let go, so that you can get rid of yourself and not cause trouble to the woman. Isn't that great? At that time, Zheng Yan thought so, but he never thought that one day, he would face the same situation as Nangong He. At that time, it was obvious that he really couldn't convince himself like he persuaded Nangong He, because it was really difficult. Perhaps it was not until that moment that he realized that some things, even if they worked hard, were still difficult.
"Zheng Yan, I know," Nangong He nodded gently: "I know what you said." In fact, he knows what Zheng Yan said. How can he not know that there is no place for him in Shen Qingning's heart? There should be only Mo's figure in her heart! That time, Mo promised him to compete fairly. Although he was happy, he also understood that even if he really competed fairly with Mo, it didn't make much sense. Because in that woman's heart, from beginning to end, she likes Mo, and only Mo can enter her heart!
Therefore, sometimes, he also wants to tell himself to give up! Maybe giving up is also a good thing for him! But where is it so easy?
"He, since you know, you should have heard that 'long pain is better than short pain'," Zheng Yan continued to persuade. He really couldn't bear to see his brother suffer because of emotional things. So, let's just make a conclusion!
"Zheng Yan, just once," Nangong He sighed degrily: "Just once, I just want to fight for myself. Even if the result is not what I want, I can have no regrets, can I?" Just once! He told himself like this, just once! This time, if he hears Ning'er admitting that he likes Mo, then he will give up completely and give up the woman who moved him but couldn't have it.
"He?" Zheng Yan seemed to have no idea that Nangong He would have such persistent feelings for that woman. Since the woman's heart is on Nangong Mo, no matter how much he strives for it, it will only be in vain, isn't it? But why does He have to do this? Zheng Yan couldn't figure it out and couldn't figure it out. However, he thought that Nangong He should give an explanation to his feelings, even if the result was not as good as others wanted.
"Zheng Yan, this is the only time. I just want to hear the most real voice in her heart. If...," Nangong Hutton, then got up and walked by the window. His eyes floated out and said to Zheng Yan, "If she tells me in person that she likes ink, then I can give myself a reason to give up. From." He said so.
"He," Zheng Yan nodded as if he understood: "I know what you mean." It turned out that that's what He meant in his heart. However, He, the most important thing now is to get rid of General Shen's poison, otherwise..." Zheng Yan did not say the next words, because he knew that even if he didn't finish his words, Nangong He understood what he wanted to mean.
"I will definitely find the person who hurt Ning'er," he seemed to swear firmly to Zheng Yan. As soon as he heard Zheng Yan mention this matter, Nan Gonghe suddenly remembered that the most important thing now is not to discuss that matter, but how to solve the poison on Ning'er's body. He frowned and felt a little annoyed. He will never forgive the person who dares to hurt Ning'er.
"He, she is not absolutely sure about the poison on her body. What else can she do?" Zheng Yan asked the most critical question.
"There will definitely be a way. I don't think she will leave like this. I won't allow it. I will never allow it." Nangong He's voice was full of firmness.
On the other side.
"Your mother," the maid Yuer quickly walked to Liu Yunxin's side and said to her eagerly, "Your mother, something happened to Miss Shen. She was assassinated."
"How could this happen?" Liu Yunxin's eyes were obviously unbelievable. How could Ninger be assassinated for no reason? Yuer, when did it happen? Liu Yun asked doubtfully.
"Madam, Miss Shen was assassinated this morning." Yuer told Liu Yunxin everything she knew.
"Is Ning'er seriously injured? Is it better now?" This is what she is most concerned about now, and Liu Yunxin just took it for granted that Shen Qingning was just stabbed, but she never thought that Ning'er's injury would be so serious.
"Mother," Yuer glanced at Liu Yunxin and didn't know whether she should tell her mother about Miss Shen's serious injury now.
"Yuer, tell me everything you have to say, and tell me the truth without missing a word," Liu Yunxin said hurriedly with a little command. Looking at Yuer's expression, she couldn't help guessing in her heart. Isn't it that Lime'er's injury is very serious? Otherwise, why does Yuer have such a hesitant and hesitant expression?
"Mother, Miss Shen is a little seriously injured," Yuer couldn't bear to tell her master this fact.
"Are you seriously injured?" Liu Yun was stunned for a moment.
"Yes, Madam, Miss Shen is indeed a little seriously injured." Yuer repeated again. She concealed the poisoning of Miss Shen. Miss Shen's serious injury has worried her mother. If she tells her mother that Miss Shen is still poisoned, how can her mother be worried? Naturally, she can't bear it. What's more, her mother's body has just improved a little. How can she be so worried about these things? Although she knew very well that the relationship between Miss Shen and her mother was extraordinary, Yuer still couldn't bear to make her mother so worried.
"Yuer, come with me to see the emperor. I'm going out of the palace to see Ning'er." After hearing Yuer repeat it, Liu Yunxin said to her without any hesitation. She took the step anxiously and was ready to go to the imperial study to find Nangong He.
