Chapter 209 Those things in those years.

After returning home, Guan Haohan was a little silent. In fact, he was not very active when he was in the Guan family. After seeing Xiaorou and his eldest brother so close, his expression was not very good, although it was the normal intimacy between the two couples.

"Come on!" Seeing Guan Haohan's face of loss, Anxin reached out and patted the sofa beside him to signal the other party to sit over.

Looking at Anxin, Guan Haohan hesitated a little, finally sighed helplessly, and then shifted his position and sat next to her.

"Tpeak about it!" He said at ease, "It's about you and Xiaorou." Unhappy knot, this matter will never end. Although she doesn't expect to have this ability, after all, a friend still doesn't want him to be unable to extricate himself in this hard practice.

Puzzing the corners of his mouth, Guan Haohan didn't seem to want to bring up this problem, so he just whispered, "There is nothing to say. Just like what you see!" He doesn't seem to want to say anything more about him and Xiaorou.

However, the hateful peace of mind lacks the scar of others. "What is it?" She looked at Guan Haohan angrily and said, "I saw a man looking at his sister-in-law with a loving face!" I didn't see anything else."

The words of peace of mind made the man halve a slight trembling, but he didn't say anything and didn't force him. He just blinked his eyes to look at the man sitting aside.

With his hands on his legs, Guan Haohan half lowered his head and played with the car keys between his hands. He didn't say anything for a long time. He thought he would slowly open his mouth, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't say anything. The impatient Anxin reached out and grabbed the man's car key. By the way, turn the other party's face

Come here. You should put it down!"

She didn't know what Xiaorou thought, but looking at her intimate appearance with Guan Haoyu, she couldn't see that she cared about Guan Haohan. Besides, she and Guan Haoyu have such a big child. It is impossible to have any old feelings with Guan Haohan, or

is the act of betraying Guan Haoyu.

Besides, she is still Guan Haohan's sister-in-law. Even if Xiaorou will really be separated from Guan Haoyu one day, it is absolutely impossible to be with Guan Haohan. Just thinking about it will know how embarrassing these three will be, and the whole family will not agree.

Although it is not wrong to say that he falls in love with someone, the person he falls in love with is now her sister-in-law, and they are no longer possible. Therefore, it is unnecessary and can't go on like this.

And Xiaorou doesn't look like a person who will lose her mind. Even if she had a period with Guan Haohan before, it's over now. And I can see that she is living a happy life now, so let her continue like this! Don't bother her

.

And there is still a Guan Haoyu between them. Even if you don't care about your parents, you have to consider the feelings of Guan Haoyu as an elder brother! Do you understand?"

For a long time, Guan Haohan's tired voice came over and said, "I know...but..." he frowned and his face was entangled.

"No, but!" Anxin simply interrupted Guan Haohan's words. She could understand his contradictory mood. Obviously, she loved each other, but she had to give up for various reasons. That kind of unwillingness, that kind of mood, if not personal experience, is nothing

However, there is no choice now, because this is the only way to save yourself from the sea of suffering.

The frown slowly loosened, but the face began to become sad, and there was a strong sadness in those gentle eyes. I............”

Sigh and reach out to hold each other into your arms.

In an instant, she was hugged tightly by Guan Haohan, as if she had finally found an outlet to vent, and someone who could listen to her heart. The man buried his face deeply in his comfortable shoulder. Slowly, a feeling of dampness came over.

Tighten your arms and gently pat the other party's particularly thin body at this time. "It will pass!"

The arm with peace of mind tightened again, and even the pain came, but what is the mood of Guan Haohan at this time? What she did was just a cruel reminder that he had to end this impossible love. The person involved was not herself, so she could not understand what kind of torture and pain he was suffering in his heart.

And the only thing he can do is to lend his shoulder to him who needs to vent.

I don't know how long it took, Guan Haohan slowly loosened his arm holding peace of mind. For a moment, the two were filled with silence and wanted to say something, but they didn't know how to speak.

