Chapter 46 Heart knot

When Luo Mingyue heard what she said, he didn't expect that he had just met her, had just experienced a life-and-death disaster with her, and had just saved her. Originally, he should have been happy and should have been happy. However, in the face of separation, no one was happy.

In the hearts of the two, there is more unspeakable heartache and reluctance.

After experiencing so many things, they still can't calm down after all.

"You said that we are husband and wife. Since you are my wife, why did you leave me?" There was unconcealed pain in Luo Ming's dark eyes.

"Wife? Ha ha, do you really regard me as your wife? If it's true, then two years ago, you brought me all the way back from Yue's to Minyue. Is it really because of love? Or did you marry me back because you did all this just for your throne, for your rights, and for consolidating your imperial power? I don't know when Li Luo's eyes were full of tears, and tears dripped down one by one.

"I..." Luo Mingyue suddenly stopped.

"Do you just admit yes or no?" Li Luo almost shouted out in a hoarse voice. What Wei Silang said to her, but she couldn't let go of it.

"I'm sorry, I thought so in the past, but now..." Luo Ming said more and more, with a little guilt in his eyes.

"In fact, I should have known it long ago. I should have known it. Wei Siliang is right. I am a timid and cowardly person who is afraid to face it. For a long time, I have chosen to escape, escape from the facts that I don't want to accept, and escape from my heart."

Li Luo said, his eyes turned red, and there were crystal tears hanging on his face as white as jade.

"You said we were husband and wife, but where do you put your heart? Do you have the sincerity to give even once, do you? After cheating and hurting again and again, you even play with, use and deceive me like a fool. Is this what you call 'husband and wife'? I thought that our hearts had relied on each other and approached each other. Ha ha, it turned out that all this was false and was just an illusion. I was just an insignificant pawn for you. I was just living in my own world, in my own fantasy, fantasizing that one day, you will eventually think of me and accept me, but Come on, I'm just dreaming of Arabian Nights."

Hehe........

Even if Li Luo had already known that it would be such an answer, however, when he heard him say it himself, his heart was still painful and still painful that it was difficult to breathe.

And Luo Ming looked at her, and her face was full of pity and heartache. He knew that maybe this was extremely unfair to Li Luo. Even he knew that one day when she knew the truth, she would not forgive herself. No matter how painful and uncomfortable it was, he could not let her go. He would not let her go. Go, no matter how much she hates him, he will never let her go easily in his heart. He swore in his heart that he owed her in the past and cheated her. From now on, he will be good and double compensate her. Over the years, for her guilt and owes her, he vowed to take good care of her in the days after menstruation. Cherish and compensate for her.

Suddenly, Li Luo felt that he was stupid, stupid, and even ridiculous. It turned out that he was a fool. He was played with by others, but he didn't know it at all, or she deliberately avoided what she should have known.

"In fact, you have been clear in your heart for a long time. It's just that you don't want to accept and think about it. Because you are afraid that what you think will become a reality. You are afraid that he will take advantage of you. You are afraid that he doesn't like you at all. You are afraid that this will become true, so you are simply escaping from this. Actually, escape from yourself, because you are timid and cowardly, and you dare not face it at all..."

In Li Luo's mind, what Wei Siliang said to her that day suddenly appeared. Every sentence was engraved in her heart and pierced her heart. She suddenly felt that she was the same as Wei Siliang, who was emotional and poor person. Wei Siliang was used by her father, but she was loved the most. People use it and deceive it.

Li Luo still remembers clearly that when she fell down the tower that day, in the process of falling, she grasped Wei Siliang's sleeves tightly. When she fell, she saw that Wei Siliang smiled, which was a very happy smile. Unlike the past, it was like a plum blossom blooming in the snowy sea, delicate, proud and elegant. She finally understood why she saw so many plum blossoms in the Hehuan Hall at Wei Siliang's birthday banquet that day. It turned out that Wei Siliang's love for plum blossoms also had such a touching story and origin.

Watching her fall all the time, and the wind below was blowing crazily. Wei Siliang's long beautiful dark hair fluttered in the air, like flowers blooming at night, as if blooming in the water, like flowers placed in the night, blooming clearly.

