462 Little Lovelorn 1
Yuan Jiale said, "Why don't you want to? But it's not realistic. I really prepared a house for you. Why are you not short of money? It's okay to get married. I'm not afraid to marry you. I'm not afraid. What are you afraid of? So, you'd better **don't pretend to be a lady for me. The better, I like that..."
Yanzi cried again...
Yuan Jiale seemed to wake up and said casually, "It's coming, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid it's coming..." With that, he hugged Yanzi's head and began to slap Yanzi surgingly.
Finally, when Yuan Jiale finished venting, the tired Yanzi also fell asleep.
fell asleep, Yuan Jiale, who was smoking, spit out the smoke, lifted the quilt to watch her white**, and hugged her tightly.
Yanzi asked in a daze, "Yuan Jiale, what else are you going to do?"
"I still want it!" His face was full of grievances.
"It's midnight. I'm so tired."
"It's okay. It's refreshing with wine." He got up and poured a glass of red wine for Yanzi. She didn't want it. He had raised the wine in front of her and forced her to drink it, so Yanzi had to drink it in distress.
Yuan Jiale posted again: "I want, I want you."
Yanzi wanted to cry without tears, and she no longer had the strength to struggle. Yuan Jiale hugged her and kept rubbing her.
......
He woke up Yanzi again and again.
Yanzi finally resisted: "Get out... I'm not a tool. I can't stand it. I won't allow you to touch me again!" She and Yuan Jiale were torn together.
"Haha, haha!" Yuan Jiale was actually very happy. He rushed over and slapped her a few times in the face. "What are you? I said it was a prostitute who did ten times a night. That little prostitute liked me and made me happy. Why didn't you know how to satisfy me and resist?" Yuan Jiale pressed Yanzi down, pressed it on the cold floor, and beat her one by one, making her face blush and extremely excited.
"If you make trouble, I like you like this. I like your straightforward and hot personality. This is what I love most." Yuan Jiale took out a lot of money and cards as he called: "I have money, you see, all this money is for you..."
"I'm not a prostitute!" Shaking her head, Yanzi cried loudly.
Yuan Jiale climbed up Yanzi's body desperately again. She cried feebly and hoarsely, "You're crazy, I'm going to die..." But Yuan Jiale still climbed on Yanzi's body desperately, and her body flowed a lot of blood...
The surroundings are dark, and the gorgeous man's eyes are open and empty.
"What are you doing? What are you thinking about? Do you want Lu Linlong? I remind you that you are with me. Only a crazy woman will think about another man with one man. Yuan Jiale covered his face again, and he also controlled Yanzi's thoughts.
Yanzi trembled all over and closed her eyes in pain. I want to think, I want to think, you fight me, you kill me!" Yuan Jiale dragged her under the bed again and beat and kicked her, but this time Yanzi didn't make any sound.
When Yuan Jiale had enough, Yanzi slowly got up. Her clothes were broken, and her body was covered with dust and bruises. She stumbled and crawled without a trace of expression.
Yuan Jiale felt something was wrong and ran to hug Yanzi and kept saying, "Yanzi, I hit you because I love you so much. I love you, so I hit you. I hit you, I love you more, I only love you, I really love you..."
Yanzi smiled, laughed miserably, and stood up.
"Where are you going? Come back with me..." Yuan Jiale exclaimed.
"Come and hit me. If you can't kill me, I'm leaving. How can this be my home? There is only the stupidest woman like me in the world. I should fight, I should fight..." Yanzi stumbled and laughed like crazy again.
Yuan Jiale was still talking about, but Yanzi didn't seem to hear it. Opening the door, he was about to go out wearing clothes torn to pieces. Yuan Jiale came to pull him, but he still struggled to lie at the threshold and refused to look back.
The loud sound of the two people's continuous tearing attracted some floor leaders to open the door to check. Yuan Jiale had to let go and watched Yanzi's withered figure disappear into his sight.
These are all things that Lin Long doesn't know.
Now Lin Long, when he came to Yanzi's dormitory, it was Nana who opened the door. When he saw him, the first sentence was: Yanzi committed suicide.
"Why did she commit suicide?" Lin Long screamed.
"Lin Long, calm down. Yanzi committed suicide by putting gas in the dormitory that day. Fortunately, Xixi and I arrived later. When we arrived, she had just fainted. Now she is in the hospital. The doctor has washed her stomach and rescued her."
Listening to Nana's words, Lin Long's heart was cramps.
"Nana, which hospital is Yanzi in now? I'll be there right away."
"Well, this, this..."
"What's wrong? Nana?"
Lin Long asked Nana Yanzi's hospital over and over again, but Nana hesitated. Later, she said that she woke up and didn't want Lin Long to know about this, and told them not to tell Lin Long.
"What's going on? What's the matter?" Lin Long roared.
"Lin Long, calm down, think about this!"
