Chapter 85 Will Marry Her
Sometimes you know what you want but can't have it, and you know you don't want to do it, but you still have to continue to do it. This should also be a kind of helplessness.
The place where Feng Shaoli lived was bound to pass through the breeze small building, but Lan Ge chose a long way around the place. He was afraid that when he passed by there, he would no longer move his feet and couldn't help walking into that place.
At this moment, in the yard where Feng Shaoli lives, Mu Qiuning is sitting at the stone table in the courtyard with Feng Shaoli. It is also accompanied by pear trees, but it is more gorgeous than the breeze. In the past, Feng Shaoli liked this place very much, because there are the most beautiful pear blossoms in Xuanyue Valley, but at this moment, these pear flowers are a little annoying.
Mu Qiuning herself was injured, but because she heard that Feng Shaoli was injured, she came to see it. Feng Shaoli had also been stuffed in the room and could not come out. She also said that she would go back to Da'a Mountain when she recovered. After Mu Qiuning's good persuasion, she was willing to come out to breathe.
"Fairy, what happened? Why have you been so sad?" Mu Qiuning took away the pear blossoms that fell between Feng Shaoli's hair and asked tentatively.
And Feng Shaoli's face was also full of glanguity. Yesterday's events were vivid in her mind, and she could not be sad. His eyes always subconsciously look outside the yard, looking at it again and again, disappointed again and again.
"Nothing, I just feel tired and want to have a good rest." Feng Shaoli smiled reluctantly.
Mu Qiuning is simple, so she can't see the strangeness of Feng Shaoli at this moment. "Is the fairy very tired because those demons used their true qi when they invaded yesterday?"
Feng Shaoli raised the corners of his mouth bitterly, "If only that were true, at least it won't hurt or pain."
"What?" Mu Qiuning still opened her eyes and stared at Feng Shaoli seriously, but Feng Shaoli's tired appearance was really not in the mood to continue talking, and her mind seemed to have been outside the yard.
The two were silent for a long time, and Feng Shaoli's expression also changed several times, and their hearts gradually cooled down with time. She was wondering if that person had gone to her place to care about her and love her. If so, what about yourself? When he was kidnapped yesterday, he didn't care, but he didn't blame Cang Lan for doing anything wrong to Xuanyue Valley. What on earth is this for?
The dark eyes are cold, heartbroken, and even more heartbroken.
Mu Qiuning looked at it but wondered and puzzled why this fairy was so abnormal today?
While the two were meditating, there was a slight footsteps in the courtyard. Feng Shaoli's originally gloomy face flashed with such a moment of surprise, but soon, the melancholy and sadness on her face became deeper.
It was indeed Lan Ge. He, dressed in white, still walked in so elegantly. When his eyes fell on Feng Shaoli, there was also a touch of sadness between his eyebrows.
"The fairy is coming." Mu Qiuning also breathed a relaxed breath when she saw Lan Ge. Feng Shaoli's mood may really only be cured by Lan Ge.
Lan Ge nodded faintly, his eyes just glanced slightly over Mu Qiuning, and then fell seriously on Feng Shaoli's face. That beautiful but sad face made him feel guilty.
"Qiu Ning goes down first." Lan Ge said lightly, with a little commanding tone. Mu Qiu Ning was panicked and peeked at Lan Ge and found that they had gone through a quarrel. He secretly guessed the reason, but he still retreated slightly on his face.
For a while, the whole yard was so quiet that the sound of pear blossoms could be heard.
Lang Ge slowly stepped forward and sat down at the stone table in front of Feng Shaoli. He moved calmly and indifferently, looking up at the falling pear blossoms, and there was also a little helplessness in his eyes.
Feng Shaoli is waiting for Lan Ge to give her an explanation and give her a reason. In fact, as long as Lan Ge explains and makes it clear to her, she is willing to forgive her. But after waiting for a long time, Lan Ge has also been silent. Originally, he thought that seeing it could make him feel better, but now he is still so silent beside him. Isn't it more painful than not seeing him?
The patience in my heart is slowly reaching the limit. Feng Shaoli really doesn't want to continue like this, so she has to ask first. However, before she could speak, Lan Ge had already said it first.
"I can't explain it to you."
A few simple words cut off all the thoughts of Feng Shaoli. He couldn't explain it, because it was already a fact.
Lan Ge got up and didn't look at Feng Shaoli. "I already knew her when I came to earth a thousand years ago."
"What?" Feng Shaoli looked at Lan Ge in disbelief, "She... Canglan Palace owner, is she the woman you liked in the mortal world a thousand years ago? How can it be? Isn't she dead? How can she be the palace owner who hates the sky? How can it be?
She can't believe that the man died a thousand years ago. How could he still be alive?
Lan Ge looked at Feng Shaoli's lost expression and seemed to understand something in his heart. His handsome eyebrows were slightly restrained, his expression was complicated, and even his voice was a little indifferent. "It turns out that you have known about a thousand years, why didn't you ask me?"
In Lan Ge's heart, Feng Shaoli has never known about this matter, otherwise she would not have always wanted to know why she agreed to get married, but Lan Ge never thought that Feng Shaoli knew about it and knew that Cang Lan had died.
"Ask you?" Feng Shaoli's sitting body was also trembling slightly and looked up at Lan Ge sadly. "Yes, I knew it a long time ago, but because you never mentioned it, so I pretended that I didn't know anything and pretended that you had forgotten and didn't want to mention it. What do you want me to ask?"
" Shaoli." Lan Ge frowned and just looked at the woman in front of him so deeply.
