Chapter 158 There is a feeling called involuntarily

"You girl, you are so kind. It's obviously not your fault for this matter. Why do you have to take all these responsibilities on yourself? Liu Yunxin smiled, reached out and gently nodded Jiang Zhiqin's forehead and said to her.

"Sister Yunxin, don't you think Qin'er is wrong?" Jiang Zhiqin looked at Liu Yunxin and asked.

"Of course, my sister has never felt that there is something wrong with Ning'er. If Hui Concubine hadn't thought of framing you at the beginning, she wouldn't have such an end today. Liu Yunxin said in an open-minded way.

"But, Sister Yunxin..." Jiang Zhiqin wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Liu Yunxin.

"You silly girl, you do everything on your own. It's obviously not your fault! So, don't think about anything anymore, you know, Qiner?" Liu Yunxin smiled softly.

"Well, Qin'er knows," Jiang Zhiqin nodded repeatedly and answered. After listening to Liu Yunxin's explanation, she felt much better.

"Is it much better now?" Liu Yunxin asked gently, and Qin Er's expression seemed to be much better now than just now.

"Well, thank you for your explanation," Jiang Zhiqin nodded and said with a smile.

"Qin'er, what did you want to talk to your sister in the Royal Garden that day?" As if she suddenly remembered something, Liu Yunxin asked. That day in the Royal Garden, she looked at Jiang Zhiqin's hesitation and guessed that she should have something to ask, but she didn't know whether to ask or not!

"Sister, that day..." Jiang Zhiqin was a little hesitant. She really didn't know whether she should say what was in her heart or not. If she says it, her heart will definitely be more relaxed. That day, when she was in the imperial study, she had clearly told herself that she had to learn to put it down. Such a man should be out of reach! What's more, the man already has a woman she likes in the bottom of his heart, and I'm afraid it's even more impossible for her.

"Well," Liu Yunxin nodded and motioned Jiang Zhiqin to continue, but unexpectedly, after waiting for a while, she still didn't hear her voice. Liu Yunxin couldn't help looking up at Jiang Zhiqin. Unexpectedly, she saw Jiang Zhiqin standing aside in silent tears. With such a pitiful look, Liu Yunxin got up and walked to her side, reached out to wipe off the tears on her beautiful face, and looked at her with concern.

In fact, Liu Yunxin has been a little strange in her heart recently. Why does the piano seem to have changed recently? In the past, Qin'er was lively and cheerful. She always raised her lips and looked at her with a smile, shouting 'Sister Yunxin' to her coquettishly. However, she doesn't know why Qin'er recently. It seems that the simple and innocent little girl in the past now has a slight sadness, but she doesn't know why she got up.

"Qin'er, what's wrong?" Liu Yunxin gently patted her on the shoulder, reached out and took her hand, and walked aside to sit down. She was a little confused. Why did Qin Er cry before she opened her mouth? Qiner, if you really don't want to say it, then don't say it. It's my sister's fault. She shouldn't have asked like this. At this moment, Liu Yunxin couldn't help regretting it from the bottom of her heart. It was all her fault. If she hadn't mentioned this matter, Qiner might not have been so sad. She blamed herself from the bottom of her heart. What's not easy to mention? She insisted on mentioning this matter. Didn't she see that there was something wrong with Qiner that day?

"Sister," Jiang Zhiqin still had crystal tears on her face, but she shook her head firmly. She gently sucked her nose and said to Liu Yunxin, "Sister Yunxin, it's not your fault. It's because of Qin'er. It has nothing to do with you." She reached out and wiped the tears on her face and said shyly to Liu Yunxin, "Sister Yunxin, Qin Er just doesn't know how to tell you."

As long as it is mentioned, Jiang Zhiqin feels very uncomfortable. Although she always tells herself not to be sad and not to be sad these days, she still can't control it. These days, Jiang Zhiqin found that she seemed to be a different person. Where did the former self go? She doesn't know. She seems to have forgotten such a woman with an innocent smile. Can she never see her again? Perhaps, since she met the man, the former lively and cheerful Jiang Zhiqin has disappeared! Instead, I can't help crying at this moment. She doesn't like this kind of herself. She really doesn't like it, but she still can't change it.

"Qin'er, you can slow down this matter first. Let's talk about it when you want to tell your sister!" After thinking for a long time, Liu Yunxin finally opened her mouth. In fact, she just wants Qiner to say all the unhappiness in her heart, which will always be easier in her heart. Maybe it's true that she forgot to say those sad things, but she will inevitably be sad.