"Your mother, mother," Yuer looked at Liu Yunxin, who walked out in such a hurry, and hurriedly ran to Liu Yunxin, and stretched out her hand to block her way: "Your Lady, you can't go. Your body is not well yet!" Yu'er said anxiously.
"Yuer, what are you doing?" Liu Yunxin stretched out her hand, pulled down Yuer's outstretched arm, and then said to her very seriously, "Yuer, you should know what kind of status Ning'er has in my heart! So, this time, no matter what, I'm going to see Ninger. Otherwise, how can I feel at ease?" Liu Yunxin looked at Yuer's face, and her beautiful eyes showed a little worry and eagerness.
"Mother, I know what you said, but even if you are worried about Miss Shen, you have to take care of your own body, don't you? Otherwise, if Miss Shen knew that you went to see her regardless of your body, she would blame herself, wouldn't she? Seeing that Yuer couldn't persuade Liu Yunxin, she turned her head and there should be no problem persuading her mother from the other side!
"Yuer, if I hadn't seen Ninger look good today, I wouldn't have been relieved." Liu Yunxin continued.
"Mother," looking at Liu Yunxin's firm tone, such a serious expression, and such anxious eyes, Yuer had to compromise. What else can we do? She knew that if she didn't go to see Miss Shen today, she would not feel at ease. Therefore, even if she doesn't want to worry about the Empress, this is the only way. Mother, let's accompany you to see Miss Shen.
"Uh, okay," Liu Yunxin nodded and answered.
The imperial study.
"Your Majesty, Princess Liu wants to see you." Xiao Linzi walked into the imperial study and walked towards Nangong Hedao.
"Oh?" Nangong He seemed to be a little surprised, and then he asked, "Mrs. Liu? Which palace is it from? He frowned slightly as if he were thinking.
"Your Majesty?" Now, Xiao Linzi was a little stunned. If the emperor likes General Shen, how can he not know which palace Mrs. Liu is in? Although Xiao Linzi was surprised, he still didn't dare to say it in front of Nangong He. Concubine Liu is from Qinxin Palace, and she is also General Shen's cousin. Xiao Linzi added another sentence.
"Ninger's cousin?" Nangong He nodded: "Then let her in!" He just said, why do you think this Lady Liu is so familiar with it? It turned out that she was Ninger's cousin. No wonder!
"Yes, Your Majesty, I'm going to invite Mrs. Liu to come in." Xiao Linzi nodded and answered. Then he immediately went out. Just looking at the expression on Liu Fei's face, she seemed to be very eager. Xiao Linzi thought that Liu Fei's wife should have something very important to ask the emperor!
"Mother, please come in." Xiao Linzi said respectfully to Liu Yunxin, who was standing outside the door.
"Well," Liu Yunxin nodded, and then she couldn't wait to walk in.
"My concubine saw the emperor," Liu Yunxin looked at Nangong He, who was sitting in the chair in front of him, and then saluted him.
"Well, get up." Nangong He didn't look up, but said something in a low voice.
"Thank you, Emperor," Liu Yunxin got up and then said, "Your Majesty, I have a heartless invitation. Please do it."
"Oh?" Nangong He looked up and guessed what the woman in front of him wanted to say to him, but he still pretended not to know.
"Your Majesty, I want to go to the palace, and I would like to ask you to agree to my concubine's request." Liu Yunxin said this and knelt down to Nangong He again. Please also ask the emperor to allow my concubine to come out of the palace.
"What's the matter with Concubine Liu leaving the palace?"
"Your Majesty, you must have known about General Shen's injury. General Shen is my concubine's sister, so now that General Shen has an accident, my concubine is really worried and wants to go to the palace to see my sister." Liu Yunxin guessed that since she already knew what had happened to Ning'er, the emperor should have known it. She was really too anxious to come out just now. She didn't think about how to get the emperor to agree to leave the palace. And this reason was also thought up by her temporary gathering center. She didn't know whether the emperor would allow her to leave the palace.
"Hmm." Nangong He answered. No wonder when the woman first came in, he felt that this woman had an inexplicably familiar feeling. It turned out to be Ning'er's sister! He remembers the time when Lime came to ask him for the most precious herbs for this woman! He thought that this woman should have a position that cannot be ignored for Lime! That's why he agreed to the woman's request so easily.
"Your Majesty, did you agree?" Liu Yunxin didn't seem to believe that Nangong He would agree to his request so easily. She was a little stunned, but more happy.
"Well, go ahead," Nangong He nodded and said that he agreed.
"Thank you very much for the emperor's approval." Liu Yunxin looked at Nangong Hedao with some excitement, and then got up and walked out of the imperial study.
"Your Majesty, how's it going? Has the emperor agreed?" Yuer knew that Liu Yunxin was eager to see General Shen, so when she saw Liu Yunxin's figure, she asked anxiously.
"Well, Yuer, the emperor agreed." Liu Yunxin said with some joy. Although she really didn't expect that the emperor would agree to her request so easily, since the emperor agreed, it would be fine. Why did she think so much about other things?