450 Good luck? 1

The night she left the house rented with Wang Jian, the weather became very cold. Yang Wei came to a sister's house she knew, where she couldn't sleep. She couldn't eat. As soon as she saw the greasy food, she felt dizzy and wanted to vomit. I'm hungry, but I don't dare to eat, and I can't eat. I can only drink boiled water.

Seeing this, my sister asked Yang Wei when he had his period last month.

My sister's long hair brushed Yang Wei's eyes, and Yang Wei shook his head.

"How long has it been?" My sister's eyes immediately changed, staring at Yang Wei, and then turned her long-haired side face.

Yang Wei lowered his head and calculated, more than a month, no, two months earlier. Yang Wei's voice was hesitant, "About two months."

"Who owns the child?"

"Yes...yes..." Yang Wei's forehead was sweaty.

"I didn't expect you to be an unmarried mother! No man wants to say anything. What's wrong with you? You think this is a trend!"

Yang Wei turned his head and looked at her sister and shook her head. She thought about it, picked up the pen, wrote Wang Jian's name, drew it off, put it down the pen and said, "I'm going to get rid of my child!" Tomorrow!" Obviously, the child is Wang Jian, but in order to help Wang Jian, he has to say that the child is Deng Haomin, which makes Yang Wei unable to forgive Wang Jian and makes his heart even more painful.

Yang Wei didn't sleep well all night. The next day, she woke up confusedly. The next day, she called Deng Haomin and walked to the hospital alone.

She came to the hospital alone. The gate of the hospital had only a few wide and long steps. Yang Wei stood motionless on the sidewalk on the side of the road.

"unmarried pregnant", and he also said that the father of the child was another person, against his will. Thinking of this, Wang Jian's cruelty made Yang Wei feel cold again.

A car brushed the ground and parked in front of it and sent the patient to the hospital. Yang Wei still didn't move, and the car glass reflected Yang Wei's appearance, which was by no means Yang Wei. So Yang Wei went to the front mirror of the car and saw it clearly: his face was frosty gray and his hair was loose. I don't know if it was due to pregnancy reaction or other reasons, there were spots on his cheeks... Yang Wei couldn't stand it and turned his head.

What does the child in the belly look like? Is it a boy or a girl? Yang Wei was surprised as soon as this idea came up. The belly is his child, preferably a girl. Yang Wei hopes to be a girl, only 160cm long. As a girl, it is enough, not a short man like Wang Jian.

"Don't be silly anymore. Wang Jian is actually not his own man. Men are all like this. For a man like him who wants to succeed, as long as he has useful value, they will do everything they can to make use of it." Yang Wei meditated again that she wanted to escape the reincarnation of urban life, which was stained by the secular world and the core values of money. For this purpose, Yang Wei must devote all his body and mind and must not be dragged down. Once she wants a child, she knows that she must find him or her and be with Wang Jian or the deceived Deng Haomin.

Life is incomplete, and Yang Wei sees the painful future from himself. At that time, she thought that she would definitely hate Wang Jian more, a secular man who wanted to succeed. What's wrong with you? Can't you hope your feelings are pure at all? This is the pain that Yang Wei can't bear!

Thinking of this, Yang Wei made up his mind. She walked up the steps of the hospital, which is the city obstetrics and gynecology hospital. She queued up in the outpatient clinic and looked at the window.

On the street ten meters away from the hospital, the rain began to float. As soon as people who did not prepare umbrellas entered the street, some of them ran with their hands or newspapers. The raindrops became bigger, and people hurriedly ran to the eaves to hide, but some people walked steadily without covering anything.

Yang Wei got the registration list and looked outside the door. The sky under the clouds was very dark, and then she turned off the phone.

Yang Wei was going to have an abortion. She went to the table by the wall, picked up the rope and tied the ballpoint pen on the table to fill in the brand-new medical record. She filled in her name, and she filled in the false information on the address bar of the unit.

There is a door to the obstetric clinic, which is closed. There are women in and out, and some men are guarding on the bench in the corridor or walking back and forth in the aisle to smoke. The door of the clinic opened from time to time, and Yang Wei could think of the female patients who took off their trousers lying down and opening their legs.