"Nana, please, please tell me where Yanzi is. I will repay you in my next life. I'm going to see her. No matter what, no matter how much privacy there is, I must be by her side. Nana, please, please!"
The news of Yanzi's suicide has made Lin Long unable to control himself. While crying, he begged Nana to tell him the hospital where Yanzi was.
......
Yanzi did commit suicide, which was an unintentional accident! Yanzi, who was lying in the hospital, remembered all this, and her eyes were full of tears and shining.
"Why! Why, why did I believe Yuan Jiale, believe him, and leave Lin Long? I... let me die!" Yanzi secretly scolded herself in her heart.
Yes, that night, when Yanzi found that she was just a tool in Yuan Jiale's hand, she decided to leave Yuan Jiale, and she didn't want to be scarred by this violent person again.
But Yuan Jiale didn't want to give up on her so soon. He called her and wanted to save something. He kept saying, "As a man, I have a big return. I'm also under pressure to achieve a big business. Sometimes I use beating people as a way to relieve pressure. Yanzi, you have to believe me, believe me. , I won't hit you again..."
Then Yuan Jiale came to Yanzi's dormitory again. Yanzi pretended not to see him and watched TV alone in the room and ignored him.
Sweet Honey is on TV, and the hero and heroine in the film are reunited after many years. That light and warm "sweet honey" is ringing...
Yuan Jiale staggered over and turned off the TV with a 'pop'.
Yanzi gave Yuan Jiale a white look and ignored him. She walked to the window and looked at the cars coming and going outside.
Yuan Jiale approached, and there was a small pot of green plants by the window. He gently stroked the leaves, just like touching the delicate skin.
"Yanzi, I won't touch your finger again in the future... Alas, it's not easy to be a man now. It won't be a successful man without pressure and trouble. I used to be too anxious and grumpy..."
Turning around, Yanzi made him a cup of tea.
She said, "Yuan Jiale, we are not suitable. I don't need you to promise anything, and I can't accept your promise. Most importantly, I'm not a tool, and I can't be with you anymore... Please don't come to me again..."
"No, I don't distinguish"! Yuan Jiale shouted excitedly and grabbed it.
Yanzi's eyes are full of tears. Yuan Jiale, please let me go! I really don't need you to give me anything. I don't need anything. Let me go..."
Yuan Jiale pulled, and then reluctantly tore the clothes...
Yanzi shouted desperately, "I will leave you even if I die. Help, help..." She shouted for help until she couldn't make a sound.
Yuan Jiale tortured again crazily and howled excitedly afterwards: "Money, paper; wine, water; women, there are so many... Haha, you are my woman, and I will come again next time!"
At this point, Yanzi really felt that a war was coming and a great disaster was coming.
Women who have had domestic violence by men say, think about the man who may appear at any time**, that's the saddest days. That's how it is now. After Yuan Jiale left, Yanzi stood alone in the room, empty and without a master. She looked out of the window. Outside the window, there were women, men, children, and white-haired old people flying by. Does each of those strange faces have every pain? I wanted to ask everyone, but every face left in a blink of an eye.
Yanzi suddenly thought of Lin Long, and tears couldn't stop flowing out. She remembered that Lin Long had never said any pressure to herself in his difficult days, so as not to let her increase the burden! At the beginning, she was Lin Long's girlfriend. Not only did she not accompany Lin Long when she was in trouble, but she was vain to follow Yuan Jiale. While thinking about it, she shed tears in pain and worried about Lin Long, but will Lin Long still want her now?
Yanzi's heart became painful, and she was greedy for Yuan Jiale's vanity for the impulse to leave Lin Long. She turned on the computer and wanted to write some mood words, but her mind was empty and she felt countless words, but she couldn't say a word.
Nana and Xixi in the dormitory are working overtime. She is the only one. She will stand by the window and look at the web page casually on the computer. In a blink of an eye, it was night. She messed up with something to eat. His heart was full of breath, bulging, but he couldn't and had nowhere to talk. He held back like this and looked aggrieved.
At this time, suddenly there was darkness in front of her, and the area where she was located lost power.
The power has been cut off, and Nana and Xixi, the female companions in the dormitory, have not come back yet, so let yourself be alone.
The darkness is getting thicker and thicker. Looking out of the window, the neighborhood was chaotic, and only the orange street lights like beans did not have a power outage and were shadowed in the night fog. Even several tall buildings in the distance are lonely and dark.
Yanzi feels that her loneliness and misses Lin Long are like hanging herself in a dark mid-air. Does she still have the face to go back to find Lin Long? Her heart couldn't help shivering.
She remembered when she was with Lin Long. Lin Long carried his bag and went shopping with her. Especially on the day after they confirmed their relationship, she said that she wanted roses. Lin Long guarded the door of the bookstore. When he was about to flint, he finally bought the discounted and cheap roses and offered them to her with joy. Although she disdained at that time, all these memories became so pure and beautiful when she remembered them now. I don't know when she hummed the song, the nursery rhyme that Lin Long happily sang: "Flower magpie, chirping, good luck..."
