The love of Qingshang: dissipated the sorrow but did not see the return of Yi people 1 (that year was bright)

The love of Qingshang: dissipated the sorrow but did not see the return of Yi people

I am Qingshang, the prince of the wolf clan. As soon as I was born, I was destined to be in this position, and this position was destined to be free. I can only stand high and watch my people happy alone. It seems that those warmth never belong to me. As soon as I was born, I began to be cultivated according to the next generation of wolf kings. I don't have any freedom, except for learning.

My father often takes me with me, so I am used to all the ugliness in the world. When I was very young, I clearly understood how lonely and dangerous my position is. I keep learning from the masters to make myself stronger, and I keep hiding all my true self. Come on, what I'm showing people is just my mask, so since I began to remember, I have been such a warm and soft, with a faint smile on my face, and I show my elegant behavior all the time.

In this world, there is never need to be kind. Didn't a kind farmer die on the venomous teeth in the end? In fact, when I am in this position, it also shows that I am covered with poisonous snakes everywhere. Once I have compassion, then it is likely that I will become the second farmer. I once saw with my own eyes that people's hearts are sinister, and you saved him, but after he was safe, he bit you and put you to death. So, from that time on, I learned that everything was full of a faint and gentle smile, and there was no other unnecessary action. I looked coldly. Watching them bite each other, watching them assign camps, watching them fight with each other, and watching everyone around them keep dying, my heart actually has no feeling anymore. I think this may be what I should bear. This is the cruelty of the world. This is where I am in. The location must be clear, and you must get used to it. In such a palace, I have a lot to learn. Since I want to sit in that position, I need to have enough ability, because I understand that I am responsible for the people of the wolf clan. I am not only a king, but also a safe and stable person. And I, like them, sometimes forget that I am just an ordinary demon.

However, just as my heart gradually cooled down, a small figure appeared in front of me. That year, I was ten years old and she was five years old.

She was only three years old and staggered from the side of the stone road on such a sunny afternoon. At that time, she was walking on the road with some instability, which made people fright. She could fall on the stone road at any time. Such a small person, at this moment It made my disguise a little cracked.

Just under my gaze, I don't know if I guessed what or something. The small figure tilted to the left and was about to fall down.

Sooner or later, my body moved before my consciousness gave instructions. I quickly rushed forward and held the small body in my arms. When I lowered my head and checked the small body that there was nothing serious, I was unconsciously relieved, but it was in me. The moment I lowered my head, I only saw the bright and clear eyes staring at me, which made me panic for no reason. I immediately felt my gaffe. I quickly straightened the small body, stood aside, sorted out my folded clothes, frowned slightly, and looked at the The small body, then, without saying a word, turned around and was ready to leave.

I have to say that just now, when I suddenly let go of the small soft body, my heart suddenly had a feeling of loss, as if I had lost something, and the expression just now finally gave me a trace of mask. According to my opinion, no matter when, as long as I am in front of people, even if I can't see them behind people, I must keep a gentlest smile. Even if I am angry to death, there should be no other expression on my face besides this gentleness, and in such a short moment just now I knew that there were many changes in the expression on my face. First, I was moved when I saw the small figure staggering. When I saw the little body coming down, I was shocked. When I held the small body in my arms, I was slightly satisfied. When I left At that time, I was disappointed again, and finally I couldn't bear to frown at my own practice. I can't help but feel some regret when I think about it.

"Brother..." Suddenly, just as I was about to step away, the small body behind me suddenly opened its mouth and called my brother, that is, the brother of this life made me sink completely. I think I should have begun to sink into this kind of psychedelic at that time, but If I make a new choice after a long time, I think I will still make such a choice. Because there are many things that are destined, and you can't change them no matter what, even if you die.

"What's the matter?" At the moment I turned around, the expression on my face once again returned to its usual gentleness. It seemed that I was just like this. There was a little alienation in the gentleness, but it was not warm and elegant.

"Brother, aren't you happy?" The little girl ran to me like that, and then raised her head with great effort, looked at me, looked into my eyes very seriously and asked, it was still the crisp sound, and there was still an irresistible magic. I think it was probably because this child, and his whole body exuded pure That's why I'm different from others. This kind of purity is rare to me and can touch people's hearts.

"Why do you say that?" I smiled, but I didn't know. My smile contained a trace of true feelings. I looked at the little girl standing in front of me, slowly squatted down, looked at her, tried to relieve her burden, and then asked. After the rhetorical question, I carefully looked at the little thing in front of me. Just now, due to the sudden outbreak, I didn't have time to observe this little girl at all. At this moment, it is even more attractive. This little girl has fully inherited the beauty of the demon, but her beauty is different from the charm of the demon. , but pure beauty, as if it should not belong here in the first place. Suddenly, I have some fear that this purity cannot be approached by myself. Such purity should be retained, but my proximity will make this purity be discovered by many people. Once discovered, then this purity is possible. Forever disappearing, this time I'm most afraid of Ojas. Thinking like this, I unconsciously left some distance from this little girl.

"My brother has been laughing, but his eyes are lonely." The little girl didn't seem to feel my intention to hide. She took a step because I was very close, and then tilted her head and looked at me very seriously and said. At the moment she said this, I was stunned. It turned out that my expression was so obvious, or was the little girl too pure On the contrary, you can see substantive things. Obviously, this little girl really belongs to the latter, because no one has ever said so over the years.

"What's your name?" I still kept my mask, but some confusedly asked the little girl, trying to change the topic. In fact, I didn't like to talk about it.

"Brother, my name is Qingyu, cyan green, white jade." The crisp voice sounded again, as if she was very happy to introduce herself. Her eyes were bent, beautiful and dazzling. I don't know if I would have had such a smile, or I didn't have the right to laugh like this from the beginning. I couldn't help but feel some sadness, a lot. People want to get this position, even at all costs, but they don't know that this position will make people lose a lot of things. I would rather live in an ordinary family, and then just an ordinary wolf demon. I will live this life easily and happily. If you want to cry, laugh if you want, you want to laugh, just want to eat. Eat, play if you want, you don't have to watch these scams every day, you don't have to guess about some people's practices like this or that every day, and you don't have to think about how to hide your thoughts and emotions every day.

"Well, Xiaoyu, remember, don't be so reckless in the future." Finally, I just sighed and said these words, but I don't know if this little girl can understand my real intention. Maybe she said it in vain. Anyway, I feel very relieved.

"En, Xiaoyu knows." On the contrary, the little girl, as if she really understood, nodded and answered me seriously. Suddenly, I felt very funny and was really a funny baby. Thinking of this, I touched the little girl's hair, then got up and explained to the maids of honor with the Qingyu princess, and left. I have to go to class later.

"Brother..." But this time, before I left, the little girl stopped me again. I looked back doubtfully and looked at the little girl who was still standing still in place.

"Can Qingyu still see his brother? Can you still play with your brother?" When I was very confused, the little girl suddenly asked such a sentence, which made me feel a little overwhelmed. This is the first time I have heard such a sentence. I have heard it before, but it is not so pure that they just want to play. Their purpose is too obvious, as long as they are close to it.

"Ye, okay." I nodded with a smile, then took a step and strode away. After walking drunk for a long time, I found that the corners of my mouth had been rising like this. I had to admit that I was very happy.