When the doctor called Yang Wei, Yang Wei lowered his head and walked in.

Opposite is a female doctor in her forties. The female doctor took off the film gloves and threw them into the garbage can by the bedside. She hurriedly asked Yang Wei about the situation. Yang Wei pretended to be fine and said that she had not had menstruation for more than two months and suspected that she was pregnant. She didn't ask much. After asking Yang Wei to take off her trousers for examination, she said that she seemed to be pregnant and asked Yang Wei to take blood for a urine test.

"Can I have an operation today?" Yang Wei asked.

"Yes," she lowered her head to write the medical record and said impatiently, "Come back to me after the test."

If you ask one more question, she will scold her loudly.

After paying the fee, Yang Wei was relieved when he took the test sheet and returned to the clinic and got the opinion that the doctor agreed to do the next operating room. After a few steps in the corridor, a young woman with perm hair walked from the bench to Yang Wei and asked, "Do you want me to prove it?"

"No."

"You are so lucky. You look honest and in a good mood to meet the doctor raised by the turtle son." Her eyebrows have been downplayed, and a beautiful and well-dressed woman will be unlucky here. She said that every time the doctor asked her to show her company certificate or marriage certificate, and every time she tried her best to get a certificate from another unit. She said that she had had three abortions and her boyfriend refused to wear condoms.

Publication posters of family planning are posted on the hospital wall, including contraceptive knowledge, sexually transmitted diseases and other conditions. After the woman who couldn't find anyone to talk to left, Yang Wei stood in front of the wall and pretended to be waiting for someone.

The rain stopped and the sky was still gray. The operating room was in another two-story house. When Yang Wei went there, there were already three pairs of people waiting there. The women were accompanied by men. The sign outside the operating room was written "gay stop", but it looked like it, and no one obeyed it.

When Yang Wei found a seat opposite to sit down, he felt the men's eyes, as if Yang Wei was a strange man. It is necessary for men to be here, which Yang Wei didn't expect. Within a few minutes, another girl came in. Her face was round and her hair was cut short and she looked very young. Accompanyed her was an older woman. When she handed in the surgical order, the nurse on duty was like an intern, up to eighteen or nineteen years old, but she had a very bad attitude. The round-faced girl accompanied by a woman asked when it was her turn? The nurse squinted at her and roared, "Go aside. Are you in a hurry?" It's useless to have a woman.

In case of making things difficult, ask Yang Wei why men accompany him, how should Yang Wei answer? Another woman can pull one to impersonate at the last minute, and Yang Wei can't even pull it. Yang Wei thought that he had to make up a reason and said that he was sent by his unit to Jianhai City for training and study, so his husband was not here.

Nowadays, doctors in hospitals don't care whether you want to have children, and now they can't take care of "children born out of wedlock".

There was such a sharp cry when killing pigs. The operating room seemed to be slaughtering people alive. When Yang Wei heard these sounds, he was so scared that he even wanted to run away.

"If you are happy, don't scream. If you want to be comfortable, don't cry."

"Go to the man and cry. Don't act coquettish here. Is it disgusting!"

The doctor's unslow voice came out. The embryo of the child in the uterus will be scraped off without anesthetics and painkillers. Violence is the most ** form. Men are helpless outside the operation door, and any love is poetic at this time. When the woman with tears on her face staggered out after the operation, her man helped her and wished the woman happiness with the help of a man. There are already several women crying in the arms of men on the bench.

"Yang Wei."

No one should.

When the "Yang Wei" nurse screamed for the second time, Yang Wei woke up and rushed to the operating room.

"How can I ask you to answer after a long time? Come with me," the nurse asked Yang Wei to take off his shoes and put on the slippers in the operating room.

On the left side of the door against the wall, there was a girl who had just come down from the operating table on a narrow bench without any covered clothes and trousers. Two women who did not know whether they were nurses or doctors sat at a table, managing their medical records and collecting money, saying that the menstrual paper sold on the street was unhygienic and had to buy gauze cotton from the hospital, saying that it had been detoxified.

"Take off your trousers and lie down on that bed!" The nurse who collected the money ordered.

