235 Wind and Dust 2
"Naness... This is your 'practice room'. Don't say that. I just hope you're fine!"
"What are you afraid of? The damn camera has been taken down by me. I want to say, I want you to understand, do you think I'm still the angelic pure boy now? You can regard me as a treasure, but I want to make it clear to you that I am not a treasure, let alone the remaining pure species of this century. Don't say that before I came to Jumei, in order to get a good place in the draft competition, I had sex with the deputy director judge, and I was willing, not that others sneaked into me, but I was willing.
"Naness, we are no longer young. Maybe when we were young, we had a diary, from the diary to the appearance that is easy to see in the eyes of the diary. I used to have no doubt that you are a singer, but after so many things, I don't think you are a singer, so let's go back! No matter what you have done before!"
"Ha ha, do you think I'm blindly keeping a diary? Do you think I failed to seduce Director J in Jumei, and I collapsed?
Lin Long stood in front of Nanas and said for a moment.
Naness stared at Lin Long, climbing so far and wading so far that she had been following him closely. To be honest, Nanas has no feeling about Lin Long's infatuation now.
Between Lin Long's frowns, he took out a notepad from the locked drawer on the side table of the 'practice room'.
"Look! My target man above, a director J is nothing, and he is far from my purpose!"
Lin Long shook his hands and took over the notebook. There was a battle plan to record all the male leaders who may like men. Everyone's temperament, character, and even family background made a detailed analysis plan, and there were charts.
Nanas shook her head and smiled at Lin Long: "I can't tell you. I'm like this now. I'm really not what you want. He's not the person you imagined. Look clearly, I don't want to say more!"
Lin Long stood up angrily, threw his notebook on the ground, and pointed to him and said, "Na Nas, how could you... become such a man! How long have you wanted to deceive yourself? How dare you shamelessly write down your despicable means..." Speaking the last sentence, Lin Long's voice was completely choked back with anger, and then his legs kept shaking.
"Go away, Lin Long, Jumei is not suitable for you. Even if you are willing to be a small security guard, you are not my dish!"
Naness's words stimulated Lin Long again. As he was about to go out, he turned around and reached out to slap him.
After Lin Long's slap, Nanasi did not cry or laugh, and looked at Lin Long infatuatedly. Just standing, as if he still wanted to say something.
Then he suddenly stopped Lin Long and said, "Lin Long, I think you are the same as your relatives."
Lin Long suddenly made no sound. He just slapped Nanas, and now he is very guilty. But he still blushed angrily at the thought of the obscene things he would carry out that Nanus had just written down in her notebook.
"I'm your relative, yes, I'm your closest relative, but what you wrote down in your notebook, have you thought how sad your relatives will be, and then you hurt your relatives. Have you ever thought about your responsibility?"
"What can I do? In Beijing, in Jumei, I have no relatives. Wu Feng also said that he would continue to help me, but he was far away. He pushed me to sign a contract with Jumei, and his hand could no longer reach out. I have no relatives and no help now. He can be said to be lonely and pitiful, and I still want to be a singer. I don't feel safe now, and I don't feel safe at all!"
"Na Nas, don't you think love is more important than security? As long as there is love, we will be happy!"
"Wrong, Lin Long, a sense of security is more important than love. Having love will only make you happy, and having a sense of security can make you live well at ease. If I don't live the life I want and feel insecure, what does love mean to me?"
The two said something, and then their mood was completely released.
A person goes deep into a person, not the entry of the body, but the entry of the soul. In Nanasi's frank words, Lin Long also found a reason to refute him for a moment.
"But, Nanus, I don't think you can act like this!"
"Why not?"
Do you think it is feasible? Then how many men did you sleep with besides Director J?
Nas shook her head and said no.
"Is this kind of life good? Is there a future? In fact, this is just a very obscene life!"
"Lin Long, you may not be able to tell the truth. If you tell the truth, you will suffer retribution. But I'm not afraid of you. In fact, I can't see if I still love you in my heart, but I can't give up my ideals and goals. If you have an affair with dignitaries, you will get more green lights in your life. And my industry needs this much more. Is it hard to say that I'm wrong?"
"Na Nas, I hope you don't tell anyone what you think. If such a thing is to spread, it will be scolded and sent to hell by people in the world, although many people also think so.
Lin Long stared at Nanas without turning his eyes. Nanas's directness is not wrong, but he has become eager to show you naked through his eyes. Can he understand the love he gave him? Maybe he can feel that he is good to him, but he doesn't take love seriously.
He thought so and looked at him for half a dozen minutes later and said, "Na Nas, you can take another way, creative. As long as you like music, you can create music and keep creating. As long as you are talented, you will not be annihilated.
"Well, I just can't create it, so I came up with this. Lin Long, thank you for coming all the way to Beijing. Go to work, and I'll calm down."
Lin Long turned around and walked away. Along the way, he was thinking, "What is love?" Is it really worthless and meaningless in the face of desire?
He is a little sad, but he knows that the difficult days have just begun and he can't give up.
Just like now, Lin Long came to Jumei to be a small security guard. Even the people of Jumei's personnel department wondered why he could be a white-collar worker. Why did he willing to come here as a small security guard?
Lin Long is now the day to follow Nanas. He has been smiling and telling those who are confused: life is himself, and as long as he likes it, he can be happy even if he does the most ordinary work. Instead of living, you must pursue those money and fame.
The more he looks down on material desire, from the bottom of his heart, the more he writes about love.
Love is the most beautiful thing in life. He cherishes it very much, just like cherishing Nanas. He has not retreated.
Now Nanashi is simply a laughing stock in Jumei. She doesn't have any friends in Beijing, so she is just thinking about his dream. Lin Long couldn't change his mind for a moment. As long as he was free, he would go to the 'practice room' to accompany him.
And he knew that if he wanted to really help Nanas, he could say that he could not count on her as a small security guard in Jumei.
And he also knows that he is valuable, and the value lies in his manly appearance.
A female deputy manager of Jumei's business has been a small security guard for him. She has sighed for a long time and has dated him several times.
Nasis was there waiting for others to come and sneak in on him, because he was so c-looking that people could clearly see that he was disappointed in love. And Lin Long is not disappointed in love. Lin Long's performance is still so manly. No one can see that he is also a lovelorn and loves Nanas so much.
Lin Long is hinting at the beautiful sad female deputy manager.
Lin Long's development in Jumei soon changed from a small security guard to an administrator. This is a little unclear with the female deputy manager.
In fact, it is clear that first of all, Lin Long wants to quickly change his position in Jumei, so that he can actually be with Nanas. In fact, he can't say clearly about the relationship with the female deputy manager of business.
First of all, he didn't know if he had slept. He only remembered that after the invitation of his disappointed female deputy manager, he said that he wanted to do administrative work. The female deputy manager nodded and said, "I have someone above. Just go to the cinema with me!"
In that movie, Lin Long got into the car with the female deputy manager and was in the dark cinema all the way. The female deputy manager whispered to him and talked about his talent. Of course, his ability is far more than a small security guard. Jumei's so-and-so leader is her cousin and so on. He must help Lin Long achieve his will and so on.
After watching the movie that day, the female deputy manager took Lin Long to the bar for a drink.
The light in the bar is very dim and the music is very loud. There are many bottles under their table, and Lin Long is a little drunk.
The female deputy manager patted him on the shoulder and said seriously that he was righteous, man, and bold. She liked such a man.