233 The pain of an idiot 1

Wang Qiang suddenly stood up straight, touched Lin Long's forehead, pulled me hard, said that he wanted to go to the hospital, and said, "You said that you can't think about it for a moment, and you still want to stay for a while. I understand that you still love him for the time being, but you have to foolishly wait for a person who is not worth waiting for a lifetime. I think there is something wrong with your brain. You are really crazy. You really think that you and Nanas are also a couple in your previous life!"

"Yes, not only in the previous life, but also in the future, we will be together!"

"Lin Long, poor Lin Long, you won't be stimulated, will you? How can your head be like this? What should you do? Let's go. Let's go to the neurological department of the hospital.

"I have no mental problems. Now in addition to work, I have been working in the lovelorn alliance organization. If there is a neurological problem, I can work. Can I do those voluntary work?"

"Have you started to take root here?"

Lin Long continued: "The voluntary organization of the Lovelorn Alliance I participated in was an HIV intervention meeting held by the Municipal Center for Disease Control and Prevention here. At that time, I participated, and they recommended me to make a report at the conference hall. I admit that I was not in a good state at that time, but I was also happy. I had such friends around me who supported me. Therefore, since then, I have been running around the scene, and I don't want to reflect my sadness. Now, the organizers and participants call me Brother Yuan. I also think it's very kind."

"Lin Long, look at you, your current physical condition is really bad. You should exercise more and eat more nutrients. You see that your thighs are swollen and your body is so weak. In addition to your own work, you have to work hard for those volunteer work...

"Wang Qiang, there is nothing. We go to the community, have a hotline, have the obligation to consult, and also run free publicity publications. I went there, and I did everything, including cleaning the toilet, which is also what I could find that made me really happy after Nanace left me..."

"Lin Long, you..."

"I'm really fine, Wang Qiang."

"Look at you, your cheeks are very thin, and there are clear seborrheic dermatitis-like erythema on it. This is a common skin symptom of weakness. You must take care of yourself! No matter who you wait for, you can't die too early. You can't wait. You must take care of yourself!" As he spoke, Wang Qiang burst into tears.

Lin Long bit his lip, nodded hard, and then turned around and handed Wang Qiang a magazine from **, which was run by the Lovelorn Alliance community. There was an article by Lin Long.

There is a saying: "No matter how big the difficulties are and how many problems there are, we can overcome them because of love. Love is our greatest spiritual pillar, and we must be a responsible volunteer.

Wang Qiang suppressed his smile, pointed to this article, looked at Lin Long, and finally pointed to this passage and said, "Alas, Lin Long, I can see it. Maybe you have prepared for the worst when you come. He is prepared. I just wanted you to be good, and I want you to change and live a happy life. Maybe it's really good for you to play the piano to the horse. In fact, it's really not you who is sad, it should be me!"

At this time, Lin Long looked at Wang Qiang in a frenze and gave him a sentence: "I'm just me, Brother Qiang. I don't want you to be like me. The kind of marriage and children you are referring to, getting promoted and getting rich, and enjoying the happiness of family is actually a very good way out, but I can't do it, and it's not suitable for me.

"Alas, Lin Long, it seems that your head is not bad. I just hope that you predict that you and Nanas were a couple in the previous life, and it is still a myth to be together in the future."

"It's not a myth. I know there will be such a day!" Lin Long laughed softly when he said this.

A few days later, Wang Qiang is leaving. Send him, Lin Long went to see him off, helped him backpack all the way to the airport.

At the security checkpoint, Wang Qiang turned around, hugged him, and patted him hard.

Lin Long didn't say anything, and he didn't need to say anything. He could know each other's pain or joy.

The two hugged very friendly and cordially for a few seconds. Maybe a little longer, Wang Qiang let go of him and said with a smile, "I'm leaving, but you must take care of yourself."

Lin Long smiled and said, "I know."

When Wang Qiang said that he disappeared at the corner of the security check, Lin Long suddenly remembered Nanas. His disappearance was like this suddenly. The two were fine the day before, and the next day he changed a person. Such disappearance made him feel like a yellow leaf falling off a dead branch in winter, swirling, and he didn't know where to fall.

Because such pain has been hidden in his heart, but once the relevant situation is triggered, Lin Long will suddenly feel empty and helpless. He is already a weak body that breaks at the touch. The things in the body were like Nanasi turning around and disappearing. The moment she left, Lin Long's heart had been hollowed out.

All the way home, Lin Long was in a trance, like a long-distance sleepwalking.

When he got home, his adopted puppy 'Nanos' saw him, his tail wagging and his little buttocks twisted like a rattle. Lin Long shouted to the puppy: 'Naness' tears that had been held for a long time gushed out.

It was late at night, and Lin Long began his volunteer work.

Now he is being the moderator of the lovelorn alliance website.

This is a forum about the current situation of the population of the main server of the Chinese Center for Disease Control and Prevention, and Lin Long is the main staff member.

Lin Long volunteered here and learned about this forum about lovelorn groups, a website with the official will to recognize such groups. This is also the first time that Lin Long has used his real mentality to face the tendencies related to him.

Lin Long also likes to write articles in 'Lovelorn Journey'.

In fact, since childhood, in Lin Long's spiritual activities, he has always liked to read foreign literature. Russian literature and French literature took up a lot of space in middle schools, including universities.

Those Dumas and Dumas in foreign literature, Zola Hugo Merime's France are Roman Roland Balzac's France. Beautiful and gloomy cities, mysterious, romantic and indulgent countryside, strange and luxurious palaces, warm and poor attices, stone-paved streets on the banks of the Seine and Notre Dame de Paris in Esmirada... These beautiful worlds have always made Lin Long's spirit solid and sincere.

Now, the 'all the way lovelorn' website has been established. There are many forums under the main website, just like a community, with many buildings - youth, safety and health, lovelorn sexual feelings, literary friends...

In this big family of the Lovelorn Alliance community, there are a variety of commodity diaries, employment diaries, shopping guides, transportation consultation, communication services...

Open the column of lovelorn sexual feelings, there are some pictures of the lovelorn city lovelorn alliance participating in HIV activities, and pictures of holding a singing competition in a lovelorn league bar. Of course, some of them have been processed.

Come to this community website and see where you point.

Lin Long wrote in the words of the moderator on the home page, "We are like a group of birds that can't find, often flying around, in loneliness, strangers comforting each other in the night... And this is one of our nests - under the protection of a strong lovelorn journey, we want to live our own health, peace Complete and sincere life. We miss, expect, worry, joy... Friends, my dear friends, are you tired? Do you want to have a family? We are waiting for your return here. We want to have our life. We want to fly forward. In the process of flying, look around us. It turns out that we are equally beautiful and happy, because we have so many lovely friends together like relatives. Welcome you to love all the way.

Lin Long, the new moderator, has officially taken office.

After he wrote the new owner's words, he read the right words. Looking up at the clock, it was already 0 o'clock at night, and a tiredness surged up. I turned off the phone, washed and fell asleep.

When he came home from work the next day, Lin Long turned on the computer to manage

The lovelorn alliance community. Open it and have a look. After the short new owner's words last night, five or six new stations have been added.