Trembling, Yang Wei peeled off his trousers. Yang Wei's fingers were like frozen Yang Wei, and he couldn't take them off for a long time. Hurry up, what are you pretending to be serious?" After taking off his underwear, Yang Wei looked at the doctor without even looking at himself, and his eyelids were not raised.

Yang Wei lay on this iron** with his legs apart and felt that the room was very large. The ceiling and wall were white. A window like the middle school classroom was outside the courtyard wall. There were no trees, and he could not see a corner of the sky, even the dark sky. The long fluorescent lamp hung in the middle of the room, and the light was dazzling.

"Have you shaved before?" The female doctor wearing a mask sat on the stool and put a pile of heavy objects wrapped in cloth on Wang Fitness.

"No," Yang Wei said.

"Open your legs! Go to the side!"

Every impatient order from the doctor made Yang Wei tremble. Yang Wei looked at the ceiling and tightened the cold edge of the iron bed.

The doctor opened the cloth pressed on Yang Wei's body and tinkered at the shiny surgical instruments. Yang Wei didn't dare to look at those pliers and scissors. Suddenly, Yang Wei thought that it was too late to turn over and leave the operating table.

Suddenly, tears flowed down the corners of Yang Wei's temples. Because she saw an enameled white plate on the table of this operating room, with a lot of meat shaped like pig's waist blood paste, and her Yang Wei's child would also be placed on the white enamel plate. Yes, it's not too late for Yang Wei to jump down and escape at this moment. Having this child is equivalent to having Wang Jian's flesh and blood, which is also something that can't be clear in his life.

Yang Wei's legs just pierced her with a cold sharp weapon. Yang Wei instinctively screamed, and tears flowed into his hair from his temples. However, after the first spontaneous scream, Yang Wei bit his teeth and held the iron bed tightly.

The doctor took an instrument, pounded it into Yang Wei's body, and drilled Yang Weijian's uterus. Yang Wei was numb, as if his heart, liver and intestines were dug out slowly, chopped it casually with a knife, and threw it into your body casually. Howling could not relieve the tear of meat and meat.

As if knowing this, Yang Wei's teeth made his lips numb that he didn't know himself. Yang Wei shouted again. The light in the room began to shorten, shrink, and became a point. It rotated like a huge white and bright ball hitting Yang Wei vertically, making Yang Wei's eyes dark.

Opening his eyes, Wang Jian saw the doctor standing in front of him. The doctor didn't say anything. Yang Wei didn't know what she was thinking. Yang Wei's body was full of sweat, his lips were bitten, his hands left the iron bed, and he clenched his fists with fear. Yang Wei felt that the room was extremely cold, and there was still a lot of cold wind coming towards his body.

"It's going well! Take an hour's rest, and see if you can get out of bed!" The doctor left this sentence and walked away.

Yang Wei closed her eyes. She didn't know how long she slept. She opened her eyes again. Yang Wei slid down from ** to look for slippers. She couldn't bear to see the child killed by Yang Wei herself.

Yang Wei, who got out of bed, walked step by step along the bed. The nurses, including the doctors who came into the room to prepare for the operation, did not help Yang Wei. Yang Wei suddenly fell under the bed, curled up into a ball, and covered the lower part tightly.

......

When Yang Wei woke up again, she had already lay in a separate white room, and Deng Haomin stood beside her.

Seeing that she woke up, Deng Haomin owed his back. Yang Wei said quickly, "I'm sorry, I've dealt with it, child... child... you... you don't have to come to see me anymore..."

Deng Haomin looked down at her and said without blinking his eyelids, "Actually, you really don't need to have an abortion. If you don't need my help, you can also call him Wang Jian. That boy has earned hundreds of thousands of yuan. Can't you send him to Hong Kong-style high-style maternity hospital? Why do you come to these equipment and services? Good old-fashioned public hospital, don't you suffer by yourself!"

Yang Wei did not follow Deng Haomin's words, but said bluntly, "Thank you. I can stand it myself. I guess I will recover in two days!"

