Chapter 224 Don't Regret
PS: I highly recommend a good book, Fire and Dark Spirit's big work "Demon Graduate"
More than one million words of birds can be killed directly without fattening. The connection and introduction are below ^_^
——————————————————
After thinking about it, I still feel that this stand-in must be kept secret, and it is not easy to perform in front of outsiders, including three girls. We must not let them know their current state. Otherwise, I'm afraid that there will be no stopping life from now on. If it is seen by others, it will be even worse. The key is that this kind of thing is too fantastic, and there is no way to explain it at all!
Agility attributes can be interpreted as fast reaction speed. Armor is regarded as a golden bell cover iron cloth shirt by others. The spiritual bonus is touted as unforgettable. Intelligence can be said to be a genius... These basic attributes are okay, but what about stand-in? What do you say about getting an identical big living person out of thin air? Thanks to Xia Ruobing, who just bumped into her, this girl is a little bolder. If she changes to Yao Wei, I'm afraid she will faint in fear.
He changed the channel randomly with the remote control, and Li Weidong began to think about how to explain it to Shen Lin later. After all, what he said in front of Shen Lin was like a gentleman, how much he loved Yao Wei, so he couldn't accept her. Now he hides in the room and kisses another MM behind her back with his wife. This kind of thing can't be explained clearly. If Shen Lin is just an ordinary friend, the key is that she also has a special preference for herself. How will she feel when she sees this scene?
The more I thought about it, the more worried I became. I couldn't help looking at Xia Ruobing and said that if this girl hadn't suddenly broken in and saw the stand-in, how could there be these messy things? Speaking of which, it's all because of Xia Ruobing, a dead girl, who can't do enough to make trouble, and she knows how to make trouble all day long. And Xia Ruobing was nervous to death at this time. On the one hand, it was because she was broken by Shen Lin, and on the other hand, it was also because she felt very guilty about Yao Wei.
She has known Yao Wei for so long. In fact, Xia Ruobing has always wanted to treat her as a rival in love. She likes Li Weidong and has not hidden it from anyone from the beginning. But she didn't expect that Yao Wei never cared about her. She was tolerant, generous, gentle and considerate of her. All this made Xia Ruobing unable to regard her as her enemy. Xia Ruobing is originally that kind of hot personality. She is usually lost, and she often doesn't remember the kind of clothes she added when it's cold. However, during her time at school, Yao Wei took care of her like her own sister, eating, dressing, and even buying sanitary napkins when her period came. Xia Ruobing has never enjoyed the love of her father and mother since she was a child. Although she is taken care of by Hou Wanfeng, she is a man. How can she be as careful as Yao Wei?
I don't know when Xia Ruobing became more and more dependent on Yao Wei. Although the two were not in the same dormitory, they spent much longer with the sisters in the dormitory. Generally, the relationship between girls is always very delicate. A beautiful MM may become a very good friend with dinosaurs, but there is rarely such close friendship between beautiful women and beautiful women. They are often separated or simply hostile. Like Yao Wei and Xia Ruobing, both of them are so beautiful. , but he is like a person, especially Xia Ruobing, who often doesn't go home at night, so she runs to Yao Wei's ** squeeze, and her claws are extremely dishonest. She often makes Yao Wei make all kinds of screams after turning off the light, which makes many girls talk in private, thinking that the two of them are probably pulling.
And the more so, Xia Ruobing felt more and more guilty. After all, she kissed her boyfriend behind her best friend's back. Even if Shen Lin didn't say this kind of thing, Xia Ruobing felt very sorry for Yao Wei. The scene just now was like a dream for her. She is still dizzy, but every detail is deeply imprinted in her mind. Xia Ruobing didn't even know how to face her sister-like friends, and her heart was like countless kittens scratching around. Seeing Li Weidong looking back at her, he hurriedly dodged his sight.
The details of the kiss just came to mind again. His lips, his tongue, his domineering aggression and the smell of manhood seemed to remain on his lips. Xia Ruobing felt like she had a dream, but all this was so clear that it came so suddenly that she was caught off guard and unable to resist. Xia Ruobing's heart had never been panicked before, and she only felt that her heart would jump out of her throat with a little effort.
"Do you... regret it?" Xia Ruobing suddenly said in a low voice.
Li Weidong didn't understand for a moment. He was stunned for a moment and said, "Ah? What are you talking about?"
"I don't regret it!" Xia Ruobing's voice was low and inaudible, but it sounded so resolute. She said slowly, "I know I'm selfish. I'm sorry, Weiwei, but if time goes back and starts again, I will still do it!" Yes, regardless of everything, even if I am hated by Weiwei, even if I am despised by everyone, I don't regret it!"
"Bingbing, you, I..."
Li Weidong immediately stopped saying that he didn't know how to answer. Xia Ruobing's persistent and expectant eyes made him feel extremely shameless. Why didn't he know what the little girl thought about him? But when he thought of Yao Wei, he really didn't know what to do. If the heart can really be divided into two halves, he would rather cut it with a knife now, but even if it can be true, isn't it a kind of harm to Yao Wei, who pays wholeheartedly?
Just when he was at a loss, Shen Lin and Yao Wei came out of the entertainment room after playing billiards. Shen Lin deliberately said loudly, "Well, I had a good time today. Weiwei, your football skills have improved so fast. I can't beat you in two days.
She deliberately said so loudly that Li Weidong knew that it was reminding him and Xia Ruobing and looked at her gratefully. Seeing Yao Wei next to him, he couldn't help feeling guilty and said, "Well, Weiwei, it's late. Go to bed early?"