She took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Lin Long, but she didn't dare. She was in a daze, and the darkness was even darker. She stood up again and felt a candle in an unknown corner of the room, but there was no fire engine. Then she turned on the gas stove.
She opened the gas stove and lit the candle, but forgot the switch of the gas stove of the gas valve.
The candlelight lit up in the room, the wind from the window blew in, and the candlelight swayed, as if to blow out a little warm light to her. She quickly got up and went to close the window. She didn't want the candle that gave him a warm feeling to be extinguished by the wind.
The flames burned sneer, and gradually the flames became smaller and smaller, and the air seemed to become strange. Yanzi smelled a pungent smell. She suddenly panicked. It was gas. She forgot to turn off the gas when she lit the candle just now. She wanted to open the window immediately, or ran to the kitchen but closed the gas valve, but she couldn't move. There was a sense of pain in her heart that made her not want to move, but she curled up in a corner in fear.
The smell is getting stronger and stronger, like a familiar smell.
"Fool, how can you be so dissipated? No matter how unhappy you live, you can't commit suicide!" She suddenly heard Lin Long talking.
"Lin Long, Lin Long, where are you?" She shouted loudly in the bottom of her heart. But there was no one around, only the echo of her heart.
All of a sudden, she fell into the pain of loneliness, accompanied by the gas gradually began to breathe. She wanted to survive, but her heart was in despair; she had fear, and the people she wanted to see no longer came and the people she was afraid of had been entangled around her. She had begun to faint, and her thoughts gradually drifted out of the sky.
The candles have been extinguished due to lack of oxygen, the tears hanging in the corners of the eyes have been collapsed to the ground, and the whole room is dark. Until Nana and Xixi returned to the dormitory, shouted, quickly covered their noses to open the doors and windows, dragged her out and called an ambulance.
Yanzi lay in the hospital**, closing her eyes and tearing back on the night of her 'suicide'.
She has been rescued by the hospital, but she is still motionless, tears are still full of deep and shallow marks on her face. Her vital signs have recovered, and she can feel the body temperature from her soft abdomen.
Xixi, who took care of her in the hospital, took the paper full of Lin Long's name and asked her, "Do you want to inform Lin Long?"
Yanzi shook her head and left Lin Long at his most difficult time. What face does he have to ask Lin Long now? On the one hand, she told Xixi not to inform Lin Long, and on the other hand, her heart was like a huge wave of desolation and sadness.
Yanzi was still sick** crying. Lin Long finally learned about Yanzi's hospital through Nana and ran like crazy on the way to the hospital.
Yanzi's suicide made Lin Long feel a sudden sense of nothingness. He once thought that when he was with Nanasi, he would forget his first love, or with the benefits that Nanasi could bring him, he could no longer care about Yanzi's situation. However, when he heard the news of Yanzi, his heart suddenly became extremely weak. There was only Yanzi in his whole heart. Yes, only Yanzi. He didn't think about anything else. His heart, which once wanted to dilute his feelings with Yanzi, burned fiercely. Along the way, his chin kept **.
Lin Long knew that in fact, he could not suddenly sense the existence of the fact that he really loved Yanzi. As long as he had her, his setbacks, humiliations and even despair would not exist - because there was love in his heart, and with Nanas, he was more grateful and she was **...
On the way to the hospital, Lin Long remembered something and asked the driver to turn to the cake shop first. He bought a big cake. With the cake, he was thinking that Yanzi's suicide must have been harmed by Yuan Jiale. He may not understand such pain, just like the suffering and setbacks he experienced in the planning bureau may not understand. However, what makes him feel relieved is that when he loves a person and sincerely loves a person, his past pains or setbacks can be abandoned, because there is always happiness waiting in front of him, what a beautiful and powerful spiritual wealth!
The car rushed to the hospital, and Lin Long had already figured out what he wanted to say. He believed that it was his heartfelt words and would say it to Yanzi face to face after seeing him.
He was completely lost in thought until the taxi driver reminded him, "The hospital is here!"
Lin Long came to the outside of Yanzi's ward with the cake in his hand.
At this time, Yanzi was in a daze with the white wall of the ward and suddenly called a noise outside the ward. Then, the door of his ward was pushed open, and the window was opened, and several of his colleagues suddenly poured in. Lin Long stood in the middle, holding a big cake in his hand, and came to her with a smile and concern. For a moment, this small ward turned into a bright glow.
"Yanzi, no matter how life is, no matter how difficult it is, we must protect our bodies!" Lin Long bent down and looked at her gently, as if nothing had happened to them before, and the two had always been in love.
"I...Yuan Jiale...he...I...I'm sorry!" With her head down, Yanzi's swollen eyes shed tears.