Deng Haomin no longer looked at Yang Wei this time, but turned his eyes to the other side of Yang Wei, as if there was a small bug crawling on the window sill. He looked at the little bug on the window sill for a long time and said, "I think I'm asking for trouble. The hypothesis in your stomach is mine, and I can't win your heart. In fact, when Wang Jian brought you to tell me about this, I felt that Wang Jian's purpose was not only for children. He must still be for the project. He just wanted you to ask me to set a price reduction for the Southern Chamber of Commerce. In fact, it's not that I said that I must give him face, but Long Zhipeng of the Southern Chamber of Commerce is also inclined to Wang Jian. Wang Jian is like a family with them. Alas, Wang Jian, who you like, is short, but he can always get help from nobles. My thoughts have been completely messed up by him. Have a good rest and I will inform him for you. I think I may not have to insist anymore!"

Yang Wei just wanted to say something. At this time, the nurse in the hospital opened the door and looked at Deng Haomin's indifferent look at Yang Wei, and Yang Wei's eyes were full of tears, and a cold sentence floated out of his mouth: "Yo, I said you are more men, and you said it's when you came to the hospital. Boyfriend. This woman didn't scream or cry after the operation just now. Why did you men treat her like this?

"Oh...he...he..." Yang Wei stammered.

"I think you also have a brain problem. Is it necessary to conceive a child for such a man! Go...go away... I want to change the medicine..." The nurse lifted Deng Haomin with an unaccustomed look and wanted to operate.

"Yang Wei, stay, I'll inform Wang Jian for you, that bastard!" After saying that, Deng Haomin left this sentence and turned around and left.

Yang Wei entered the potion that was easy to sleep. She didn't know how long it had passed, maybe three or four minutes. Wang Jian sat in front of her bed, holding her hand, and tried his best to stand up on the stool to look at her.

"Xiaowei, it's okay. I just asked the doctor that the uterus is deeply cleaned, and there is no problem with blood loss..." When Wang Jian said these words, he held Yang Wei's medical record in his hand and his eyes were straight.

Yang Wei said nothing and struggled to sit up. Wang Jian helped her up, and Yang Wei wanted to stand up again. Wang Jian helped her, slowly put on her cloth shoes, helped her stand up and move slowly.

Yang Wei walked for a while and said, "It's okay. I believe I will recover. I don't need you here. Please go back!"

"Xiaowei, I'm sorry for you. Now I don't do anything. I'll be with you and take care of you. I'm sorry for you." Wang Jian said anxiously.

"No, please go back. After work, my sister will come to take care of me. Thank you!" Yang Wei answered him coldly.

Yang Wei went to bed again, turned his head to one side, closed his eyes, and stopped looking at him.

For a moment, Wang Jian couldn't help standing up and walking towards the hospital's toilet. There was a drainage cage. Wang Jian opened the water, held a handful of cold water, and poured it on his face. His tears could no longer help flowing into the sewer and into the sewage river of Jianhai.

Three days later, after Yang Wei was discharged from the hospital, he stubbornly returned to his sister's place and still ignored Wang Jian.

When Wang Jian was worried, he received a phone call from Deng Haomin: "Wang Jian, didn't you ask me for a 'gold medal planner in Yinhua New District'! This is your smart boy. I really found a way for you.

"Thank you, Mr. Deng. Now I'm a little upset. I think I've been working hard like this and want to get what I want. Compared with Yang Wei's simple life yearning for, I? I..."

"Oh, I said Wang Jian, how did you become a mother-in-law? Yang Wei, a woman, how can you understand men's ideals and men's heroism! You haven't read the foreign media. I agree that our country is one of the countries with the strongest desire for money. In the face of this naked reality, it is useless to play with personality to survive in this world. What ants, what vulnerable groups, those are a group of people who are derailed from the times and can't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour. If we want to succeed and have a career, we have to obsess the rules, principles and principles. This does not mean that we are vulgar, timid, tactful, and people have changed... In fact, this is natural. People themselves are very fragile, from limb structures to the nervous system. Of course, there may also be a very small number of people who are still willing to cook, be willing to eat sweetly, think about the role of the person and society in the face of the cruelty of life. Such a person may treat the world with a unique life style. Let's call such a philosopher, Yang Wei, right?