"Is it late? It's only more than ten o'clock." Yao Wei looked at Li Weidong strangely, because this guy has always been a night owl. Except for fooling around the world, he is fighting the landlord. When he plays, it is in the middle of the night. There are few times when he is as regular as today. But I didn't think much about it. I wiped my sweat and said, "I'm really tired. I'm sweating. I'll take a shower first. You can watch TV. Today, I bought wontons stuffed with emerald shrimp. I'll make you a snack later.
Xia Ruobing was guilty and quickly said, "Sister Weiwei, I'll wash with you."
"Cut, I don't want it. Every time you take a shower, you are not honest, and you want to take advantage of it? Go back to your bathroom upstairs and wash it yourself!"
Yao Wei smiled, afraid that Xia Ruobing would catch up and ran into the bathroom in three steps. The remaining three Li Weidong sat in the living room, and the atmosphere immediately became awkward.
In fact, Li Weidong still knows more about Shen Lin. He also knows Shen Lin's character and should not tell Weiwei, but he still feels a little embarrassed when this kind of thing happened, and he doesn't know how to explain it. He said brazenly for a long time, "Well, Sister Linlin, what happened just now... Yes, it's a misunderstanding. ......”
"Okay, don't talk about it anymore." Before Li Weidong finished speaking, Shen Lin interrupted him and said, "Nothing happened just now, and I didn't see anything. From now on, none of us is allowed to mention it again."
"But, Sister Linlin, I..."
Although Xia Ruobing wears a mask as a cover, she can still feel a fever on her cheeks. Shen Lin took her hand and said, "Weiwei, come to my room for a moment. I have a few words to say to you."
Xia Ruobing said in a low voice and obediently entered the room with Shen Lin. After closing the door, Shen Lin asked Xia Ruobing to sit down, looked at her for a while, and said softly, "Bingbing, don't be nervous. I've always regarded you as my own sister. I want to ask you a few words. Can you tell me the truth?"
How could Xia Ruobing not be nervous? She took off the mask, pinched it in her hand and rubbed it repeatedly, but she didn't dare to look at Shen Lin's eyes. She had the courage for a long time before saying, "Sister Linlin, you... ask."
"I know you have always liked Dongzi, which is also your power. You and Weiwei are both my sisters, regardless of each other, so I won't persuade you to give up Dongzi, Bingbing, because of Weiwei's relationship. Of course, you have the right to choose your own happiness. But..." After a slight pause, Shen Lin took Xia Ruobing's hand and said, "But have you ever thought about what you need to pay if you fall in love with your good friend's boyfriend? How do you face this relationship, how do you face Weiwei, and even Dongzi? Do you dare to confess to him? Is this relationship really happy for you? Do you think... will you have a result?
"This, I..."
Shen Lin's series of question marks stunned Xia Ruobing. Originally, she thought that Shen Lin asked her to talk alone. She just wanted to persuade herself not to do anything out of the way, but she didn't expect her to say such a thing. Seeing Xia Ruobing silent, Shen Lin couldn't help shaking her head, stroked her hair gently and said, "Silly girl, loving someone is not only enjoying happiness, but also means giving. Dongzi and Weiwei are the most important people around you. I guess you would rather hurt yourself than hurt either of them. But do you know what consequences you will suffer in this way? Bury your feelings in the bottom of your heart and dare not show it to anyone. You can only pay silently, but you can't get any promise, even if it's a word of comfort; if you love clearly, you have to pretend not to care... Bingbing, do you know what kind of torture this is for girls? I can't bear to watch you fall into it, do you understand?
Xia Ruobing was stunned for a while, and suddenly smiled and said, "Sister Linlin, you actually said these words to yourself, right? I know that in fact, you don't like Dongzi less than me and Weiwei. For such a long time, you have never revealed anything. But Sister Linlin, I want to ask you, are you really happy if you bury your feelings in your heart like this?
"Ah? I..."
"Sister Linlin, don't lie to me. I'm not a child anymore. How can I not understand these things? Yes, you have always liked Dongzi, but you are deliberately keeping a distance from him and even afraid of being alone with Dongzi, but will you really feel happy in this way? Sister Linlin, what do you think is love? When this emotion becomes a person's bitterness and depression, do you think this is not torture for you?
"Bingbing, I..."
"Sister Linlin, I don't know what you think of Dongzi, but I like what he likes and is about to go crazy. In fact, I also tried to avoid him and don't think about him, but I can't do it. I really can't do it! Some people say that the difference between saints and mortals is that the former is to overcome emotions, and the latter is to be defeated by emotions. I think I am the latter, and I am destined to be a mortal. Yes, I also know that I'm selfish to do this. I'm sorry that Weiwei is unfair to her, but I really can't control myself!"
With a gentle sigh, Xia Ruobing whispered, "I don't regret it. What happened just now, if time goes back, I will still do it. I like him, I love him, but I won't be buried in my heart like you. He can't accept me or even ignore my existence, but neither you, he, or Weiwei can stop me from liking him. Sometimes I even think, why is this not the old society? Even if I become his concubine, as long as I can be with him, I admit it, I'm worth it! Sister Linlin, I'm different from you. I'm not as mature as you, and I don't know that you know so much about the world. I only know that I have loved a person until I'm crazy and desperate. Even if there is no result between him, even if all this is just my own affection, even if the moth fights the fire, even if the body is bruised, I am willing to bear any result. At least, at least I have loved, and I have faced a love that belongs to me, right?
Two crystal tears slid down the cheeks, and the exquisite and picturesque face was pitiful. Shen Lin looked at Xia Ruobing in a staring way. After a long time, she sighed and muttered, "Maybe... you're right. Bingbing, you are happier than me, because you are braver than me, and you know more about love than me..."
PS: It will be a little less in the past two days. The big guys scolded me. I really can't do too much work. I will make up for it later. This month, it's still 150,000 words, and it won't be bad...