"I always thought that as long as we didn't mention it, maybe we might not remember it again, and I would treat your past as if it hadn't happened, but why did you repeat those things again?" Feng Shaoli was already a little incoherent, "Langge, do you know? Yesterday, I looked at your kindness to the Lord of Canglan Palace that I had never had before. As your fiancee, I have your reputation but never had your affection and gentleness. Do you know how uncomfortable I feel?"
At this moment, Feng Shaoli seems to want to talk about all the grievances she has suffered over the past hundreds of years, and wants Lan Ge to know that she has really paid a lot to love him.
For Feng Shaoli, maybe Lan Ge has always been sorry. He has been thinking about that woman in his heart, so he can only respect and love Feng Shaoli, but he can't do it for Lan Ge to put her in his heart.
"I'm sorry to wrong you." Lan Ge could only apologize like this, because he was powerless to say anything else.
But Feng Shaoli didn't want this. The next moment, she had rushed into Lan Ge's arms and hugged Lan Ge tightly. Such a warm embrace could only belong to her.
"I don't want your apology or your sorry. I just want you to know that even so, Feng Shaoli is willing to be with you, even if you think about other women, I'm still willing to bear it. I don't mind. I really don't mind."
"But I beg you not to see me anymore, okay? For hundreds of years, I have been by your side in front of you, but there is no me in your heart. I don't know whether it's the matter in the demon world that you can't hold anything else, or because of her that you don't want to pretend to others. I don't want you to turn a blind eye to me. In fact, as long as you have me in your heart, even a little The position is good."
Feng Shaoli choked, tears slipped down her cheeks, and her beautiful face was so lovely.
No matter how hard Lan Ge's heart is, he still can't leave her in the face of this woman. Listening to her crying, he found that he was really sorry for her. For hundreds of years, he has never really treated her well.
He raised his hand to comfort her, but his hand put it down again as soon as he touched Feng Shaoli's hair. He will never do such a move to other women, just like Canglan won't let others touch his hair, which is an uncontrollable indulgence in his heart.
Feng Shaoli deeply felt Lan Ge's hesitation and guilt. She hugged Lan Ge again, "Lange, I don't ask you to forget her. I just hope you can make room for me, just a little bit. I know this marriage contract is not what you want, but we have been together for 700 years. I I really can't live without you."
Lan Ge's eyebrows have been wrinkled tightly. Feng Shaoli's words are heard in his ears, and those realities are also churning in his mind. The pear blossoms in front of him fell, but his heart could not calm down.
In fact, today, he wanted to use the centrifugal formula to Feng Shaoli, so that there was no explanation, and there was no reason, let alone let Canglan's matter leak out. As long as you forget, there is no need.
However, in the face of Feng Shaoli's deep affection that she had already known the truth of the matter but deliberately pretended not to know for himself, he could not be so cruel.
In the same way, even if Feng Shaoli forgets things, the things they have to face are the same.
Feng Shaoli still cried in his arms without much language, but every word was the heart of Lan Ge.
"Lan Ge, let's forget the past, and you also forget her. You know that she hates you, why do you still insist on missing her? She doesn't love you at all. Otherwise, she wouldn't have done that to Xuanyue Valley. She is taking revenge on you. Don't you understand? Feng Shaoli sobbed and said, "Lan Ge, let yourself go. Don't let yourself suffer. I don't want to see you suffer for her anymore, and I don't want to have me in your heart. Lan Ge, I really want to be with you."
Lan Ge's body trembled obviously, and Feng Shaoli felt it. He didn't listen to Feng Shaoli's later words. She hated herself for the first time. It turned out that her hatred for herself was so obvious that everyone knew it, but she still wanted to have room to turn back.
I have begun to hate. Will love still be there?
Lan Ge's eyebrows were still tightly restrained, and Feng Shaoli still refused to let go. Looking at the falling pear blossoms, Lan Ge also looked in a trance. He could calm down many things, but he could not control this alone.
The two were silent again, because Feng Shaoli didn't know what else she could say. For the sake of Lan Ge, she lowered her identity and posture, so she could not give up Lan Ge, but she also believed that Lan Ge had just heard those words in her heart.
"Soli, I will marry you."
For a long time, Lan Ge said this sentence not to promise something to Feng Shaoli, but a fact that had been decided a long time ago. But many things know the result, but how to go is to master it by yourself.
Gently pushed Feng Shaoli away and looked at the crying woman. Lan Ge could only smile helplessly, "As long as you know this, you don't have to worry about anything else. Since I, Lan Ge, have sworn to marry you to the Nine Heavenly Spirits, I will not go up to my promise.
She knew this fact a long time ago that Feng Shaoli couldn't tell whether she was happy or disappointed, but she wanted more than that. In addition to this, she wanted more.
Lan Ge smiled indifferently and comforted Feng Shaoli's uneasiness, "Believe me, everything will have a satisfactory answer." Looking at Feng Shaoli's eyes seriously, "As for the matter between Canglan and that person, we don't want to mention it again, because I don't want any conflict between Liyantian and Xuanyue Valley. Shaoli, this matter is over. In two days, I will take you back to heaven."
Sometimes those eyes are as deep as an abyss that makes people unable to extricate themselves, and sometimes they are determined like a sharp sword that people dare not overcome, but sometimes they are as warm as the spring breeze, but with the rest of the cold winter and the seriousness of midsummer.
Feng Shaoli lowered her head and nodded in silence for a moment. Lan Ge's intention is to ask her not to talk about Cang Lan and the man in Mopao. As for whether it is because of the hatred, she doesn't know, but Lan Ge said so, and she has no reason to doubt it anymore.
Lange withdrew his eyes faintly, and his handsome eyebrows restrained. There was always a touch of sadness and sadness that could not be dissipated. He raised his eyebrows and looked at the fog-covered deep valley in the distance, and his eyes became deep again.