Chapter 50 Life is better than death.
With a "ka" sound, the door lock was opened. Looking at the empty room, she was full of sadness, because standing at the door, she felt that she was not a little popular here, just like no one had ever lived here, but this was her home where she had lived for a long time.
Looking at the sneakers at the door, Anxin suddenly found that she had not seen Su Tianyi for a long time, but she lived in the same room with him, and this situation began after the last kiss. From that incident, she felt the obvious beginning of Su Tianyi. Hide from her, if she hadn't heard the sound of the door being opened or closed every day, she would have thought that she was the only one living in the house. And she can't do anything about this situation. She refuses to go back to the past, and she doesn't know how to continue next.
threw her schoolbag casually aside, and then relaxed her body and sat down on the sofa. She slowly closed her eyes tiredly. There were really too many things that happened today. First, Han Xiao called and asked to meet her, and then her lies did not lie to her, so she know the truth of the matter. Opening her eyes, she believed that Han Xiao would help her keep it secret under her plea.
Han Xiao can be desperate for Mu Junhao, just like she endures pain to protect her family, so she is relieved that she will understand her mood and help herself, and it also involves innocent people.
However, he was still inexplicably uncomfortable, but he didn't know why. Obviously, everything developed according to his expectations. Mu Junhao left. Although Han Xiao knew the truth, he would not say that this matter would become a secret forever. So, isn't this what you want? There is no defect, but why is it so uncomfortable?
She lowered her head and looked at her empty arms. She suddenly frowned, awkwardly and awkwardly. She took the backrest beside her to her arms, so that her arms were filled, and now she was relieved, so she smiled. However, she didn't know how sad her smile was at this time.
That man took her heart away, so what's the use of hugging her tightly? Lost heart, lost temperature, and there was only one body left.
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It was sleepless all night, so her head hurt like a crack because of lack of sleep, but she really couldn't sleep. She tossed and turned all night, and as soon as she closed her eyes, it was Mu Junhao's last desperate face, which made her heartache as if she had been crushed fiercely, and her whole body was twitching.
Entering the campus drowsily, her headache made her frown and her face was full of discomfort. At this time, a burst of laughter suddenly came to her ears. The familiar voice made her immediately know who the man behind her was and let her know what kind of picture she would see if she looked back at this time, but, Ming Ming gave the order in her head, but her heart was disobedient, so her neck turned around uncontrollably, and her eyes looked at the familiar figure uncontrollably.
Unexpectedly, Mu Junhao, with a smiling face, was being held by a beautiful girl's arm at this time. The two were walking forward smilingly. When they passed by her, the girl looked at her proudly, her eyes were full of the pride of the winner, while Mu Junhao never looked at the girl beside him. He moved away, so he completely ignored his peace of mind.
Slowly raise your arm to cover your heart, which is the consequence of inability to control yourself. However, looking at the sweet two gradually moving away, he said comfortingly to himself in his heart, as long as he is happy, the rest doesn't matter. What's more, you let go of your hand, and what are you sad about now?
Because there are still more than ten days before the college entrance examination, now every student is very nervous, preparing with all his strength, and fighting for the final sprint in the position, and the teacher is also very busy. The students who are often asked questions are surrounded by the three layers and the outer three layers.
silently looking at the book in her hand, she was also reviewing carefully and preparing for the exam, but she felt that something was looking at herself, which made her a little uncomfortable. She raised her head doubtfully and saw her deskmate looking at herself with hesitation, with an expression that was difficult to say.
"What can I do for you, classmate?" Ask at ease.
Because Anxin usually doesn't talk much with his classmates, his deskmate is so hesitant. It seems that he is worried that Anxin will ignore himself. But seeing that she said this now, she was obviously relieved and her tone became a little relaxed, but she was still nervous.
"I didn't understand a question, but there are too many people there, so can you help me talk about it?"
The reassuring results are obvious to all, and there is no problem for her to help.
So that's it. "Yes." She smiled and answered with peace of mind. She should help her classmates when they were in trouble.
And when the boy saw Anxin smiling at himself, his face suddenly turned red. And when he saw the boy's shy reaction, he smiled again.
"Thank you...thank you." Seeing that Anxin smiled again, the boy even began to stab.
"You're welcome." He said with peace of mind.