Finally, Guan Haohan broke the silence. "The first time I saw her was when I went to high school to report. Just at a glance, I will never forget her again. She is very popular at school. She is not only beautiful and good at studying, but also always has no temper. She is recognized as the school beauty in our high school.

seemed to fall into that beautiful memory, with a faint happiness on Guan Haohan's face. "However, I have never dared to talk to her. Because as soon as I saw her, I was so nervous that I couldn't speak. Speaking of this, he smiled self-deprecatingly.

Not everyone can maintain a natural state in front of the person they like. His smile, an inadvertent look, or unintentionally mentioning words related to you will make you nervous, making you prick up your ears to listen carefully, open your eyes and look carefully. When your eyes meet inadvertently, it will be chaotic in an instant. Obviously, you want to show the best to the other party, but you are often too nervous. , and it is self-defeating.

Love is like this, which makes people confused. Even rational people can't keep calm in the face of love all the time.

"Because we are all members of the student union, and in a play prepared for the school celebration, we played the hero and heroine. From then on, we began to get to know each other. I think that rehearsal time was my happiest day. You can do your lines together in the office of the student union every day. Sometimes we go to lunch together."

Although he could not see those days with his own eyes, he knew how happy he was to be with Xiaorou from Guan Haohan's happy face. But... I sighed helplessly in my heart and played tricks on people!

"Later, we became friends, because our interests and hobbies were the same, and the relationship became very close, but..." seemed to fall into a contradiction, and Guan Haohan's face was a little bad. "But I couldn't suppress my feelings more and more. Xiaorou's smile, Xiaorou's movements, everything about her, made me addicted, but It's her..." Yingting's eyebrows frowned and said helplessly, "She just regards me as a good friend. And at a birthday party, Xiaorou met my brother.

Speaking of this, Guan Haohan's face was very painful, so he had to frown and pat his shoulder. Emotions are so helpless. You love him so much that you can give up everything, but he doesn't love you, or just treat you as a relative. This is really a painful thing.

"Looking at them getting closer and closer, I feel very uncomfortable. Obviously, I met her first. And my brother was four years older than us. At that time, his private life was very chaotic. On the one hand, I was heartbroken that Xiaorou didn't understand my heart, and on the other hand, I was worried that my brother would eventually defeat Xiaorou. At that time, my heart hurt every day. The voice trembled slightly, and it was not difficult to know how heavy that memory was. Even if you mention it now, it will still have a stinging power.

"But I did a wrong thing at this time, I..." covered his eyes and looked regretful. Tears began to flow down along his fingers. The crystal **, along the slender white fingers, dripped onto the white tiles, leaving small watermarks.

Although I don't know what happened, Guan Haohan is so painful, which proves that he must have made an opinion that he can't forgive himself. That day, I drank too much and had been suppressing my feelings. I vented all the energy through the wine. Thinking of every moment when she was with my brother, my heart was as painful as a knife that I couldn't breathe, so I forced Xiaorou to..."

The words did not go on. Guan Haohan's face was buried in the palm of his hand, but Anxin already knew what he was talking about.

"And this matter was seen by my brother. In the face of our betrayal, he left angrily. Looking at Xiaorou's crying face and scattered clothes, I knew what I had done the night before. I wanted to apologize to Xiaorou and tell her that I would be responsible, but..." I swallowed hard and suppressed the sourness rising in my heart. "Xiaorou cried and ran out. When the headphones chased me out of the door, I saw the car coming from the opposite side and hit her body and flew out. Blood stained her body red......"

This is the real reason why Guan Haohan fainted! His hands are stained with the blood of his loved ones, which makes him not have a sense of fear.

Hold the crying man into his arms again. God, why do you think you want to meet him if you don't let them together? Isn't this too cruel?

"Cry! Cry!" This time was a helpless man who cried like a child. He felt relieved that he could never forget the reason of Xiaorou. A large part of it was guilt. He did that wrong thing, hurt Xiaorou, and also destroyed himself and her future, so he was very regretful.

But what can I do about this? Let nature take its course! Besides, isn't Xiaorou doing well now? There is no cold word to him, which proves that she may have forgiven him for making mistakes.