"No, Sister Yunxin," Jiang Zhiqin looked up at Liu Yunxin. With such a blurred look of tears, Liu Yunxin was still a little uncomfortable. She said, "Sister Yunxin, I want to tell the things buried in the bottom of my heart today, so that I will feel better." The firm expression on her face also made Liu Yunxin finally nodded helplessly. Since Qin'er is so persistent, she can only do so.

"Qin'er, take a break and calm down." Liu Yunxin took Jiang Zhiqin's hand and said with concern.

"Well, thank you, sister," Jiang Zhiqin looked at Liu Yunxin, who was so concerned about him in front of him, and couldn't help but feel moved. In this harem, there are still people who treat her as well as their own sister. Well, that's it! It's really enough.

During this period, Jiang Zhiqin always stays in the room alone, asking whether he had decided to go to the palace instead of his sister. Is such a decision right or wrong? If I hadn't gone to the palace instead of my sister, maybe these things would not happen now! However, if she really didn't come to the palace, she would not be reconciled! Many things will always wait until you have tried before you know whether your original decision is right or wrong. Maybe these are all fates! Fate made her meet a man who moved her so much. Unfortunately, she didn't meet the wrong person at the wrong time after all. Maybe she will really hide that man from the bottom of her heart for the rest of her life! It's just that in that man's heart, there is still no place for her after all! Even, she thought that he might not know that there was another one in the world that she liked him!

Jiang Zhiqin thought for a long time in the bottom of his heart how to open his mouth. After a while, she said softly, "Sister Yunxin, do you know why Qin'er came to the palace?" She asked softly, as if she were talking to herself. Then he continued, "Actually, it was Qin'er's sister who should have come to the palace."

As soon as her words fell, she looked at Liu Yunxin and saw a surprised expression on her face. Jiang Zhiqin smiled and said, "My sister must be very strange. Why did Qin'er's sister come into the palace, but finally turned into Qin'er into the palace." She wanted to tell all the secrets in her heart to the woman she trusted and the best for her in the palace. Jiang Zhiqin knew that the weak woman in front of her was worthy of her trust. Therefore, these things tell her that she is absolutely relieved.

"Well, my sister is a little strange." Liu Yunxin told the truth, she was a little curious about why Qin'er's sister was supposed to enter the palace, but finally became the simple woman in front of her? In fact, to be honest, the woman in front of me is really not suitable for living in the palace. How can such a simple man survive in the palace? Could it be that her sister didn't want to enter the palace, so she finally let her enter the palace on behalf of her sister? Thinking of this, she asked directly and said, "Qin'er, are you going to the palace instead of your sister?"

"Yes, sister," Jiang Zhiqin nodded, which seemed to be an expected expression. However, the expression on Sister Yunxin's face seems to be a little strange. Isn't it? Does her sister think that she was forced to enter the palace by her family? So, she said, "Sister, in fact, Qin'er came to the palace voluntarily."

She seemed to think of something happy. She raised a faint smile and said, "That day, probably a few days before entering the palace, Qin'er went to her sister's room to find her sister, but unexpectedly, Qin'er actually saw her sister sitting in the room with a sad face. In the past few days, Qin Er has already felt that something was wrong with her sister. It's just that something is wrong, but Qiner doesn't know.

"Later, my sister told Qin'er that she had been worried about entering the palace recently. Coincidentally, Qin'er is also worried about this matter! Qin'er remembered that her sister told Qin'er with a dull face that day that she already had a man she liked in her heart and didn't want to enter the palace as a concubine. She continued, as if she saw a faint smile on her sister's face that day, especially when she mentioned the man she liked. The happy expression made her unforgettable no matter what.

"Then, did you go to the palace instead of your sister?" Liu Yunxin continued to ask.

"Yes, it's a coincidence. At that time, Qin Er also had a man he liked at the bottom of his heart, so he wanted to go to the palace. At that time, Qin'er's wish was very simple, even if she just looked at the man from a distance. It doesn't matter if Qin'er spends life in this harem. Jiang Zhiqin said this, and the corners of his lips couldn't help showing some light bitterness. Her wish is really simple, just want to look at him simply like this. Even if he didn't even know that there would be a woman like her in this harem, it doesn't matter.

However, she never thought of it. When she saw the man who hid her deep in her heart, she found that what she was thinking was really too simple. It seems that looking at him like this, she really can't do it. She found that she really couldn't do it. Looking at the distance like this, she was satisfied. She even wanted more and wanted to be by the man's side. Therefore, when she saw that the only woman in his eyes later, she was really sad.