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Although it was time to eat, this canteen, which used to be queued for a long time to get dinner, also became unfavored at this time. The large canteen sat several students scatteredly. The discussion is no longer about recent TV series or your favorite stars, but what you learn.
And Anxin is one of these people. She can't eat at all, but she still forces herself to eat more, because she hasn't slept well during this period, and her body can't stand it. If she doesn't even eat, she is afraid that she will fall down. This has reached a critical period, and she will never have an accident. Rub your head, which is still faintly painful. If you can't sleep today, take some sleeping pills. If it goes on like this, her head will hurt so much that she may not live or die.
At this time, the familiar voice appeared again, making her calm heart begin to beat faster, and the lesson in the morning told Anxin not to look up again, because the shots you didn't want to see would appear in front of her.
So, she continued to eat and even accelerated her speed, but her ears became more ** without looking. The conversation between the two clearly reached her ears.
"Hao, where are we going after school?" The groaning sound stimulated the reassuring ears. It made her a little unbearable, not to mention a boy.
However, Mu Junhao didn't hear what he said clearly. After what he said, the girl said shyly, "Hao, you are so bad!"
Even if you don't see that expression, you have already guessed what it will look like. My heart began to feel a little uncomfortable, but I stubbornly refused to leave and let myself continue to suffer here.
And just then, a hesitant boy sounded above his head, "I... can I sit here?"
This sound changed her mind. Looking up, she unexpectedly found that it was his deskmate who was speaking. Looking aside, there were not many people in the whole canteen. Why did he sit here? However, she still didn't ask embarrassing words, because it was not her family. She could sit wherever she wanted. She had any power to interfere, and even if she sat next to her, he would not rob her food. So, he said at ease, "Yes."
Then she continued to eat with her head down, but it was like chewing wax. And the ears are still working.
"Hao, I want to ask you something, you have to answer me honestly!" The girl's bone-spy voice sounded again.
"I will answer the baby's question honestly." Mu Junhao's laughing voice sounded.
"Hao, I love you the most." Very satisfied with Mu Junhao's answer, the girl's voice was full of pride.
Then, the two suddenly lost their voice, making Anxin, who was listening to them, raise his head doubtfully.
For a moment, he was stunned, and a heart-pounding pain immediately came to his heart. It turned out that the reason why the two suddenly lost their voice was that they were kissing without hesitation.
And because their behavior immediately attracted the attention of almost everyone who ate in the canteen, but the two were not embarrassed at all. Even in order to prove that they loved each other very much, they kissed fiercely.
The boy beside him felt relieved to look elsewhere, and he also turned his head doubtfully.
Anxin and Mu Junhao's incident once made a lot of noise at school, and Mu Junhao said himself that Anxin is his woman, but now she is with other women. In the eyes of others, she was abandoned by him, but her experience made the girls very happy, because Mu Junhao is in the minds of all girls. Prince Charming took him at ease and made many girls resent her, and their separation made all girls happy, but he did not expect that Mu Junhao would be with other women so quickly, and in the eyes of everyone, his behavior made them think that he was a lewd person. But the girls are still enthusiastic about him, while the boys sympathize with the reassurance of being abandoned.
"Hao, do you think I'm better or at ease?" The girl deliberately spoke loudly and did not mind the feeling of peace of mind when she was present.
And everyone immediately turned their eyes to peace of mind, and she had a wry smile on her face. Why are you so cruel? Mu Junhao is already by his side. Why do you still do so badly? Are you so happy that it embarrass me? However, her feet could not leave. She knew what would happen next, but she still sat in a chair. She really hated herself so much. Obviously, she hurt him first, but she still held him shamelessly and stayed here in her heart.
"Fool." Mu Junhao said dotingly, "Of course you are fine, and I'm just playing with her. Don't they all say that she is the goddess in the eyes of school boys? Humph!" With a sarcastic smile, he said, "I just want to see what charm she has. As a result, tut." Mu Junhao sounded disappointed. Then he said, "I can't be coquettish, and my kissing skills are so bad. Except for a good-looking face, there is nothing special."
After hearing Mu Junhao's answer, the girl looked at her victoriously and was satisfied with her already white face.
The fingers holding the chopsticks began to turn white because they were too hard. His words cut her body like a sharp knife to make her skinless.
And she didn't mean to listen to the next two people's words. Her eyes were in trouble and her ears were in trouble. Now she really needs to eat quietly.