From Wei Siliang's eyes, from her smile, Li Luo deeply felt that Wei Siliang was facing death and did not feel panic or fear. On the contrary, Wei Siliang had a happy face and a smile on his face, which was a sense of happiness that was about to face the person she liked. Her eyes were as clear as a transparent lake, in The dark night emitted light, and Li Luo knew that she had no pain, no sadness, no sadness. What appeared in her eyes and faces was a kind of relief and a kind of pleasure.

For the first time, Li Luo found that not everyone was facing death, but showed a kind of extreme fear and panic. In this world, it turned out that there were still people who were relieved and happy because of death.

Maybe it's okay. After the person Wei Siliang likes left, she has been living in grief, sadness and death. For her, this may be a kind of relief, a kind of relief. The people who survive are often the most painful. She has been suffering for so many years. Now, she can finally free herself and liberate herself, maybe She is lucky.

"Let me go, okay? Let me leave, all this, I can treat it as nothing." In Li Luo's heart, she had been indifferent to all this for a long time. In the past, no matter what, her heart was full of Luo Mingyue alone. Now, when she knew everything, even if her heart ached, even if she was uncomfortable, even if she had a choked sore throat, however, in the face of him, she tried her best to show indifference, showing Calm, showed indifference, and pretended to be calm. However, in her heart, little by little, it seemed to be blood-like pain, as if she was stabbed in her heart with a knife. She said that she was going to leave, her face was not pale, and she said gently, but she looked tough and cold.

She said she was leaving, leaving herself? Leaving, why can she speak so coldly and so easily? How can she? How could she leave? No, no, Luo Ming felt a burst of fear, a sense of fear that had never happened before. He would never let such a thing happen, he said to himself in his heart.

Luo Mingyue's eyes were dry, and there was a kind of stiffness in his face. His red eyes were dry and hoarse from his throat. Word by word, he looked at Li Luo and said in a hoarse voice, "You can hate me, you can hate me, or even hate me, but I won't let you go."

Li Luo's expression suddenly stood in place stiffly. Originally, Li Luo had not been saved by Luo Mingyue. When she was still in the Donghu camp, she had been struggling in her heart. After hesitating for a long time, she finally made this decision. She wanted to leave. No matter how he stopped, she would leave.

Luo Ming's more delicate eyebrows and thick eyelashes flashed. He went straight to the front of Li Luo, gently opened his thick arms, and held her in his arms. His eyes were full of reluctance, love and pity.

"I won't let you leave me." Luo Mingyue said softly, with an obviously tough attitude and a feeling that he can't give up.

"Gone go of me, let go." Li Luo was shocked by his behavior and trembled all over. His petite body was held tightly in his arms like the vast starry sky. When Li Luo reacted, he tried his best to push him away. However, maybe she was too weak. No matter how hard she tried, she could not push Luo Ming away, and the more Li Luo wanted to push him away. The more Luo Ming became, the more he tightened Li Luo in his arms.

"Gone go of me!" Almost with all his strength, Li Luo finally left Luo Mingyue's warm arms. Li Luo kept gasping, with his chest and abdomen rising and falling, and gasping in his mouth, as if he were escaping from a nightmare. She was a little far away from him.

Luo Mingyue stood still and no longer came forward, but there was a self-evident pain in his eyes, lingering on his face and all around him.

She tried her best to escape. Sure enough, she began to hate herself and hate herself?

Luo Mingyue felt fear from his heart. For the first time, he began to be afraid. In the past, although he met Li Luo very few times in the palace, he knew that she had been by her side and lived with him in the high-walled palace. However, now, she wanted to stay away from him, so far away, and tried her best to hide. When he opened himself, he felt a kind of frustration for the first time. For him, this setback seemed to have lost his dignity. As a king, his self-esteem was threatened for the first time. These were all given by her.

However, he did not allow her to ignore himself, and did not allow her to be so cold to him, as indifferent as a stranger, which made Luo Ming more extremely uncomfortable.

His eyes stared at Li Luo in front of him, and there was a trace of forbearance in his eyes. As a king, no one could ever refuse him. However, the delicate woman standing in front of him couldn't help pushing herself away. His self-esteem was hit the moment she pushed him away. In his heart I'm more and more sure that this woman, no matter what method and means she uses, he will definitely not let her leave her easily, no!