"So, the man Qin'er likes is..." Liu Yunxin continued in surprise, "What Qin'er likes is the emperor?" It seems to be doubtful, but it is very clear that it is a statement.

"Well," Jiang Zhiqin nodded without hesitation. The man she liked, the man who stretched out the bottom of her heart, and the man she missed was the most noble man in the eyes of the world - Nangonghe.

"Qin'er, you..." Hearing Jiang Zhiqin's firm tone, Liu Yunxin was really shocked. However, there are still some strange things in the bottom of my heart. When did Qin Er meet the emperor?

"Sister, you must want to ask, when did Qiner put that man in his heart?" It seemed that at a glance, Jiang Zhiqin saw the surprise in Liu Yun's eyes. In fact, Qin'er met the emperor in that year's hunting. Jiang Zhiqin said lightly with a smile between his eyebrows. At the moment she saw the man, she believed that there was a feeling in the world called 'involuntarily'. No matter how much you want to ignore such a man, he can only involuntarily follow his figure with his own sight! Such a man has been hidden from the bottom of her heart since then. She thought that maybe she would never have a chance to see her again in her life. Especially when she knew that he was the emperor of today, she had such an idea.

It's just that maybe fate is really wonderful. She never thought that one day she would have a chance to get closer to him. However, he can only see his figure occasionally.

"Sister Yunxin, do you know that Qiner can never believe that the so-called fate can be so wonderful. Qin'er and her sister met their favorite man on that hunt. It's just that we didn't say what we thought in our hearts. Jiang Zhiqin said softly.

"Qin'er..." Liu Yunxin wanted to say something, but she still closed her mouth and said nothing.

"Sister, do you know? I never believed that I would be so excited at the moment I saw him. Do you understand that kind of feeling, sister? As she spoke, it seemed that there was a faint excitement in her voice.

"Qin'er, my sister has experienced this kind of relationship," Liu Yunxin nodded, and then seemed to think of some good memories and said lightly. There is a man in her heart, but the bottom of this man's heart has never had her place! Therefore, she can understand Jiang Zhiqin's words very well.

"Sister Yunxin?" Jiang Zhiqin was surprised for a moment, but in the end she didn't ask anything. Yes, who doesn't have any secrets in his heart? And in Sister Yunxin's heart, there should also be her own secret!

"Sister Yunxin, do you think Qin'er is stupid?" I'm afraid she's the only one who will fall in love with that noble and even unreachable man?

"Qin'er," Liu Yunxin patted the back of Jiang Zhiqin's hand, then stood up, walked to the window, and said lightly, "Qin'er, do you know, in this world, you can fall in love with a man, which is really lucky. Even if that person doesn't even know that there is such a person who likes him, it's really lucky for us, isn't it? At least, we have experienced what it feels like, and there is no regrets! Even in this life, we can only bury this feeling in our hearts, but we will firmly remember the joy it brings us, won't we? Liu Yunxin stretched out her hand and touched the edge of the window. There was a cool feeling in her hand, just like her mood at this moment.

"Sister?" Jiang Zhiqin is a little strange. What kind of things did her sister go through to make such feelings?

"Qin'er, do you know? Although this feeling does not always bring us joy, and maybe even those painful moments are more, so what? At least we have experienced it." Liu Yunxin continued.

"Sister, Qin'er knows." Jiang Zhiqin also walked to the window and stood side by side with Liu Yunxin, looking not far away, but he didn't know what he was looking at. After listening to Sister Yunxin's words, she really felt that what Sister Yunxin said was really right and reasonable. Even if you like a man who doesn't like you, so what? As long as she has his presence in her heart, that's enough. This feeling, even if it has been buried in her heart forever since then, she is willing. At least this proves myself, those rotten times, those young but naive times.

"Qin'er, there has always been a person in my sister's heart," Liu Yunxin's words sounded in her ears with faint emotion.

"Sister, after today, Qin Er will hide this feeling in the bottom of her heart and just stand quietly not far away and look at him." Jiang Zhiqin whispered, as if he had made up his mind, and said to Liu Yunxin.

"Qin'er, in fact, if you can, fight for yourself once! Even if it fails, at least if you have worked hard, then there is no regret and no left!" Liu Yunxin whispered. In fact, she just didn't mean to let Jiang Zhiqin give up the man she liked. But the girl seemed to have misunderstood, and she was determined to hide this feeling in her heart forever. She should have no chance in her life! Therefore, she wants to let Qiner cherish the opportunity in front of her and don't leave regrets for herself. Don't be like her. It's not until now that I remember why I didn't know that I had to fight for myself?